Trailer Park Baby (PG) ~ Updated 03122010 ~ The continuing adventures of Dave.
Dave moves into a new home, has some adventures, and finds out about things he never experienced before.
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I plan on posting a new chapter every few days, for those that don't know the story is already written. Please comment, let me know what you like, what you don't like, any questions, any suggestions (other than for me to introduce a sexual element). Once the final chapter of this is posted, I will be following with the sequels. Enjoy.

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TRAILER PARK BABY By Valentine

Chapter 1: Dave

I had just finished college and was looking for a cheap place to live, when I saw the ad for a mobile home for rent. I had lived in the dorms and an apartment and was tired of either seeing everyone’s or having everyone see my comings and goings. I went to see about renting the place and was surprised by the owner. She was about six-two, I on the other hand was just under five foot and didn't weigh one hundred pounds soaking wet. Inside the office I said, "I'm here about the mobile home for rent."

She looked at me, and said, "Sorry, I can't rent to a kid."

"Wait, here's my drivers license, I'm 21 and just graduated college. I'm looking for someplace cheap to live. I know I look like a twelve year old, but I'm not. If you don't believe it you can check with state."

She looked me over again, "I guess that I can believe you, but there is a slight problem, I don't own any of the trailers here except my own and the one for rent. It was abandoned and I got the title from the state for the owed rent. The trailer is only partially furnished. There is a couch, dinette set, but the bedroom set was trashed before the previous couple left. There is a second bedroom set, but it was for their four year old daughter. I can't supply another bed or anything else, which is why I'm having a problem renting it. You, though, might be small enough to use the bed that's there."

I was unsure, but the rent was less than half that of anyplace else I had checked. "Let's go look at the place then."

We left the office and walked next door to the trailer. The trailer looked solid and seemed to be in good shape. I examined the bed and was worried about sleeping in what was a toddler bed, a pink toddler bed at that. I looked over at the owner, and sheepishly took off my shoes and got into the bed. I got comfortable curled up in the position I slept in and found that the bed was just big enough for me.

I got out of the bed and slipped my shoes back on. "I'll take the trailer," I said, figuring at worst I could either sleep on the couch or floor until I got my own bed.

“You do have a job, right? I don’t want to rent to you and find out in a month or two that you can’t make rent. That happened to me once or twice.”

Yes, I do have a job, a good one too. I write for a magazine,” when I said this she got a look on her face like, ‘Sure you do, some crappy pulp magazine at a penny a word.’ I continued, “Here let me show you,” and I pulled a copy out of my car, thank god there was still a copy there.

She looked at the magazine, Historical Aviation Monthly, and flipped it open. I got up on my tiptoes, “See there I am, Dave Wilson.” She looked; the blurb said ‘Dave Wilson gives his usual insights, this time with the B- 17 Flying Fortress.’

“Okay I guess you’ve got a job. Let’s go get a lease, and you can go over the rules for the park.”

We went back over to her office and home. I looked around, everything looked neat and clean, and I could see some kids running around playing, no parents watching them though. If the parents trusted the safety of their kids without having to watch over them, it must be pretty safe here. The only that worried me was that I could hear a dog barking.

We sat down at her desk, and she gave me a copy of the rules, which I read, while she filled out a lease. As I read the rules, I found out that all of the dogs had to be on leashes. Good that dog I heard shouldn’t be bothering me then.

“Dave, I have a question for you.” I looked up. “Normally, I require that tenants keep their own lawns mowed. I pay someone; well actually discount his rent, to mow the common areas. A couple of others pay to have their lawns mowed also. I was wondering if you wanted me to have yours mowed too. I figured that because of ... ah, your size that you well, might want that. You don’t own a lawnmower do you?”

“No, I don’t. Sure, I’ll pay to have it done. I never did like mowing lawns and my father made me do it all the time. It was difficult.”

“Ten dollars a month, while they’re mowed. Okay?” When I nodded she continued. “I’ve got the lease ready, have you read all of the rules?” I nodded again; there weren’t many of them. “Good, if you’ll just read and sign the lease.”

I quickly read the lease, it was pretty simple. I pay this a month; she supplies that, blah, blah, blah. “No problems.” I quickly signed and pulled out my checkbook and wrote a check for the rent and deposit.

"Just make the check out to me, Sarah Johnson. I'll help move the furniture if you want," she said.

As we walked back to my trailer, Sarah asked, “So how did you get the writing job, it looked like that wasn’t your first article?”

“That goes back to my freshman year. Actually earlier, ever since I learned about the first supersonic plane, and rest of the X-planes and their designers, I always wanted to be the next great aircraft designer. Unfortunately, I was not a very good engineering student, I would have graduated and probably gotten a job, but I would have been help, not really a designer. Fortunately, one of my other freshman classes was a history class. One of the assignments was a term paper; mine was on one of my favorite airplanes. The Corsair, you know the one from the Blacksheep show.”

“I remember that show, with Robert Conrad right?” She interjected.

“Yeah, I always thought that was one of the coolest looking airplanes. Well a couple of days after I wrote and turned in the paper, I got a call from my adviser. In his office I saw him, the Dean of the Engineering College, my history professor and someone I didn’t know.” By now we were in the trailer and started moving stuff around. I waited until we finished.

“Well the other person was the Dean of the Journalism school. They talked for a while, I listened and nodded. The next thing I knew they had designed a new major just for me. I have a degree in Aviation Journalism and a minor in Aviation History, probably the only ones on the planet. Looking back it was kind of funny, I had no idea what was going on and just agreed, because I thought that they might kick me out otherwise.”

We walked back to the office, where she gave me the keys and I continued, “My class load was strange, I had Journalism classes, History classes, and Engineering classes. But I didn’t do the real engineering work. I had to write two papers a semester for the engineering classes summarizing what they were about. I found out later that those papers, cut down a bit, are used as syllabuses, syllabi, whatever. My junior year I was put in touch with the editor of the magazine, and he offered to buy a few of my papers to be published. He knew the Engineering Dean and they had been sending him copies of my term papers, well I accepted and have had around ten articles published already.”

“That sure was nice of them to help you that way,” Sarah said when I had finished.

“It sure was, and I don’t know why they did it. I mean it was a lot of work on their parts, all just for me.”

Sarah looked at me for a minute and shook her head. I left wondering what she meant by that. I went back to my apartment and started to load my stuff to move in. It took a couple of days, but I finished. Then the other necessities, I stopped at Office Max and bought a computer desk and chair. I arranged for it to be delivered the next day. A couple of phone calls and the utilities were all on in my name.

I sat waiting for my computer desk watching bad daytime TV, while working on the outline for a new article for the magazine I was writing for. Of course just as I decided it was time for lunch the delivery truck pulled up. I stopped what I was doing and showed them where I wanted the desk set up.

The two deliverymen quickly and efficiently got the desk set up. They finished and I signed for the desk. The whole time I was getting strange looks from them. I had completely forgotten that the rest of the furniture in the room looked like a little girl's room. Oh well, I wouldn't see them again.

I finished my lunch and got my computer up and running. I proofed the article I had already written and sent it off to my editor along with the ideas I had for future articles. Then I started web surfing, looking to see how much I would need for 'real' bedroom furniture. And checking out the news.

I'd been there about a week, sleeping in the bed, the floor was too hard and the couch just too uncomfortable, when I went out to check my mail one afternoon. I locked my door and started walking down to the mailboxes when this huge dog comes charging at me barking up a storm. I froze as the dog got near. My neighbor growing up had sicced their St. Bernard on me all the time. The St. Bernard had never really hurt me, other than some bruises and scrapes when it would knock me down, but it always scared me. Now it was all coming back, this wasn't a St. Bernard, but it was big enough to knock me over, and it was charging me, barking like mad. As I stood there, I could feel my pants getting wet. **** I was wetting my pants; I hadn't done that in a long time, since that St. Bernard had scared me.

Fortunately the dog did not jump on me and knock me down, but instead just bounced around me barking up a storm. Sarah came out about then and chased the dog away. She walked up to me, as I stood there unable to move. I was still terrified, not of the dog any more, it was gone. If she was anything like my father she was probably going hit me. She didn’t seem like she was lazy, so she’d probably beat me for a while.

When she grabbed me and led me into her trailer, I started blubbering about how the dog had scared me and how the St. Bernard had scared me when I was a little kid and that it wouldn’t happen again. After a while she calmed me down enough, so that she could actually talk to me. Then she offered to help me clean up. I accepted not thinking about what it meant. I was still surprised she hadn’t hit me yet, maybe she was waiting to spank me after I was clean.

She pulled me into the bathroom and helped me pull off my wet pants, socks, shoes and underwear. I realized then that I was now standing in front of her wearing only a T-shirt. She left with my wet clothes and said, "I'll find something for you to wear, just stay there, Dave."

"All right." Like I was going to wander around half-naked. I got a washcloth and started to wash up, when she returned. Now once I’m cleaned up she’ll probably spank me, I thought.

"Here let me help you." She took the washcloth and started to wash off my legs and groin. I was so embarrassed that I just stood there not moving. "There you are all clean. I found something for you to wear, but don't be worried, it was the only thing I could find that would be near your size."

I looked as she grabbed a diaper from behind her. "I can't wear that. I’ll just put my pants back on and run home.” All thoughts of her spanking me had fled.

"I've already thrown your clothes in the washer, and you really can't run around naked, can you? Besides I promise that no one will know. You can sit in the living room and watch TV till your clothes are clean."

I could hear the washer in the background and was stuck. I certainly could not go out naked and I guess as long as no one knew, I would be okay. "All right but make sure no one else knows." Maybe she wasn’t going to spank me. Now that I was calming down to where I could really think, I started to. She can’t spank me, she isn’t my mother or father or anything like that.

I lay down on the floor; she knelt beside me and proceeded to diaper me. I got up and went into her living room. Every step I took I could hear the diaper rustling, or maybe I just imagined it. Something weird was going on though, she hadn’t yelled at me or hit me or called me a big baby. My father did all three whenever I had wet pants because of the dog. Of course he yelled and hit me whenever I did something wrong.

As a matter of fact, I think she may have hugged me. No one ever hugged me before, except those cheerleaders and they were teasing me. I wish I knew what was going on.

She walked into the room, looking at me and asked, "Do you want anything? Soda? A beer? Milk?"

I shook my head and said, "No. Do you know how long my clothes are going to take?"

"Ninety minutes or so, why?"

"****. I'm expecting an important E-mail soon that I need to answer right away. I really can't afford to sit around here for an hour and a half."

"Well what are you going to do? Go out wearing that diaper?"

"If I have to, I have to get and answer that E-mail. Hey you don't have a computer that I could use do you?"

"Yes, I do, and I guess you can use it. Is it really that important?"

"It's for my job. My editor is doing a final check on an article I wrote. Where's your computer?" She got up and led me to her computer and I checked my E-mail. The message was there, but there were several facts that my editor wanted me to verify and I only had an hour.

After reading the E-mail and sending back a note that I would have facts back to him as quick as possible. God I hate deadlines. "I don't have a choice now, I have to check those facts and get back with him."

I logged off, got up and headed to the front door. As I was peeking out the window, she said, "If you’re leaving, I've got some errands to run. I'll drop your clothes off later when they're finished."

I couldn't see anyone or that dog out there, so I opened the door and headed back over to my place as quick as I could. About half way there I heard a car door slam shut and a car start. I turned to look and saw her pull out. I got up to my door and went to open it and realized that I had locked it. I went to reach into my pants pocket for my keys and there were no pants. I looked and I could see Sarah’s car disappearing in the distance. I was locked outside wearing a diaper and T-shirt and nothing else.

I looked around for a place to hide, but there weren't any. I ended up just sitting on the ground next to my stairs. I had been sitting there for five minutes or so when the dog came back. It bounded up to me and there wasn't anything I could do, I sat there whimpering in fear and humiliation. As dog started to lick my face, I realized that I had just wet the diaper I was wearing. After licking and sniffing me for a few minutes the dog took off.

I saw my landlady returning, so I jumped up and ran over to her trailer. Actually it was closer to a waddle, than a run, with the wet diaper. She walked up and looked at me, "I thought you didn't like the diaper?"

Blubbering, "You kept my keys, and the dog came back, and I couldn't get in, and I couldn't hide, and I was scared, and I had another accident, and you were gone, and I didn't know what to do."

"Well I'm back now," she said. "And we'll get everything straightened out for you. First let’s get you inside and into something dry." She unlocked her door and pulled me into a room, which I realized after a moment was a nursery.

She picked me up and laid me down on a changing table. There was a safety strap that she fastened over my arms trapping me on the table. "I'll be back I have to get some things out of my car."

I lay there waiting for her to come back. When she did she had a jumbo package of Size 6 Huggies. "I got these for you," she walked over and undid the tapes on the wet diaper I was wearing and pulled it off me. This time she cleaned me with some baby wipes and put one of the new Huggies on me.

She lifted me off the table, and I asked for my keys. With my keys clutched in my hand, I again went out into the open wearing only a diaper and a T-shirt. I got over to my home and went in. Over to the computer I quickly checked my reference material and e-mailed back the citations to my editor. Checking the time I realized that I still had fifteen minutes. Looking down at the diaper I was wearing I walked down to bathroom, took off the diaper and took a shower.

After getting dressed and sitting down to watch some TV, there was a knock at my door. I answered the door, it was my Sarah. "I see you've changed. Here are your clean clothes, and your wallet. I was joking about those diapers being for you."

"What? Oh that I wasn't really paying attention then. I got my e-mail off on time. So I should get my paycheck soon and then I can go get a new bed," I rambled on. "I want to thank you for the help earlier."

"Oh that was nothing," she answered giving me an odd look.

Chapter 2: Sarah

I left his trailer and thought a lot about what had happened. In reality I hadn't bought the diapers for him, but for one of the kids in the park that I baby-sit. But the more I thought about it, the more I thought about how cute he had looked crying about the dog after he wet the diaper. I was surprised that he didn't argue more about wearing the diaper in the first place. I thought more about him, how cute he had looked and decided to see if I could him back into diapers on a more regular basis.

The more often I went over what happened, the more I realized that there was something odd about the way he had reacted especially at first. He kept cringing while he stood there in his wet pants. It seemed like he was expecting me to hit him. I wonder why he thought I would hit him.

The next morning I started on my plan. I ran into town and bought several small "Nanny Cams" to place in the nursery and a VCR to tape the footage from them. I set the "Nanny cams" up so that they would cover the changing table, the crib, the playpen, and one to cover the couch in the living room. Then I went to buy a couple of nighties, and other clothes suitable for a little girl, but that should fit him. Next I went to talk to the owner of the dog, a dog that wouldn't hurt someone kicking it.

"Hey Bob, I need to talk to you about your dog," I said to him as I walked up to him.

"I know, I know. You want me to keep him tied up, right. Come on Thor wouldn't hurt a fly," Bob answered.

"No actually, I don't want you to keep him tied up. It seems that the new guy in Number 2 is terrified of dogs, and I want to have some fun with him."

"Wait a minute it took you forever to rent that place and now you want to scare the renter. Who is renting it anyway, all I've seen is that kid that lives there?"

I laughed, "That kid is the tenant, and he’s 21 and has a college degree. He just looks like a little kid. I know it took a long time to rent and I'm not really worried about him leaving, because I gave him a sweet deal on the rent and he signed a year lease."

"So you want to have some fun with him, what kind of fun?"

"The other day your dog caught him out in the open and scared him so much, he pissed his pants. I pulled him into my trailer and cleaned him up. But the only thing I had that would fit him was a diaper. He looked kind of funny wearing just a diaper and T-shirt. I left, and he went home, but forgot his keys. When I got back he had wet the diaper and was practically crying.

So I want to see if get him back into a diaper, and how much like a baby I can get him to act."

"You're a cruel woman, but no problem I'll let him run loose, besides the kids love him. Say if you get him all dressed up give me a call and we can stage an argument and I'll be sure to call him a wimp or something," Bob laughed.

"Better yet, be sure to use the word `sissy.' Yeah, sissy is probably the perfect word."

"Okay, but if you do it, I want to see the pictures. Hmmm, I wonder if I can the kids to get Thor to jump up on to them. I imagine that would knock him right over. **** I gotta go to work, see ya." I’d lied to Bob; I hadn’t really thought that Dave looked funny, but cute. Little kid cute, almost baby cute. And he brought something out in me, I wanted to mother him, hug him, wipe his eyes when he cried, and kiss his booboos. The whole thing.

It was funny, but I bet that Dave, if he tried, could get anything he wanted. Actually if he tried, it probably wouldn’t work. I am surprised at what he told me those college professors had done, because I bet they are all male. If Dave looked a woman right there wouldn’t be a thing she wouldn’t do for him. If I told him though, Dave would never believe it.

Now though to wait until Thor caught him again. He seemed to be watching out for Thor and I didn't see him venturing outside much for a while, but I did see Thor and apparently Bob had gotten the boys into a contest to see who could hold Thor up on his hind legs the longest.

Finally about three weeks later I saw Dave headed towards my trailer, I hadn't seen Thor for a while, but I hoped he was nearby. I watched Dave make his way across the yard, when a loud barking erupted and sure enough Thor came thundering in. Dave froze for a moment and then started to back away as Thor got closer. When Thor got up next to him he jumped up just like he had been doing with the kids and dropped his front paws right on Dave’s shoulders. Dave flinched as Thor jumped and went down in a heap when the paws landed.

Oh ****, I thought, I hope he isn't hurt. Thor licked his face and barked and bounced around him. I ran out and scared off Thor. "Dave, are you okay," I asked as I helped him up.

When he didn't answer I pulled him into my trailer and down to the bathroom. Thor had found a puddle somewhere and not only was Dave’s pants wet again, but there were huge paw prints on his shirt. While he stood there shaking, I pulled off his shirt and started on his shoes.

About this time Dave spoke, "It attacked me. The dog it attacked me."

He was still shaking, "The dog didn't attack you, he was playing. I've seen some of the kids playing with him like this. I think they're having some sort of contest. Who can the hold the dog up the longest or something like that."

I got him undressed and put him in my bathtub. I turned on the water and took his clothes to my laundry room. I emptied his pockets and there was my rent check, a bit wet though. Oh well, I'd get him to write another. I put the clothes in the washer, but didn't start it yet. I started the VCR's the Nanny cams were hooked up to and thought about the tapes I'd have later.

Back in the bathroom, I turned off the water and started bathing him. He was still out of it and didn't really notice. By the time I had finished drying him, he was noticeably calmer. I picked him up and carried him like a toddler on my hip. He was a little big for a toddler, but that was all right.

As I headed to the nursery, I started the washer. In the nursery I put him on the changing table and fastened the safety strap. I grabbed a diaper, one of the Huggies I'd joked about, and said to him, "You know I don't have anything else for you to wear right?"

He looked up at me and nodded. His eyes were all red and his nose was running a bit from his crying. I powdered and diapered him and stood him on the floor. "I don't know if I have anything that will fit you. My stuff would be way too big. Let me think for a minute."

I stood there, thoughtfully I hoped, for a moment. "I think my niece left some things here, last time she visited. I'll go look."

I walked into the laundry room and grabbed the nighties, a dress, and a pair of blue jeans and a T-shirt I knew were too small. Returning to the nursery, "I was right. Here try these on," I said handing him the jeans.

He looked at them; they had a pink heart appliquéd on the back pocket. Sighing he pulled them up and tried to button them, but they were about an inch to small, especially with the diaper on. "They're too small," he whined.

"Well all I've got left is this dress and these nighties." He glanced at the dress and shook his head. I held up the nighties, one was pink and said "Girl Power" in glittery letters, the other was baby blue and had a Care Bear on it. He grabbed the blue one as I expected and put it on. It just covered his diaper.

I put the others back and asked him if he wanted to watch TV, he nodded and waddled towards the living room. He sat on the couch and started watching some movie, while I waited. I had set the washer on its longest cycle and a double rinse. When the second rinse started I went into the living room, "I have to run into town. The problem is, in my files I have all sorts of personal information on my tenants and I can't take the chance that you could go through them. It's not that I think you would, but if someone thought you did I could into trouble. Or someone could use the information to get us both into trouble. So you have a choice. You can come with me, you can go home, or I can put you someplace where you can't get at the files."

He looked out the window, I could hear kids playing out there and Thor barking. "Where would I have to stay?"

"Well the only place I can think of is the crib. I don't think you can get out of it if I put the side up." I thought he was going to start crying, but he looked out at the kids and Thor again.

"I'll stay here," he said in a small voice.

I picked him up and carried him to the nursery and laid him in the crib. I pulled up the side and he just curled up and closed his eyes. I checked the VCRs and went outside to my car.

Bob came up and asked, "He in there?"

"Yes, but I told him I had to go into town. I'll be back in an hour or so come over then."

"Okay, see ya then."

I got into my car and drove off into town, I really did need to go to the bank, and do some other errands, but nothing I couldn't have done another day. I wasted some time in town and then came back and went past Bob's place so he'd know I was home.

Chapter 3: Dave

I woke up and wondered where I was. I looked around and it dawned on me. I was in a crib, wearing a diaper and girls Care Bear nightie. And I needed to use the bathroom, desperately. I listened and wondered what had woken me. I heard a door shut and realized that Sarah had gotten back. "Sarah," I called out.

"Just a moment," came drifting back, and then a knock at the door.

I heard the door open and a loud voice, "I heard you wanted to talk to me about my dog, Thor."

"Yes, Bob. You can't let him run loose around the park. You know there's a rule about pets being on a leash," Sarah's voice answered. Good she'd get that dog, Thor, tied up.

"Why, has someone been complaining? I know all of the kids love him, and he wouldn't hurt anyone."

"I don't care if the kids love him. There is a rule and you're breaking it. Tie the dog up or else."

"I bet that new guy has been complaining. He looks like a little wimp.” I hoped this guy leaves soon, because I really needed to use the bathroom.

"No Bob, no one complained, I've been telling you about Thor for a while now, and even if someone had complained, I wouldn't tell you."

"I bet it was that new guy. He looks like a little sissy that would be afraid of a dog." A sissy, he called me a sissy. I thought about it and wanted to cry. I certainly looked like a sissy right now in a diaper and nightie sitting in a baby's crib.

They continued on for a little while about the dog and then started talking about other stuff. I was squirming, I really needed to get to the bathroom, but there was no way I could get Sarah's attention until the man left. If he saw me, he'd know I was a sissy, even if I'm not one, the moment he saw me.

I tried to get into a more comfortable position, but nothing helped. After a few more minutes I couldn't hold it any more and I messed in my diaper. I did start crying softly then, muffling it in the crib mattress. I think I fell back asleep, because the next thing I knew Sarah was in the room picking me up.

She picked me up and lifted me out of the crib placing me on her hip, like she had when she carried me in here. "Ewww, what's that smell," she asked.

"I shi..., er pooped in the diaper. I had to go and I could hear you talking to that man, and he called me a sissy and I didn't want him to see me, and he wasn't leaving, and I couldn't hold it anymore." I was crying again and I couldn't help it. So far since I've known her, she's seen me wet my pants twice, wet a diaper and now I pooped in one.

"That's okay honey, accidents happen, and it's not like you could have gotten out yourself to get to the potty. Let's get you cleaned up and changed." She sat me down on the changing table and pulled off the nightie. Laying me down, she strapped me into place. I was trapped on the changing table with the strap over my arms.

She undid the tapes and grabbed my ankles lifting my butt into the air. "Boy are you a messy baby," she said. I turned my head away as she continued, "Sorry about that, but usually it helps to keep a baby distracted while your changing him. It makes it easier. If he's giggling at you he isn't fighting you."

I lay there as she finished cleaning me and rediapered me. I have never been so humiliated in my life. Once finished she unbuckled the strap and sat me up. Grabbing the pink nightie she pulled it over my head.

She picked me up again and carried me into the bathroom. Setting me on the sink she got a washcloth and started to wash my face. "You look terrible with your eyes all puffy and red. Let me clean you up."

I sat there, sniffling and closed my eyes. She finished cleaning my face and I felt a brush pulling through my hair. "What are you doing?"

"Your hair's a mess. I’m just brushing it out. It'll be fine," she said as she continued to pull the brush through my hair. Since it was kind of soothing I just sat there with my eyes closed.

Finally I felt a tugging on my hair on one side then the other. I started to speak and she made some shushing sounds and said that it will be okay. I could feel my hair pulling oddly on my head and some hair hanging in my face. I heard a snipping like scissors and the hair in my face fell away. I opened my eyes and looked in the mirror.

What I saw shocked me, because there was a little girl in a pink nightie staring back at me. I looked up at Sarah, "Why did you cut my hair, I look like a little girl now."

"You looked like a little girl before, now you look like a cute little girl. Besides with the pigtails out and your combed right no one will notice. Now do you want to go watch some TV, while your clothes dry?"

She set me on the floor and I ran into the living room and turned on the TV, flipping through the channels I settled on a game show. In the background I heard the dryer turn on and knew that my ordeal would soon be over. A knock at the door caught my attention.

Someone was here and if they came in I would be seen. I started panicking as Sarah answered the door. The screen door opened and I could hear whomever it was enter the trailer. I still couldn't see them; the front door blocked my view. I was scared. If they saw me they would know that I was a man dressed like a little girl wearing a diaper. What I didn't realize was that it would be hard for anyone to see that I wasn't really a little girl.

The door shut and I could see that it wasn't the dog guy, but a woman that I vaguely recognized from around the park. She looked over at me and said, "Hi sweetie. How are you?"

"I'm fine," I answered, realizing that when she spoke to me I started wetting my diaper. I turned back to the TV and hoped she would ignore me. They walked into Sarah's office and I could just hear them talking.

"Who's the girl, I haven't seen her around the park?" A voice drifted out from the office.

"A friends daughter, I'm watching her for the afternoon, her name is Cecelia, Sissy for short." I couldn't believe that Sarah had said that, I certainly wasn't a sissy. Of course I was sitting on the couch wearing a wet diaper and pink nightie.

"She seems a bit old for naps."

"She had an accident and spilled Coke all over her clothes, that was all I could find for her to wear. She's about the age of your daughter. She's nine, right?” I didn't look like I was nine did I?

"No, Ashley is eleven, she'll be starting sixth grade this fall. If you want I'm sure that Ashley would be happy to come over for a while."

I started thinking Say no, say no.

"No her mom should be here soon, but if I babysit her again I’ll be sure to have her meet Ashley.”

"Okay. We are going on a vacation next week, and I was wondering if you would keep an eye on everything while we're gone?"

"No problem, is there anything special I should know..." They continued on for a while about the vacation and other small talk, I tuned it out wondering if I really looked that much like a little girl.

I watched them come out of the office. "Bye Sissy, have a nice afternoon."

"Say goodbye to Mrs. Peterson, Sissy," Sarah said looking at me with a grin on her face.

"Bye Mrs. Peterson," I said in a soft voice, trying to keep the tears out of my eyes. She left and I waited a few minutes for her to walk away.

"Sarah how could you tell her my name is Sissy,” I asked.

"Would you rather I told her that your name was Dave and Thor scared you so much that you wet your pants, and then later I found you with a messy diaper?”

"No, but you told her I was nine years old."

"Well I couldn't tell her you are 21 could I?"

"No, but…"

"No more buts. She won't recognize you as Sissy and you won't have to dress this way again will you?"

"No, but…"

"I said no more buts. Besides your clothes should be dry any minute."

"Okay," I gave up.

“Dave, can ask you something personal?” She asked.

“What, ‘cause I might not want to answer it?”

“Well, you are quite small for an adult, you don’t... I don’t know how to really ask this, but why are you so small? Are your mom and dad small?”

“No they aren’t, but you know it’s funny. If you had asked me a couple of years ago I couldn’t have answered. Now though, I know and it’s one of the reasons I don’t ever talk with my parents.”

“Well what’s the reason?” She asked. She looked really intrigued.

“It goes back to after I was born. My mother started drinking regularly. By the time I was four or five, she was drunk most of the time. One day when I wanted supper she told to me she was tired of waiting on me and I should feed myself. I went into the kitchen and after looking around. I made myself a bologna sandwich. Two slices of bread and half a package of bologna.”

She looked at me and nodded, “That sounds like what a little kid would do.”

“Well my father got home before I was done. He saw my sandwich and yelled and hit me, and then he yelled at my mother. He came back after a while and told me what to put on a sandwich. So for the next 14 years or so, I ate a bowl of cereal for breakfast, and a sandwich with a piece of fruit for lunch and supper. Never anything more.”

“Wait a moment, all you ate for all of those years was two sandwiches, two pieces of fruit and a bowl of cereal?”

“Oh, and some milk or juice to drink. My meals were surprisingly well balanced, but lacking in calories. I wasn’t malnourished, but I was certainly close. I didn’t find this out until I took an elective, with my roommate. We did some numbers in class, and it turned out that I had just enough to keep me growing, but so slowly that I never got big.”

“How come no one ever noticed?”

“Well I was growing, and I didn’t know any better. I didn’t have any friends, so I assumed all kids ate this way.”

“So you never talk to your parents?”

“Not since I finished high school. Actually I haven’t spoken to my father since the morning of my last day of high school, my mother that afternoon after school got out.”

“How did that happen?”

“That’s my grandmother’s fault. She paid for me to go to college. She had her lawyer kidnap me after my last day of school.”

“What?”

“Okay, he didn’t kidnap me. He picked me up after school, we went and got my clothes and stuff, and then he delivered me to College. Although, I think even if he had been kidnapping me I might have went along. It couldn’t have been much worse than what I went through at home. I spoke to my mother when I got my stuff, although I’m not really sure if she noticed.”

“So you’re still in contact with your grandmother?”

“No, she died my sophomore year. But she left money for me, and a cousin I’ve never met, to go to college for five years. I graduated in four years and got the remaining money, which got me my car and a few other things. But no bedroom furniture. It’s funny though, the only relative I had that ever cared for me I never met.” The buzzer on the dryer went off.

"I’m sorry about your grandmother; she sounds like she was a wonderful person. But since your clothes are dry, you go run to the nursery and I'll grab your clothes," Sarah ordered.

I got to the nursery and waited for Sarah, she came in a moment later, tossed my clothes on the dresser and reached for the nightie I had on. "That's okay Sarah, I can change clothes by myself," I said hoping she would leave so she wouldn't notice that I had wet another diaper.

"What are worried about, I've already seen you naked?" she asked. She grabbed the nightie and pulled it off of me before I could stop her. She reached down to undo the diaper and noticed it was wet. "Oh, I see. Are you sure you don't really need these?"

I was almost in tears, again. "No, I don't." I pulled on my pants, shirt and shoes and ran out of the trailer. I headed home and went to unlock my door; I had forgotten my keys again. I turned around and headed back to Sarah's. She was waiting at the door with my stuff. She said something as I grabbed it, but I wasn't listening. I stomped back home and went in.

And I thought she liked me, but she went and made fun of me. I did something then that I hadn’t done for a long time. I cried myself to sleep.

Chapter 4: Sarah

Dave pulled on his clothes and ran out the door. I noticed that he had forgotten a few things, like his keys and wallet, again. I gathered his stuff and walked to my front door. Sure enough there was Dave walking back to my trailer. He looked very angry, but also very cute. He had forgotten to take the pigtails out of hair. When he reached the door I handed him his stuff and said, "Dave your hair is still in pigtails." He either ignored me or wasn't paying any attention, because he stomped back to his trailer the pigtails bouncing up and down. It made him look like a little girl in a snit.

I was worried, I wondered if I had pushed too far too fast. But I really hadn't expected him to mess in his diaper. I really hadn't expected him to wet it either. Oh well, there's nothing I can do about it now. I started cleaning up. I was about half done when there came a knock at the door. I was surprised to see Mrs. Peterson back. "Judy, what can do for you?"

"Did I just see Sissy go into Number Two?"

"Hmmm. Come in, and have a seat. I suppose that was Sissy you saw, but I lied earlier when I introduced you to Sissy. That is the tenant of Number Two. His name is Dave, not Sissy. I told you that his name was Sissy, because I didn't want to embarrass him too much and Sissy was the first name I thought of.

A few weeks ago Dave was surprised and scared by Thor..."

"But Thor wouldn't hurt a flea," Judy interrupted.

"I know that, you know that, Bob knows that. Hell everyone, but Dave, knows that. Well it seems that when he was a kid, a neighbor tormented him with a big dog.

Anyway a few weeks ago Thor scared him and he wet his pants. I rescued him and cleaned him up. The only thing I had here that he could wear though was a diaper."

"A diaper," she interrupted again.

"Well, what else was I supposed to do? To make the story short, today Thor knocked him down, I rescued him again, but this time he was covered in mud. I cleaned him up and dressed him what I had on hand, a diaper and the nightie you saw, well actually there was two nighties. When he left I tried to stop him, but he left with his hair still in pigtails."

"So I guess you won't be baby-sitting Sissy again, and I don't have to bring over my daughter. I swear though that I never would have guessed that he wasn't a young girl. So what are going to do now, he didn't look very happy when I saw him."

"I don't know, maybe I'll take him out to dinner or something. I meant to have some fun, but I guess it got out of hand. Don't tell anyone, please."

"I won't, but he sure does make a cute a little girl. I'll keep an eye out for him if you want, I can see some of the bullies trying to pick on him if they can."

"****, I hadn't thought of that. Some of those boys are rough, and if they catch him, who knows what they'll do."

"The kids around here to know to avoid the trouble makers and stay away from them, but he doesn't know anything about them he'll be ripe for the picking. Like I said, I'll keep an eye on him. Well I've got to go."

Over the next few days I kept a look out for Dave, but I didn't see him much. I found a new rent check in my drop box, and I saw him go to his mailbox. His car would occasionally be gone, but I never saw him leave. If I never saw him, hopefully the local bullies didn't see him either. Eventually though they would catch him, probably at the mailboxes. That gave me an idea, I'd have to get a couple more cameras though, and these would have to broadcast.

I went into town and got the "Nanny cams". Hooking them up surreptitiously was a problem, but Bob helped. We got them up and running one night, picture and sound. Now to wait for something to happen.

After a week of waiting, I broke down and went over to Number Two and knocked on the door. "Dave are you in there, I'd like to talk?"

The door opened and Dave looked out at me, "What do you want?"

"I want to apologize. I'm very sorry if I embarrassed you, I certainly never meant for anyone to see you. If I had known she was going to stop by I wouldn't have had you sitting there. And that last thing, about you needing diapers, that was totally uncalled for, I shouldn't have said it, and I want us to be friends. So what do you think, can we be friends?" I got all of that out in a rush and waited for Dave to answer.

"Sarah, I wanted to be friends too, but now what am I supposed to do, it seems that every time I see you, you end up putting me in diapers. I know it's not your fault, but it's embarrassing. I want to accept your apology."

"Well Dave we're talking right now and there isn't a diaper in sight, and I tell you what. To make up for everything I'll take you out to dinner tonight, someplace casual. Your choice," I was kind of desperate I wanted to keep diapering him, but if he kept hiding I couldn't.

"Okay, I'll take you up on that.” He paused for a moment and then continued, “The Outback, is that okay with you? I just love fake Australian decor.”

"I'll be by around six to pick you up," I said as I walked back to my trailer.

"See you then," Dave said as he closed his door.

I went over to Dave's at six o'clock to get him and was surprised to see that we had chosen identical Polo shirts, "Great minds think alike."

"Ummm, yeah right," he answered half-heartedly as he looked around.

"Bob, Thor's owner, has him inside right now," I said as I grabbed his hand to pull him out of his home.

"Good, that dog needs to be tied up," Dave said while locking his door.

We chatted, as we drove into town to the Outback, about nothing in particular. At the restaurant, I led Dave in and he was distracted as some baseball player made a spectacular play.

"Just you and your daughter," the hostess said when I asked for a table. Dave paying attention to the ball game didn't hear this.

I stifled a laugh at her comment, "Yes, just the two of us, nonsmoking please."

"Right this way," and she led us off to a table. I grabbed Dave's hand and pulled him with us. "Here you are. Can I get you something to drink while you look at the menu?"

I answered straight away, "A Coke."

Before Dave could say anything she asked, "And you, sweetie."

Dave rolled his eyes, "I'll have a Coke also." Once she had walked away, he continued. "I get that everywhere. If it isn't `sweetie', it's `honey', or `dear'. Usually it is older women that are the worst, they always seem to want to treat me special.”

"You didn't hear what she said, when I asked for a table, did you?"

"No, Jim Edmunds just made a great catch in the game. Why, what did she say?"

"She asked if it was just me and my daughter."

"Damnit, she didn't really say that did she," he asked, the continued in a softer voice. "I don't really look like a girl do I?"

"Yes she said that, and I imagine that she thought it because we are dressed alike, and with my height you look even smaller."

We ate dinner, and talked about baseball. That was strange, because he liked the game because of the statistics, baseball fanatics of that ilk can tell you about the most obscure facts and figures of the game. I like baseball, for the randomness, and athletic ability of the players. A split seconds hesitation can mean the difference between making the play or not. We debated our opinions in a friendly manner.

As we left the restaurant, the hostess called out, "Have a nice evening ladies, come again." I had to grab Dave before he went back in to correct her.

As we got into the car I asked, "Well, Dave what shall we `ladies' do for the rest of the night?"

He gave me a very nasty look and said, "I suppose we could do something else, but I don't have any ideas."

"How about if we go to my place and watch a movie?"

"Sounds good," he agreed and off we headed back to my house.

During the drive I thought about all of the movies I had and what one I could show that might cause Dave to have an accident. The obvious ones were right out. I’d have to tie him up to get him to watch Cujo, or a werewolf movie. Hell, I'd probably have to tie him up to watch 101 Dalmatians, or Beethoven. Then it hit me, "Dave have you seen any of the Harry Potter movies?"

"No, are they any good? I heard they were pretty good, but the last thing I need is for something else to make people think I'm a kid."

"They're good. And now I'm starting to understand that other problem."

We arrived back and went in to watch the movie. I got us a couple of Cokes and started the video. We sat watching the movie, Dave seemed to be enjoying the film. Then just about an hour into the movie it happened. Fluffy showed up. Dave squealed, "Oh, ****."

"Dave, I'm sorry. I forgot that Fluffy was in this movie. I thought he was in the second movie."

"****, ****, ****. I just pissed all over your couch."

"That's okay, it's an old couch. I was going to replace it soon anyway," I hit the stop button and grabbed his hands. "Really Dave it's okay. Let's get you cleaned up."

He looked up at me tears almost in his eyes. "Are you sure? I mean I made a mess all over your couch."

"Yes, I'm sure. Come on get up. I'll help you clean up," I said as I pulled him up off the couch. He didn't even resist until I got him into the bathroom.

"I'll just go home and get cleaned up," he said as I started to pull off his shirt.

"Don't be silly, it's my fault you had an accident and it's my responsibility to help you clean up." By this time I had his shoes and pants off him.

"No, I can just go home," he said half-heartedly. By this time he was completely undressed and I pushed him into the shower. While he was showering I tossed his clothes and the cushion cover into the washer. When the shower stopped I went back into the bathroom and dried him off.

Once dry, I picked him up and carried him into the nursery. He buried his head into my shoulder and was sobbing. I put him on the changing table and put a clean diaper on him. "I found something else my niece left."

I pulled out a pair of shortalls, with Minnie Mouse on the front and a pink T-shirt. I knew these would fit him; I had bought them for him just the other day.

He looked at them and sighed. "They'll do. They are better than the nighties."

I helped him into the clothes and watched him waddle back into the living room. I followed him; he looked so cute, almost like a toddler.

We sat back down on what remained of the couch and I restarted the movie. He seemed to be enjoying the movie, although he jumped whenever Fluffy appeared. After the movie I got up and tossed his clothes in the dryer.

He pouted a little, when I told him it still would be a while before his clothes were dry. He perked up when I suggested we watch the second movie and it didn't have any big dogs in it.

When we started the movie he was yawning. I watched during the movie and about halfway in, he fell asleep. I waited a while longer and then picked him up and carried him back into the nursery. Very carefully I undressed him and changed his slightly wet diaper. I pulled the Carebear nightie over his head, and put him into the crib. He never woke up.

I turned the buzzer off on the dryer and stopped the movie. I changed for bed and checked on him one last time; he was sleeping like a baby, which I guess was appropriate, given his attire and bed. I woke in the morning and could hear Dave calling my name. It was kind of weird; he was calling out, but not loudly, like he wanted me, but not to wake me up. I lay there ignoring him, to see what he would do. He stopped shortly.

I waited a little while longer and then got up and went about my usual morning ritual. After flushing and washing my hands, I could again hear Dave calling out for me. I went down to the nursery to get him out of the crib. It struck me just then that I was going to a nursery to get a 21 year old man out of a crib and possibly get him out of a wet or messy diaper.

I entered the nursery and lifted him out of the crib. When I set him on the floor he took off like a bolt to the bathroom. I guess I hadn't waited long enough before I got up. I headed into the kitchen and started a pot of coffee. He walked in a few minutes later. I noticed he wasn’t waddling although he still wore the nightie. "Good morning."

"Morning Sarah, I'm glad you got me when you did, I don't think I could have held it much longer. Where are my clothes?"

"Your clothes are on the dryer. Would you like some coffee?"

"Sure, I'll go and change," he said as turned to walk out.

Damn, I thought I should have waited a bit longer. Oh well, there is bound to be another time, I'll just have to find another movie with a dog. I wonder if he would react just to the barking, I'll have to sample Thor's bark and see if that will do it. I yelled down to Dave, "Cream or sugar?"

"Both please,” he said as he came back into the kitchen. "I put the nightie on the washer, is that okay?”

"Fine, do you want any breakfast?"

"No, I should be heading home soon anyway."

"What's your hurry, have another deadline at work?"

"Yes, but it's Friday, and I always have a deadline. Besides I've already finished the article, I just need to proofread it and send it off to my editor."

"Well if you’re in no big hurry, we could always finish the movie. I don't have anything I need to get done."

"Okay." And we grabbed our coffee and went back to finish watching the movie.

"That was good and so was the first one, except for the dog. I think I'll go see the third one this afternoon if it's still around," Dave said after the movie was over.

"It should be still around; it only came out a couple of weeks ago. I haven't seen it either, want to go together?"

"Like a date?"

"No, not like a date. Like saving money on gas by going together. You're a little young for me."

"Good, `cause I didn't really think that dating would be a good idea."

"So we're going to go?" When he nodded, I continued, "I should warn you though. There is a dog and a were-wolf in this movie. Still want to go?"

"Damn. I would like to go, but I certainly don't want to wet my pants in the theater."

"Well there is a solution, you know. You could wear a diaper. Under your pants no one would notice."

"Ummm, I'm not sure. I would really like to see the movie, but wearing a diaper in public. People are bound to notice."

"Well you think about it, and I'll call the theater and see if it's still playing," I said then went to make the call.

When I came back into the room, Dave asked, "What's the word?"

"There is a 4:15 show. I can disappear around then. Do you want to go?"

"Yeah, if I can without it being obvious I'm wearing a diaper. I can't believe I just said that."

"Okay, come over about three and we'll get you ready. See you then?"

"Yeah, I'll see you then," he said and then he left.

I finished up all of the things I usually did in the mornings. The whole time I was thinking about Dave wearing a diaper to the movie. The more I thought about it, the more I thought about getting him to go dressed in my `nieces' clothes.

The problem was that the diaper manufacturers had been steadily making the diapers thinner and thinner. Twenty years ago, you couldn't have hidden a diaper behind a house, now they're damn near invisible. I started puttering around the nursery, when I found what I needed. Diaper doublers, something else that manufacturers had made about obsolete. Two of these tucked into the diaper should make it too thick for his pants; he tended to wear them tight. Now how to convince him to wear the shortalls.

I'd have to think about it for a while, but first I needed to make a phone call. "Bob, what do plan doing around three-thirty this afternoon? Because I suggest that you be outside where you can see my place around then.” … "Why because you should get a show about then."… "No, I'm not telling, just do it."

Another call got Judy to come by about 3:15. Now to wait all day.

Just before three, there was a knock on the door. It was Dave. "Hi all set to get ready."

"I guess so. I'm not real happy though."

"Don't worry. I'm sure no one will notice. You know what I'm so sure, that I'll give you a free month's rent if anyone asks you if you're wearing a diaper, or mentions that you look like you're wearing one."

"If you’re offering, I'll take you up on that." And off we went to the nursery. Once there he undressed and I picked him up and put him on the changing table, fastening the safety strap. Now I was sure he wouldn't see the diaper doublers. One diapering later, I released him and stood him on the floor.

He grabbed his pants and pulled them up, but could not fasten them. "Sarah, my pants don't fit. I can't go like this." He turned and I could see that with the diaper on there was no way he would get them fastened.

"That is a problem. Do you have any bigger pants at home?" He shook his head. "Well I see two solutions. One you can, not wear the diaper, and take a chance at wetting your pants. Or you could wear my niece's clothes."

"If I wear your niece's clothing, I'll look like a boy wearing girl’s clothes. I don't want that people will laugh at me."

"Dave when I took you to dinner, the hostess thought you were a girl with you dressed in your own clothes. You may not realize it, but you look like a young girl."

"No I don't."

"Yes you do, but I tell you what. If you go wearing my niece's clothes and anyone says you are a boy, I'll give you another months rent for free. That's one month if any one mentions the diaper, and another if anyone says you are a boy. But if you get away with it, you have to do something for me."

"What will I have to do for you?"

"I don't know yet, but it will be something that we can both agree upon. Okay?"

"All right, but this sucks."

"Don't worry, no one will notice. Now let's get you ready." A few minutes later Dave was standing there wearing a diaper, shortalls, and a pink T- shirt. His shoes didn't really match, but sneakers are sneakers. "Your wallet doesn't go with that outfit, let me carry it." I stuck it into my purse along with a spare diaper when he wasn't looking.

I pulled him into the bathroom and pulled his hair back and quickly braided it into a single ponytail. "You know if you didn't wear your hair long, you would look less like a girl."

"Yeah, I know, but my father always hated long haired boys, so as soon as I could I let mine grow." Just as we finished, there was another knock at the door. That should be Judy, I thought. "Come in," I yelled.

Judy walked in, "Here's my rent. Hi Sissy, how are you today."

Dave's eyes got huge, "I'm fine."

"Let me get you a receipt for that," I led Judy into the office and Dave went and sat on the couch.

"How was your vacation?" I asked.

"It was good," she answered. Then in a much softer voice, "That's really a grown man?"

I nodded, "Where did you go?"

"Branson. It's amazing. I wouldn't have thought so, until I saw it for myself," she replied.

"I've never been there, but I hear it’s pretty. Here's your receipt. I have to take Sissy home now."

We walked back to door. Outside I could see Bob standing off in the distance, "See you later Judy."

"Bye Sarah. Bye Sissy."

I looked over at Dave and he looked like he was about to cry. I shut the door and walked over to Dave, "Don't worry. I'm not going to call you Sissy, but you don't look like a Dave. What should I call you?"

"I don't know, but not Sissy."

"You ready, because we should be leaving."

"All right, before I change my mind."

Out the door, we walked over to my car. Dave got in and I looked down to Bob. He looked back with a puzzled look on his face. He can be so dense at times. I’ll explain it to him later.

I drove to theater and went to get tickets. "Two for Harry Potter," I said to girl selling the tickets.

"Is that one adult, and one child?"

"Yes, thanks."

"Screen four, to your left. Enjoy the show ladies."

Dave looked at me and pouted, "She called me a child and a lady."

"What did you want her to call you?" I continued before he could answer, "How about something to drink and some popcorn?"

"Okay" and we walked up to the counter.

"A jumbo popcorn, a large coke and a..." I looked at Dave.

"A small coke, please."

The kid at the counter them and handed Dave his, "Here you go sweetheart."

I paid and got my drink and the popcorn, while Dave stomped off. As I got to the ticket taker, I could hear her say to Dave, "Here comes your mom, does she have your ticket, dear?"

I gave her the tickets and she pointed down to the theater, "Enjoy the movie."

We watched the movie, and Dave squealed a couple of times and buried his face in my arm once or twice. When it was over I leaned over and asked him if he was wet. He said yes.

When we got out into the lobby, it was full of people. I felt Dave tense up, and I reached down and grabbed his hand. He held on tightly as we made our way to the door. At the door a man about Dave’s age held the door open for us. I thanked him as we left.

Walking to the car I asked Dave if wanted to get something to eat. He said yes and we headed to a McDonald's where I got him a girl’s Kids Meal. He didn't look happy about it, but didn't say anything.

As we were finishing, I noticed Dave was squirming around in his seat. I didn't say anything and neither did he. On the drive home, I intentionally hit every bump I thought I could. At a set of particularly bad railroad tracks, I heard Dave swear softly. "Anything wrong?" I asked innocently.

"I had to go to the bathroom."

"Had. As in past tense?"

"Yes."

"Why didn't you go before we left?"

"How? I am wearing a diaper; it wouldn't have been easy to go. Besides there were a bunch of girls hanging around the restroom there."

"Well it's a good thing you were wearing one then. It's not leaking is it?"

He felt around, "No I don't think so."

"Speaking of the diaper. No one noticed it did they, or that you are not a little girl. Looks like I won the bet. I'll think about what I want and let you know."

We got home and I took off his diaper and cleaned him up. He got dressed and went home.

Chapter 5: Dave

I couldn't believe it. I just went to a movie and a restaurant wearing girl’s clothes and diapers and no one noticed. Not even Steve, I've known him for four years, and he held the door for us. Something was seriously wrong.

I went and looked into a mirror. I didn’t really look like a little girl did I? I didn't think so, but then again if I did I could really stick it to my father, the old ******* that he is. I should get a picture of me dressed up and send it to him, `From your loving Son.' That would piss him off.

**** now what am I thinking. I don't want to dress like that again. Of course it was kind of strange with Sarah. I don't think that anyone has ever treated me that way before; my mother, the drunken bitch that she was, never did. Between her ignoring me, and my father hitting me, I'm surprised I lived this long.

And I lost the bet with Sarah, both of them. I wonder what she is going to want. I hope it's cheap whatever it is. I wonder if I can get away with dinner or a movie or something like that. I'll just have to go over there tomorrow and ask what she wants. Back to work now.

I finished proofreading the article and sent it off to my editor. By the time I was done it was bedtime. I got ready for bed and stopped, I still hadn't gotten a new bed. It seemed like a waste of money, this one served me fine, but now I was going to bed in a little girl’s bed after spending the afternoon dressed like one. Damn.

I got up the next morning and spent some time trying to come up with an idea for my next article. This is usually the hardest bit of writing for me. After a while it hit me, obscure and somewhat ridiculous aircraft generally don't get written about unless they did something spectacular. The Twin Mustang is one that you don't read about often, and it was certainly ridiculous looking. After deciding on my topic, I sent it off to my editor for his okay, and decided I should go see Sarah about our bet.

I went to the front door and looked and listened for that monster disguised as a dog. I didn't see or hear it and made a break for Sarah's. It was obviously occupied since it didn't try to eat me. This sucks being effectively a prisoner in my own home because of a damn dog.

Sarah answered her door, "Hi Dave, how is everything?"

"Not bad the dog isn't around. I thought you were going to get it tied up? I came over to talk about our bet."

"I’ll have another talk with Bob. I told you no one would notice, but you didn't believe me."

"Yeah, well it's actually worse than you thought. The guy that held the door for us," I paused until she nodded. "I've known him for four years; we went to most of the school's home games together."

"The football games?"

"The football games, baseball, basketball, volleyball, soccer, you name it, we went. He is a serious sports fanatic, and he paid for most of the tickets. He didn't even blink when he looked at me." Sarah started laughing. I gave her a dirty look and she smothered it.

"Come on Dave. Your best friend didn't even recognize you. You have to admit that that is pretty funny. Especially considering how worried you were."

"No it's not funny, it's embarrassing."

"Okay, I guess it would be embarrassing to be twenty-one and be able to pass as a ten year old girl."

"Back to the original topic, about the bet. Did you have any ideas?"

Sarah looked kind of sheepish and said, "I do, but I'm not sure you'll agree."

"Well spit it out, what is your idea."

"Ummm, I'd kind of like you to be... ummm er, spend the weekend here as Sissy."

"You what," I yelled back. A little calmer I said, "No way. I am not going to spend a weekend being a little girl. Besides what if someone comes over here and sees me."

"We'll tell them that you’re spending the weekend with me, because your parents are out of town."

"What if Mrs. What'shername comes over again and wants me to go and play with her daughter. I don't even know what a girl that age plays at."

"Mrs. Peterson, and we can come up with an excuse for you not to go over there. Besides it will be fun."

"Fun for you, but what about me?"

"You'll have fun too. You had fun yesterday didn't you?"

"Yes, but we went and saw a movie."

"Well we can go see a movie again, or something. Trust me we will have fun."

"I don't know."

"How about if at any time you want to you can say; `Let's quit this,' and we'll stop and you can go home. If you just don't want to do what we're doing you can say, oh `I really don't want to,' and we won't. How's that?"

"I guess so. This weekend?"

"Unless you had other plans."

"No, as long as there is no problems at work, which I should find out in about an hour. I'll let you know then," I said as I headed back home.

I walked home and wondered what I was getting myself into. Had I really just agreed to spend the weekend as a little girl with my landlady? What am I doing? I went into my trailer and checked my e-mail. There it was a message from my editor. The current article was approved and so was the idea for my next article and a list of other aircraft that I could use for a series of articles. That was good, now I had several months of articles I could work on and not spend time trying to come up with new ideas. Unfortunately I was now free for the weekend.

I spent a few hours of Internet research for books and reference material that I could get from the University Library. Then I called Sarah and told her this weekend would be fine.

Chapter 6: Sarah

I couldn't believe that Dave had agreed to my suggestion. I was certainly going to have fun this weekend. I always wanted to have a child, but never had one. That was one of the reasons that I would baby-sit for my tenants. Now I would have my own little girl, for the weekend at least.

I had to decide what to do, and what I would need. I already had plenty of diapers, but only the two outfits. I suppose I should go get something else, but I also want to take Dave out and buy him something in public. That might be difficult, but I should be able to convince him.

I was sitting there in my own little world, when there was a knock at the door. Answering the door, I saw that it was Bob. "Hi Bob, what's up?"

"I was wondering what it was you had wanted me to see yesterday. Because all I saw was you with that little girl."

"Bob, you have to be one of the densest people I know. That little girl was the tenant of Number Two and not a little girl. Here I'll show you."

I led him over the VCR I had hooked up to the nanny-cams and played the tape of me diapering and dressing him. Bob watched the tape silently, then, "How the hell did you convince him to wear the diaper?"

"The other night we watched the Harry Potter movies and he had an accident. The dog in the first movie scared him. After finishing the movies he said he wanted to go see the third. I told him that there was a dog in it. He still wanted to see it, so I suggested that we go together and he wear a diaper to protect himself. I padded the diaper so it wouldn't fit under his pants."

"I was right Sarah, you are a cruel woman. Remind me never to piss you off. So what do you plan to do with him now?"

"He is spending the weekend with me, so stay away and keep Thor under control. I'm not sure what I plan on doing, but I don't want you or Thor messing it up."

"Okay, but you know we should do something to help him get over his fear of dogs. I bet Thor is really confused over what to do with him. No one else is afraid of him."

"I suppose we should, but how? I mean the sight of Thor scares him enough to make him piss his pants. How do you plan on getting Thor close enough to show him that Thor isn't going to eat him?"

"I don't know, but I'll think about it. Let me know how the weekend goes." With that Bob left and I went back to my musings.

I spent the rest of the day thinking, checking for movies to go see, and working. I was hoping for a girlie movie or a cartoon, but no luck. When Dave called and said that this weekend would be good, I was surprised again. I had thought that he would come up with an excuse to get out of it. Then again, maybe he just wanted to get it over.

During the rest of the week I went out and got some socks and shoes appropriate to a young girl. I also bought him denim jumper. I figure that if I can convince him to buy a new outfit, I can get him into something extremely frilly and it will be a lot more fun to have him try it on in the store.

I also talked to Judy, I most definitely did not want her to come over, well actually I did, but that is another story. "Judy, I need a favor from you, nothing major, but can you stay away this weekend and keep Ashley and her friends away also."

"Sure, why?" Judy looked a little puzzled since we normally went out for lunch on Sundays.

"I'm having a visitor all weekend, and there would be problems if you or they showed up."

"Anyone I know, wait a minute. You're not having Sissy over for the weekend are you?"

"Yes, Dave, or rather Sissy is spending the weekend with me. It's weird, I mean, I expected him to agree, but I didn't really think he would also. I mean a grown man has agreed to spend the weekend dressed a young girl with me."

"I think I understand you. He certainly must have some attraction to dressing that way or he wouldn't have agreed to. But it is hard to imagine that any grown man would agree to dress and act that way."

"I don't know if he has an attraction to the wearing the clothes or if he is attracted to me, and I'm old enough to be his mother, when he isn't dressed as a little girl. I hope it isn't to me," I was rather surprised by this since I hadn't thought it through until now.

"So what do you and Sissy have planned for this weekend?" Judy asked with obvious anticipation.

"I figured that we would go see another movie, lunch and a little shopping. Maybe spend Sunday at the park. But do stay away. I doubt if he could pass as a girl to a girl. He probably doesn't know any of the things that girls that age talk about."

"It sounds like a fun weekend, but do you plan on anything that would embarrass him?"

"Maybe, I had a few ideas, but then I realized that things could horribly wrong."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, one or both of us could be arrested, if say someone discovered that what they thought was a young girl was in reality a 21 year old man. If he was arrested with children around he could be labeled a pedophile and sent to prison. I don't think he would last very long in jail, prison maybe five minutes."

"Yeah, that would be terrible. So you are going to play it low key. Just kind of enjoy being out?" We chatted for a while longer then I went home, I had a few more preparations to get before Friday night.

By Friday all was prepared, I had talked to owners of several girls clothing stores, showing them pictures of Dave dressed as Sissy to get permission to shop in the stores. They were a little reluctant, until they saw the picture. I also checked to see if anything was going on in town during the weekend. Now just to wait for Dave.

Chapter 7: Dave

Friday afternoon, I had tried to work some on all day, but my mind kept going back to what I was doing this weekend. Why had I ever agreed to spend the weekend dressed like a little girl? I thought for what seemed to be the hundredth time today. Quarter to five, her official office hours would be over in fifteen minutes, and then I would have to go over and spend the weekend with her. I killed some time playing solitaire on my computer. I couldn’t concentrate to do any work.

I walked over to Sarah’s and knocked on her door; she answered right away, as if she had been standing there waiting for me. "Come in Dave. We're going to have so much fun this weekend."

Sullenly I replied, "Fun for you, maybe. Not for me."

"We'll have lots of fun, I promise. And like I said, at any time you can just ask and we'll stop," she said. As I opened my mouth, she quickly continued, "Not yet can you say stop. I have to at least get a chance to show you that we will have fun, and no one will notice."

"Okay, I'll give you a chance, what first?"

She smiled and looked down at me, "First you get a bath, and then we'll see."

With that she grabbed my wrist and gently pulled me into the bathroom. In the bathroom, she picked me and sat me on the vanity and took off my shoes and socks. Off came my shirt and she set me back on the floor. When she started to undo my pants, I tried to help, but she knocked away my hands and said, "You just stand there, I'll do everything."

I dropped my hands down to my side and she finished undressing me. She looked me over and turned to start a bath for me. Once there was an inch or so of water in the tub, she picked me up and set me in the tub. As the water continued to fill the tub, she began to wash me.

I closed my eyes and sat there as she gently ran the washcloth over my body. I don't think anyone has given a bath in… Well as I thought about it, I don't remember anyone ever giving me a bath. My mother or father must have when I was little child, but I can't remember it.

She changed over to the showerhead and rinsed me off. I was stood up as the water started to drain and she dried me off with a big fluffy towel. While I stood there she looked me over again, and said, "Stand there while I put this cream all over you."

"Okay." She turned around and grabbed a bottle. I couldn't see what it was, but it didn't smell all that good. She put the cream all over my body except for my head. As I stood there patiently.

"Now we have to wait about ten minutes,” she said once she finished.

"Wait for what," I asked.

"You'll see," was her only cryptic answer.

After a couple minutes the cream seemed to be getting hotter. "Sarah the cream is getting hot!"

"It'll be okay. Just a few minutes longer." It kept getting hotter until I thought it would leave burn scars. Finally Sarah said, "All right now we can rinse it off."

She hosed me off with the showerhead, and I sighed with relief. With all of the cream rinsed off she looked over my body again, and made the announcement. "That's much better."

"What's much better?"

"Well, since you're going to be my little girl this weekend, I decided that you should look more like a little girl."

"Huh?" I grunted.

"Little girls don't have hair on their bodies."

"What?" I looked closer at my body, and saw that she had removed all the hair, but what was on my head. I never really had a lot of body hair, and I could days if not weeks without shaving, and now it was all gone. "Why did you get rid of all my hair?"

"I told you little girls don't have body hair. Don't worry it'll grow back. Now let's get you dressed." She picked me up and carried me into the nursery.

Laying me down on the changing table, she again placed the strap over my arms, securing me to the table. "But why do I have to wear a diaper?" I whined.

"Well, a couple of reasons. One you'll be sleeping in the crib and since you can't get out of it without help. You’ll need something to keep you from making a mess. Two, when we go out, you can't use the women’s restroom you could get arrested. The men’s restroom would be even worse. So you'll need someplace to go potty."

"We're going out this weekend?"

"Of course we are. What did you think we'd do, sit around all day?" She asked rhetorically as finished diapering me.

"I guess I hadn't really thought about it."

She undid the strap and pulled the pink nightie over my head. Once I was dressed she carried me back to the bathroom where she sat me back on the vanity and began messing with my hair. I again had pigtails and bangs, which she trimmed.

Finished she stood me on floor and said, "Go sit on the couch and I'll get you something drink and we can watch a movie."

"Okay," and I ran off to the couch. Actually I kind of waddled, but I couldn't really tell, she stopped in the kitchen and brought out a baby bottle full of milk.

When I started to protest about the bottle, she told just to try it. I relented and she started the movie, Cinderella; not one of my favorites, but you can't have everything.

Actually the bottle wasn't so bad and neither was the movie. I'm not sure what it was, but by the end of the movie I was yawning and starting to nod off. Sarah turned off the TV and picked me up. I protested sleepily and she hushed me up and carried me to the crib.

Laying me in the crib, she wound up a mobile that hadn't been there before, and that I hadn't noticed when she diapered me. "You go to sleep now and I'll see you in the morning," she said.

"Goodnight," I yawned, listening to the lullaby the mobile played. I didn't even notice the door closing.

I woke up later that night and had to piss badly. I called for Sarah, but didn't really want to wake her. After a few minutes, I gave up and wet the diaper I was in and went back to sleep.

When I woke in the morning, Sarah was already changing me into clean diaper. Once done I stood up and she pulled off the nightie. "Ready for some breakfast?" I nodded.

She picked me up, carried me into the kitchen and sat me in a highchair. I just fit in it and before I could say anything she attached the tray and had put a bib on me. "I hope you like oatmeal," she said.

Again before I could protest she began to feed me oatmeal. I never really cared for oatmeal, but I couldn't stop her. By the time the bowl was empty, I was full. She wiped off my face and removed the bib. Releasing me from the highchair she carried me over to the couch and put a baby bottle in my mouth, I didn't protest it let me get rid of the taste of the oatmeal.

With the bottle empty she turned me over her shoulder and started patting me on the back. I was unsure as to what was going on, when I let out a tremendous burp. She praised me and told me to watch some TV, while she did some chores.

I clicked on the TV and started flipping through channels. It wasn't easy to find something to watch; most of the channels were blocked. The only things that came through were those that were for little kids. I had a choice of Blue's Clues, Baby Looney Tunes, Barney, and a few others. I settled on Baby Looney Tunes.

As I watched them, I became aware of a few things. One I was dressed just like them, a diaper and nothing else. And two I really had to go poop. I got up and made my way to the bathroom. Sarah intercepted me and asked where I was going.

I explained and she told me that since I was in a diaper I could just use it. I protested back, and she picked me up and put me in the crib. I was stuck now; I couldn't get out of the crib without a ladder. A few minutes later I gave in and pooped in my diaper. Sarah came by a little later and asked me if I was done. I cried yes.

She took off my messy diaper and cleaned me up, then carried me to bathroom and gave me another bath. Finished she rediapered me and grabbed something out of the closet. "Time to get dressed so we can go."

"Go, where are we going?"

"I've got some shopping to do, and I thought we could go see a movie. Hold up your hands."

I held up my hands and she dropped a denim dress over my head. "I can't wear a dress."

"You already are. Besides we've found out that no one will ever guess that you’re a boy." She sat me back on the changing table and put some girl’s sandals on my feet. "Let's go."

I followed Sarah out to car, only hesitating slightly at the door. I quickly got in her car and fastened my safety belt. She got in and off we went. She pulled into the mall parking lot and parked. "Are you ready?" she asked.

"I guess so," I answered sullenly.

"Come on then." She got out of the car and grabbed my hand once I was outside also. We went into the mall and started shopping. Now I really don't like to shop, but Sarah led me from store to store.

We spent all morning in the mall. I think we went into all the stores, except the menswear stores. It took her a little while, but she even got me to try on several dresses. I didn't want to, but she started to attract attention. The last thing I wanted was more attention.

Around noon, I tugged on Sarah’s arm. "I need to be changed," I whispered to her when she bent over.

She led me off towards the restrooms. I was scared, where were we going to change my wet diaper. I couldn't let her do it in the Ladies room. Any one in there would be able to see that I was man wearing a dress and a diaper that I had wet.

As we got closer to the restrooms, I saw that between them was a room for changing diapers. I was relieved somewhat; I only hoped that it was small. As we got closer the door opened and a woman walked out pushing a stroller. We got to the changing room and went in locking the door behind us. Quicker than I would have thought she had me up on the changing table, actually it was more of a cabinet, and had my wet diaper off and a dry one on,

"Are you hungry," she asked as we left the changing room.

"Yes."

"Good, we can go over to the food court and grab something. While we're eating we can talk."

"What about?"

"Well, I was thinking that you should get your ears pierced."

"What," I yelled. I looked around and fortunately no one was in the hallway. Quite a bit quieter I continued, "No way. Guys don't get their ears pierced. At least not both of them. Besides I don't need my ears pierced."

"Come on, I'll bet that lots of guys have pierced ears. It's the `IN' thing to do these days. You'd look a lot cuter with earrings."

Great I'd look cuter, I thought. "No, even if guys do have pierced ears, I don't want pierced ears."

"I'll pay. Anyway if you don't like them, you can always just take them out and the holes will heal over in a little while. And I'll prove that lots of guys have both ears pierced. In fact if we can't find twenty guys with both ears pierced here in the mall I'll give you half off next months rent. If we do, you get your ears pierced."

By this time we had gotten to the food court and were getting into a crowd of people. I reached over and grabbed Sarah’s hand. She looked down at me surprised. I looked up and said, "There's too many people here, I don't want to get separated from you."

She smiled and held on to my hand, "That's a good idea. I don't want to lose you."

We went and got into line and eventually got lunch. Finding a seat took a while, but we managed. Sitting there, eating I mulled over Sarah’s bet. I really didn't want pierced ears, but they would heal if I didn't wear them and if I won, half off next month’s rent would be great.

"Sarah," I said in soft voice. "I'll take your bet."

"Good, now if you look around you'll see eight guys with both ears pierced, some of them with other things pierced also."

"What!" I looked around and actually she was wrong I saw nine boys and men with both ears pierced and I couldn't even see every one in the food court. "Okay. I concede. Where do we go to get my ears pierced?"

"Once we finish here, I'll show you."

We finished eating and a few minutes later I had little silver studs in my ears. I have to admit I looked even cuter.

"Well cutie, are you ready to go see a movie now?" Sarah asked.

"Sure what's playing?"

We went and saw Spiderman 2. By the end of the movie I was wet again. Nothing scared me, I just had to go. At least I didn't miss any of the movie.

After the movie we headed back to Sarah’s. Once there she picked me up and carried me to the nursery, where she changed my wet diaper. After that she put me into the crib and told me it was naptime. She wound up the mobile and I curled up.

A couple of minutes later she came in and gave me a bottle of warm milk. "In case you get thirsty."

Chapter 8: Sarah

I didn't expect Dave to really take a nap, but when I checked on him an hour later he was asleep, like a baby. I had some more coffee and started making dinner, I hope Dave likes spaghetti.

I let Dave sleep another hour and then got him up for dinner. After dinner while we were watching a baseball game I asked Dave about his life growing up. He told me, it made me want to go strangle his parents. Now I think I understand why he is letting me treat him like this. I don't believe anyone ever really showed him any affection as a kid.

After the game I asked Dave, "Well are you having fun? Because remember if you aren't you can end this and go home."

"Actually, surprisingly I am," came back the reply.

"Good, now is there anything you want to do tomorrow?"

"Ummm, yeah there is. Could we go back to the mall?"

"Why?" I looked at him and he was squirming around like he was embarrassed.

"Well, you remember that dress I tried on?"

"Which one, you tried on several?"

"The, ummm, I think you called it a sundress."

"Yes, I remember it."

"Well, could we go and buy it?"

"Let me see if I understand this, you want me to go and buy you a dress?"

"Ummm, I'll pay for it."

"Okay, but if you recall this morning you didn't want to be seen in a dress."

"Yes, but I want this one for a reason."

"What do you want it for?" He was squirming around even more now.

"I, kind of, ummm, want to get my..."

"Go on. You want what."

"I want my picture taken in it."

He had stopped squirming around, and looked like he was going to start crying. "Why do you want your picture taken in it?"

"I want to send it to my father. I'll sign it `Your Loving Son, Dave.' He'll hate that, if he can read it and figure out that it really is me."

"You really don't like your father, do you?"

"If he hadn't been so lazy he probably would've beaten me every night. I hate him."

"Okay, we can go and buy the dress. Then we can go to one of the store photo departments and have the portraits done. How about if we get your hair done by a professional first?"

"Nothing permanent right?"

"No, nothing permanent. Well if we're going to have another big day you should get some sleep." With that I picked him up and carried him to the nursery, where I changed his diaper and put him to bed.

Sunday turned out to be a bit of a let down. We went and bought the dress, had his hair done and got the pictures taken. They turned out great. We finished up by having dinner in a park where Dave played on the swing sets. It was definitely weird watching a grown man on a swing in a dress and a diaper.

Dave went home Sunday night, after giving me a big hug, and telling me that no one ever treated him like I had that weekend. My first thought at that was I hoped not, then I realized that he meant like a child that was actually loved. After I shut the door, I had to wipe a tear from my eye. Then I went and erased all of the videotapes I had made of him. I'd still have a copy of the portraits, but I couldn't keep those tapes I made without his permission.

Monday came and I thought back fondly to the weekend, I wondered if I could get Dave to do it again, and figured that I certainly could.

Early in the afternoon, I heard Thor outside barking. My first thought, was I hope he didn't catch Dave outside again. Then I realized that while Thor was barking, it wasn't his normal friendly bark and woof, but a frenzied, angry barking, snarling and growling. What the hell? I had heard Thor growl before, he was warning a kid for pulling his tail. But nothing like this.

I ran out the door to see what was going on. I saw the backs of three kids, I thought that they were the troublemakers, but I couldn't be sure. Then I saw Thor over by the mailboxes. There was a splash of red on the mailboxes and then Thor nuzzled something on the ground and lay down beside it.

**** there was someone on the ground over there, and that red was probably blood. I dialed 911 on my cell phone and started running over there. I saw at least two other people doing the same thing. As I got closer, I slowed down. I didn't know what Thor was going to do. He started growling, then looked at me, and woofed once. His tail started wagging and he turned his head back to … Dave.

Damn, it was Dave down there on the ground. I told the 911 operator that we needed an ambulance and probably police here. The operator said they were on the way and that the police should arrive first. I turned and saw Judy running up with a first aid kit; good she was nurse and should know what to do.

Bob came up a few minutes later and I told him to take Thor home. He looked reluctant, but I told him that Thor chased away whoever did this and probably should be watched. He reluctantly took Thor home, as I watched Judy take care of Dave.

The Police showed up a few minutes later. A county deputy pulled in and got out of his cruiser. He looked around and actually gasped at the blood, there was a lot. "What happened to her," he asked looking at Dave.

I couldn't believe it, the deputy thought that Dave was a girl, and he was lying unconscious on face down on the ground. Judy looked up, "He was shoved into the mailboxes, that's what."

"Hi Judy, did you say he? I don't suppose you have a name," he asked, looking around.

I spoke up as Judy turned back to Dave, "His name is Dave Wilson. He lives over in Number Two."

The officer wrote this in one of those notebooks that they carry around. "Hey I think I know him. I pulled him over twice last month. I thought he was a kid joyriding."

I told him what I had seen and wrote that down also. He got statements from a couple of others before the ambulance arrived.

The paramedics took over for Judy and the cop interviewed her. The paramedics got Dave on a gurney and hauled him off. The officer finished getting statements and started taking pictures. A small group of us stood aside watching as he and another deputy did cop things.

The first officer walked up and asked, "Hey is that camera hooked up?"

I'd forgotten about the camera, "Yes it is, come with me the tape is in my office."

We walked over to my office and watched the tape. It showed Dave walking up to his mailbox, as he turned to leave the three boys I'd seen running away walked up demanding money and started shoving him. He finally smashed his head open and crumpled to the ground, once there they started to kick him. A few seconds later Thor ran in barking and snarling and growling. The kids looked at him and took off when he snapped at them. Thor then turned to Dave, nudged him and licked him, then lay down next to him. Then I ran into the picture.

"Damn," the cop said. "That dog may have saved his life. Hold on for a second." He called on his radio to the dispatcher to have the hospital notified about the possibility of wounds do to the kicking.

"I'm going to need this for evidence," he continued.

"I know that, but before you take it can I make a copy to show Dave. He is terrified of that dog."

"All right. Can you identify those kids?"

"Sure," and I gave him their names and addresses. He waited while I made the copy, and then took the original.

I watched as he and the other officers drove to pick up the suspects. It didn't take long and there they went; all three of them in the back of several cruisers.

I was happy; those three caused almost all of the trouble in the park, now to call my lawyer. This should be enough to get them evicted from the park. Hey I could probably have her start the paperwork for a civil suit on Dave's behalf too.

Other than Dave being unconscious in the hospital it looked like it might be a good day after all. I spent the rest of the afternoon answering questions about what all of the trouble was. Bob came by and I showed him the tape. He was surprised. He had never seen Thor act that way before either.


Chapter 9: Judy

I heard Thor barking up a storm, but it seemed wrong somehow. I looked outside and could see several people running towards the mailboxes. Stepping outside, I looked at the mailboxes and saw what looked like a red stain. Oh ****, I thought and grabbed the first aid kit I kept by the door.

I ran over to the mailboxes, and saw Sarah looking down at Thor and Sissy, oops Dave I corrected myself. Damn, I could see blood coming out of the back of his head as he lay there. As Sarah shooed people off to the side, I put on a pair of gloves and told Thor to move. Thor looked at me and actually got out of the way, although he did stay between Dave and the crowd until Bob came and took him away.

I checked to make sure he was breathing and that there was a pulse. I opened a bandage and covered the wound on his head, wondering where the hell the ambulance was. I was trying to stop the bleeding without moving his head, not an easy task. I had better add a neck brace to my first aid kit.

I heard a siren now, but it was the wrong kind. Probably a county deputy. Sure enough a Cruiser pulled up a minute or two later. I heard footsteps crunching in the gravel. "What happened to her?"

What an idiot, I thought, "He was shoved into the mailboxes, that's what." I looked up at Steve Wildler, not one of the best deputies, but he got the job done.

"Hi Judy, did you say he? I don't suppose you have a name," he asked. I knew all of the local police.

I heard Sarah answer him, so I went back to helping Dave. I heard Steve talking to some of the people watching. But I didn’t pay them any attention, I was still waiting for that damn ambulance. It took a little while, but I finally heard the siren. The ambulance pulled in and two EMTs rushed up. I quickly told them what I knew and they took over, putting a neck brace on and strapping him to a backboard. I stripped off my gloves and tossed them into the biohazard trash in the ambulance.

While they did their work, I quickly answered Steve’s questions. Since I hadn’t seen anything, he was soon done. I turned to the EMTs before they left and asked them to let the ER know I would probably be a little late. They said they’d pass on the message and I turned to get my first aid kit as they pulled out. I saw that one of them had placed a neck brace on the ground next to it. I owed those two something nice.

As I was walking back to my home, I heard Steve ask about a camera. I looked over, apparently Sarah had mounted a security camera over the mailboxes. Good, I hope it got good film of the bastards that had done this.

At home I washed up thoroughly, making sure that I didn’t drip any of Dave’s blood anywhere. It wasn’t that I thought he had any sort of disease, it was just habit. Cleaned up I called the ER and let them know I’d be a little late. They said the EMTs had already passed on the message.

I told my husband and daughter what had happened, hugged them and stopped by Sarah’s. “Sarah can you get me Dave’s wallet. He might need some ID at the hospital. At least to prove he’s an adult.”

“Good thought, he could have a hard time convincing them he’s 21, especially now.” That last line was a bit cryptic, but I let it pass as we went over to Dave’s house. I found his wallet in his bedroom. I couldn’t believe that he actually slept there. A toddler bed, with Power Puff Girls sheets, and pink and white furniture. Sarah came into the room, “I thought he was going to get new furniture?”

AS I left I saw Sarah starting to clean up in the kitchen, Dave had left a couple of dirty dishes in the sink. I guess that Sarah figured Dave didn’t need to come home to mold covered dishes. That whole house was strange, except for those dishes and a couple of books sitting next to his computer everything was neat and orderly. Even the bed was made, what 21 year old bachelor makes his bed every day?

I shook my head thinking about it as I went off to work. At the hospital, the ER was relatively calm for the moment, so I decided to check on Dave. I looked around and didn’t see him in any of the rooms. This worried me, I didn’t think he’d been hurt that badly. One of the other nurses saw me and asked, “Who are you looking for, Judy?”

“Oh Jane, where’s that young man, that came in with the head wound? He’s my neighbor, and I don’t see him.”

“Young man? We haven’t checked in any young men in a while, and the only head wound was that little ...” Her sentence tailed off. She looked at me rather intently, “That little girl is a boy? Come on, I saw her, er him when he came in. Little stud earrings, hair braided. No way that’s a boy, it’s got to be a girl. He didn’t even have any body hair.”

That explains what Sarah said. I didn’t expect her to remove his body hair for their weekend though. I can’t believe that he would let her either. I stood there woolgathering, until Jane said, “Earth to Judy, earth to Judy. I asked you about that boy.”

“What? Oh, that man. Yes he’s a man, not a boy. I have his wallet here. He is not a little girl, not a little boy either. He is...” checking his driver’s license, “... 21, he’ll be 22 next month.”

“No way, let me see that.” She looked at the driver’s license. “I had better get to admitting, I think he’s scheduled to be taken to the pediatric ward and placed in a girl’s room.”

As she turned to leave, “Great you do that, but where is he now?”

“Back in X-ray. Apparently he was kicked after he went unconscious, and they want to check for internal injuries.”

I checked with the ER admittance and found the room where Dave had been treated. His head X-rays were still hanging. I was examining them, when I heard a comment from behind, “A little harder and that little girl would have a cracked skull.”

I turned and saw the ER surgeon standing there, “Doc, take a look at this X-ray, forget about the patient you saw and tell me you can about the patient.”

“What? Why do you want me to do that?”

“Just do it.”

With a puzzled look on his face, he walked over to view the X-ray. He studied it for a few minutes, “Hmmm, the bones are all fused and judging from the size. I would say that the patient is an adult female.” His look got even more puzzled, “There is no way that person was a woman.” He paused for another moment, “But the X-ray is definitely of an adult. That’s a grown man! No way, she can’t be a grown man.”

“Hey the X-ray doesn’t lie. Neither does his driver’s license.”

“Damn, now I have to go fix all of my notes.”

“If that’s the least of your worries, consider yourself lucky. How’s he doing anyway?”

“Oh, well you saw there was no skull fracture, but he does have a concussion, and hopefully will wake up in a few minutes. He has a couple of minor cracks in his ribs, and some deep bruising from the kicks, but nothing dangerous. Why all of the concern?”

“He’s my neighbor, and has had some problems.”

“How long has he been unconscious?”

I looked at my watch, and thought for a moment. “Probably a half hour.”

Damn, that’s too long, if hasn’t woken up by the time he gets back from X-ray; we’ll have to try to wake him. After he’s awake why don’t you watch him, you can do your paperwork in his room. If we need you down here we’ll call you.”

When Dave came down from X-ray, he was still out. When the doctor woke him, everyone breathed a sigh of relief. “Where... am... I?” he asked slowly.

The doctor looked over at me and nodded. I told him, “You’re at the hospital. Do you remember what happened?”

“Ummm. There were some kids. They wanted some money. I told them I didn’t have any. They said to steal it from my mother. I think I laughed at that point. They started pushing me around then, but I don’t remember anything after that.”

“Okay Dave, we’re going to take you up to a room now, and put you to bed. I’ll be up in few minutes.”

“All right, thanks Mrs. Peterson.”

Dave had forgotten that ‘Dave’ has never met me, only ‘Sissy’ has. Dave was moved to a gurney and wheeled out. I went over and got my paperwork, and the reports I should fill out about Dave.

I left the office, and started towards the rest of the hospital when, “Hey Judy.” I turned and there was Steve. He trotted up. “I was thinking, I should probably get any of Mr. Wilson’s clothes that have blood on them. As evidence, you know.”

“Evidence? Okay, whatever. I was just going to his room. Follow me.”

As we made are way through the hospital he kept up a constant stream of conversation, which I mostly ignored. I ignored it until I heard Sarah’s name. “What was that?”

“I said that Ms. Johnson’s security camera caught the whole assault, and we’ve already arrested the suspects.”

“That’s great.”

“Whose dog is that? It looked like it saved his life.”

“Thor? What do you mean Thor saved his life.”

“Well the three perps attacked him. Then when was on the ground they started to kick him. About this time you could hear barking and growling coming towards them. They turned towards it and kind of laughed, then their eyes got big and they took off. I figured Cujo was about to come on screen. The dog nudged him and licked his face, then lay down next to him like he was guarding him. I’m glad I wasn’t the first one there, I don’t think he would have let me near him.”

“Huh, you know Dave is terrified of that dog?”

“Yeah, that’s what Ms. Johnson said. But I’ll tell you that dog certainly seems to like him. It curled up next to him like he belonged to it.”

We got to the room as the orderlies finished undressing him. I heard one of them exclaim, “It is a boy!”

Dave seemed to not have noticed, but he looked like the movement had disoriented him somewhat. “I’ll take over from here.” The orderlies looked at me and walked out.

“There’s his clothes, take what you want, but leave his keys.” Steve walked over to the clothes, and looked at them. He that ‘I don’t want to touch them they’re all bloody look on his face.’ “There are gloves in the dispenser by the door.” He got a pair, and bagged his ‘evidence’.

“I’ve got to go now. I’ll talk to you later.” He said and walked out the door. Good riddance, I thought. He was better than Barney Fife, but not by much.

“Dave are you awake?”

He looked up at me and whispered, “Yes, why did he take my clothes?”

“He’s a Policeman, he wanted them for evidence. The doctor said you’re not to move much. So, I’m going to put a diaper on you okay?” I looked at him, he seemed to be tearing up. “Don’t worry we do that all of the time here. No one is going to say anything about it.”

I got Dave diapered and settled in bed. I asked him how he felt until the doctor arrived and explained to Dave the medical aspects of what happened to him. Dave lay there and listened. I’m not sure what he understood, but he murmured an agreement.

The doctor finished and we stepped out of the room. I told the doctor that I would go over it again with him later.


Chapter 10: Dave

It was shortly after lunch and I decided that I could use a break. I pulled on a pair of shoes, and checked out the door to see if that monster was around. I could hear it, but it didn’t seem to be nearby. I locked my door as I went to check to my mail, I never got much and the box was usually empty. I walked briskly over to the mailboxes, the less time where the dog could get at me, the better.

Checking for mail, I found the box empty as usual, I heard a voice. “Hey, little girl give us your money.”

I didn’t respond, after all I wasn’t a little girl, but I hadn’t seen any one else around. I turned to look and see who was coming up. There were three boys, well young men, that were coming towards me. The biggest said, “I said little girl give us your money.”

“If you’re talking to me, I don’t have any,” I answered, not that I would have given them any anyway.

They were very close now, and I could see that the leader of the three was probably eight to ten inches taller than me, and sixty to seventy pounds heavier. I got a little nervous, but they shouldn’t be stupid enough to try anything with an adult. “Yeah, we’re talking to you, and if you don’t have any money go steal some from your mom to give to us.”

“Steal some from my mother?” I started laughing.

“Yeah, and what’s so funny?” The biggest asked as he shoved me into the mailboxes.

Before I could answer a second one shoved me, then a third and everything went dark…

“Where... am... I?” I asked.

I heard a voice, “You’re at the hospital. Do you remember what happened?” It was kind of familiar. “Ummm. There were some kids. They wanted some money. I told them I didn’t have any. They said to steal it from my mother. I think I laughed at that point. They started pushing me around then, but I don’t remember anything after that.”

“Okay Dave, we’re going to take you up to a room now, and put you to bed. I’ll be up in few minutes.” That voice still seemed familiar, and I slowly looked over, it was Mrs. Peterson I think.

“All right, thanks Mrs. Peterson.” Several people lifted me and moved me from one bed to another; that sent pain through my head. I realized that they were going to wheel me to another room, so I closed my eyes and held as still as possible. They must have been careful, because there was very little jarring during the move. Another transfer to a different bed, and a whispered apology, and the move was over.

Someone said, “We’re going to finish undressing you now, and we’ll try to be as careful as possible.”

“Okay,” I answered and relaxed to let them do their job.

When they got my underwear off one of them exclaimed, “It is a boy!” I didn’t move or say anything to that. Moving was too painful, and a comment seemed unneeded.

A woman’s voice called out, “I’ll take over from here.” I cracked my eyelids open, and saw the orderlies leave, as Mrs. Peterson and some sort of Cop walk in.

Mrs. Peterson said to the cop, “There’s his clothes, take what you want, but leave his keys.” A moment later she continued “There are gloves in the dispenser by the door.”

“I’ve got to go now. I’ll talk to you later.” The Cop said and I heard the door open and close.

“Dave are you awake?”

I looked up at her and whispered, “Yes, why did he take my clothes?”

“He’s a Policeman, he wanted them for evidence. The doctor said you’re not to move much. So, I’m going to put a diaper on you okay?” She was looking down at me, and now another woman is going to put me in diapers. I suppose that I didn’t look real happy because she continued, “Don’t worry we do that all of the time here. No one is going to say anything about it.”

She diapered me and then covered me with the sheet and blanket and made sure I was comfortable. She asked me a few questions about how I felt until a doctor came in and explained to me what happened in medical terms I didn’t understand. I lay there and listened to him, hoping someone would tell me in English what he meant.

When the doctor finished, he and Mrs. Peterson stepped outside for a few minutes. Mrs. Peterson came back in and pulled a chair up next to the bed. “Dave, I know that right now you’re in a bit of pain, but the doctor wants to hold off giving you anything for it for about an hour. That way we can be sure that you aren’t going to go unconscious again. The stronger pain killers can do that. If the pain gets too bad, let me know and I’ll call for the doctor.”

“Okay, it hurts, but as long as I don’t move it isn’t too bad. How come you’re here?”

“Well, I work in the hospital. I’m normally a nurse down in the E.R., but since the doctor wants someone to watch you for a while, I got the job.”

“Huh?”

“I’m here to make sure that you don’t slip into a coma. It’s not really likely, and normally we wouldn’t have someone doing this, but since the E.R. is a bit overstaffed because the students are on summer break. I can work on my paperwork here and talk to you.”

“That makes sense, I guess. So what happened to me, I heard the doctor, but I didn't really understand all those medical words he used?”

“I haven’t seen the videotape…”

“What videotape?” I interjected, surprised there was a tape of it.

“Sarah has a security camera over the mailboxes. It caught your entire attack on tape, or so I was told. The three boys shoved you into the mailboxes.”

“I sorta remember that,” I added.

“Well, once you busted open your head, you fell to the ground and they started to kick you. Then Thor ran up and chased them away. At least that was what Steve said.”

I started to sit up, but the pain stopped me, “Who’s Steve? And he said what about that dog?”

“Steve is the police officer that came and got your clothes. I guess he saw the tape. He said that Thor came barking and growling and chased away those boys. The he lay down next to you guarding you until Sarah and I got there. I know he was watching over you until I got there, and he only moved enough for me to try to help you.”

“Are you sure he wasn’t trying to eat me?”

She laughed at that, “I’m sure Dave; he wasn’t trying to eat you.”

We continued talking for a while, Mrs. Peterson kept asking me questions; about my job, how I liked living out there, where I’d gone to school, and all sorts of things. It took a while, but I finally realized she was probably checking my memory. She wouldn’t have known the right answers, but she could tell if I was struggling to remember stuff.

Finally she asked me a question that surprised me, “Dave, when did you first meet me?”

I answered quickly, “A couple of weeks ago at Sarah’s.” Then I paused and remembered that ‘I’ hadn’t met her. ‘Sissy’ met her. I started to cry.

“Dave, it’s okay. I knew already. I wasn’t going to say anything, but I figured I should.”

“Sarah told you, didn’t she,” I accused.

“Not really. That first day after I walked in on you, I saw ‘Sissy’ go into your trailer. I was puzzled, since I hadn’t seen a girl there only you. I went back over to talk to Sarah about it and she told me what had happened.”

“Yeah, I bet you two had a big laugh. I bet Sarah having big laugh right now over last weekend.”

“Dave, listen to me, we didn’t laugh. Sarah felt horrible. She said that she didn’t want to embarrass you, and she tried to stop you from leaving with your hair still done up.”

“Sure she did. Why don’t you just leave me, I’ll be fine.”

“I’m not leaving until the doctor tells me I can. Besides, if Sarah wanted to embarrass you she wouldn’t have told me to stay away over the weekend and to keep Ashley away. She also told Bob to keep Thor away.

Sarah likes you Dave. I like you. Bob likes you. Thor likes you. None of us wants to hurt you. What can I do to prove it to you?”

“I don’t know, but Sarah told me she wouldn’t tell anyone.”

“Well you spent all weekend with Sarah, right?”

“Yeah.”

“And you were dressed as Sissy, right?”

“Yeah.”

“Did Sarah do anything to embarrass you? Did she yell ‘Hey look at this man dressed like a little girl.’ or anything else? Did she change your diaper in public? Did she run off and leave you to wander around by yourself?”

“No, but she shouldn’t have told anyone.”

“Dave, she didn’t tell me, I figured it out on my own. I haven’t told anyone. I admit if you continue with what you did, I’ll probably have to tell my husband and Ashley though.”

“Why will you have to tell them?”

“So they don’t embarrass you. Sarah has been watching Ashley for years when Joe and my schedules don’t quite overlap. So eventually she’ll surprise you. I’ll have to tell Joe, just to warn him. He isn’t ummm, so stuck in his ways that he’ll go off on you, but if he isn’t warned his initial reaction could be bad.”

“Sure, so they won’t embarrass me. Sarah is probably making signs right now, ‘Come look at the grown man that wears diapers and dresses like a little girl.’ She got me to get ears pierced and my hair done in a French braid. She’s probably making plans right now about what she wants to do next.”

“Dave no one is going to make you dress like ‘Sissy’ or wear a diaper, well once you get out of the hospital anyway. If you don’t want to, you don’t have to.”

I was almost in tears again, “But Mrs. Peterson, no one ever treated me that way before.”

“Well, I would hope not.”

Sobbing I cried, “No, not that. No one ever hugged me, or wiped away my tears, nothing like that.”

“What?!” She almost yelled. “What do you mean no one ever hugged you, what about your parents?”

“All my father ever did was hit me and yell at me and my mother was drunk all of the time.”

She leaned over and hugged me and wiped away my tears. “Dave, I promise that none of us will ever do anything to intentionally hurt you. And if anyone does hurt you, you tell me and I’ll, ummm, I’ll… I’ll sic Thor on them. That’s what I’ll do.”

I was still crying a bit and trying to laugh at what she said. She kept holding me and wiping away my tears. I’m not sure how long we were that way, but that’s the way the doctor found us.

“Ummm, Nurse, I know that we want you to comfort the patients, but isn’t this a little excessive,” the doctor said after a moment.

“You just be quiet Doctor. Dave and I had a long talk and that was what he needed to help heal some old wounds.”

“Hmmm, if you say so. But I am more concerned about his new wounds. How is doing?”

“Well, I’m pretty sure he isn’t going to slip into a coma, but I think he has one hell of a headache right now.”

The doctor examined me, looking at my eyes mostly and asking to follow his pen as he moved it around. “That’s very good. Nurse Peterson is right, as usual, I have some pain killers here to give you. They are very strong and you’ll probably fall asleep, that’s good for you. Unfortunately, I’m going to have to steal Judy away from you though. So here take these and I’ll have Judy introduce you to the duty Nurse here.”

I took the pills, and the two of them walked out of the room. Judy returned a moment later with another nurse. “This is Nurse Phillips. She’s on duty here, if you need anything just press the call button and she’ll come quick.”

Nurse Phillips looked down at me, “Aren’t you just a little sweetheart.”

Before I could formulate an answer, the painkillers were strong, Judy cut in, “Dave is twenty one years old.”

“Oops, sorry Dave, I’ll try to remember that,” Nurse Phillips said.

“That’s okay, I get it all the time. I think I’ll just lay here and rest for a while.”

I heard the two of them talking quietly as they left, and that’s all I remember until someone accidentally woke me up.

“Ummm, who’s there?”

“Shhh. It’s Nurse Phillips. I’m just checking your diaper.” She looked at me and saw the look on my face. “Don’t worry, I do this all of the time.”

I closed my eyes, and then realized that she was now changing my diaper. I hadn’t remembered wetting it. Did I wet it while I was asleep? I felt tears building in my eyes.

Nurse Phillips must have looked at my face again, “Dave, it’s okay. The medicine the doctor gave you has a slight muscle relaxant in it. So that, along with the deep sleep you were in, caused you to wet. When you’re off the medicine, or earlier you will be back to normal.”

There was a slight pause then I felt her give me a little hug. I went back to sleep.

Someone, a different nurse, woke me later and served me dinner, after dinner, she gave me some more pills and changed another wet diaper.

The next time I woke, it wasn’t because I was being changed or to take more pills, I had a desperate need to get to a toilet. I pushed the call button for a nurse and hoped she would get here soon. Just as the door opened, I lost my battle. The nurse came in asked, “What can I get for you honey?”

I couldn’t answer her, I was just sobbing. She hesitated then leaned over, “Oh, is that the problem, I’ll fix that right away.”

She left for a moment, and then came back in carrying a diaper and some towels. “Are you finished?”

I whispered back between sobs, “I think so.”

“Hmmm, I think I’ll wait a few minutes to make sure. I know it feels bad right?” I nodded slightly and she continued. “Nurse Philips told you about the muscle relaxant. That’s what happened. There isn’t anything you could have done to stop it, and I won’t tell anyone.” She reached across me and gave me a little hug.

“You know,” she continued, “this sort of thing happens all of the time here. There is a construction worker down the hall with two broken ankles, he’s been in diapers for a week. I think he plans on using them at home too. Can you imagine that a big six foot tall man wearing diapers by his own choice?”

I smiled and laughed a little at that. She grabbed a tissue and wiped my eyes and nose. Then she changed my dirty diaper. She looked at me, “How come you’re not down in the pediatric ward?”

“I’m twenty one, not a little kid.”

She looked at my chart, “There sure are a lot of changes on this. Let’s you were admitted as an eleven or twelve year old GIRL!? What?” She looked up at me, “Oh, you were unconscious at the time, but... well I guess you do look a bit like a young girl. Then they changed it to male and twenty one. I can see that you look young, but why a girl?”

“When I got here, I had earrings in, and my hair was in a French Braid.”

“Okay, but why were you wearing earrings and have your hair braided?” She looked at me, but I just didn’t say anything. “Okay, your secret, but you know you’re lucky they found the mistake. The pediatric ward has rules, anyone in a diaper has to sleep in a crib, they have some big enough for you too. Although you may not have needed a bigger one. And I saw that you are on a liquid diet, guess what that means to anyone in a crib down there? Yep, baby bottles.”

My eyes got wide at that. She gave me another little hug, “Here it’s a little early for your medicine, but I don’t think I should wake you back up in a half hour just to give you two pills.” I swallowed the pills along with some water. “You go back to sleep now.”

I was woken up again in the morning, by another nurse changing yet another wet diaper. I know I’ve been drinking a lot, every nurse had me drink some water or juice, but these diaper changes seemed a bit excessive. “Good morning.”

She jumped, “Good morning, I didn’t know you were awake.”

“You woke me up.”

“I’m sorry, how are you feeling?”

“Better, I think. My head doesn’t hurt as much, but that might be the pills.”

“That’s good, I’ll have someone bring you some breakfast, and the doctor should be here about nine.”

I ate breakfast, the less said about that the better, and saw the doctor. He examined me and told me that they would keep me here at least one more night, and that he was changing my pain medication to one that was not as strong.

I spent the day alternately reading, sleeping, and watching a little TV. It probably would have been easier to do any of the three if every female nurse, and a couple of the male ones, didn’t stop by continuously. They all seemed to want to check my diaper too. The young ones were bad enough, but there was one, she was ancient I think she served in the army under Washington. She treated me like a two year old. I wanted to scream.

Judy showed up just after lunch to talk to me. She gave me Sarah’s phone number and told me that Sarah had said to call her and she would come get me and take me home. We had been talking for a few minutes when a nurse walked in. Judy looked at her, “Did you need Dave for something?”

She hesitated and seemed kind of flustered, “Umm, no. I was just going to check to see if he needed his diaper changed.” Her voice trailed off.

Judy looked at me, “Dave do you need a change.”

“No. I don’t”

Judy looked back at the other nurse, “Nope he doesn’t need one, anything else?”

“Ummm. No, I guess I’ll just leave now,” and she quickly fled the room.

“What was that all about?” Judy asked me.

“Judy, they’ve been coming in every fifteen minutes or so to check my diaper. I swear every female nurse in this hospital has checked my diaper today. That really old one was the worst. She brought me some apple juice, and made me ‘Drink it all down.’ I think she would have brought it in a bottle if she could have. I’m positive she wanted to burp me.”

“Come on you’re exaggerating.”

“Just wait a few minutes.” We continued talking, she was telling me about her family then, when another nurse different from the first walked in.

Judy looked over at her, “Can I help you?”

“Ummm, I was just, er, going to, er, check to see if Dave, er, needed a clean diaper,” she was flushing at this point.

Judy looked back at me. “Nope” I said before she could ask.

Judy got up from her chair, “Dave, I’ll be right back. You,” she said to the other nurse, “come with me.”

They walked out the door, with the other nurse was hanging her head. I wondered what was going to happen.

A couple of minutes later Judy and a half dozen nurses I’d seen earlier in the day came into the room. One of them spoke up, “Dave, we’re sorry for bothering you all day. We don’t have any excuse. If you need your dia... ah, a change, please call us and someone will come and change you.”

They all walked out and Judy said to me, “I can’t do anything about Nurse Cratchet, she has more seniority here than anyone. I think maybe she was hired when they built the hospital.”

“Oh, I thought she had served with Washington at Valley Forge.”

Judy laughed at that, and we continued talking until Judy had to go to work. The last thing she told me then was, “If anyone comes in to just check your diaper, hit the call button. I explained what was going on to the Duty Nurse, she can’t see your door, and she’ll come and reprimand the person. Hopefully those six that were here will spread the word. I’ve got to go now.”

She hugged me and left. No more nurses came by to check my diaper, although I did have one come and change it. That night though, I was disturbed a couple of times by nurses checking me. I guess they were trying not to wake me.

The next morning, I saw the doctor again. He examined me again, the same way he had before. “Well, Dave, you’re going to be fine. I want to discharge you today, but first I have a couple of questions for you.”

“Okay, what are they.”

“Do you have someone that can give you a ride home?” I nodded. “Good, do you have someone that can keep an eye out for you?”

“Nurse Peterson lives right nearby, and I’m sure that my landlady will too.”

“Even better. Now you’re going to have some dizziness from time to time, and probably a headache for a while. I don’t want you to strain yourself, and to take it easy, no heavy lifting, no running or jumping etc. Just relax for few more days and keep from jarring your head.”

“Okay, doctor. I won’t do any of that.”

“Good, now you call for your ride, I’ll go start the paperwork to discharge you. And a nurse will come by in a few minutes to help you get ready to leave.”

I called Sarah, and she said she’d be here in a little while. A nurse came by a couple minutes later and took off my diaper. She walked over to the dresser and opened the drawers, “Where are your clothes?”

I thought for a minute. “I think some cop took them. They were evidence or something.”

“Does your ride know to bring you clothes?”

“I don’t think so, let me call her.” I called Sarah back but there was no answer. “She must have left already. Now what am I going to do.”

The Nurse looked at me, “First let’s get a clean diaper. We can’t have you running around naked. Then I’ll see what I can find.”

She diapered me and disappeared. When she returned Sarah was with her. “We have a solution, it’s not great but it should work.”

She pulled out a hospital gown, “I’ve cut the ties off and tied them together. The gown should be big enough to wrap all the way around you, and the ties will hold it closed.”

Once I was dressed in it, I guess it looked okay. It didn’t look like a dress and it covered the diaper I was wearing. Sarah grabbed my stuff, and I sat in the obligatory wheelchair.


Chapter 11: Sarah

Dave called me from the hospital asking me to pick him up, I told him be there right away. At the hospital, I expected Dave to be waiting for me. I checked at the desk and was told that he hadn’t come down yet. So I went to find him.

Getting off the elevator, I was stopped by a nurse, “Can I help you? Visiting hours aren’t until 10 AM.”

“I’m here to pick up my neighbor, Dave Wilson. He’s supposed to be discharged today. I expected to find him downstairs, but he wasn’t there. So I came looking for him.”

“Did you say Dave?” I nodded, she continued, “Just a second. Joan, Dave’s ride is here.”

Another nurse walked out, she looked a little distressed. When she saw me she glanced right at my hands. “No one told you?”

I became alarmed, I had just talked to Dave, he couldn’t be worse. “Told me what?” I all but yelled.

See the look on my face and hearing the worry in voice, “No nothing like that, he’s fine. Absolutely all right. It’s just that, apparently the police took all of his clothes as evidence. Right now he’s in his room wearing nothing but a diaper.”

“God, you had me worried. Do you have anything for him to wear? I don’t think it would be right to take him home in just a diaper.”

“All I’ve come up with is if we take a gown and cut the ties off he can wear it and tie it closed, it should be big enough to cover him up. And no jokes about open gowns.”

We walked down to Dave’s room, in the room there he sat just like she said.

Joan said, “We have a solution, it’s not great but it should work.” And she pulled out the gown, “I’ve cut the ties off and tied them together. The gown should be big enough to wrap all the way around you, and the ties will hold it closed.”

Once he was wearing it, it covered him up. So I figured it would work. Dave sat down in the wheelchair and I put his stuff in my purse. We made a little parade as we headed down to the elevator.

Before we got on, one the nurses stopped us, handed Dave a card, and said, “On behalf of all of the nurses here, I have three things to say. First; we are all sorry about what happened yesterday. Second; you have been one of our best patients ever. And third; get well soon, because we don’t want to see you here again.”

I wondered what had happened yesterday, but I’d figured I’d ask Dave on the way home. We took the elevator down, and Dave was officially discharged. I went to get my car as they wheeled Dave outside. When I pulled up I got out and saw Dave look at the pavement. He didn’t even have any shoes, I walked over to pick him up and he held up arms, just like a toddler would. I don’t think he realized that it looked that way, but the nurse that had pushed him out smiled.

I gave her a look and reached down to pick him up. I lifted him to my hip and then got my arm underneath him while he put his arms around my neck. My arm felt plastic and I looked back at our reflection in the hospital doors. I could clearly see his diaper. The nurse looked like she was about to laugh, so I glared at her. She sobered her look and mouthed an ‘I’m sorry.’

I drove Dave home taking a longer route that would avoid bumps. I’d banged my head a few times and knew what bumps would be like. During the ride I asked, “Dave what happened yesterday?”

“Oh, that. Yesterday, almost all of the nurses came by to check my diaper. They were coming by about every fifteen minutes it drove me crazy. Judy finally stopped them.”

When we got home, I asked, “Dave will come in for a few minutes, there’s something I want to show you.”

“Is it the tape of what happened, ‘cause I don’t know if I want to watch it?”

“Yeah, it’s that. But I think you should see it.”

“All right I’ll watch it.”

He watched the tape, I watched him. When he pushed into the mailboxes he winced, but so had I and it hadn’t happened to me. When you could hear Thor he tensed up but kept watching. After I came into the picture he rewound it a little and watched the part with Thor a couple of more times. When he finally shut off the VCR he asked, "Sarah, can you do me a big favor?"

"Probably, what?"

"The doctors told me to take it easy for a little while and not to drive. Can you, the next time your in town, buy the biggest chew toy you can find for me to give to Thor?"

"Sure, I'll do it tomorrow. I have to go see my lawyer. I'm evicting those kids and their parents. By the way, my lawyer suggested you sue them."

"I'll think about it," he answered. Then I carried him home.

At his trailer, I followed him in, “Dave I did your dishes for you. I figured you didn’t need to come home to moldy dishes.”

“Thank you,” he said as walked back to his bedroom. I wondered at what he would say about the changes I made there.

I followed him to the room. When he opened the door, he let a little gasp of surprise. “Dave, I also figured that Power Puff Girls sheets weren’t really you, but that if you hadn’t bought a new bed yet you probably weren’t going to. So I went and got you some ‘Airplane’ sheets. With your job I figured you’d like them better. The Power Puff Girl sheets are still around if you want to use them though.”

“No these are great, that’s a Fokker Dridecker,” he said pointing at one of the planes. Then he proceeded to pick out each plane and name it. I hadn’t even known that they used real planes.

“I’m glad you like them.” He hugged me then. “Do you need any help changing?”

“No, but when you bring the toy for Thor, could you bring me a diaper to wear, I don’t want to have an accident.”

“Absolutely. If you need anything, just give me a call, at anytime. Either I or Judy will probably stop by every so often to check on you. Okay.”

“Thanks, I need to get Judy something too.”

I left his home wondering what he could get Judy.

A couple of days later Dave, wearing a diaper and a t-shirt, sat on a blanket out in his yard. The chew toy was under a fold in the blanket. Bob brought Thor over. Thor had been acting his usual way until he saw Dave, then he settled down and walked slowly towards Dave. He woofed once and crept up to Dave. Dave looked a bit like a deer caught in headlights.

Thor got up to Dave and sniffed him once, then plopped down right next to Dave and looked up to him. I stared at Thor, I had never seen him this way, and he normally doesn't stop moving or barking. I looked over at Bob, and he had an odd look his face. "Bob, what's going on? I've never seen Thor like this."

"I have and this surprises me. I wouldn't have thought Thor to be this perceptive."

Now I stared at Bob, I didn't think he would have known the word `perceptive.' "What are talking about?"

"Just watch, then I'll show you." We stood there watching as Dave clumsily petted Thor, and then hugged him. Dave pulled out the chew toy and gave it to Thor.

Dave and Thor sat for a few more minutes, then Bob said, "Come on, I'll show you. Thor, come here boy!"

Thor carefully got up, licked Dave once more and quietly woofed again. He walked over to Bob and Bob grabbed the chew toy. As we walked around the park Thor was back to bouncy self. Then all of the sudden he stopped and started walking slowly towards one of the yards. I looked over and there was Mrs. Parks with her twins.

Just like had with Dave, Thor woofed once and crept up to the babies, then settled between them. They obviously knew Thor and started climbing all over him. Thor just sat there.

I looked over at Bob, "Thor thinks Dave is a baby?!"

"Apparently. The only time I've seen him act this way is with babies, and now Dave."

"I don't think we should tell Dave."

"Probably not."

"I'll see you later, Bob."


Chapter 12: Dave

I was a bit frightened, Sarah had bought an enormous rawhide bone for me to give to Thor, and I was going to do it today. Sarah had brought over a diaper; I didn’t want to mess up the blanket or my pants. Unfortunately I still didn’t have any pants that would fit over the diaper. Damn, I put on a long t-shirt and went out to sit on the blanket; the present for Thor was under a fold in the blanket. I sat there for a few minutes, when I saw Bob, Sarah, and Thor coming down the street. Thor was bouncing around Bob like he was made of rubber. I couldn’t help myself, even though Thor was still down the street, I started to wet my diaper. I was frozen in fear as I watched the three of them approach.

Something strange happened next, Thor looked right at me. I leaked a bit more into my diaper. Then Thor stopped bouncing around and slowly walked towards me. When he got to the grass he woofed, not like he usually barked all noisy and boisterous, but a more subdued thing. Then he continued on, even slower than he had been. Finally he got right up next to me sniffed me, I think I wet some more, and sat down on the ground right beside me.

I was still scared, but Thor just lay there. I started petting him, I don’t think I did a good job, but Thor didn’t seem to mind. He just lay there, occasionally looking at me. I hugged him and said, “I want to thank you for saving me Thor, those boys might have really hurt me if you hadn’t come by.” I babbled on for a few moments, and then pulled out the chew toy, “This is for you.” I gave Thor the chew toy; he started gnawing on it as I continued petting him.

A few minutes later Bob called Thor and the three of them started walking away. I wondered where they were going, because I seemed to remember that Sarah and Bob were talking while I sat with Thor. I should get up and go inside, I thought, but the sun was nice and warm and I hadn’t been out much since I was attacked. I carefully lay down and rested. A few minutes later I heard a voice call out, “Dave are you okay?”

I sat up slowly, moving fast gave me a bad headache, and looked around. There was a young girl walking over towards me, “Yes, I’m fine. I’m just enjoying being out in the sun.”

She continued over, and looked down at me, “My mom saw you out here and asked me to come over and check to see if you were all right.”

I looked up at her, I had seen her in the park before, but didn’t know she was. “Who is your mom?” “Oh, sorry. My mom is Judy Peterson, I’m Ashley.” She said this with the sort of exuberance only a young girl can have. “She was worried that you might have passed out or something.”

“No, I’m fine. I was out here giving Thor a present, and decided to just rest for a while. But thank your mom for keeping an eye on me. There are times when I think I might need a keeper.”

“I will,” she said and she turned to walk away. She had taken one step, then stopped and turned back. “Dave, can I ask you a question?”

“Sure, what is it?” I answered as I was getting up.

“Ummm, why are you wearing a wet diaper?”

I blushed, and looked down at it. “Ahhh, it’s because, well... ahhh I’m afraid of Thor. He scares me...”

“But Thor wouldn’t hurt anyone,” she blurted out.

“That’s what everyone says, but I can’t really help it. When I was little, a neighbor used to have his dog chase me. I’ve been afraid of dogs ever since then.”

“That’s silly. Thor isn’t going to hurt you.”

“Two things, first that’s easy for you to say, you’ve never been hurt by a dog before. And second, is there anything you’re afraid of, like storms or the dark? Because I can tell you they aren’t going to hurt you, but that won’t make you not afraid of them.”

“But, that’s not the same.”

“You’re right it’s probably not, because I have been hurt by a dog, and the dark or whatever hasn’t hurt you.” I looked down at the blanket, I really shouldn’t leave it out for Sarah to get, but if I bent down to get it my headache would come back.

Ashley looked over at the blanket, “I’ll get that for you. I have to think about what you said though. ‘Cause I still think it’s silly to be afraid of Thor.”

“Thanks. While you’re thinking about what we talked about, remember that in my mind; I just did one of the bravest things in my life. I sat there and let Thor walk right up to me. Even if I wasn’t in any danger.”

As we walked up to my door, she was still carrying the blanket, “I will, even if it’s weird. Here’s your blanket, and you should probably change that diaper before you get a rash,” she giggled.

“Thanks, and Ashley remember that if anyone tells you they’re not afraid of anything, they’re probably lying.” She waved as she ran home. I looked over and waved to Judy, she was standing on her porch.

I went in and took Ashley’s advice and changed out of the wet diaper, of course I didn’t put on a clean diaper. I did go back to work though.

Sarah showed up a little while later and we chatted for a while. She asked if I had made a decision about suing the parents of those kids. I hadn’t and said so. She suggested talking to her lawyer, to at least get some good advice, and she offered to ask her lawyer to meet us together here. I agreed to talk to the lawyer.

We met with the lawyer that Friday afternoon at Sarah’s. I was working when Sarah called me to come over. I had forgotten about the meeting. I hurried, as much as I could, over and we went into the living room.

I sat on Sarah’s new couch, next to her, and the lawyer sat across from us. As I looked over at the lawyer, I noticed a picture on the wall above her. When I looked at it, I blushed. Sarah had hung one of the portraits of me as Sissy on her wall. I hoped the lawyer didn’t notice.

“Dave, this is my lawyer, Allison Crawford. Allison this is Dave Wilson,” Sarah started the conversation.

Allison stood up and leaned over, “Nice to meet you Dave, and I hope you’re feeling better.”

I shook her hand, “It’s nice to meet you too, and I am feeling better.”

She sat back down, and continued on, “Dave, I think you should sue, those families, but I don’t think you’ll get much. I did a little preliminary checking and they just don’t have much in the way of assets. The case should be straightforward though, since two of the three confessed and turned on the third. And that videotape, well there is no doubt that they attacked you. What I’m going to suggest is that you wait until they’ve moved out of their trailers, they have what another week or so?”

Sarah answered that one, “Yes they had two weeks to vacate the park and a month to move their trailers. I think one of them is already out though.”

Allison continued, “Good, then what I suggest is that once all three have moved out. I will serve papers on them and make them an offer. You won’t sue them if they transfer the titles to their trailers to you. From what it will cost them to move the trailers, plus what they would have to spend on lawyers, I’m sure I can convince them to settle.”

“Dave, if they do settle, I’ll trade you. One of those trailers for the one you’re living in straight up. Then I’ll even help you sell the other two. You’ll own your home and have whatever cash we get from the sale.”

“Minus my fee, of course,” Allison chimed in. I looked at her. She added, “I’m sort of joking, as long as this doesn’t go to court my fee will be small, most of it is covered by what Sarah pays me to be on retainer. But I do have to charge something or they’ll kick me out of the Bar.”

“Okay, but if they don’t settle, we’ll have to talk again,” I said. We continued talking for about an hour, Allison explained what would happen if we went to trial, and what their lawyer could do and ask me. It seemed kind of scary. Then she told me about what had happened in the criminal case, she had watched over it for Sarah.


Epilogue: Sarah

The families did settle, after talking to a different attorney. Dave, well he didn’t get rich, did get a nice chunk of change out of it. Surprisingly, Deputy Wildler bought one of the trailers. Judy still thinks he’s an idiot, but having a Deputy living here cuts down on the trouble.

Dave kept coming over on weekends. Sometimes he was Dave, and we’d watch a ballgame or just talk. Sometimes he was Sissy and we would go see a movie or window shopping in the mall or play games. Sometimes he was Baby Sissy and I would hold him and cuddle like he was my own baby girl. And occasionally I was just a shoulder to cry on.

The only problem was that he was still terrified of Thor and only went out when he had to. Bob and I talked about how to get him over his fear of Thor, but we couldn’t come up with anything that wouldn’t be cruel to Dave.

THE END.
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Mina Silverwind
I have always been fond of this story, you are one of my favorite writers. and I hope you have success in future stories.
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BabyNiki
Love the story x Its so cute! If only it were longer! 
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shilong
i all way love this story. im hope to see part 2 and all of 3 one day

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Baby Flo
I really liked this story and I am happy that you post it, so I can read it a second time. I always thought that that he must be a cutie.
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MelSissy
Good start. Sounds like its going to be a great story.
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LG_stephy
I really like the way this has started... I'll definitely continue reading as you continue writing...
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baby_crissy
ooo my favorite story of all time

i've always said if i ever needed to explain to someone what being ab or lg is all about
i'd have them read this story
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sissycuddle
I really love this story. As usually happens in life, Dave is soooo lucky and does not even know it. I'm looking forward to seeing more chapters. 
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sissy4ever
omg i just love ur story wish this was me so so badd please write more love sissy jessica
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BabyNiki
Love the update!

The fact that Sarah is in total control of him and he doesnt even know it is great!
I'd love it if she could check the nanny cam outside the apartment, wait until Dave poops himself then walk in JUST as he does, so he SO nearly could have avoided it...

OR Dave see's her walk past the window, but she doesnt come straight in. Maybe Dave could see her in next doors trailer having lunch with them or something, or seeing her playing tennis on the tennis courts, unable to get out of the crib until her game finishes. Or if she "accedentally" leaves her mobile home keys inside the mobile home, then someone has to break into the house, only to find Dave stuck in a messy diaper in the crib...

Sorry if i've spoiled any ideas, but I just love letting my imagination run wild  
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LilJennie
This story is fun! I don't like the fact that she keeps terrifying him by using his phobia of dogs -- it seems kind of cruel. But I like how she keeps getting him into diapers, and now she's gotten him to go out with her not only in diapers, but dressed like a little girl!
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BabyValentine
It seems, that I have some inappropriate words used in my story.  

I suppose I could go and change them, but I think you'll get the idea.

Enjoy what's up, more in a couple days.
To wet or not to wet “ that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The leaks and rashes of outrageous wettings,
Or to use Desitin against a rash of troubles
And, by changing, end them.

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sissyboy0000
great story its awsome
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Chapter 7 is posted.
To wet or not to wet “ that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The leaks and rashes of outrageous wettings,
Or to use Desitin against a rash of troubles
And, by changing, end them.

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BabyNiki
Another great chapter! Love it!
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LilJennie
Dave has just gotten beaten up badly enough to put him in the hospital; the story has taken a serious turn. But it's not as if this wasn't foreshadowed earlier; the troublemaking kids have been mentioned before. I hope Dave is OK!
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I rather like the twin Mustang, I built a model of it recently. Although it does seem to be something bodge job to fill a need that no other plane could fill.
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LilJennie
Awwww, Thor thinks Dave is a baby! That's so adorable! What a nice doggy! ^_^
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BabyValentine
Well, I've finished posting Trailer Park Baby. I hope that you enjoyed it. In a couple days I'll start posting the sequel, Trailer Park Toddler.

Yes Thor is a nice doggy.
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Stephanie Johnson
Yes! Loved it. A sequal is a must. I can't wait to see how Dave (or Sissy) interacts with all of the very interesting characters we've met.

I waited anxiously for each post, and now I'm waiting anxiously for your next!
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I plan on posting a new chapter every few days, for those that don't know the story is already written. Please comment, let me know what you like, what you don't like, any questions, any suggestions (other than for me to introduce a sexual element). Once the final chapter of this is posted, I will be following with the sequel. Enjoy.

Trailer Park Baby - http://www.sissykiss.com/showthread.php?t=9127
Trailer Park Tyke - http://www.sissykiss.com/showthread.php?t=9610

TRAILER PARK TODDLER by Valentine

Chapter 1: Dave

I was working one afternoon, when there was a knock on my door. I got up to see whom it was, and was surprised to see Judy and Ashley there. “Hi, what’s up?”

Judy, looking a little harried, answered “There was a big crash on the Interstate. They need me at work right away. Can you watch Ashley ‘til Joe gets home? He should be home in a couple of hours.”

“Ummm, sure. But doesn’t Sarah usually do that?”

“Sarah’s busy. The County Building Inspector is checking out the park. He’s new, so he’s doing a thorough job. I hope Sarah doesn’t hurt him.”

Ashley giggled at that last comment.

“Well is there anything I need to know?”

“Just that she can’t watch any TV until her homework is done. All she has left is math.” Ashley didn’t look happy about that.

“No problem, but you need to get to the hospital. If I have any problems I’ll call Sarah or Steve if he’s around. Never mind he must have gotten a similar call, ‘cause there he goes.” I said as Steve drove off in his cop car.

“Okay. Bye Dave, bye sweetheart.”

Ashley piped up, “Bye mom,” and gave her mom a hug.

I added, “Bye Judy.” Then to Ashley, “Well do you have a lot of math to do?”

“No, just one page of problems,” she said with the kind of a depressed voice you’d expect from a condemned criminal.

“Don’t you like math?”

“Math’s okay, I guess. But I don’t understand this and my teacher can’t explain it right.” She walked over to the couch and plopped down.

I watched her, it was weird. I certainly hadn’t acted that way as a child; my father would have hit me. She sat there, her book and a folder on the couch next to her, looking at my TV, which was off at the moment. I was looking at her and realized two very important things. First I was now responsible for another human being, even if temporarily, this had me a little worried. And secondly Ashley was my very first ‘babysitting’ job. That brought a little smile and chuckle to me.

I guess she heard me, “What’s so funny?”

“I was just thinking. You know, you’re my very first babysitting job.”

She jumped up and stomped over to me, “Babysitting! You babysitting me. That is funny. Ha. Ha. Ha.” She gave me an 'I know something you don’t know' look.

I was a little surprised standing right next to her, I found myself looking straight into her eyes, and she was now as tall as me. That was a little disconcerting. “Yeah, my first babysitting job.”

“Well, Mr. Babysitter, I happen to know that there’s someone in this room that is more likely than me to need a BABYsitter.”

I got nervous when she said that and my eyes got a little bigger. I hadn’t thought that Judy had told her anything yet, Sarah and I hadn’t really done anything between the attack and now, we were waiting for my hair to grow out. “Wh-what do you mean by that?”

“Well I seem to remember finding a certain person sitting in their yard this summer wearing nothing but a t-shirt and a wet diaper. Seems that person is more likely to need a BABYsitter than me.” She had a smug look on her face when she said this.

I was surprised and somewhat relieved to hear her say that. She looked at me, and lost the smug look, “Dave, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said that. I didn’t want to be mean, it’s just that I hate it when someone says they’re ‘babysitting’ me and this is the first time I could do something about it.”

“That’s all right, I shouldn’t have said babysitting after all, and you’re not a baby. Besides you are right about one thing, I have worn diapers more recently than you; at least I hope I have.”

“You have and I didn’t tell anyone what I saw, except for my mom and I think she already knew. I guess I had better start my homework.” She plodded back to the couch.

“I’m sure she knew, since you and I have something in common.”

What’s that?”

“Your mom has put diapers on both of us.”

“What do you mean mom put you in diapers?”

“When I was in the hospital, the doctor didn’t want me getting up. So your mom put me in diaper. I had to wear them the whole time I was there. Now, do want some help with your homework, I might be able to explain something differently than your teacher?”

“Sure, my mom and dad have tried, but I think they had the same teacher.”

“Is your teacher that old?” I was a little confused.

“No, I guess I meant that they learned the same way and don’t understand why I don’t get it.”

“Well, show me what you don’t get and I’ll help you get it.”

Ashley showed me what she didn’t get, and we spent most of the next hour working our way through her math book, until I found where she really had stopped getting it. Then we worked forward to where she was now, and she got it. Then she did her homework in what she called record time.

I went over her homework, and found that she had done it all correctly. When I told her that she leapt over and gave me a big hug. Unfortunately she forgot about our size similarity and she knocked me over. “I’m sorry Dave,” she said as she helped me up. “I usually hug my mom and dad like that and they don’t fall over.”

“That’s okay, I’m fine, but I’m glad you didn’t do that a couple of months ago. So what do you want to watch?”

“Ummm, actually I have another of those personal questions to ask you. Like when I asked you about the diaper.”

“Okay, what is it?”

“Well, I noticed your earrings.” I reached up and touched my ear; sure enough I had forgotten to take them out again.

“Yes, I got them pierced during the summer.”

“Well, there’s this...” A loud knock at the door interrupted her.

“Hang on a moment, Ashley.” I said as I walked over to the door. I opened the door and saw Joe standing there, “Hi Joe, come on in.”

He stepped in and was hit by Ashley, who gave him a big hug and yelled, “Hi Daddy.”

She hit him harder than she had hit me and he barely rocked, “Hi Pumpkin, is your homework done?”

“Yep, Dave showed me how to do it, and I got ‘em all right on the first try.”

He looked at me, “You helped her with her homework?”

“Ah, yes she said she didn’t understand it and she said you and Judy tried to help her, but it didn’t work.”

“I’m not mad. I’m just surprised, and a little depressed.”

“Why depressed?”

“I’m her father, I should be helping her with her homework.” I burst out laughing when he said that. “What’s so funny?”

I got myself under control, “Neither of my parents ever helped, or even offered to help me with my homework. Heck, they didn’t even care about how I did in school.”

Joe, had a shocked look on his face and said in a slightly absentminded way, “Ashley get your books and run on home, I’ll be right there.”

Ashley walked over, got her stuff and started to leave, “Bye Dave.” She had a puzzled look on her face.

Joe saw the look, “I have to talk to Dave about some ‘man stuff’, and then I’ll be right home.” Ashley rolled her eyes at the phrase ‘man stuff’, and now I had a puzzled look on my face.

Joe watched her as she walked over to their home and went in. “Dave, Judy told me about what you and Sarah do occasionally.”

I got really worried, now I figured he thought I was some kind of pervert and he was going to do something to me. “She did?” I said nervously.

“Yeah, and she tried to explain why you two do that, but honestly I don’t understand. I mean she said that you go over there and act like you’re her little girl. You even wear diapers and dresses and ... Um, she did after a while make me accept that you aren’t a sicko and you won’t do anything to Ashley. But I want to understand how a grown man is willing to do that.”

“Did she tell you how it started?” When he shook his head, I told him. (See Trailer Park Baby) “But what it boils down to is, well she’s the only person to ever show me any real affection and...” I was in tears by now; I’m not sure why but I was.

Joe took a step over to me, and I cringed backward. He hesitated, when I cringed, but pulled me to him and gave me a hug. “I never thought I’d be giving a grown man a hug, but I think you need one.” When he let me go I had finished crying and he looked me in the eye, “Do I look like your father?”

“Not really, but I probably react that way to any man that much bigger to me.”

“Well, unless you do something to Ashley, I will never do anything to hurt you.”

“Ha, me do something to Ashley, she’d probably beat me up. When I told her that she got all of her homework right she gave me a hug. I ended up on the floor.”

“Ashley’s going to be a problem. We haven’t told her yet and I don’t know how to. I mean what you’re doing isn’t really normal.”

“I think she might know already.”

He looked over at me with a shocked look on his face, “You didn’t tell her did you?”

“NO! But after I got out of the hospital, I gave Thor this huge rawhide bone. When I did I wore a diaper to keep from pissing in my pants. After Bob left with Thor I sat outside in the diaper, which I had wet. Judy saw me and sent Ashley over to check on me. She saw the diaper and I explained why I was wearing it.”

“What did she say about that?”

“That I was silly about being afraid of Thor,” I laughed. “Well just when you got here she said she wanted to ask me a personal question. I think she recognized me in the picture Sarah has on her wall.”

“What picture?”

“I figured you’d seen it, I had a portrait done to send to my father. Sarah has one on her wall. I’ve got a couple around here.” I found the picture and showed Joe.

“Damn, I would never guess that you aren’t a little girl. But how will your father recognize you?”

“Easy I signed it ‘Your loving son, Dave.’”

“Ah... So, I should be heading home, before Ashley storms back here wondering where I am. Hey though, Judy and I have Saturday off and we were going to have a barbecue, do you want to come over?”

“Ummm, sure I guess. But what about... never mind I’ll figure it out.”

“I’ll see you Saturday then.”

I shut the door behind him and plopped down on the couch. Now what the hell am I going to do, I thought. I agreed to go to their barbecue, and I know that Thor will show up, especially with both Ashley and me out. And when he shows up I know I’ll wet my pants. I sat there trying to come up with a solution, well I had one, but I didn’t like it.

Any one else would probably call up a parent and ask for advice. I can’t do that. Wait a minute, maybe I can. I wonder if Sarah is done with that inspector yet.

Chapter 2: Sarah

I hated it when the County Inspectors came by; the rules have changed so much since the place was built. Every Inspector, this is wrong; you can’t do this that way; there is supposed to be eighteen inches here, not sixteen. I’m glad my lawyer had me get a copy of the county ordinances from when this place was built. Every question, I had to show him the rules from then, it made me want to strangle him.

I was relaxing when there was a knock at my door, now what. I answered the door and was surprised to see Dave there. Oh yeah, I remembered he was watching Ashley, “Nothing’s wrong with Ashley is there?”

“What? No.” A pause, “Oh… no Joe came home a little early, she’s already home.”

“Good, I was worried.” He kept looking around at the ground. “What are you looking for?” I asked him.

“Oh, Judy was worried about what you might do to the inspector, so I was looking for freshly turned earth.” He grinned at me.

I laughed, and sighed and a lot of pent up frustration escaped. That was just what I needed. “I buried him under the trailer, so no one would see the fresh dirt.”

He laughed back at me, and then sobered up. “Sarah I need some help, and I’m hoping you can provide it.”

“Well if there is anything I can do, I certainly will. What’s the problem?”

“Well I was talking to Joe and...”

“What did he say? If he did anything to hurt you, I’ll...” I started to yell.

“No, it’s nothing like that. We did talk about that, and I’m pretty sure he accepts it. He even hugged me.” Dave interrupted ending with a puzzled look on his face.

“Good, I was a little worried about that. So what’s the problem?”

“Well, he invited me to a barbecue this weekend, and well I’m afraid that if, well when, Thor shows up I’ll have an accident and...”

“Hmmm, that would be a problem. So do you want to wear a diaper?” She asked looking at me.

“No, I don’t WANT to wear a diaper, but I think I SHOULD wear one. The only problem is that I don’t have anything that will fit over the diaper. Do you have anything of your niece’s here that I could wear that doesn’t look to much like girls clothes?”

“Ummm, Dave about my ‘niece’...”

“She didn’t come and get her clothes did she?” Dave asked sounding worried.

I coughed, “No, Dave. I have to be honest though. I don’t have a niece.”

“If you don’t have a niece, then whose clothes were those?”

“Ummm, I... ummm... er... I bought them for you. I’m sorry, but that’s the truth.”

“You bought them for me, why? ... You wanted to dress me up like a girl from the beginning, didn’t you? WHY?”

“Ummm, well at first. I mean the first time Thor scared you; you looked so cute in that diaper. I, ummm, thought that you would, well look even cuter as a little girl. I’m sorry.” I felt horrible. I didn’t want to hurt his feelings, but I needed to come clean. I only hoped I could get him to let me finish.

“I’m leaving, and I’m not sure if I’m coming back.” He started towards the door. I grabbed him, he yelled, “Let me GO.”

“Not until I finish, I want you to know everything. Then you can go and I won’t even try to stop you.”

He looked up at me sullenly and said, “Go on, but when you’re done I’m leaving and I’m not coming back.”

I pulled Dave over to the kitchen, and sat him down in one of the chairs. I pulled up a second chair and sat across from, now I wasn’t looking down at him, but straight at him. And I poured out everything, starting with the first diaper. I probably could have found something different but didn’t. Then step by step, getting Bob to let Thor wander around, the kids getting Thor to jump on them, the Nanny cams and that I had deleted all of the tapes. I told him how I set him up with the first Harry Potter movie so he’d have an accident, how I tried to get him to wet his diaper the next morning. How I’d padded the diaper to make sure it wouldn’t fit under his pants and he’d have to wear the girl’s clothes. I confessed about the bets I knew I’d win, everything I could think of.

When I was done, he was crying almost hysterically. He yelled that he hated me and ran out of my home. I released all of the tears I’d been holding back. I just sat there crying.

I’m not sure how long I’d been sitting there, when there was a knocking at my door. I sat up quick thinking it might be Dave, but I realized that whoever it was, they were hitting the door much too hard to be Dave. Well they could just come back tomorrow; I really didn’t care what their problem was. They knocked again and I just sat there ignoring it, crying.

When the door opened, I said, “Hello Bob.” Only Bob, Ashley and Judy ever walked in, if I didn’t answer the door.

“WHAT in the HELL is going on? I just saw Dave go running into his home and it looked like he was crying. Now I find you in here the same way.”

I lurched out of my chair and collapsed into Bob; he grabbed me and held me. “I just confessed to Dave.”

“Confessed what?” he asked with a confused sound in his voice.

“Everything,” I sobbed. “Everything I had done to get him dressed as a little girl.”

“I take it he didn’t take it well,” he said.

“That’s the understatement of the year. He said he hated me and wasn’t ever coming back.”

“Okay, so what do we do to fix it? I know why you’re crying, but why is Dave crying?”

“What?” I asked, I was puzzled, I’m sure he just said something about us fixing it.

“I asked you, why is Dave crying?”

“Huh, why is Dave crying? I don’t know, I hadn’t even thought about it. I was just sitting here not thinking.”

“Hmmm. You’re crying because you just hurt your friends feelings badly. Right?”

“Yes.” I answered, surprised by Bob again.

“Well if Dave wasn’t still terrified of Thor, I’d have Thor with Dave right now. First though, you and I need to figure out how I am going to approach Dave.”

“Actually Bob, you just need to go over there right now. No talking with me, and don’t try to be my advocate, just go over and talk to him. Because right now he needs a friend. I wish Judy were home, she’d be the perfect one, but all he’s got is you.”

“Damn, I just thought of something and if I’m right, Dave is going to hate me for a while. I suppose he’ll get over it though.”

“You’re not going to hurt him are you?”

“No, at least not physically. But I have to do something that’s going to make both of us feel like crap. Besides I don’t think Thor would let me hurt him. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Chapter 3: Bob

I left Sarah sitting there. I think she started crying again. I was about to do one of the cruelest things I could think of. I didn’t want to do it, but right now there was only one person that could help Dave, and I wasn’t that person. I looked down at Thor and whispered, “Well Thor, you have to help Dave, and he isn’t going to be happy about it.” Thor looked back up at me.

I walked over to Dave’s with Thor tagging along. I knocked on his door and he didn’t answer. Well that didn’t surprise me at all. I knocked again, still no answer. I tried the door, hoping that Dave hadn’t locked it, it opened. As I opened the door Thor came up to follow me. I turned and told him to sit and stay. He whined, but sat there.

As I walked in, I heard Dave say through his sobbing, “Sarah go away.”

“It’s not Sarah, it’s Bob.”

“You go away too. You helped her.”

I went into his bedroom, and saw him there on his bed still crying. “Yes, I helped her. I’m not really proud of that, but I’m here to try to fix it.”

“I don’t want it fixed, I just want you to get out,” he yelled sitting up.

I swallowed, and thought ‘God, why do I have to do this. I didn’t want kids. I didn’t want the responsibility, and why the first time I really get the responsibility do I have to be so cruel.’ I looked down at Dave and summoned all of the ‘I’m an adult male and you will do as I say’ness I could and commanded, “I won’t get out and you will listen to me.”

I winced as Dave cringed and collapsed back down. Then I continued, “Right now Sarah is sitting where you left her, crying.”

“Good,” he interjected.

“No, it’s not good,” I kept on, still projecting my voice. “I could spend time here trying to convince you that Sarah never meant to hurt you, but since I helped her you won’t believe me. I will tell you though that both of are very sorry that we did what we did. Now if I could, I’d have Judy over here talking to you, but she’s at work.

Now before I do leave I want you to get ready for bed, while I get some stuff ready for you.”

He got up and went into the bathroom, cringing as he got close to me. I kept a stern look on my face, until he was passed me. I grabbed his mattress and pulled it off the bed looking at the sheets that Sarah and I had spent hours shopping for while he was in the hospital. Sarah surprised me when she told me that Dave had identified every airplane in the design. Like Sarah I thought they were just generic pictures.

I went to his linen closet and got all of the towels I could find telling him at the same time to brush his teeth and go to the bathroom. The towels I used to line his mattress, the mattress itself was waterproof, but I wanted something absorbent there, because I was going to make him wet the bed.

He came back into the room, “Why’s my mattress on the floor?”

“Because, I put it there. Now get into bed.” I said pointing at the mattress.

He pulled off his pants and shirt and laid down on the mattress, “It’s all lumpy.”

“I did that. Now you lay there and go to sleep.” While he lay there crying, I walked back to the front door and very quietly called to Thor. Thor came up into the home and padded down to the bedroom. I followed him. At the door Thor woofed once. I could see tense up and turn to look at Thor. Thor slowly walked up to him, and I could hear Dave give out a little squeal.

As Thor lay down on the floor next to him, I could see Dave pulling away from him. “You stay in that bed, mister,” I said in the same tone I had used earlier. Thor turned his head towards me and growled somewhat menacingly. When Dave had settled back down, Thor turned back to him and licked his face. After Thor nuzzled him, Dave reached over and hugged Thor and started talking to him.

As I left the room, I told Dave, in a much more normal voice, “Just let Thor out in the morning, he’ll be fine until then.” And I thought, ‘I hope you will be too.’

I left the two of them and walked over to Joe and Judy’s, I hoped that Ashley was sleeping already, but it was kind of early still. I knocked on there door and Ashley answered, “Hi Bob, where’s Thor?” She was looking past me.

“He’s busy right now. I need to talk to your dad, okay.”

“Sure,” she answered me, and then yelled, “Daddy it’s Bob and he wants to talk to you.” I cringed a little at her voice.

Joe came up to the door and I asked him to step outside, as he did I could just hear Ashley say, “More 'man stuff,' huh?”

“What was that about?” I asked nodding towards where Ashley was.

“Oh, I had a talk with Dave, and I told Ashley that it was ‘man stuff.’ Actually we talked about him and Sarah.”

“And.”

“Well, Dave explained it all to me and if that’s what they want to do. It’s fine with me.” I relaxed a bit. He continued, “Where is Thor, anyway?”

“He’s with Dave.”

“What!?”

“That’s what I need to talk to you about. Dave and Sarah had a fight, well not really a fight. Basically Sarah told Dave the truth about what happened during the summer.”

“And that was?”

“Ummm, she basically, after the first time, set him up so she could dress him up. And I helped her.”

“She did what?”

“It started off as a game to her, I think. And it got out of hand. I’m not really sure, since she hasn’t told me the whole truth. Well, Dave didn’t take it well and ran out of her house crying. Sarah is probably still sitting in her kitchen crying.”

“Oh, God. What did you do?”

“I went over to Dave’s and treated him the way his father would have, minus the hitting. I basically got Dave where he could lay with Thor, and then I brought in Thor.”

“Why Thor?”

“Because your wife is at work, and your daughter is way too young.”

“What, why my wife or daughter?”

“Dave needed someone he could trust, there’s only three people I could come up that he would trust. First choice would have been Sarah, but that’s where the problem is, second would be Judy, but she’s at work, and third would be Ashley, but well, she shouldn’t have to deal with anything like this. Lastly is Thor, Dave knows that Thor loves him, he also knows that he loves Thor even if he is terrified of him.”

“Okay, so how do we fix it?”

“Well, Sarah will get over it when Dave comes back. She just upset that she hurt Dave. Dave though, emotionally he’s probably like a screwed up six year old. He doesn’t recognize love or friendship very well, and slips right into fear, hatred, betrayal and other negative emotions. The only good thing is that once he’s convinced that Sarah wasn’t really being mean he will completely forgive her like a child does.”

“Now what the hell are you talking about?”

“Ever see two little kids scream that they hate each other, and then a little while later they are best friends.” He nodded. “That’s the way Dave is, at least I think so. You heard how he grew up.”

Joe nodded again, “Okay, but how do you know about all that?”

“I’m a watchman, what do you think watchmen do?”

“I’ll bite, ‘watch’.”

“Nope, most of us read. It’s a pretty boring job, at least at night. Mostly you just sit around, every couple hours you might have to make rounds, but otherwise it’s boring. At least you hope it is. So we read, well some do puzzles, I read all sorts of things. I started with Westerns, then read some Sci-Fi and Fantasy, some Thrillers, but eventually got bored with all of them. I saw an ad for the college book buy back, and went and intercepted some textbooks. I’ve read everything from Accounting to Zoology, but what interested me the most, were the Psych books. I’ve probably read two-thirds of the books a Psych major would use.”

“So why did you come over here to tell me?”

“Two reasons, first so you could tell Judy and have her show up to talk to Dave, then Sarah. Dave needs someone to talk to him, he’s probably going to spend half the night talking to Thor, but Thor can’t really answer back. Secondly, I needed to cool down. When I left Dave’s, I didn’t know if I wanted to cry, or get drunk.”

“So why don’t you get drunk, not that it will solve anything.”

“Because I have to go to work in a couple of hours. I’m going now, don’t forget to tell Judy.” I shook his hand and headed home.



Chapter 4: Dave

I woke up cold and wet, ‘What the hell’ I thought. The next sensation I felt was warm and furry, and it was under my left arm. I cracked open my eyes afraid of what I’d see.

Yep, it was Thor under my arm. Now I was less cold, but wetter. Everything that had happened yesterday started coming back and my eyes began tearing up. Thor reacted by licking my face, and wagging his tail. I couldn’t see his tail, but I could hear it rhythmically thumping on the floor.

“Well Thor, I guess I should get up now. You probably want out too,” I said. I hugged Thor, and got up. Thor stood up also, still wagging his tail. I grabbed my robe, and walked down to the front door. I opened the door and said, “Go on home Thor, I’ll be okay.”

Thor looked a little reluctant, but went outside and seemed to be headed home. I sighed as I watched him. Once he was out of sight, I shut the door and headed back to my bedroom. The mattress was lying on the floor, my sheets sodden with piss. I stared at it for a little while and realized that I was getting cold again. ‘I guess a shower is good place to start,’ I thought.

I got into the bathroom and reached to turn on the shower. As I grabbed the faucet handle, a knock on the door interrupted my shower before I could get it started.

“Coming,” I yelled and I walked down to the door. I opened it and saw Judy standing there. “Hello Judy,” I said listlessly.

“Good morning Dave. Are you okay?” She asked as she walked in.

“No,” I said, trying not to burst into tears.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“No I don’t,” I said forcefully.

“Are you sure?”

“Yes, I’m sure,” I said, dropping into a kitchen chair.

“Dave,” she started. She paused and I looked up. She continued, “Dave you’re all wet.”

I looked down, my robe fell open and I could see my wet shirt. “Yeah, I’m all wet.”

She grabbed my hand, and pulled me into the bathroom, “Dave, you take a shower. I’ll get you something to wear.”

I went undressed and got into the shower. While showering I could vaguely hear her moving around in my trailer. The bathroom door opened and closed a couple of times. I wondered what she was doing. I finally finished and stepped out of the shower. My wet clothes and robe were gone and clean clothes sat on the vanity. While I was drying off, I heard the washing machine start. ‘What is she doing,’ I thought.

When I stepped out of the bathroom, she walked up and looked at me. “Good, you’re done. I made some coffee.”

Before I could even say anything, she gently pushed me towards the kitchen and then grabbed the towel I had just finished using. I walked into the kitchen and poured myself a cup of coffee adding the necessary amounts of cream and sugar. Sipping it because it was hot, I walked back to my bedroom, and saw Judy drying off my mattress with the towel I had just used.

She looked up at me, “This is the only towel that Bob didn’t put on your mattress.”

I looked at her with a stunned expression on my face, “You didn’t have to do all of this.”

She turned back to me, and I noticed next to her a bucket with a sponge in it. “I know that, but I wanted to. Besides I thought that you could use the help. Here, this is as dry as I could get it with this towel; help me put it back on the frame.”

The two of us put the mattress back, and I realized that it would have been a struggle by myself. She continued on, “You know it’s a good thing that mattress is waterproof, otherwise it would have been ruined.”

I started to sit down at my desk and stopped. She looked at me, “Come on,” she said. Let’s go sit in the living room and talk.

“I don’t want to talk,” I said sullenly.

“Well, let’s go sit and I’ll talk,” she answered.

I grabbed my coffee, and we walked to the other end of the trailer. She stopped at the kitchen, “You go sit down, and I’m going to get some coffee.”

I walked over to the couch, set my coffee down, and dropped onto the cushions. I looked over at the TV and realized that I probably looked like Ashley had yesterday afternoon. That almost brought a smile to my face.

Judy walked in a moment later with her coffee, “Are you sure you don’t want to talk?”

When I shook my head, she continued on. “Okay, then just listen.“ Judy started talking. I wasn’t listening, just nodding and grunting during pauses.

I’m not sure how long she talked or what she was saying, but I finally realized that I was being rude. She was here trying to help me and I was not being very nice. During her next pause, I cut in, “Judy, I’m sorry. I haven’t been listening to you. I know you want to help, but...”

“Dave, are you ready to talk now?”

“Yeah, I guess. Let me get some more coffee though. Then we can talk.” I got up and refilled my coffee and hers.

When I came back she had moved over to the couch. I sat down next to her and she pulled me closer and hugged me. “I can make this quick, why did you go over to Sarah’s yesterday?”

“Well, Joe, your husband, invited me to your barbecue this weekend. Since I didn’t want to have an accident there, I went over to get some help.”

“Why did you go to Sarah for help?”

“Actually I got the idea from Harry Potter.”

“Harry Potter?” She asked with a very puzzled look in her face.

“Yeah, after we saw the movies, I bought all of the books and read them. In one of them Harry needs some advice, he thinks of asking his parents, but they are dead. So he comes with the idea of asking his godfather. I have parents, but can’t ask them for advice so I came up with the next best thing, Sarah.” I started crying again.

“Dave, what’s wrong?”

“I can’t believe I trusted her.” I said between sobs.

“Dave you can trust her. You said you thought of her as a parent.” I nodded, she continued, “Well, I’m fairly sure she thinks of you as her child.”

“She does, why?”

“Her family has owned this land a long time, it’s all that’s left of a huge farm. Her grandfather sold most of it and her father sold all but this and made this a trailer park. He died of a heart attack, when she was around 20. She was engaged then, but her fiancé dumped her when she wouldn’t sell the trailer park. After that she was so busy running this place that she never had time to date. Joe and I moved in shortly after we were married, and Sarah spent a lot of time helping us. I think she was thinking of us as her family. Once I was pregnant, she helped even more. After Ashley was born, I couldn’t turn around without seeing her. By the time Ashley was two, she was spending almost as much time with Sarah as with me. Sarah wanted a family, and she kind of adopted mine. Now she has done the same with you. I think though with you it will last longer, since you won’t grow up on her like Ashley has.”

“So I’m her surrogate family. If that’s true why did she hurt me?”

“I know that she didn’t want to hurt you, and I doubt that she thought it would be as bad as she it was. But she must have really needed to tell you the truth. She was probably feeling pretty bad about having lied to you. And she must not have wanted you to find out accidentally.”

I cut in and asked, “How would I have found out accidentally?”

“Well Ashley knows she doesn’t have a niece, and probably would have said so if you mentioned her niece. Now do you think you can forgive her?”

“I think so, but I still can’t go back.”

“Why not?”

“Because I’m awfully sure I told her that I hated her, and I might have said some other things that were pretty mean.”

“Dave you didn’t have any friends when you were little did you?”

“No, I don’t think I had any friends ‘til I got into college. Why?”

“Don’t take this wrong, but you sound like a very little kid. Little kids do that all of the time. When they are hurt they yell things like that. I’m fairly sure that Sarah didn’t believe you, if she even heard you. Now do you want to go talk to Sarah?”

“I guess so.”

“Good let’s go see her then, because I know that she want’s to see you.”

We got up and headed to the door, I put the coffee cups in the sink and Judy opened the door. “Ummm, Dave what would you do, if Thor was sitting outside.”

I froze where I was, I couldn’t see Thor, and my brain said Thor loves me, he wouldn’t hurt me, but that part of my mind that controls fear, said there was a monster out there that wanted me. I tried real hard to stop myself, and I did, but a little too late. The front of my pants was wet. I started to cry again, and Judy was there holding me and comforting me. Finally when I stopped crying, she told me, “Dave you go change and I’ll get rid of Thor. I promise you that he won’t bother you until later.”

I went to change and heard Judy go outside. I peeked out my window and saw her dragging Thor away. Thor really looked like he didn’t want to go. I finished changing and watched for Judy to come back. When I saw her without Thor I went out to meet her. We walked together over to Sarah’s.

Chapter 5: Sarah

A knock on my door woke me up, and I felt horrible, I was still in the kitchen were I was when Dave left. I looked blurrily over at the clock and whomever it was knocked again. I yelled, "Go away."

The door opened anyway. I thought for a moment, "Judy is that you?"

"Yes, and I brought a friend."

I walked over and saw Judy and Dave. Dave leaped at me and I caught him up in a hug. He was crying and babbling, and so was I. We hugged and cried together for a few minutes. When we finally let go, I looked to thank Judy and she was gone.

Dave and I went into the living room and started talking. We were both apologizing and still crying when Dave stopped and looked straight at me, "You look horrible, Sarah. You should go and take a shower."

"You don't look so great yourself kiddo."

"Yeah, but I've taken a shower so if I just wash my face, I’ll look fine. You though probably feel as bad as you look."

"Yeah I probably do. Okay, I'll go take a shower."

"Good while you do that, I'll make you some coffee, and then we can talk." He said in an oddly adult manner.

I went and showered, by the time I was done I was starting to feel human again. When I walked into my bedroom, there was a cup of coffee sitting on my dresser. Dave, obviously had brought it, I noticed that he had shut my door after dropping it off. I took a sip of the coffee, now I was really feeling human, of course a few hours of sleep in a bed would have helped. I dressed, and walked down the hallway wondering what Dave wanted to talk to about. I couldn't remember why he had come over yesterday.

I entered the living room and Dave was sitting there sipping his own coffee, I sat down next to him and hugged him once he had set his coffee down, "Thanks, I feel better now."

"Good, you look better now too."

"So do you."

"I washed up in the other bathroom. I kinda want to finish the conversation I started yesterday."

"I figured you did, but honestly I can't remember what we were talking about."

"Joe and Judy's barbecue. I was going to wear a diaper."

"And what, you want to wear some of the clothes I bought?"

"NO!" he said a bit forcefully. "I mean, I talked to Joe, and he doesn't care about what we do, but I doubt he'd be okay with it if we did it at his house, unless you had something that looked like boys clothes."

"No, I ummm, only bought stuff that was a bit girlie. The shortalls are probably the closest to boyish and they have Minnie Mouse on them. You know you can have all the diapers you need."

"I figured that, but I don't have any clothes of my own that I can wear over a diaper. I was wondering if you and I could go buy some. I mean I'll wear a diaper and we can find something that would fit."

"But if your wearing a diaper you can't wear your own pants, oh I see. You'll have to go as Sissy."

"Yeah, and I don't really think I should go wandering around town dressed like that by myself."

"That's probably a very good idea. So when do you want to go, now?"

"Well let me get changed first," he said this with a big grin.

"All right, let’s go get you changed then, what do you want to wear?"

He picked out an outfit, and I got him into a diaper and help him dress. I grabbed my purse, and Dave's wallet. I opened the door and Thor was sitting outside waiting, I turned to warn Dave, but he was already letting out a little squeal. "Are you okay Dave?"

"Yeah, I'll be fine. I should have expected Thor to be waiting for me. He was earlier."

"Do you need to be changed?"

"No, I only leaked a little. I should go talk to Thor though."

"You do that, I've got to grab something." I went back in and Dave walked outside. I hadn't thought about it, but realized after Dave's encounter with Thor, that Dave might need a change while we are shopping. I grabbed a couple of diapers and squeezed them into my purse. If this is going to keep up, I should probably buy a diaper bag for our shopping trips.

I walked out of the house and saw Dave sitting on the edge of the steps, with Thor right up with him. He was talking to Thor, and hugging him. Thor was responding by licking his face and wagging his tail. I walked up and ruffled Thor's fur and they looked up at me. I said, "What? Oh, everything is fine Thor. We're just going shopping."

I felt a little strange talking to Thor that way, but Dave seemed to be treating Thor like a person and expected others too. If that's what Dave wants I suppose I can talk to Thor like a person. If he answers me though, I'm getting help.

Dave gave Thor a final hug, and got up. We walked over to my car and Thor ran off. We got in and drove off to Wal-Mart. There we walked in and the greater said, "Good morning ladies." Dave seemed to ignore him. I grabbed a cart.

As we walked over towards the boys clothing section, Dave grabbed my arm and tugged me down, "Sarah," he whispered, "should we shop in the boys section or the girls?"

When Dave said that, I stopped dead in my tracks. Since at that moment he was holding on to my arm he nearly swung into the cart. I bent down to whisper back, "Why would you want to shop in the girls section?"

"Well right now I am dressed like a girl, and I thought it might look funny if we were looking at boys clothes."

"Don't worry Sissy, no one will notice or care if we are shopping for boys clothes."

We walked over to look at the clothes. We first grabbed several pairs of blue jeans in different sizes to find a pair that would fit over his diaper. As we went over to the changing rooms, I noticed that Dave kept looking over at the girl's clothes. He tried on the jeans until he found a size that fit comfortably over the diaper.

With the size figured out we headed back over to the boys clothes. Dave continued to look over at the girl's clothes. We picked up a couple more pairs of jeans and some sweatpants and shorts that would cover his diaper.

When we had them all, I asked, "Sissy, do you want to go look at the girl's clothes?"

Dave hesitated, "No." He was dragging his foot in a circle and didn't look at me when he answered.

I thought for a moment, "You know if we go out this winter, you'll need something warmer than those shortalls. Let's go get some jeans for you."

Dave smiled, and looked up at me, "Okay."

We picked up some jeans, shirts and other clothes for him. He was happy and actually looked like he was enjoying shopping. Once we had picked out of all of the clothes, I decided that we should get some more diapers. A large package of Huggies was added to the cart. Dave frowned at that.

"Do you have to buy those now?"

"Well, I don't want to have to make a special trip just for them. Besides no one will think they are for you."

We continued shopping, I had other things to pickup. We were in a far corner of the store, when Dave suddenly stopped. "Sarah I need to go now."

"Huh."

"I need to go now."

"Okay, so go."

"Sarah, I think I drank four or five cups of coffee this morning. I don't think it'll hold."

"Right, let's go." I led Dave off towards the back of the store. He was moving fast, but I could see that he was uncomfortable. Everything was going well, until Dave came to the end of an aisle. Another cart appeared right in front of him.

Someone had spilled something and when Dave stepped in it and tried to stop, his feet slid out from underneath him. I jerked the cart to the side to keep from running him over and stepped up to help him up. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fine, I landed on my butt so I didn't hit my head, but I am all wet now in more ways than one."

The woman pushing the cart stopped and started apologizing. Dave cut her off explaining that it was his fault, he should have been watching where he was going.

Several Wal-Mart employees came running up, one was carrying a 'Wet Floor' sign. They started talking and apologizing, while they were doing this another employee showed up with a mop and bucket.

Another employee, this time a manager arrived, and he started apologizing. Dave was standing there, frozen, his eyes wide with fear. I was answering questions, and trying to shield Dave from the growing crowd. Dave was asked several times if 'she' was okay, he answered these with a nod.

Finally the manager shooed all of the employees away, and escorted us back to the where the washrooms are. He told me that everything we were buying today was on him.

I grabbed a pair of the jeans and the manager cut off the tags. We headed towards the women's room and just before we entered the manager spoke, "Don't you need, ummm, clean underwear?"

I stopped, I had diapers in my bag, but I don't think Dave wanted me to say anything. I turned back to the manager, he was blushing but continued, "If you want to go and grab a package, I'll be glad to watch your daughter."

"Thank you. Cecelia stay here, I'll be right back," and I took off to the girl's clothes to grab some panties for Dave.

I thought about it and decided to get some plain ones, as much as I wanted to get some Disney Princess panties for him. I returned and he was talking to the manager. I pulled one pair out of the package, handing the rest to the manager. We walked into the restroom and went into the handicapped stall.

I closed the door latching it and helped him to get undressed. "So do you want to wear the panties or I have a diaper in my bag?"

"Better make it the diaper."

I lifted him up onto the changing table and asked, "What were you talking about?"

"Oh, the manager asked if I knew if you were done shopping or not."

"And what did you tell him?"

"Yes, except for the Playstation you were going to buy me. He didn't believe me though."

"You are a rascal, besides what would you do with a Playstation?"

"I don't know, I already have one, but it seemed to be the right thing to say."

Dave finished getting dressed as I disposed of the wet diaper and rolled up the shortalls and new panties. "Are you ready?"

"Yep," he answered as he twisted around looking at himself

"What are you doing?"

"Trying to tell if you can notice the diaper."

I chuckled and looked, "No you can't."

We exited and the manager pushed the cart over to us, our purchases were all bagged, "Were you done shopping ma'am?"

"Yes, I was. Thank you for all of your help."

"It's no problem, I'm just glad it was no worse than some wet pants."

He escorted us up to the exits, and we left. When we got home we sorted our purchases into mine, his and ours. I kept mine and ours, and he bagged his. Then I showed him something I found in one of the bags, "I think this is for you."

He took the paper, "It's a raincheck for a PS2 at $50.00 off. I guess he felt pretty bad about what happened."

"So what are you going to do with it?"

"I don't know. I can't redeem it myself, someone might recognize me. Here you keep it." He handed it back to me. "I should head home; I'm tired I didn't sleep well last night."

"Same here, you have a good nap. Bye Dave." Dave grabbed his bags and left. He'd find the diapers I stuck in there when he put the stuff away. I went and took a nap.

Chapter 6: Judy

“Honey, we need to talk to Ashley,” I said as Joe and I were getting dressed.

“Oh, about what,” he answered absentmindedly.

“Dave.”

“Oh...Ohhh. Yeah I guess we do.”

“You heard her yesterday. I think she believes that Dave is the greatest person on earth right now.”

“I think you’re exaggerating a bit, dear. I’m sure she thinks Dave is wonderful, especially after she got a perfect on her math quiz, but I don’t think she is quite at that point of hero worship.” Joe answered.

“So what are we going to tell her?”

“Ummm, well she already knows that he sometimes wears diapers. Let’s start there and expand from there.”

“You know, he’ll almost certainly being wearing a diaper today.”

“What?!”

“Well it’s that or wet his pants when Thor comes by. That’s where the problem earlier this week came from, he went to get help from Sarah, and everything exploded from there. Don’t worry he’ll be wearing men’s or at least boys’ clothes.”

“I guess so. No that is the right thing. I’m sorry. I guess I wasn’t really thinking about what would happen then. You know it’s kind of tough to figure this out. I mean it certainly isn’t something I would do.”

“You don’t still have a problem with it, do you dear?”

“No, I’m just still not used to it. I don’t care what they do as long as they don’t hurt anyone.”

“And by anyone you really mean Ashley. Which brings us back to Ashley. What and how do we tell her?”

We got everything prepared for our barbecue, and sat down with Ashley. We decided that I would start. “Ashley, we have something to talk to you about.”

“Is this going to be a birds and bees talk?”

Joe blushed a little at that. I went on, “No, this is about Dave.”

“WHAT about Dave, he isn’t moving is he? I don’t want him to move.”

“No, he isn’t leaving, why would you think that?”

“Well, what else would you want to talk about? I know that he’s afraid of Thor, and wears diapers sometimes. That’s it. He’s going to be wearing one today and you don’t want me to tease him. Right?”

Joe spoke up, “Slow down Pumpkin and we’ll explain. That isn’t it, but you had better not tease him or you’ll get a spanking.”

“I wouldn’t tease him, cuz he might not help me with my math anymore then.”

Joe continued, “Actually it would probably be worse than that. I don’t think Dave would know you were teasing him and he would be very hurt by that. He would think that you were trying to hurt him.”

“But I wouldn’t hurt him, he knows that,” Ashley cut in.

“Hmm, this is going to be hard to explain. Let me start with how Dave grew up.” Joe told Ashley about Dave’s childhood, after listening to the whole story. She had the response that I expected.

“But that’s horrible, his mom and dad should be locked up,” she exclaimed.

I stopped her from continuing, “Ashley, that’s why you can’t tease him, at least not now. Right now he’s not going realize that you don’t really mean it. He’ll think that you are trying to hurt him.”

“But...”

“I know that you wouldn’t do anything to hurt him, but just like with Thor, he doesn’t know that. He never had anyone tease him. He only had people that tried to hurt him. Now, Sarah is trying to help him.”

“How’s Sarah helping him?”

“Well, Sarah and Dave play a game.”

“What kind of a game and can I play?

Joe started coughing when she said that. I looked over at him, “They play, well it’s kind of like ‘house’. I don’t think you can play.”

“Aren’t they a little old to play house, and how does that help Dave. I mean if he’s the daddy and Sarah’s the mommy...” Ashley looked really puzzled.

“Ashley, Dave isn’t playing the daddy.”

“But, if he isn’t playing the daddy... then he’s playing the BABY. But that’s weird.”

“Ashley!”

“Sorry, mom.”

“Yes, he’s playing the baby, or at least the child. He needs to play this way. Now we’re telling you this, because we don’t want you to go over to Sarah’s when they’re playing. So if we tell you that you can’t go over there, we better not find out that you went over there.”

“Yes mom, but what do they do when they’re playing?”

“I don’t know everything, but I do know that they have gone to see a couple of movies, and shopping.”

“Can I go see a movie with them, next time they go?”

Joe answered before I could even come up with an answer. “Pumpkin, I don’t know, you’d have to ask them. If Sarah and Dave both agree, then I don’t have a problem, and I doubt that your mother would.”

I was in shock, I couldn’t believe that Joe had said that. I knew that he said he didn’t care what they did together, but I figured that he was just saying that to keep from starting a fight. “Ummm, right. As long as they don’t mind, I don’t mind. Depending upon the movie.”

“Ashley, what do you think about what Sarah and Dave do?” Joe asked her.

“I think it’s silly and a little weird, but I’m not really sure. A lot that Dave does is weird.”

“Okay sweetie, I tell you what, tonight we’ll talk to Sarah and Dave to find out whether or not you can go see a movie with them.” I looked at the clock and realized that our guests would be here any minute. “Well is everything ready?” Nods answered me and we went outside to great our guests.

We were out rearranging stuff on the porch, when I saw Sarah and Dave walking down the street. I pointed them out to Joe and Ashley. Ashley blurted out that Dave looked like a girl. I looked closer and even with his hair short, wearing blue jeans and t-shirt he still looked more like a girl than a boy.

Joe looked at him and stared. I could hear him muttering and he was shaking his head. I stepped over and asked him what was up. He whispered back, “Ashley’s right, Dave looks like a girl. I don’t know about you, but if we talk to Sarah and Dave and their not doing anything, umm, sexual, Ashley can go ‘play’ with them.”

“I don’t think they’re doing anything like that, and I agree with you, if it’s okay with the two of them, it’s okay with me.”

“I don’t think so either. I just want to make sure.”

I watched as they walked up, when they got close Ashley ran out and gave Sarah a hug, then gave Dave a bigger hug. I couldn’t hear what she said, but I imagine she was telling him about her math quiz. I noticed that Sarah was carrying a much bigger purse than she had previously and realized that she probably had a spare diaper or two for Dave. I wondered if Joe had thought about Sarah changing that diaper in our house.

When they got up to the house, Joe asked Sarah to give him a hand with the TV. We were setting it up on the porch to watch the football game. I think Joe is going to be in for a big surprise. Sarah told me that Dave was a bit of a sports fanatic, and I’m sure that Joe figures he doesn’t even know what football is.

With the TV set up and the pre-game on, we were all chatting when there was a loud woof, Dave froze momentarily then turned to face Thor and Bob. I had forgotten about Bob, and I wondered if Bob and Dave had seen each other since earlier this week. Judging from the look on Bob’s face I was sure that they hadn’t. ****.

Ashley ran out into the yard and Thor paused looking at Dave then Ashley. Apparently he decided that since Dave was still on the porch he could play with Ashley for a bit. Bob stopped to watch them as Thor bounced over to Ashley and romped with her. As soon as Bob started towards the porch Thor moved up to get up there first.

Dave was watching Thor and Bob, he looked afraid of both of them. Thor came and sat down next to Dave. Bob had hesitated again. Right now no one was saying anything. Bob stared up at Dave, Dave was petting Thor, Joe was looking back and forth between them and Sarah looked a little worried. Bob swallowed, and said hi. He was about to come up the stairs to the porch and stopped.

He looked around, then walked down to where he could see Dave and talk to him without looming over him, “Dave, can you come down here, I need to talk to you.” I, and I’m sure Sarah and Joe, heard the strain in his voice, but I’m not sure if Dave recognized it.

Dave looked at him a moment, and then stood up and walked over to join him. Thor got up and walked along with him. When they got up to Bob, Bob told Thor to go play with Ashley. Thor straight out ignored him and stuck next to Dave.

Bob looked down at Thor, shrugged and led the two of them down to the end of the trailer. I watched them, Bob sat down and looked like he was talking. I couldn’t hear him, but I could imagine him trying to apologize for what he had done.

Ashley walked up to me and looked down at them. She took a step toward them and I grabbed her and told her to wait for them to come back. She looked up at me and asked, “What’s going on?”

“Bob did something that hurt Dave the other day, and now he’s trying to say he’s sorry.”

“Why was Bob mean to Dave?”

“Because he had to. Bob had to get Dave to let him bring Thor in to be with him, and in order to do it he had to be mean. It’ll be okay, don’t worry.”

We watched for a few minutes, and then Dave reached over and gave Bob a hug. When he let go, Thor leapt on Bob and started licking his face. Dave looked like he was laughing. Bob got himself free of Thor and the three of them walked back.

At the steps Dave told Thor to go play with Ashley and he did. Bob stared at him, “I should make you pay for Thor’s food, he seems to be more your dog than mine.”

“I think I’m his person, more than he’s my dog.”

Bob walked up and mumbled about needing to use the bathroom, but I could see his that eyes were red. No one said anything as he went into the trailer.

Dave walked over to Sarah and whispered something to her, she whispered back. Joe looked lost, but I figured that Dave needed a change. When Bob came out, the two of them went in. Ashley and Thor wandered off to play with the other kids.

When Sarah and Dave returned, Joe spoke up, “Now that we’re all friends again can we watch the game?”

We sat and watched. I knew that Sarah preferred baseball, and I preferred basketball, although I wasn’t nearly the fan that any of them were. I did, though, watch with pleasure as Dave proved that he knew more about the team than they did.

Joe cooked and Ashley came back to eat. Before she ran off again, I heard her asking Dave what he knew about the Revolution. I think she wanted some more tutoring.

The game ended, we won. Bob helped put the TV back, and said his goodbyes. He had to work that night. That gave us a chance.

Chapter 7: Dave

I had been worried about being near Bob, I thought that he was going to keep treating me the way he had the other night. When he wanted to talk to me, I had been worried. He sounded funny when he asked me to come and talk with him. I went with him, and Thor stayed with me and disobeyed Bob to do it.

When Bob sat down to talk to me, I relaxed a little. Then he very nearly in tears began apologizing for treating the way he had. It began to get hard to understand him, because he was crying now. I finally understood why he had done, what he did, and told him that I forgave him. I reached over and gave him a hug. He hugged me back, when he let go Thor tackled him and licked his face until Bob could get free. I started laughing at the two of them.

We walked back to the porch and I told Thor to go play with Ashley, and he did. Bob turned towards me and said, “I should make you pay for Thor’s food, he seems to be more your dog than mine.”

“I think I’m his person, more than he’s my dog.”

Bob went in to use the bathroom, I think he just wanted to wash his face, but I wasn’t going to say anything. I realized that I needed a change and went over to whisper to Sarah. When Bob returned we went in.

The rest of the barbecue was fun. I think I shocked Bob and Joe with what I knew about sports. It’s obvious that I never played sports. I doubt I could play little league baseball right now.

After Bob had left and Ashley was still out playing, the four of us were sitting around, when Judy spoke up. “We talked to Ashley this morning. She, ummm, wants to play with you. Now, we don’t care with one caveat. You don’t do anything sexual do you?”

Before Sarah could say anything, I jumped in, “Ewwww. Ah sorry, Sarah. No, Sarah’s old enough to be my mother, but a lot nicer.”

“The closest we come to anything like that, would be when I change his diaper or give him a bath,” Sarah explained.

I blushed when Sarah mentioned those things, it was embarrassing. I was a grown man, and she was talking about bathing me and changing a diaper. Joe jumped into the conversation, “So how do you feel about Ashley visiting you next time. We figured that maybe the three of you could go see a movie or something.”

I thought about it and my first thought was that I didn’t want to share Sarah with anyone, but as I sat there I realized that I wouldn’t necessarily be sharing Sarah with Ashley, as much as Sarah would probably be sharing me with Ashley. Plus maybe Ashley could teach me more about being a girl and I would be more comfortable out in public.

I’m not sure how long I sat there thinking, but all of the sudden I noticed that they were looking at me and that either Judy or Sarah had said my name, “What did you say? I was thinking and not paying attention.”

Sarah snickered, “I said I didn’t care, and I had an idea. As long as you don’t care, I thought that maybe tonight you and Ashley could spend the night, we wouldn’t go see a movie, but we could watch one at my house and Joe and Judy could have a night to themselves.”

I looked at them, “I don’t care if Ashley spends some time with us, although not all of the time. I do have one thing though. I don’t want her giving me a bath or changing my diaper.” I still can’t believe that I say that.

Joe quickly agreed, “Yeah, I hadn’t really thought about that, but your right. It would certainly not be appropriate to have her do that.”

“So as long as Ashley wants to, she can spend the night with you two,” Judy said with a grin. “Of course, I can’t think of anything that would make her say no.”

We sat around chatting until Ashley came home. “MOM, I’m hungry,” she yelled as she came in.

“Ashley!” Judy said as she came in to the living room where we were sitting. Judy’s reaction surprised me a little, I knew that if I had yelled like that when I had gotten home, my father would have hit me and yelled at me louder. Judy just kind of rebuked Ashley.

“Sorry, mom,” Ashley said. “I’m still hungry.”

“Well, Ashley you have a choice. You can wait and I’ll make some dinner for us, or you can go over to Sarah’s and spend the night with her and Dave. So which do you want?” Judy asked.

I watched as Ashley slowly realized what her mom had said, again my father would have just told me what to do. All of the sudden Ashley’s eyes got big, “I’ll go get my PJ’s are you two ready to leave?”

Sarah answered her, “Just as soon as you are.”

“Ashley, take some clean clothes with you, and take a bath.”

“Yes mom,” Ashley said as she ran down to what I assumed was her room. I was chuckling at the rapid changes in her, from the demanding, to apologetic, to ecstatic, to sullen all in less than a minute.

Joe asked, “What’s so funny?”

“Ashley, the way she just keeps changing. If I had done half of what she just done, I would have been hit, yelled at and punished. I just am kind of ... I don’t know. I guess I just don’t understand what happened.”

Joe looked stunned, but Judy moved the fastest. Before I could do anything she was over next to me hugging me. “Dave that’s the way normal parents act with normal kids. Kids yell and do things, when they step over the bounds, parents punish them. Ashley just stepped a little out of bounds, so I just reminded her that what she did was unacceptable. If she did something truly bad, we might have to spank her or ground her.”

“You hit her,” I was somewhat horrified and now worried. If they were willing to hit their daughter, what would they do to me?

Judy must have realized what I was thinking, “No Dave, we might have to spank her. That means that we tell her what she did wrong and why, and then bare her bottom and swat her with my or Joe’s open hand.” She leaned over and whispered to me, “And I’ll tell you that it probably hurts our hand as much or more than it hurts her. Besides it’s more of a reminder to her, than to inflict pain or hurt her.”

Sarah could see my face, something that Judy couldn’t, “Dave, a spanking isn’t just hitting someone. When, ... Okay, spankings as punishment start as a swat on a diaper to get the attention of a toddler. Joe could probably swat you as hard as he could on your diaper, and you would barely feel it. Later they get harder, but never should they actually cause harm.”

Joe snuck in then, “Dave, I’ve never spanked Ashley out of anger and can probably count the number of times I had to spank her on one hand. That doesn’t count the swats on her diaper when she was little. Those were about as hard as when you clap. You can ask her, because here she comes.”

I looked and Ashley was coming back carrying a backpack, she looked at us and blurted out, “What’s wrong, I can still go over with them can’t I?”

Judy said, “You certainly can, we just said something that scared Dave and we’re trying to reassure him. You can help.”

“How can I help,” she asked.

“Pumpkin, tell Dave what it’s like to get a spanking,” Joe said to her.

“I’m not getting one am I?” Her eyes got bigger, as she asked this.

“Well have you done anything to deserve one?”

She stood there for a moment looking contemplative, “No, I haven’t.”

“Hmmm, if you had to think about it maybe you do,” Joe said after she finally answered.

“Daddy, I do not need a spanking.”

“Okay, so tell Dave what it’s like.”

“Ummm, it hurts, but not really. I mean that, well it is painful, but it doesn’t last. Like a ... a mosquito bite, but it hurts more than that, you know, the pain is there then it goes away. But sometimes the lecture that comes with it is worse than the spanking, and there is always a lecture. Daddy says if he ever has to spank me for the same thing twice, the second one will be worse, but that’s never happened.”

“Are you sure?” I asked somewhat plaintively.

“Dave, I’m sure that my mommy and daddy would never hurt me, like yours hurt you.”

I could feel myself tearing up, “I never had a mommy and daddy.” I thought that I hadn’t spoke, but Judy grabbed me and said, “Dave, just because you didn’t have them growing up doesn’t mean that you can’t have, at least, a mommy now.”

Sarah came over and picked me up and hugged me, “Dave I’ll be your mommy as long as you need one.”

I was crying now, I’m not sure why, but I think these people really like me, maybe even love me. I’m not really sure what love is, but if this it I like it.

Joe walked over and looked at me, straight in the eyes, “Dave, I can’t be your daddy, it wouldn’t feel right, but I can and will be here if you ever need a dad. I think that Bob will too.”

Judy added, “Since Sarah wants to be your mommy, I guess that I can be your mom.”

Sarah set me down and I imagine that I looked horrible. I faced them and was about start crying again, when someone spun me around and grabbed me, “And I’ll be your big sister!”

I heard the three of them start chuckling, and I told Ashley, “Thank you.”

“But only if you keep helping me with my homework.”

“Okay,” I laughed. “But can you stand being helped by your little sister, er brother, or whatever.”

“Yep, can we go now?”

“Yes, just let me get my purse,” Sarah said.

Ashley and I walked over to the door and stepped out while Sarah was getting her purse. As soon as I cleared the doorway there was a loud “Woof” from my right. I jumped left and did something unexpected. I now really needed a clean diaper, and was glad that Sarah didn’t mind changing a messy one.

Thor crawled over to me, doing his best to look sheepish. Ashley started laughing. I looked at her hoping she wasn’t laughing at me, and she wasn’t she was pointing Thor and laughing at him. I looked back at Thor, he was whining and whimpering. I knelt down, “Thor you can’t scare me like that. I, um, love you, but you still scare me.” I scratched his head and petted him.

He licked my face, as Sarah walked out. “What happened?”

Ashley answered, “Thor was waiting on the porch and barked when we came out. He surprised Dave, and then he crawled over like he had just destroyed the living room or something. He looked so funny.”

“Are you okay Dave?”

“Yeah, but I ummm, really need to be changed now.”

Chapter 8: Sarah

We headed off to my home, and Thor took off to go play. As we walked along Ashley started to skip, “Come on Dave, skip with me.”

I looked over at him, and he had a stunned look on his face, “I don’t know how to skip.”

Ashley walked over to him, “Here, watch me. Then do what I do.”

He watched Ashley for a moment, and then started skipping, badly. We helped him get it right and then Ashley grabbed his arm and they started skipping around as we went home. By the time we got there all three of us were laughing.

As we walked in, I said, “Ashley go and watch TV, while I get Dave cleaned up and give him a bath, and then you can take a bath while I make dinner.”

“Can I help give him his bath?”

“NO!” Dave said, “Actually there are some rules; you don’t get to change my diaper, or give me a bath.”

She looked over at me and I said, “Sorry, but that was what your parents said.”

She stomped into the living room, “I don’t get to have any fun.”

I got Dave into the bathroom and helped him undress, there was a definite odor coming from him. I laid him on a towel, removed the dirty diaper, and cleaned his behind. With that done I started the water in the tub and set him in it. While the tub filled, I went and got something to dress Dave in and get rid of the smelly diaper.

I took a little extra time to see if Ashley would sneak a look, and was happy to see that she didn’t. I went back and bathed Dave. Finished, I dried him, diapered him and pulled the Carebear nightie over his head. He didn’t look happy about it, but seemed to get over it.

We left the bathroom and I heard a giggle out of Ashley. “Okay, Ashley it’s your turn.”

“Do I hafta?”

“Only if you want dinner.”

“Hey, that’s not fair.” She said, as she got up, grabbed her backpack and ran down to the bathroom.

“Fair or not, that’s the rule.”

“Humph,” I heard as the door closed.

I heard the water start and I walked down opened the door, and stuck my head in, “And I’m going to check to make sure you took a bath.”

I shut the door and went to start dinner, some mac and cheese and a salad would probably do. After a while I heard the water draining and I went and knocked on the door. “It’s Sarah, can I come in.”

“Yes.” I heard. I slipped into the room, and looked at her.

She had wrapped a towel around her, but I could see that she had bathed, “I guess you’ll pass. Hurry dinner’s almost ready.” Then I slipped back out.

I got Dave, and put him in the highchair, “Dave, I want to see how Ashley reacts. She might laugh. Don’t worry she doesn’t mean to hurt you, but if she is going to be laughing at what you do and how you dress, I don’t think she should come over.”

“Yeah, I think that I understand she doesn’t mean to be mean, but I don’t think I’d be able to handle it all of the time.”

The bathroom door opened and I watched as Ashley walked past. She had put on a sleep shirt, that surprised me, and she was carrying her backpack in one hand. As she passed the kitchen I saw her look in. She stopped, and her backpack fell to the floor with a thump. She looked like she was about to laugh, but paused and grabbed her backpack and said. “I’ll be right there.”

Ashley came in and sat down. I sat the mac-n-cheese on the table along with a salad. Some of each on our plates and we began to eat. I hadn’t given Dave a fork, only a spoon and I was wondering what he would do. He picked up the spoon and was looking at his salad. He dropped the spoon and grabbed a piece of lettuce and stuck it in his mouth. By the time we had finished he had salad dressing all over his face, and a big grin. I was smiling as I grabbed a washcloth and walked over to clean his face.

Ashley was giggling as I washed his face and hands, and by the time I had finished Dave was too. I helped him out of the highchair and we went into the living room to watch a movie. I said, “Get comfortable, I’m going to make some popcorn.”

When I came back in Dave was sitting on one end of the couch and Ashley on the other. I came back and picked out a movie, The Wizard of Oz. I had decided on that by watching them skip.

The popcorn finished and I brought it out in a bowl, looking at the two of them sitting there, I grabbed the remote and sat down between them. Dave reacted quicker than Ashley. He moved over and cuddled up next to me. I glanced over at Ashley, she was looking at the popcorn when Dave reached out and grabbed some. Ashley moved over and snuggled up on my other side.

So with two little girls snuggled up next to me I hit the play button and soon we were watching, The Wizard of Oz. Ashley said she loved this movie. I told her that I was inspired by your skipping. Dave squealed and grabbed my arm when the flying monkeys showed up.

When the movie was over Dave said, “That was a great movie.”

Ashley asked, “Hadn’t you ever seen it before?”

“No, I hadn’t seen it before. I’d heard about it, and seen bits and pieces, but never seen the whole thing.”

“So what do you two want to do now?” I asked them.

Dave looked at me, “I don’t know, what do girls do at times like this?”

I looked at Ashley and with a big grin on my face, “Ashley, let’s show him.”

Dave looked like a deer with its eyes caught in headlights when he looked at the two of us.

Sunday morning, I got the two of them up, Ashley off the air mattress in the living room and Dave out of the crib. After breakfast Ashley headed home and I got Dave cleaned up so he could home. It had been a good night.

Dave learned a bit about being a little girl and what it’s like to have friends and Ashley learned about taking care of a baby, sort of. At least now she knew how to give a baby a bottle. Dave wasn’t thrilled with that, but he said he was thirsty.

Chapter 9: Dave

I got up Monday morning and went through my usual ablutions. When I went to put my pants on, I noticed that they were tighter than normal, so tight that I could barely fasten them. That was not good, now why would I be gaining weight. I thought about it for a while, and realized that with Thor out there, I was not getting any exercise.

I needed to exercise, nothing fancy just something to work off the extra calories I was eating. I’m probably eating less than I did in college, so why didn’t gain weight then? It must have been all that walking around campus. No campus here, but I could walk around the trailer park. Yeah, walk around the park in wet pants. I suppose I could wear a diaper during my walks. Great just what I want to do, wear a diaper more often.

Those diapers that Sarah gave me don’t fit real well, but the ones they used in the hospital did. I wonder if I can get some of them. I’ll go ask Judy, if she’s home right now. But first, I’d better put on a diaper and different pants otherwise with my luck Thor will be waiting for me about half-way there.

I changed and walked over to Judy’s, her car was there so she should be home and Ashley should be at school. I knocked on her door.

“Just a moment,” I heard muffled by the closed door. Then a moment later the door opened and Judy was standing there. “Hi Dave, come on in.”

“Hi Judy,” I said as I walked in.

“Do you want some coffee?”

“No thanks. I ummm, were you serious when said, you’d be my ‘mom’?”

“Yes, I was and so were Joe and Ashley. Why?”

“Well, I need some help.”

“Have a seat. So how come you’re here, and not asking Sarah? You two didn’t fight again.”

We sat down on her couch. “No, I just figured that you would probably be able to help me more.”

“Good, so what’s the problem?”

“Well, this morning I realized that I am gaining weight, my pants are getting a bit tight.”

She looked at my waist, “Those look fine.”

“Yeah, but we bought these to fit over a diaper.”

“Oh, I suppose I can help, but I’m not a nutritionist or anything like that.”

“That’s not where I need the help. I figure that I can get enough exercise just by walking around the trailer park, but...”

“But you don’t want do it in wet pants?”

“Right, I could get diapers from Sarah, or buy my own, but the baby diapers she has don’t really fit that well.”

“I see, so how can I help you?” she asked.

“Well the ones that they had at the hospital fit much better, but I don’t know where they get them or what kind they are. Could you find out for me?”

“No problem, I might even be able to get some for you, until you can get your own.”

“Thanks,” I said.

She looked over at me staring for a moment, “You know Dave, if Thor starts following you around as you’re walking it could have an added benefit.”

“What’s that?” I asked. Puzzled about what she was talking about.

“You will probably get used to him enough that he won’t scare you anymore, unless he surprises you with his barking. But I don’t think he’ll do that anymore either.”

“That would be great, I... well I know that he won’t hurt me, but he still scares me. Do you think it’ll really work?”

She leaned over and hugged me, “I’m not positive, but I’d bet on it. Are you wearing a diaper right now?”

“Yeah, I didn’t want to have an accident on the way over here, and besides I figured I may as well start walking today.”

“Well, since you’re all set to start, I guess when I go to work I’ll find out for you.”

“Thank you, I had better get walking, so I can start working.” We got up and walked over to the door. She gave me another little hug and patted my behind as I walked out the door.

I was walking and hadn’t gotten too far, when I heard a familiar woof. I turned to look and saw Thor headed towards me. I stopped as I felt my diaper get wet, damn. Thor caught up with me and I petted him for a moment then continued on my way. I waved to my neighbors that saw me, and they waved back. I was puffing a bit when I finished, but that should go away.

When I got home, I petted Thor again and then went in. I think Thor waited until I was inside before he left, but I’m not sure. I cleaned up and started working, hoping that Judy could find out about the diapers for me.

I got up Tuesday and got ready to take my walk. I was out the door and got to Judy’s house, when she called out to me, “Hey Dave, come here.”

I took a detour over to her house, “What did you find out?”

“Step inside, and I’ll tell and show you,” she said inviting me in.

I walked in and we sat down. “So what did you find out?”

“Boy you are impatient, how about good morning, how are you?”

“I’m sorry Judy, good morning, how are you?”

“Dave, I was joking, I’m going to have to remember that you don’t get sarcasm very well.”

“No, I should have been more polite.”

“Well, maybe. Let me tell you what I found out. First they are called Attends, but there isn’t anyplace around here to buy them. One of the other nurses suggested that you check the Internet to see where you can order them. Second I swiped some for you.” She grinned at the last.

“Thanks, I’ll have to check on the ‘net to see where I can get them. I hope they aren’t hard to find.”

“Well I’m glad to be of help. If you need anything else, just let us know.”

“Can I pick these up on my way back; I don’t want to carry them around?”

“Sure no problem. Have a nice walk.”

I left and to continue my walk, and was surprised that Thor was waiting out in the street for me. I slowly walked towards him and again he woofed and wagged his tail. Again I felt my diaper getting wet and sighed, “Well come on Thor.”

I finished my walk with a detour to pick up the diapers from Judy. Thor followed me the whole way. I got cleaned up and went back to work putting the final touches on my article on the BV-141.

Wednesday morning Thor was waiting for me, in front of Judy’s, on Thursday and every day thereafter he was in front of my house. I wasn’t really sure why he was so intent on escorting me on my morning walk, but I couldn’t keep him away, not that I really wanted to.

Saturday morning, I went for my walk and about halfway through it Thor started pushing me towards someone’s yard. I looked over there and there was a woman about my age sitting in her yard with a couple of babies. Thor was pretty insistent about me stopping here, so I gave in, “Hello.”

She looked up at me, “Hello. You’re that guy that got beat up aren’t you?”

Did everyone here know that, “Yes, I am. My name is Dave Wilson.” Thor woofed and slowly walked over to the babies. I watched him a moment then walked over to their mother.

“Hi, I’m Susan Parks, I see you know Thor.”

I sat down on the grass near her, “Yeah, he walks around with me every morning. This morning he decided that we were going to stop here. I’m not sure why?”

“I can answer that, he loves the twins, and they love him.”

I looked over and Thor was laying between them, while they clambered all over him. “I guess they do.”

I sat for a while watching them, before I decided that I should get going. I got up and said, “Well I should be going.”

As I started walking, Thor growled at me. I stopped and looked at him. From behind me I heard, “I guess Thor doesn’t want you to leave yet.”

I turned back, “I guess not, and I’m not sure what he would do if I tried to leave, so I’ll wait until he’s ready to leave.” I sat back down.

“Can I ask you a question Dave?” she asked.

“Ummm, I guess so.”

“This is kind of embarrassing, but are you wearing a diaper?”

I twisted around to see if it was showing, trying my best not to cry.

She got up and kneeled down next to me, “You are, aren’t you?”

I nodded and she kept talking, “Don’t worry I won’t tell anyone. But why are you wearing one?”

I choked back my tears, “Thor. He scares me.” I looked over and Thor was staring at us.

She held me, “Thor scares you, but I don’t think he’d hurt you. I don’t think he’d hurt anyone.”

“I know that, but he still scares me. Heck, I even love him, but he scares me so much I wet my pants.”

“So you wear a diaper so your pants aren’t wet. Well that’s smart.”

“Yeah, but now I can’t keep walking. If everyone can tell I’m wearing a diaper, I’d be way too embarrassed.”

“Dave, everyone can’t tell you’re wearing a diaper. I could tell because I spend all my time with those two in diapers. I could probably tell if someone is wearing a diaper in my sleep. Besides no one is going to care what kind of underwear you wear.”

“Thanks, I needed that.”

“No problem, but I should be taking the kids in, it’s a bit chilly to sit outside too long for them.”

“Let me give you a hand,” I said as we stepped over to where they were.

She picked up one of them and handed him to me showing me how to hold him. She grabbed the other and we carried them inside. She sat them in a playpen, and we went out to gather up the blanket and toys that were out there. “That’s a whole lot easier with help,” she said.

“It was nice meeting you, and I imagine that I’ll be stopping by next time your outside that I’m walking.”

“Bye Dave, have a nice walk.”

I continued my walk, and waved to a few people. Some of the kids called Thor, but he kept walking with me. I hurried my pace a little, so Thor could go play sooner. Once I got home Thor took off like a bullet towards where the kids were playing. I shook my head and wondered why Thor insisted on escorting me.

I hurried and showered. I was getting dressed and decided that wearing a diaper would be a good idea. I was going over Joe and Judy’s to watch the game with Joe. I finished dressing and headed out.

As I left, I saw Judy and Ashley pull up to Sarah’s and Sarah run out to their car. All three waved, and I waved back. They drove off, and I hesitated, if I went over there now, it would just be Joe and I. I thought about and decided that because he was waiting for me, I should show up.

I finished walking over and arrived just as Bob did, “Hi Bob.”

“Hi Dave, how’s it going?”

“Not bad, although I have a bone to pick with you.” I said as we got to the door, which opened before we could knock.

“Morning, Bob, Dave. You’re right on time. Judy and Ashley have left, they’re going shopping with Sarah.”

I thought about them out shopping and felt a little twinge of jealousy. I’m not really sure why, but I did. We walked in, and went into the living room. It was all set for the game, chips and dips, some other munchies. “Looks good, I hope that we win, but I doubt we will.”

Bob looked over at me, “Why do you think we’ll lose? And what else is the problem?”

“We just don’t have the team this year. I started walking around the park every morning and your dog insists upon escorting me. And today he made me stop so he could play with a couple of babies.” I looked over at him accusingly, I hoped.

He was obviously trying not to laugh, “What do you want me to do about it?”

“I uh. I uh. I don’t know, but when I tried to continue my walk and he wasn’t ready yet. He wouldn’t let me leave.”

He was laughing now. I looked over at Joe, and Joe was laughing too. Bob between laughs said, “I’m sorry Dave, but the idea that Thor won’t let you go for a walk by yourself. It’s just funny. Think about it.”

I wasn’t sure what to do, they were laughing at me. I got up and was about to run out, when Joe grabbed me and pulled me next to him. He had stopped laughing, “Dave, we aren’t laughing at you. At least not to be mean. Think about it, you’re a grown man and someone else’s dog walks you around. If it someone else, wouldn’t you think it was funny?”

Bob had stopped laughing and moved down next to me, “Dave, I can’t even get Thor to do what I want when you’re around. You saw it last week, I told him to go play and he just stuck right with you. When it comes to you, Thor is going to do whatever he wants. I’m sorry I laughed. I didn’t mean to hurt you, but it is funny.”

They both hugged me and Bob and I sat back down. Joe headed into the kitchen, “I’ve got a pizza coming soon. Bob you want a beer. Dave how about you?”

“Ummm,” I hesitated. Beer was okay, but I really couldn’t drink much. Not much body mass to slow it down. I really didn’t want to seem like a little kid now. They had both seen me crying and had hugged me. “I, ah...”

“How about half a beer,” Joe called back and came out with three glasses of beer, two large and one small.

“Thanks,” I said that glass was about the right size. I picked it up and took a sip.

Bob looked over at me, “Now don’t go getting drunk on us, we don’t want to have to carry you home.” He tried looking serious, but started laughing.

Joe started laughing to, “Yeah, I don’t know if the two of us are strong enough to carry you.”

It took me a moment, and then I realized they were joking and I laughed too. All of us relaxed with that joke, and we ended up having a great time watching the game. I had the feeling that they weren’t drinking as much as they normally would. I had another small glass, and then switched over to Coke.

When Judy and Ashley returned Bob and I headed out. I got home and Sarah was waiting for me. “Did you have a good time?”

Chapter 10: Sarah

When I found out that Joe had invited Dave and Bob over to watch the football game, I talked with Judy and we decided that it would be good for Dave to spend the day being a guy. We took Ashley and went shopping for a few hours Saturday. A late lunch insured that the game would be over by the time we returned home.

When we got home, I walked over to Dave’s to wait for him. He walked up a few minutes, “Did you have a good time?”

He gave me a hug, “Yeah, but it didn’t start real good.”

“What happened?”

He unlocked his door, “Come on in. There are a couple of things I want to show you too.” We went in and sat down, and he continued, “You know I’ve been walking around every morning and Thor walks with me, right.”

“Yes,” I answered, wondering what this had to do with watching the game.

Dave told me about his problems with his walk with Thor and Joe’s and Bob’s reaction and laughing. Then how they made him feel better and how the rest of the time went.

I’m glad, that they solved the problems. I hadn’t really wanted to come to find a devastated Dave. It was even better, because I think now Dave is beginning to understand that someone can laugh at him without being mean.

“I’m glad you had a good time, so what did you want to show me?”

“Come down to my room, and bring a chair.” So I grabbed the chair I was sitting in and we walked down to his bedroom. The first thing I noticed was that he had hung a diaper stacker from the end of his bed.

“Here this is for you to take home.” He pointed over to a large package of diapers. “These are the ones they used in the hospital; they fit better than the baby diapers you were using.”

“Uh...Okay.” I didn’t know what to say, I was really surprised by this. I hoped that he wasn’t wearing them all of the time.

He looked up at me, “You look like I just hit you with a baseball bat.”

I shook my head, “You’re not wearing these all of the time, are you?”

“No, only on my walks, or like now when I walked over to Joe’s. But that leads me to the next thing I wanted to show you.” He sat down at his computer and turned it on. “Pull up your chair.”

I put my chair down behind him and sat down. He went through starting up his computer and getting on the Internet. He opened up a Google search window and typed in something and hit return before I could read it.

He twisted to look at me, “I found these sites when I was looking for some place to buy those.” He pointed at the diapers again. He turned back to his computer and scrolled down. He mumbled something and clicked on one of the links.

With the new window opened he moved his chair over and gestured for me to get closer. I scooted up and looked at the screen. I was shocked. There were pictures of several different women wearing diapers and not much else. “I... ummm... What exactly is going on there?”

“Well, as near as I can tell, there are apparently people out there that like to wear diapers, and act like babies. Most of them seem to be men, but some are kids and some are women. But at times it can be hard tell at times. Some of the men use girls names, and a lot of them lie about there age.”

He clicked through a few pages. Some of the pictures were even more shocking than the first ones. There were men, bigger than Bob or Joe, dressed like baby girls, except for the beards and hairy legs. I laughed at some of the pictures, and some of them disgusted me. “So why are you showing me this?”

“Well, I was surprised to find out that there were people out there that wear diapers for enjoyment. Although some of them wear them for medical reasons too. I really wanted to make sure that you didn’t think that I was a weirdo for letting you put me in diapers.” He looked like he might cry.

“Dave, I don’t think you’re a weirdo, neither does anyone else that knows. But that guy there, I think he might be a weirdo.” I said pointing at another hairy, bearded guy in a pink dress.

“Ummm. Actually some of these people seem to be a little sick, but most of them seem to be quite normal, except for that one thing. I was really surprised at the numbers though. Some of the sites have member lists, and those run into the hundreds and thousands.”

“Thousands? Come on there can’t be that many.” I was incredulous. He kept jumping from site to site.

“Well it’s hard to tell, but these memberships are from all over the world. I found sites in Germany, England, France, Russia, Poland, Canada, all over. And they write stories.” He clicked a few times and a new window popped up.

“Stories? What kind of stories?” Now I was confused, a bunch of people wearing diapers and writing novels?

“Short stories, anywhere from a page or two to ones hundreds of pages long. Most of them are pretty bad from a writing point of view. Some of them are sick and disgusting. Some are not bad and kind of happy endingish.”

“You’ve been reading them?”

“Yeah, first to see what they were about, then to see if any of them were written well. The hard part is telling what is what, because some of them have graphic sex scenes and seem to be awfully close to pedophilia. There are a few sites that seem to stay away from those kinds of stories though.”

We spent about a half-hour looking at some of the websites, and some time reading the Wikipedia article on Adult Babies/Diaper Lovers. That article was informative, without appearing to be judgmental.

When we finished I got up and went home. I was looking at those diapers Dave had bought differently. I’m not sure why. We weren’t doing anything sexual, and wouldn’t change what we were doing if we keep doing it.

I spent the rest of the evening thinking about what Dave and I were doing, was it right? Could it harm him? Could it harm me? And most importantly could it harm Ashley? The more I thought, the more I realized that I couldn’t really answer those questions myself. I needed to talk to Judy, after all it was her daughter. Fortunately I’d see her tomorrow. I ended up going to sleep with all of this running through my head.

Sunday morning I was sitting, still thinking, when I heard a Woof. I look out the window and saw Dave scratching Thor’s head before he started his daily walk. Well at least he didn’t seem to be terrified of Thor anymore. Although if that was true, why was still wearing the diaper on his walks. Maybe he did like wearing them. Maybe I made him like them.

I kept glancing out the window waiting for Dave to finish walk. He either was a slow walker or he was walking quite a while, because it was close to an hour before he returned. I watched as he sat on his steps and petted Thor for a few minutes before Thor took off and Dave went in. I started watching the clock, waiting until Judy got here for our weekly lunch. I know the clock didn’t slow down, put it seemed to.

Finally there was a knock at my door, I opened to find Judy standing there. “Hi Judy. Let’s go.” I grabbed my purse and walked out to my car.

I opened my door, and looked over to see if she was getting in. I was surprised to see her standing not far from my front door staring at me. “Well, come on.”

She shook her head and walked over to the car. We got in and she said, “Hi Sarah, what’s wrong?”

“What do you mean?”

“Well, we’ve been going out to lunch almost every Sunday for the last 10 years, and I can’t ever remember you saying ‘Hi let’s go.’ So what’s wrong?”

I spent the entire drive telling her about the websites that Dave had shown me. She sat there and listened. At the restaurant, as long as the waitress was away from us, I continued telling her everything that I had been thinking about. She still just listened.

Finally when I had got to the point where I was starting to repeat myself, she interrupted me. “Sarah, I have some simple questions to ask you. First think about last weekend when you were with Dave and Ashley. Did what you were doing feel wrong?”

“Well no, we were having fun. We taught Dave how to braid hair and we painted his nails. It was a little odd, but not wrong.”

“Good, because I know Ashley had fun. She didn’t want to talk about anything else. Does it look like you are hurting Dave?”

“No, he almost always seems happy. Sometimes he seems a bit scared or something, but never hurt.”

“That’s good too, but you should find out why he’s scared. Now do you feel bad when you and Dave are playing?”

“Ummm, other than when I was doing it to him and not with him, no. Although at times it seems a little odd.”

“That’s good too. Now comes the most important question, and I want you to think about this before you answer. What will happen to Dave if you stop?”

I started to answer, “He...” and I stopped to think about it. We finished eating before I answered. “He would be devastated. I’m not sure what he would do, but I think it could be worse than when he thought I was just using him as a toy.”

“You’re probably right, although you’d need to talk to Bob about what he’d do. But I’d bet that Thor would be spending a lot of time with Dave, and I don’t think you’d be safe near Thor.”

We got up to leave, and I waited until we were back in the car before continuing, “Come on, I don’t think Thor would really hurt someone.”

She turned, looked at me and said in her ‘nurse’ voice, “I think Thor would attack and possibly kill someone to protect Dave. And I think they’d have to kill Thor to stop him. If any of those kids that beat Dave ever come back, Thor just might attack them.”

I glanced over at her and she had a serious look on her face, “You’re serious.”

“Yes, I am. I honestly think that Thor would do anything to protect Dave. Did he tell you what happened yesterday morning?”

“Yes, and I thought it was kind of funny. Just like Bob and Joe.”

“Joe told me what happened, and Dave’s reaction to them. Fortunately they quickly convinced him that they didn’t mean to hurt him and that it was kind of funny that he was being walked by a dog.” she was still using her ‘nurse’ voice.

“I watched them leave and return from their walk this morning. I don’t think Dave has realized what he means to Thor yet. I wonder if Thor will ever let Dave go for a walk without him.”

Her voice relaxed, “I doubt it. You know it’s a good thing Thor is a young dog, because I’m not sure if Dave could handle Thor dying. In a few years he will be able to, but not right now.”

“So back to my original problem, what should I do?” I asked her.

“I think that we; Dave, you, me and probably Bob, should get together to talk about it. My guess is that nothing will change though. I’ve got a couple more questions for you?”

“What are they?”

“I was thinking. Do you have any idea what Dave has planned for the holidays?”

I thought for a minute or two, “I really doubt he has anything planned. I know he won’t be visiting his parents, I remember him mentioning a cousin, but I don’t think he knows him. That would mean an aunt and uncle too. As far as I know none of his relatives even knows where he lives.”

“Well I was thinking that I would invite him over for Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners along with you. Hmm, maybe I’ll see if Bob wants to come over also,” Judy said blankly.

“That’s a good idea, I’m pretty sure Bob will come over, although I think he usually works the holidays. He likes to let the people with families have those days off. But it can’t hurt to ask.”

“We can always eat earlier or something, Bob should at least be able to spend some of the holidays with his friends.”

“That’s a great idea, but your question got me thinking, I wonder if Dave ever went Trick-or-treating?” I asked somewhat absent-mindedly.

“With his parents, I doubt it, but isn’t he a bit old to go Trick-or-treating?”

“Too old, yeah. Too big, no. How about if you take Ashley and have her pick out a costume for Dave. One that fits her should fit Dave. We’ll have to keep Thor away, although I wonder if he would let Dave walk with Ashley.”

“You know what kind of a costume Ashley will pick out, I wonder how Dave would react to a Cinderella costume.”

“If you go to the costume shop, I’m almost positive that she’ll get a Dorothy costume. Make sure though that she doesn’t get a baby costume,” I didn’t think he’d be able to handle that.

We made our plans to talk with Dave and Bob on Tuesday and when we got home, Judy ran off, presumably to go shopping. I saw them drive by a few minutes later.


Chapter 11: Dave

A new week and more walking, I’m not sure if it’s working yet, but I do feel better. Thor continued to follow or lead me, I’m not sure which. Tuesday morning though I was surprised, I got home and a committee was waiting for me. Bob, Judy and Sarah were all standing by my front door chatting. I slowed down, wondering what they wanted. Thor ran up to them once I got close, Bob reached down and scratched his head.

When I reached them, Sarah spoke up. “Dave the four of us need to have a talk.”

“About what?” I asked, hoping that I wasn’t showing as much fear as I felt.

“Probably what you’re afraid of, but don’t worry. We aren’t going to stop unless you want to, or the rest of us agree that it is bad for you.” Sarah said.

I was still afraid that I’d be stuck going back to being by myself. As I unlocked my door I said, “Okay, but I need to take a shower and change, can one of you make some coffee while I do that?”

Judy said she’d make the coffee, while Bob chased Thor off. Sarah offered to give me a hand, but I declined that. I showered, changed, and found them sitting in my living room chatting. I got a cup of coffee and joined them. We started talking, it was a strange conversation. We talked about everything that happened over the summer and how all of us felt about it. I thought I was in some sort of strange therapy session.

Once we finished that we started talking about those websites I had found. Bob and I went and brought my computer out to the living room, there was room for all of us to see the monitor there. We looked at just about every website we could find that we could find and talked about them and what we thought about them. Some took just a few moments, others we spent quite a while looking at. The last group just confused us, what exactly the ‘furry’ people were, had us for a loop.

We all agreed that there was nothing going on that was harming me or Sarah, but Bob did caution us about me becoming too dependent upon Sarah. Judy said she’d keep an eye out for that. So Sarah and I would keep playing and Ashley would join us every once and a while.

As we were getting ready to split up, Bob asked, “Dave are you going to be there Saturday, for the game?”

I looked at him, “Sure, I didn’t know we were going to do it again?”

Judy answered that, “Joe has the next two Saturdays off, so I suppose that the two of you will be over to watch the games those weekends.”

“Good, I’ll see you then,” Bob said as he walked to the door.

Judy spoke up again, “Bob, and you too Dave, Joe and I would love it if both of you would come over for Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners.”

Bob hesitated, and I jumped in before he could answer. “Sure, but only if Sarah is going to be there.”

Sarah laughed, “I’ve eaten Thanksgiving and Christmas with them nearly every year they’ve lived here, starting with the first when I had them over.”

Bob finally answered, “I work those days, that way others can be with their families.”

Sarah exclaimed, “Ha, I was right.”

Judy shot her a look, “Bob tell us when you’re going to work and we’ll either eat a little later or earlier or just save you a plate. But please at least stop by and see us.”

Bob looked down at his feet, “Okay, I’ll let you know as soon as I do, and I’ll at least stop by. Bye now.” He went out the door at a near run.

I caught a glimpse of his face before he got out, “I think you two embarrassed him.”

“What?” they both said.

“I said I think you embarrassed him. I guess he wasn’t ready to be invited to Thanksgiving or Christmas dinner. That reminds me what do people do for Thanksgiving and Christmas? Wait that’s kind of silly, I know what people do, not that I’ve ever really done it.”

“You’ve never celebrated Christmas or Thanksgiving?” One or maybe both of them said.

“I told you how I grew up. Do you think my father would have ever done anything that would be pleasant or fun for me? I sort of celebrated Christmas the last couple of years, my roommate got a little tree that we decorated and we got each other a gift, but he went home for semester break. So I didn’t do anything else. He always went home for Thanksgiving so I never did that either. Heck I never did Halloween either, my dad always kept me home from school on that day, and he never gave out candy.”

The spent about thirty minutes explaining the holidays to me, I listened and wondered exactly why things had gotten the way they were. I wasn’t sure about the being with family part, I certainly didn’t want to be with mine, but if it meant spending time with my friends here, I would do almost anything to be with them.

Sarah and Judy left and I ate lunch and went to work. Life seemed to be going better than ever. I continued walking and noticed that I must have been losing weight, my pants were fitting better. I no longer wet my diaper when I first saw Thor, but either when he came up to me or if he barked at something. I had a second writing job, this one about WWI planes, but I was only doing a few articles a year for them.

Finally it was here, Halloween, the kids would be back in about an hour. I certainly didn’t want to be a jerk like my father was so I was going to be probably overly generous. A knock at my door surprised me, I didn’t expect any kids yet. I got up to answer it and found Judy and Sarah standing there holding a garment bag. “What’s up?”

They kind of pushed their way in and Sarah said, “Well, we figured that since you never had a chance to Trick-or-Treat as a kid, we would let you this year. So...”

Judy interrupted and continued, “So Ashley and I went and got you a costume. Ashley picked it out. Now let’s get you changed into your costume so you can join her when she gets home.”

I stood there with my mouth open, and they grabbed me and dragged me into my bedroom. The next thing I knew I was being undressed. I suppose I should have been embarrassed, but both of them had seen me naked before, and I was still trying to get over my surprise.

“Hmmm, since you’re going to be out there for quite a while, and Thor is always running around barking, I think you should wear a diaper,” Sarah said as she grabbed one out of the diaper stacker I had bought.

They put a blindfold on me telling me that they wanted to surprise me by the costume. I could tell it was a dress, and I wasn’t real happy with that, but what could I say. They finally took off the blindfold, after I promised to keep my eyes closed. A wig topped my head and I could tell they were putting makeup on me, which upset me too.

When they finished I was led to my bathroom where there was a full sized mirror. When I opened my eyes I was shocked, I didn’t see myself, but Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz looked back at me. I couldn’t help myself, I squealed and turned around to give both of them a hug. Judy said, “Don’t thank us, Ashley picked out the costume.”

“Yeah, but if it hadn’t been for you, she couldn’t have picked this out.”

Sarah smiled, “I’ll pass out your candy for you. You can go with Judy and wait for Ashley.”

Sarah grabbed my candy, and Judy and I walked over to her house. I was surprised and embarrassed to see Joe there. He looked at me, his mouth just hanging open. Judy laughed, “Close your mouth you’ll catch flies.”

He closed his mouth, “I don’t believe it. I mean I saw the pictures, but I would swear that you were a girl. Ashley is going to love this. First though, I think I should take some pictures. Everyone has pictures of themselves in their first Halloween costume, although usually they aren’t this.”

He went to get his camera as Judy got me the basket that went with the costume. Joe came back and took a bunch of pictures of me, and Judy pulled out a photo album that had Ashley in all of her costumes. We were still looking through the album when Ashley came in, she was dressed as Hermione Granger.

She screamed, ran over, and gave me a hug, “You look great. I just knew that that was the costume for you when I saw it. Do you like my costume?”

“Yeah, you look cute.”

Joe had us pose together for a couple of pictures and then took some of Ashley by herself. When he was done, Judy asked, “Do you kids want me to go with you?”

“Mom, I don’t need you to walk with me.”

I guess I had a bit of a stunned look on my face, because Judy said, “Sorry Dave, it’s just that dressed like that you definitely look more like one of her classmates than a 22 year old man.”

“Okay, I was just a little surprised, but we should be fine. After all I am an adult.”

Ashley turned to me, “Ummm Dave, what should I call you? Some of my friends are going to join us.”

I tensed up at that, I hadn’t thought about it. “Ahhh, call me Cecelia. That’s what Sarah uses.” I just couldn’t say Sissy in front of Joe.

I heard Judy suck in her breath. “You two go have fun.”

We left and started around the park, almost immediately some of Ashley’s friends joined us. They accepted me and called me Cecelia the whole time. I didn’t say a lot, but paid attention to what they talked about. I did hear one whisper to Ashley asking her if I was shy. Ashley said that I was, and they stopped trying to get me to join their conversations.

There were a couple of scary points. The first was when Thor came running up, he must not have recognized me at first, and I wet my diaper. It was a good thing I was wearing it. All of the kids scratched or petted Thor, and he looked at me a long time, before he decided that he really didn’t need to follow me around. Although he did keep coming back. I heard one of the other kids comment that it weird that Thor came back so often. Ashley started to giggle at that.

The second was when we got to Mrs. Parks, she recognized me, and started to say, ‘Dave’ before Ashley nudged her. Bob probably recognized me, but he didn’t say anything. No one else said anything, and I didn’t really know anyone else well enough for them to recognize me.

It was great, I had fun, but it seemed to end way too soon. When we were done, we went back to Ashley’s. I don’t think I made Judy real happy, because I gave Ashley most of my candy. We sorted and inspected all of the candy and Judy started making small bags of candy. I asked her, “What are you doing?”

“I’m going to freeze most of this, that way she doesn’t eat it too fast and it will last for quite a while. With the small bags, I can just grab one to take out of the freezer for her.”

Ashley stuck her tongue out at this. I laughed at her, “What are complaining about. You’re getting most of my candy too. It’s almost like you went twice.”

When we finished I got ready to walk home, and Joe asked me if I wanted a ride. I said no, although I probably should have said yes. I went out still dressed as Dorothy and nearly had a heart attack; Thor was sitting about ten feet from the door waiting for me. How he knew I was here I’ll never know.

I must have said something, because Joe came up behind me and looked out. When he saw Thor, he started chuckling, “I guess, you have an escort home.”

“I guess so,” actually I felt a little better with Thor walking with me. I was almost home, when I remembered that I would have to go to Sarah’s since I didn’t have my keys with me. I walked up to her door and knocked. When the door opened, Thor woofed and ran off. I’ll never understand that dog.

Sarah looked down at me, “Did you have a good time?”

“Yeah, it was a lot of fun, although now I’m even madder at my father.”

“What? Why?”

I stepped in and broke down. It had just hit me, all of the fun that my father made me miss. Between sobs, I choked out my feelings. Sarah grabbed me and held me while I cried. I’m not sure how long we were there, but eventually I got control of myself.

She held me for a bit longer, “I’m sorry Dave. If I had known this would happen, I would never have suggested it.”

“Why? If you hadn’t then I wouldn’t have had the fun that I did. It’s not your fault my father is a big jerk. I’m just glad that now I get to have fun.”

She hugged me again. “I, it’s hard. I want you to have fun, but it seems that every time you have fun, you end up crying.”

“Yeah, it does seem that way, but it’s not the fun. It’s the fact that I’m finding out about all of the stuff I missed growing up.”

“So what do you want to do now?”

“Huh, I thought it was over?”

“Well it is for the kids, but you aren’t a kid. You know if you went to one of the bars that was having a costume party, you’d probably win first prize.”

I looked at her, “The last time I went to a bar, they tried to confiscate my ID, and I had to make them call the police. Then they tried to get the cops to arrest me, while I accused them of trying to steal my driver’s license. It was fiasco, and the whole time my roommate was laughing. I don’t go to bars.”

“Well, how about a movie. There are a couple of horror film festivals on, including one with all of the original classics.”

“Sure, but first I need to change.”

She looked at me, “Don’t you like your costume?”

“I love it, but even if I stay in it, I still need a change.”

“What? Oh.”

“Thor didn’t recognize me, until he got close, so he ran up. That was kind of scary. And he kept coming back to see us.”

“Then let’s get you changed.” We walked back to the nursery, and I realized that I had gotten into my costume at home.

“Uh, Sarah, did you lock my door when you left?”

“Yes, why?”

“Did you grab my keys?”

“No... Oops. So do you want to spend the night here? We can get in your place in the morning. Maybe Officer Wildler can help. At worst we will call a locksmith.”

“Not much else we can do, I guess.” After getting me undressed she changed my wet diaper and grabbed a nightie.

We walked into the living room and sat down, “Ah, Sarah, I hate to be a pain, but I’m a bit hungry and you have to feed me.”

“Why do I have to feed you?” She asked me laughing.

“Because you locked me out of my house. Remind me to give you one of my spare keys.”

We watched a couple of movies, before Sarah put me to bed in the crib and she went to bed herself. The next day we got into my home, and I gave her a spare key, and dropped one off with Judy during my walk. Now I wouldn’t be locked out again.

It was a couple of weeks later that I noticed that when I finished my walk that my diaper was still dry. I was surprised, I figured that I’d be stuck wearing a diaper during my walks. I was so happy that I went, with Thor, down to Judy’s.

I knocked on her door and when she opened the door to let me in, I exclaimed, “Judy, I kept my diaper dry during my walk!”

I heard a noise, coming from the kitchen. I looked past Judy and saw Ashley sitting at their table. She looked horrible, her eyes were red like she had been crying and her nose was all red.

“Dave that’s great.” Judy said, as she gave me a hug.

“What’s wrong with Ashley?” I asked.

“Oh, she has a cold, and she’s pretty miserable.”

“Good, er not good, but I thought maybe she had been crying.”

Ashley walked over, she was wearing a heavy robe, “Dabe, dat’s wonderful, I’d hug you but...”

“Thanks, and I’ll pass on the hug,” I was a bit embarrassed. I hadn’t expected that Ashley would be home, and I wouldn’t have announced it so loudly if I’d known she was here. She knew that I wore diapers, but just coming out and saying it in front of her was embarrassing.

“Unless you want to get sick, you should probably head out,” Judy said.

“Uh, yeah. I just wanted you to know. Bye.” I said and left. It didn’t feel right, but I didn’t want to get sick and Judy said to go. Thor was still waiting for me. We walked back to my home, and I figured that I should tell Sarah. Sarah was happy for me, and we chatted for a while.

When I left, Thor wasn’t waiting. I guess he figured I could make it home from here. I got home and took off a dry diaper for the first time. It felt great, although oddly I felt bad about wasting a diaper.

I finished up my article for the next issue, and started writing one on the Spad VII. I looked over at my bed and there it was, I couldn’t believe that they used real planes on a sheet for kids bedding. I suppose it was easier than making up your own though.

Chapter 12: Sarah

Judy called me and told me that Thanksgiving would be a lunch. Bob had to be at work at 4:00. I told her that was fine, and that I would bring Dave over with me. I didn’t tell her that Dave had gotten a bottle of wine. She already knew that I would be bringing the pie.

It was hectic, the holidays always are. People that are going away always let me know, and this time of the year a lot of them go to visit relatives. I’m cheating now though, I pass on which houses are empty and have Steve Wildler drive past them, when he leaves and returns from work. He doesn’t mind and having the squadcar cruise through makes me feel better.

I thought about asking him over for dinner, and talked to Judy about it, but she said that his family lived in town. I was glad to hear that. I hated the thought of someone spending the holidays alone.

Thanksgiving morning Dave came over and gave me a hand with the pie, at least that was what he called it. He didn’t really help much, but he also didn’t get in the way.

With the pie in the oven, we quickly cleaned up the kitchen. We sat around talking, while the pie cooled. I was only half paying attention to what we were talking about. What I was thinking about was what Dave’s reaction to Thanksgiving was going to be. I’m fairly sure that he doesn’t realize how much food there will be.

About eleven we headed over for dinner. I wasn’t sure, but I didn’t think that Dave was wearing a diaper. I hoped that either he was, or that he didn’t have an accident, because Thor would be around. We wouldn’t be outside, but Thor could easily surprise Dave.

“Dave, you know Thor might be around.”

“Yeah, but I think I’m ready. During our walks, I’ve only been wetting about half the time now, and that’s usually when something surprises Thor and he barks.”

“That’s great Dave, you hadn’t told me.”

“I hope that soon I won’t even be bothered when he starts barking.”

We got up to Joe and Judy’s when Thor woofed to let us know he was there. I sensed Dave tense slightly and then relax. It was really remarkable, seven months ago Dave couldn’t move when Thor was around, now he was scratching and petting Thor like everyone else.

Ashley opened the door and ran out. She gave Dave a hug, and then carefully gave me one. I was carrying a pie and she didn’t want to me to drop it. With a final scratch for Thor, we walked in. I couldn’t see Dave’s face, but he froze in the doorway. I was half expecting this, so I didn’t run him down.

Ashley who was holding the door for us called out, “Hey, keep moving. I want to come back in too.”

Dave started moving again, “Sorry, I uh... Sorry.”

Judy walked up and I could see Bob and Joe getting up in the living room. “Hi Dave, you look like a deer caught in headlights.”

Dave spoke up, “I, uh... I’ve never smelled anything so wonderful before.”

I chuckled. I took a deep breath, I could smell the turkey, the sweet potatoes, the rest of the vegetables, and all the other wonderful smells of a Thanksgiving feast. “I agree with Dave, I’ve never smelled anything so wonderful before too.”

Judy gave Dave a hug and Dave handed her the wine, “I got this to go with the dinner.”

“Thank you, that was very considerate of you. Hello Sarah.” She said as she put the wine in the fridge.

I set the pie in an open spot, and we walked into the living room. “Hi guys.”

Every one said “Hi” and handshakes and hugs were exchanged. As we sat down Judy announced, “The turkey will be done soon, and Bob brought us a treat. Fresh baked bread.”

I looked over at Bob, he appeared to be blushing. “Bob, I didn’t know that you baked.”

“I, ummm, only bake bread, and only a couple of times a year. I decided to bake some for this though. I hope you’ll like it.” Bob said, almost mumbling.

Dave was looking oddly at Bob. So was every one else, except Ashley; she was giggling. We sat around chatting until the turkey was done. Judy and Joe went to finish getting everything ready. Just after noon, we sat down to eat. When Dave saw the table, he hesitated again. I doubt that he had ever seen that much food outside of a cafeteria.

Ashley said Grace. I kept an eye on Dave, he looked a bit confused but he sat silent until she was done. I glanced around and saw that everyone had a glass of wine, Ashley and Judy’s were rather small. Joe stood up, picked up his glass, “A toast. To friends and family.”

Everyone took a sip, and Ashley wrinkled her nose at the taste. It was very good wine, whomever had helped Dave pick it out knew what they were doing.

When we began eating, I noticed that while he didn’t take much of any one thing, he did take a little of everything. There was very little talking while we ate, except for the compliments. Everything was delicious and Bob had baked wonderful bread.

When we had finished and everyone relaxed and pushed their chairs back Dave spoke up, “That was the best meal I’ve ever eaten. Everything was great.”

Joe and Judy blushed and both mumbled thanks. Dave probably wasn’t exaggerating about this being the best meal he had ever eaten, but then again compared to what ate for years, it wasn’t a fair comparison. While I couldn’t say it was the best meal I’d ever eaten, I would be hard pressed to name which ones had been better.

Joe and Judy packed up the leftover food, while the rest of us moved back to the living room. We made small talk, until Joe and Judy joined us. We talked a bit and watched the football game, Ashley must have gotten bored because she got up and went to her room. When she got up, I saw Dave flinch, pause, and then get up. He followed Ashley down to her room. Joe flinched when he followed her, but said nothing.

A few minutes later, we heard laughing coming from the room. Judy walked down a little later to ask them if they wanted anything to drink. I figure that as much as she trusted Dave, having a 22 year old alone in a room with your 12 year old daughter is just a bit unnerving. When she sat down Joe looked at her, “And?”

“Their playing with Ashley’s dolls,” she said shaking her head.

Bob started choking on his beer and Joe looked stunned. I chuckled. Everyone looked at me. “What did you expect? Dave never had any friends to play with when he was growing up. I imagine that he still is a little behind when it comes to playing.”

The four of us talked for about an hour. We had been trying to come up with what to get him for Christmas. It wasn’t really easy to decide. In some ways he was very much an adult, then again right now he was playing with dolls. He also was at times very much male, but right now he was playing with dolls.

We actually agreed upon what we would do. Bob was going to get him a present suitable for someone his age. Joe and Judy were going to get him something more appropriate to their daughter, but something he could enjoy while playing with Ashley. Ashley had already asked her mom if she could Dave some of her clothes that she either had or would outgrow over the winter. And I got to buy him anything I wanted.

We had finished and Bob would have to leave soon so Judy called down to the kids to come for pie. They came running down the hallway grinning. We cut and ate the pie.

As Bob was getting ready to leave, Judy surprised him with a plate of leftovers for dinner that night. Dave surprised him to by asking if Thor got a special dinner too. Bob hesitated and then said that he definitely had a special dinner for Thor planned. I’m not sure if he did or not, but it was obvious that he wasn’t going to tell Dave that he didn’t.

Ashley and Dave spent the rest of the afternoon playing in her room, while we chatted and watched football. Later that evening I decided to head home, I said bye to everyone. Dave asked if he had to go now also.

We laughed, “Dave you’re an adult, you don’t have to leave until Joe and Judy kick you out.” I left and Dave stayed to play more.

The next month was more hectic than usual, it seemed like all I did was shop. I went with Judy; Dave; Judy and Ashley; Dave and Judy; Bob; Judy, Ashley and Dave. Bob and I even snuck into Dave’s so Bob could figure out what to get him. I’m not sure how, but Joe seemed to luck out on the shopping front; I never saw him go shopping.

Dave, surprisingly, really seemed to get into the spirit of Christmas. He, with Bob’s help, had strung lights all over his trailer. He had a small tree in one window. Judy even told me that he had dropped off a Christmas card and a big box of cookies for the nurses that had treated him over the summer. Dave even told me that he sent his parents a Christmas card, complete with a picture of him in his Halloween costume.

That got me thinking, “Dave if you keep sending photos to parents aren’t they going to find you?”

“No, I put Wrigley Field’s address for my return address. I got the idea from the Blue’s Brothers. They used it for their address in their movie. And I’m still in touch with my grandmother’s lawyer. He keeps track of where they live for me.”

“That’s good. I wouldn’t want them to show up here to bother you.”

I invited Dave over Christmas Eve, that way he could get up Christmas morning and open the presents that I got him. I didn’t tell him why, and I’m not even sure if he knew why.

Christmas Eve morning I went over to get Dave and to help him carry the presents he bought over to my house. He seemed to be in great spirits and it looked like he had bought lots of gifts for everyone.

Chapter 13: Dave

Sarah invited me over to her place for Christmas Eve; I guessed that she wanted me to be able to open presents Christmas Morning. She showed up that morning to help me carry the presents over to her house so we wouldn’t have to come back to get them tomorrow. It took us a couple of trips to carry them all, Sarah grumbling that we would have to just take them out tomorrow.

We added my presents to the pile of her presents for us to move tomorrow, it was quite a stack. “Wow, there sure are a lot of presents here.”

“Yes, but those are for tomorrow. Today is for us. So first things first, let’s get you changed.” She grabbed me from behind and carried me down to the nursery.

“So what do you have planned for us?” I asked.

“Well first a diaper and then we’ll get you dressed. Then we get to bake Christmas cookies,” she said as she was pulling off my clothes.

Naked, she lifted me up onto the changing table, powdered and diapered me. She set me down and helped me get dressed. This surprised me because usually I just wore one of my nighties around. We made a stop in the bathroom and she brushed my hair, it still wasn’t quite as long as I normally wore it, but it was getting there.

We spent the morning baking cookies, half of which I spent in a wet diaper. We got every thing clean, except me. Well she washed my face and hands, but that was all. After lunch, spaghetti with a spoon, I was even messier than before. I think that she enjoyed watching me get messy while I ate.

She gave me a bath, and took me to get dressed. After a clean diaper, she told me that she had a treat for me, “Dave since tomorrow you can’t get all dressy, I decided that you could today.”

“What do you mean? I brought over some very nice dress clothes for tomorrow.” I asked her.

“Yes you did, but those are boy’s clothes, I’m talking about dressed up in a dress.”

“I, ummm, I don’t know what to say.”

“Then don’t say anything, let’s just get you dressed.” She turned around and pulled out a pair of white tights. Soon I was standing there in the tights; they felt a bit strange and squished my diaper. Next she pulled out a t-shirt, at least I thought it was a t-shirt. It didn’t have any sleeves and was lacy, but it went on like a t-shirt.

Next she pulled what I thought was the dress over my head, but it looked too flimsy, “What’s this?”

“That is a slip, girls’ wear them underneath their dresses.”

“Oh, what was that t-shirt thing?”

“That was a camisole.”

“Boy, girls sure do have lots of underwear to wear.”

She laughed a little, “Just be glad that you don’t have to wear a bra too.”

I felt my face get warm. I’m not sure, why but it did. “Ummm, yeah.”

She opened the closet still chuckling a little, “And here is your dress.”

She was holding a dark red dress, with white lace around the collar. The lace was very open and reminded me a bit of paper snowflakes. It looked very Christmassy.

Soon I was zipped into it and standing in front of the mirror. The dress came down to just below my knees, there was a wide shiny belt like thing around the waist that had a fake bow tied in back.

“One more thing, you need shoes,” Sarah said.

We walked back to the living room, and Sarah showed me how to sit down while wearing the dress, and she fastened a pair of shoes on my feet. They looked a bit like the red ones that I had worn with my Dorothy dress, but these were a shiny black.

I stood up and spun around, “Dave you look very pretty, let me get my camera.”

I waited while she got her camera, but as I waited I could feel my smile slipping away. I don’t know why, but I was starting to feel sad. By the time Sarah came back, I just knew that I didn’t look happy anymore.

“Dave, what’s wrong?” Sarah asked me when she saw me.

“I don’t know, I was just standing here and I started to feel sad. I guess it’s because it’s just me and you. There isn’t anyone else to share it with.”

Sarah knelt down next to me, “Dave do you really want to share what you look like with other people?”

“I’m not sure, but it seems to be such a waste to get all dressed up and not let anyone see me. Besides all I can do here now is sit.”

She gave me a hug and said, “Well if you can wait for me to change we can go walk around the mall, but it’s going to be crowded.”

“That’s better than sitting around here. Not that there’s anything wrong with here,” I said.

“Okay, I’ll go change and you sit here and wait for me.”

I went and carefully sat down, after grabbing the remote. Sarah went down to her room to change and I started flipping through channels. It had only been a couple of minutes, when there was a knock at the front door.

I froze, and Sarah yelled, “Can you get that?”

I realized that I had just volunteered to go to the mall, so answering her door shouldn’t be a problem. I got up and walked over to the door. Pulling it open, I was nearly run over by Ashley. She came into the house and grabbed me in a bearhug.

“Ashley, I can’t breathe,” I gasped.

“Oops, sorry.” She let me go and stepped back. Meanwhile Judy walked in carrying a coat in her arms.

I blushed, “Hello Judy.”

“Hi Sissy, you look very pretty,” she answered me.

I blushed even deeper, “Thank you, but what are you doing here?”

“Sarah called and said that you two were going to the mall, so Ashley and I decided to join you. Joe is working all day, and we were bored.”

I looked over at Ashley, she had taken off her coat. She was wearing a very fancy dress also. It looked like a holiday dress, but was different from the one I was wearing. It somehow made her look a little older.

I thought about it and realized that there was no way that in the time that Sarah had been changing that Ashley could have gotten dressed that way. “You two had this planned, didn’t you?”

She looked at me, “Yes, are you mad?”

“No, I... I’m glad that I get to share this with you, even if it was a set up.”

“Good, although it was only kind of a setup. If you hadn’t wanted to go out, Sarah would have just asked if we could come over and if you said no, then you two would have spent the afternoon alone.”

“Oh, so Sarah did call you up?”

“Yes she did, and I brought you a present. This was Ashley’s coat but she’s outgrowing it and we got her a new coat. I doubt you have a coat that would go with that dress.”

I giggled, “No I don’t.” I looked around for Ashley to thank her, but she was gone. Then I realized I could just hear Sarah’s voice. Ashley must have gone down there.

“Let’s go do something with your hair,” Judy said, and led me down to the bathroom. She grabbed a brush and started to fix my hair. She made my hair more girlish looking, but it was still too short for my liking.

Ashley and Sarah came down the hallway, “Thanks for the coat Ashley.”

“You’re welcome,” she said as she did a little curtsey.

Sarah looked at us and asked, “Are you two ready to go?”

“Yes,” we both said, and we grabbed our coats. We walked out to Judy’s car, waving to Officer Wildler. He waved back. I don’t think he recognized me.

We drove to the mall, and Sarah was right, it was crowded. I was getting nervous now, I didn’t really like crowds. It took a while, but we found a parking spot and walked in. The crowd was bad, I grabbed Sarah’s hand and held onto to it. I looked over at Judy, she had grabbed Ashley’s hand. I’m not sure if she always held Ashley’s hand, but it made me feel better.

We walked through the mall, looking at the Christmas displays, and all of the last minute shoppers. I was glad that I was done shopping. We were in the center court, watching the little kids riding the train and waiting in line to sit on Santa’s lap. I looked kind of wistfully at Santa, wishing just a little that I could sit on his lap.

Sarah must have been paying attention to me. “The line is too long. Next year we’ll make a special trip to come and see him,” she whispered in my ear.

I turned and said back, “That’s okay. I think I’ve already gotten my wish, even if I didn’t know what it was before I got it.”

I looked at her face and I could see that there were tears forming in her eyes. We continued around the mall ending up at the portrait studio, where I had my pictures taken over the summer.

Sarah turned, “Let’s step in here.”

Ashley said, “What? Why? Are we getting our pictures taken?”

Judy answered her, “Of course, how can get dressed up in your Christmas best and not have your pictures taken.”

“But they’re going to be busy,” I said, guessing that they would be.

We walked in the man sitting at the receptionists desk greeted us, “Merry Christmas, may I help you?”

Sarah stepped up to the desk, “Yes, Sarah Johnson. I have an appointment for two girls. Portraits to be taken both separate and together.”

“Yes, I have it right here. We’re running a little late, it will be about 10 minutes.”

“That’s fine, I expected it,” Sarah answered.

We took seats and looked around. They had sample portraits all around the room. I leaned over to Sarah, “How did you know to make an appointment.”

“I was fairly sure that you wouldn’t want to sit around, and I knew about when we’d be able to get here. So I made the appointment, if you hadn’t wanted to go out I would have canceled it.”

“Oh,” and we sat and waited.

When we were called back, closer to fifteen minutes than ten, the photographer looked a little harried. The previous customer had been a toddler. He looked at Ashley and I, a slight look of distress on his face.

He asked who wanted to go first, and I spoke up. I figured that I would be just a little easier than Ashley since I wouldn’t fidget nearly as much as Ashley. By the time he had finished with me, he had relaxed a bit; and Ashley must have taken her cue from me, because she didn’t fidget much either.

The set of us together took a little longer, but the photographer seemed not to mind. It was my fault; I needed to pee badly and didn’t want to go here. We finally finished and went to pick out which pictures we wanted made and what types. This took longer than taking the pictures. There were so many to choose from.

While we were deciding, I wet my diaper and let Sarah know. She asked me if I’d be okay, and I figured that I would be.

We left the mall and headed home. I gave Ashley and Judy a hug goodbye. Sarah led me back to the nursery where she, undressed me, and changed my wet diaper. We went to watch TV and enjoy each others company.

Sarah made dinner, something that wasn’t messy for once. We went back to watching TV and talking. She even fed me another bottle of milk. When I started yawning she told me that I had already gotten two presents, but I had one more that I would get today.

She grabbed a present, it was wrapped in a Disney Christmas wrapping paper. I looked up at her and she said, “Rip it open.”

I looked at it, and my eyes started tearing up. This was my first real Christmas present, the ones that my roommate hadn’t really counted since we were just exchanging gifts and there wasn’t any real feeling behind them.

Sarah scooted over and wrapped her arms around my shoulders, “It’s okay Dave. Just rip the paper off.”

I tore off the paper and opened the box, inside was a baby blue footed sleeper. I hugged her crying, “This feels like my first ever Christmas present. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome.” She held me; I’m not sure for how long, but I was yawning again when she stopped. “Well, you look tired and pretty horrible, so let’s get you ready for bed.”

She picked me up and carried me off to the nursery. She undressed me and checked my diaper before I could tell her I was still dry. Then she dressed me in my new sleeper. I almost started crying again when she told me that was why I got to open it that night.

We went and washed my face and brushed my teeth, I felt a bit better then. Before I could I start to head back to the nursery, she had picked me up again and carried me back. She set me into the crib and wound up the mobile. The next thing I knew it was morning, and I was wet.

I sat in the crib and tried to figure out when I had wet my diaper. I hoped that I hadn’t done it in my sleep. I was sitting there thinking when Sarah walked in. “Sarah, I woke up and my diaper was wet.”

“Well what did you expect?”

“But I’ve never wet my diaper in my sleep before!”

She started laughing, and I felt the tears building up. Why was she making fun of me?

All of the sudden she stopped laughing. “Dave, don’t you remember?”

Sobbing a little, “Remember what?”

“Right before I went to bed, you woke up when I looked in on you. You told me that you had to go pee real bad, but it was okay because you would just wet your diaper. Then you said goodnight and went right back to sleep.”

“Are you sure?”

“Absolutely, I swear that was what happened.”

“Then why were you laughing?”

“Because you forgot. You looked so scared that you had wet in your sleep. I thought that you would remember, and when you didn’t... I thought it was funny. But I wasn’t really laughing at you.”

“Kinda like when Bob and Joe laughed about Thor walking me around?”

“Just like that, we aren’t making fun of you. We are just laughing at what happened. It wouldn’t matter who it happened to.”

“Okay, I think. I’m going to try to figure that out.”

“Yes, and Merry Christmas. Do you want to see what Santa brought you?”

“Merry Christmas. There isn’t any Santa.”

She lifted me out of the crib, and I waddled out to the living room. Boy had I soaked the diaper. It’s a good thing I didn’t need to move fast. As I made my way there, I heard a little giggle behind me. I thought about and decided that I just looked funny and she wasn’t trying to hurt me. I turned around and stuck my tongue out at her.

In the living room, sitting next to the Tree, was a large box. It hadn’t been there last night. I looked at the tag, it said ‘To Dave and Sissy From Santa’. I looked back at Sarah, and she gave me an ‘I don’t know’ look back.

I opened the box and inside I found two Teddy Bears; one about three feet tall and the other half that size. The big one had a tag for Sissy, the other for Dave. I looked back at Sarah, and she was trying not to laugh and doing a poor job of it.

“Okay Dave, I got them. The big one is for here, and the small one is for you to take home.”

I waddled back to her and gave her a hug, “Thank you, again.”

There were a couple more presents that I opened, including some earrings, another sleeper, and a PS2. “Well,” she said, “it was fifty dollars off.”

When I had finished, I pulled out a present for Sarah, “This is for you.” I had gotten her several presents, this one was a book on the Cubs. Sarah was odd, she was one of the few people that was both a Cubs and Cards fan.

We finished with the presents for now, and she picked me up and sat me in the highchair. I was about half done being fed my breakfast, when there was a knock on the door and Ashley walked in. I opened my mouth to say Merry Christmas, and Sarah took the opportunity to stick a spoonful of oatmeal in my mouth. Sarah said Merry Christmas for us.

Ashley sat at the table, and giggled a little at Sarah feeding me. The rest of the time she chatted about all of her presents. It got to the point where I was wondering how she was breathing. When the last of the oatmeal was either in me or on me Sarah carried me into the bathroom, where she took off my sleeper and washed my face.

She told me to run off to the nursery, while she went to check on Ashley. I waddled down the hallway, hearing a giggle. I turned and saw that Ashley had sat so that she could see me. I hurried to the nursery and Sarah showed up a moment later.

She lifted me up onto the changing table and changed my diaper. I asked her why she was putting another diaper on me. Her answer was that we weren’t going over until this afternoon, so we may as well have fun.

She sat me down and told me that I should go get one of my other sleepers in the living room. “But Ashley’s out there, she’ll see me...” I stopped, she had just seen me in a soaked diaper, so what was the difference.

I walked to the living room, and Ashley was holding my new pink sleeper. She insisted in helping me get dressed. Then had me lay across her lap, my head on the couch arm and my butt on the cushion, so she could feed me a bottle of milk. While she was feeding me the bottle, she resumed her monologue about her presents.

I showed her my bears and new earrings when I had finished. Then she pulled out a couple of games for the PS2 and spent some time playing them. I was sitting there when I realized that I really needed to poop. I got up to go find Sarah. She told me that I knew the rules. I sighed and hid in the nursery until I had finished.

Sarah cleaned me up and I took a shower. I got dressed and went out to rejoin Ashley. She looked disappointed that I wasn’t still diapered. We played some more games and talked until it was time to cart all of the presents over to her house.

Chapter 14: Judy

It was a good thing that we had made sure, that Ashley understood that if she woke us before 7 01.

Joe looked at Ashley, “Give us another half hour sleep Pumpkin.”

Ashley ran around the bed, “No Daddy, you said after seven, it’s after seven. Get up. Get up. Come on.”

Joe was facing me, and I could see him smiling, his eyes wide open. He started to pretend to snore and Ashley grabbed his shoulder and shook him. I poked him and swung out of bed.

As I stood up, I heard a thump. Joe had somehow pulled Ashley over him onto the bed. He asked her, “Why do want us to get up to so early?”

“Cuz it’s Christmas, and there’s presents. I want to open them.”

I grabbed my robe and pulled it on while they continued talking, “Well if it’s important, I guess I can get up.”

“Yay, hurry.” Ashley slipped off the bed and started down the hallway.

I looked over at Joe, he was sitting on the edge of the bed. I grabbed the camera, I had set it on the dresser the night before, and headed to the kitchen for coffee. Just as I was reaching for the pot, Joe grabbed me around the waist and gave me a hug, then a kiss. “Merry Christmas honey.”

I kissed him back, “Merry Christmas. We better hurry before Ashley comes and drags us in there.”

“Okay, you go get her ready and I’ll get the coffee.”

“I knew there was a reason why I married you. Ashley you better not have opened any presents yet.”

“I haven’t mommy, but I’m ready to.”

I walked into the living room and Ashley was sitting on the floor, with a present in front of her. She had plugged in the Christmas tree and the TV was on, with the sound muted.

Joe walked in with the coffee and we sat down. I took a sip, set it down, and told Ashley to go ahead. She ripped open the present and let out a little scream of joy. We spent a while opening the gifts and taking pictures of each other as we did it.

When there were only a couple left Ashley slowed down. She looked over at the presents that were for Bob, Sarah and Dave. Then she looked a bit thoughtful, “Mommy can I save one to open with everyone else?”

“If you really want to, but I’m pretty sure that at least one of them has gotten you a present.”

“I believe you, but I want to make sure that I have something to open with them.”

Joe answered, “You can, just set it with the others. Now you go get dressed, while we get breakfast ready.”

She looked down at the toys and games, hesitated and then got up and ran down to change. I looked over at Joe, “So do you want to clean up or get breakfast ready?”

He looked at the mess, “I’ll clean up, and you get breakfast.”

I went back into the kitchen, tore the bag open over the Danish and cut it into small slices. Getting some glasses out, along with milk and juice, and breakfast was ready. Refilling our coffee finished the process.

I put a few slices on a plate and walked out to the living room. Joe had stuffed most of the wrapping paper into a garbage bag and laid the new clothes on the couch. He grabbed a slice of pastry and took a bite.

I ate some pastry and gathered up the clothing, and carried it down to the laundry room. Ashley finished dressing and headed back to the living room, “Ashley eat some breakfast first, and drink some milk and juice.”

“Yes, mom.” I heard her answer.

I went and changed into some comfortable clothes, and by the time I got back into the living room, Ashley had all of her toys and games opened and the boxes in the garbage. Joe got up, gave me another quick kiss and went to change.

“Ashley, do you want to go over to Sarah’s, Dave spent the night there.”

“Can I?”

“I wouldn’t have asked if you couldn’t. Also, Sarah got a Play Station, so why don’t you take a couple of games over to play.”

“Okay,” she said as she jumped up and got her coat. She grabbed some games, yelled bye, and ran out the door.

Joe came back after getting dressed, “Did I hear Ashley leave?”

“Yes, she went down to Sarah’s. This way we can get everything ready without her ‘help’.”

“Come on, her ‘help’ isn’t that bad. She, well, she doesn’t get in the way too badly. Besides today will be much easier than Thanksgiving, no turkey to stuff and cook.”

We spent some time getting everything prepared for dinner. Then we spent some time sharing a private Christmas ‘present’. That was one good thing about Ashley being gone.

We relaxed the rest of the time, until we had to start to cook dinner. Having all of the prep work done made it simple. Bob had already said he was bringing bread, and Sarah had dropped off pies the other day. So with everything done we were ready for our guests.

Ashley pushed open the door and held it while Dave and Sarah carried in some presents. I sent Ashley to get ready, and Joe out to help Sarah and Dave. Meanwhile I began organizing the presents around the tree. There was now a large pile of presents around the tree and Bob still had to bring in his.

I took Dave and Sarah’s coats. Dave’s surprised me, he must have spent a long time finding it. It was a man’s coat, that screamed I’m an adult, but I wouldn’t have thought that they made one that small. The clothes he was wearing also said I’m an adult, and for the first time I’d seen him, he looked like an adult. It was rather surprising.

I was a little worried, I had bought Dave a bunch of presents and none of them were for an adult. I hoped that they didn’t make him feel bad. I know Sarah got him a bunch of kids’ type stuff, but I doubt he was dressed like this when he opened them.

Ashley, had finished changing and came back out, she got a big grin at the pile of presents. I know she saved one to open, but she didn’t know that I had saved her one too. Then again there were a couple from Dave and Sarah there also. I saw a couple in there for Joe and I too.

Ashley grabbed Dave and dragged him down to show him what she had already gotten, I was a little surprised because he didn’t seem to be resisting. I guess he was really interested in seeing her presents. They came back a little while later and we talked until Bob got here.

With Bob here, our little Christmas party was complete, Joe helped him bring in the presents, and some of them were rather large. I hoped he wasn’t over doing it. I finished up dinner, and then we sat down to eat.

We ate in relative silence, only the clinking of silverware and an occasional murmured compliment. Ashley started with very little, until I told her that she would have to wait for everyone to finish. She sighed and added some more to her plate. While we ate, I kept an eye on Dave, it was a joy to watch him eat. The pleasure that showed in expression was unbelievable.

We finished, cleaned up the table rather quickly, and then retired to the living room. Ashley sat down next to the presents and looked up expectantly. I told her to pick one out and give it to whomever it belonged. She started passing them out and we spent the evening opening presents.

It was fun watching everyone open their presents, but Dave was a pure joy. He was delighted by each of them, although he blushed when he opened the dolls that he had been given.

Some of his gifts had really surprised me. Bob had gotten him, what I recognized as, a very expensive set of cookware and a promise to teach him how to cook. Sarah had gotten him some baseball game that he had had a puzzled look over until he read the back. The nurses had, once he stopped by, gotten together and bought him a pair of earrings. He turned almost a beet red when he opened his present from Ashley, permission to raid her closet. Ashley also went and grabbed her old jewelry box and gave it to him.

The presents he gave out were just as surprising, and despite the protests both Bob and Joe accepted the invitation to a home basketball game, once they could get together on a date. The most surprising though was what he gave to Sarah.

She opened it, and found two pictures; after she looked at them, she set them down and picked up Dave and gave him a huge hug. I thought she was going to suffocate him. I was expecting to see some sort of portrait of Dave, but when I finally got a chance to see the pictures they were of two baseball teams. One I recognized as being the St. Louis Cardinals, the other I didn’t recognize, and it had a big ‘M’ on the cap. I read the inscription on the Cards photo, ‘To Sarah Our biggest fan’ and all of the player’s signatures. The other one though said, ‘To Sarah, We hope you’re our biggest fan too’ and the player’s signatures.

After looking at the second photo, I realized that it had actually been signed just for her. I went back to the first and realized that it too had been signed just for her, some of the players had added a ‘To Sarah’ along with their name. I don’t know the memorabilia market, but I knew that to Sarah these were priceless.

Sarah finally put Dave down, and asked where he gotten them. He explained that his exroommate knew one of the players on the Memphis team, that explained the ‘M’, and he contacted, through management, the Cards who signed and sent the photo. Then, the Memphis team got together and sent their own photo.

We cleaned up the wrapping paper and moved most of the presents out to Sarah’s and Bob’s car, before having pie, and spending the rest of the evening together. By the end of the night, I wasn’t sure who was more broken up; Dave, who had never had a Christmas before, or Bob, who had spent so many alone. I made arrangements for Dave to come over and go through Ashley’s clothes tomorrow.

Finally everyone left, and we got Ashley to bed, before going to bed ourselves. It had been a long day, especially after Midnight Mass. I imagine that Ashley would probably be up early tomorrow too.

And I was right although she didn’t wake us, I found her playing video games when we got up. Joe left for work, and I waited for Dave to come over. He showed up after lunch with a bit of a scowl on his face.

“Hi Judy, did you do it?” He said after he taken off his coat.

“Good afternoon Dave, did I do what?”

“When we carried in my presents, I found more presents under my tree. Did you put them there?”

“No, why would think that I did?” I was perplexed. Someone had snuck into his house and left presents.

“Are you sure, only you and Sarah have keys to my house.”

“I’m positive. Who were they from?” Ashley had heard us and walked in.

“Hi Dave,” she said and gave him a hug.

He returned the hug, “Hi Ashley. Santa, they said they were from Santa.”

“There isn’t a Santa Claus,” Ashley blurted out.

“I know that, I figured it out fairly early. I certainly wasn’t getting presents and I didn’t think that I was a bad boy. Therefore there was no Santa.” Dave said.

‘Dave must have been a pretty logical kid, to come up with that’ I thought. “So maybe Sarah put them there,” I suggested.

“No, I don’t think so. She gave me teddy bears from Santa, and couldn’t keep from laughing when I accused her. Bob denied it too,” Dave looked pretty flustered.

“So what were the presents?”

“This necklace,” he said, showing off a silver necklace with an ‘S’ dangling from it. “A reference book on aircraft that I didn’t own, and a video game I didn’t own. That means that whoever did it, had been in my home before.”

“Well I didn’t do it, and I don’t think Joe did. Actually I’m almost positive he didn’t, because he would have woken me up. He might have gotten Bob to put them there though.” I said. “That is a pretty necklace.”

“Yeah, that’s the other thing. It’s an ‘S’ that means that whomever did it knows about Sissy. I thought the only ones that knew that were Sarah, Bob, you, Joe and Ashley.”

“I didn’t tell anyone,” Ashley abruptly said. “I figured I’d get the spanking of my life if I did.”

“You’re right Ashley you would,” I said, “and I doubt Joe or Bob did. I don’t think Sarah would either.”

“Besides,” Ashley continued. “It would probably hurt your feelings, if I told someone.”

“So if no one told, then who could have done it?” Dave asked.

“Ask Steve to check it out,” I suggested.

Dave had a weird look on his face, “Steve?”

“Officer Wildler.” I clarified.

“Oh, I was trying to figure out how my friend would help. That’s a good idea though.”

“So are you ready to go raid Ashley’s closet?” When he nodded. “Okay Ashley you stay out here.” She started pouting.

“She can come help,” Dave said. I was about to cut in when he continued, “It’s okay, I wore a diaper. I would need to make sure that the clothes fit over one, and I didn’t think it would be fair if Ashley couldn’t help.”

“Okay, let’s all go.” Ashley jumped up and we went down to her room. We spent several hours going through clothes. Dave eventually left with several dresses, and other outfits. Ashley had fun picking out the clothes and telling Dave which ones she liked the most. Dave seemed to enjoy trying on all the clothes, but it might just have been that we were paying attention to him.

Before Dave left I asked him if he had plans for New Year’s Eve. He said no, so I asked if he or he and Sarah would mind watching Ashley. I had to work and Joe had to work early New Year’s Day. He said he would, even if Sarah couldn’t.

When Joe got home, I told him that Dave and probably Sarah would watch Ashley New Year’s Eve, and asked him about Dave’s presents. He was as perplexed as me.

Chapter 15: Dave

When we left Joe and Judy’s, Bob came with us to help carry in the presents. That was good, I didn’t think I’d be able to carry the cookware he’d gotten me. I grabbed what I could in one hand and went to unlock the door. Sarah and Bob grabbed more and followed me.

I clicked on the light and walked into my living room. I saw three Christmas presents sitting under my little tree. When Bob and Sarah came in I asked them about the presents. They both denied having put them there. We brought the rest of the presents in and took Sarah’s into her house.

With all of the presents where they belonged I looked at the new three. They were all addressed to me, from Santa. I glanced over at Sarah and she had a surprised look on her face. I picked up the smallest and opened it. Unwrapped there was a small jewelry box, inside it was a necklace with an ‘S’ pendant.

“Sarah are you sure you didn’t put these here. Look at this I showed her.”

She took the box and looked at the necklace, “This is a lovely necklace Dave, but I didn’t put it here.” Then she handed it over to Bob.

“It’s very pretty Dave, but I didn’t buy it either.”

I opened the other two presents. One was a video game I didn’t own, and the other was a book on aircraft that I also didn’t own. I showed them the other presents and asked them if they had put them there. They both denied it. I wasn’t sure about Bob, but based on how Sarah had reacted with the bears I figured that she didn’t do it.

After giving Bob a present for Thor, I hadn’t forgotten him. I went to bed wondering who had been in my home without my knowledge. I didn’t sleep well at all.

The next morning I got up and went on my normal walk with Thor. I surprised him because when we got to the big open field that the kids played in, I pulled a ball out of my pocket and threw it. We played fetch for a little while before finishing the walk. Thor took off when I got home and I went in to clean up. I hadn’t realized that throwing a ball for a dog to go get could be fun.

Once I cleaned up and had eaten breakfast I began unpacking my presents, I wasn’t going over to Judy’s until that afternoon. I had opened and washed the cookware that Bob had gotten me. As I was getting ready to put it away I compared it my ‘old’ stuff. I could see the difference in quality, but wondered how much difference it would make in my cooking. My old pots and pans, still looked to be in good shape, so I decided that I would give them to Goodwill, there was probably someone out there that needed them.

I finished with my presents and got rid of all the garbage. Then I turned my attention to the mysterious book. The necklace and game were pretty generic, but the book, while not rare would be easier to track. Opening it up I discovered that it was used, but had no name in it. I thumbed through it and found some writing; one number crossed off and replaced with another. The addition of a name or place. I found nothing that would identify where it come from though.

Then I went to the Internet; a check on E-bay, Amazon, and a couple of other places told me that there were plenty out there for sale, but they were not cheap. Someone had gotten me a couple of hundred dollar book. With everything else I had gotten, I felt a little bad. I hadn’t spent anywhere near that much on anyone.

I ate lunch and got ready to go over to Judy’s. As I was changing, I realized that I should wear a diaper. I needed to make sure that the clothes would fit over the diaper. Also, Ashley could probably help if I was wearing a diaper, but it wouldn’t be appropriate for her to see me in my regular underwear. The more I thought about that, the odder I found it.

I finished dressing and headed over. There I asked Judy if she had given me the gifts, she denied it and denied that Joe did it. I’m not sure that I believed her, but there was no reason for her to lie. She did give me a suggestion though, to ask Officer Wildler.

I tried on lots of Ashley’s old clothes, with their help. I noticed that Ashley kept pushing me towards her frilliest dresses and such. I resisted most of them. I had a lot fun, even if it was trying on girl’s clothes. The two of them fussed over me for several hours. It was funny six months ago, I wouldn’t have believed that anyone would care that much about me. It made me feel good about myself.

When we had finished and I had a pile of clothes, Judy asked me to watch Ashley New Year’s Eve. I was surprised and a little shocked that she would trust me to watch her child all night. Admittedly we would probably spend it with Sarah, but she said that even if it was just me that I could watch her.

We picked up the clothes and carried them out to my car, and I headed home. On the way I decided to see if Officer Wildler was home. I went past the trailer I had sold him and saw his car sitting out front. I stopped and went up to his door.

He answered the door in his uniform, “Hi Dave, Merry Christmas a day late.”

“Hello Officer Wildler, Merry Christmas.”

“Call me Steve, I’m not working at the moment.”

“Okay, Steve. I have a problem and I was hoping that maybe you could give me some help.”

“What kind of help? If I can, I’ll help you.”

“Well someone broke into my house and left me presents.”

He started laughing, hard. “You’re want me to investigate someone giving you presents.”

“I, ummm... I know it sounds silly, but yes.” I was laughing, though not nearly as hard as he was.

He got most of his control back, and asked me in. I went in and we sat down. I explained what had happened, when I said that the presents were from Santa. He lost it again. “Dave, you want me to check out presents from Santa?”

While he was laughing, I started looking around. He had furnished the trailer nicely. I was surprised by the number of books that he had. He had two full floor to ceiling bookshelves. I couldn’t read the titles, but there were hardcover and paperbacks that looked like fiction, plus quite a few textbooks, and some oversized books.

When he stopped laughing, I went on with the story. When I finished it, I explained that I was more worried about someone breaking into my trailer than I was about them leaving presents. He got serious then, and asked me about the locks. I told him what I knew, he nodded and suggested we go look at it.

I agreed and offered him a ride. I had forgotten that my backseat was full of girl’s clothes. We went and got into the car, as I was starting it, he commented about the clothes. I blushed, and tried to stammer out an excuse.

“Dave, it’s okay. When I moved out here Sarah explained to me what you two were doing. That way if I saw something odd or if there was some trouble, I would already know what was going on, and could settle things down quicker.”

“Oh, I uh... You don’t think it’s weird?”

“Yeah, I think it’s a little weird, but you aren’t doing anything illegal, so it’s none of my business. Besides if you want to see weird, you should see some of the stuff that goes on in town.”

“Yeah, I know about some of that stuff. I went to school there.”

“But if you do anything to hurt Ashley, or any other child, I’ll shoot you.”

“Okaaaaaay, but I think that if tried to do anything to Ashley she might beat me up. So far she’s knocked me down and nearly suffocated me, and that’s because she was happy with me.”

I pulled up and we went up to check out the door. He looked at it, and said, “It doesn’t look like anyone broke in, did you see anything else out of place?”

“No and I didn’t see that anything was missing. What does worry me, is that two of the presents were a reference book and a video game, both of which I previously didn’t own. That means that whoever did it has been in here before.”

“Huh, that would make sense. Do you know who’s been in here?”

“Sarah and Judy both have keys, I changed the lock when I got the title so no one else should. Bob, you know Bob?” He nodded. “I know he’s been inside and I imagine that Sarah would let him in if he needed to get in.”

“Anyone else? Parents? Friends?” He was looking around.

“A lawyer knows where I live. One friend from school, but he hasn’t been out here. My parents don’t even know what state I live in.”

“Your parents don’t know where you live? Why not?” He was over looking by the tree.

“They were horrible parents, abusive and neglectful. You’d probably shoot them. So I, well the only contact I’ve had is sending them a couple of photos this year. I used Wrigley Field as a return address.”

He kept looking around and stopped. He was staring at one of the portraits of Sissy on the wall. “Who’s the little girl?”

I stared at him, “That’s a copy of the picture I sent to my parents.”

He spun around and looked at me, “That’s you?” Then he looked at the picture and back to me.

“Yeah, the day before those kids attacked me.”

“You know, you make a pretty little girl.” He paused for a moment, “For some reason that sounds wrong. Hey, wait a minute, that was you Christmas Eve. Leaving with Sarah.”

“It was. Ashley and I went to the mall. We got our pictures taken for Christmas.”

“Did you go see Santa, too?” He said with a slightly cruel tone.

I recognized that particular tone, my father had used it a lot. I stepped over to him and stood fully upright. “You may think it’s funny, but I gave up believing in Santa when I was five. That was the same age I was when I started to making my all my own meals. I was doing everything a parent should do for a child by the time I was eight, except shop. I got my first real Christmas present this year. I found out that people really do care for each other this year too. So if you’re not going to help, get the hell out and don’t come back.”

His mouth dropped open, and he stood there still for what seemed to be a minute. The he closed his mouth, and started say something, but I cut him off. “Out, just get out.”

He walked over and went out the door, I followed him over. He paused outside and turned back; I slammed the door shut and locked it.

I ran over, lay down on the couch and let out the tears that I had been holding back. A few minutes later there was a knock at my door, I ignored it. And a few seconds after the first, and again, and again. Finally they stopped and I just lay there wondering why everyone had to be mean.

I’m not sure how long I laid there, I think I fell asleep. A knock at my door caught my attention, but I ignored it just like I had the earlier one. Who ever it was knocked a couple more times, which I continued to ignore. When I heard the lock unlock, I figured it was Sarah.

The door opened and Sarah stuck her head in, “Dave, can I come in?”

I thought for a moment, “Yes, come on in.” I sat up on the couch.

She walked over, “Are you okay, because you look pretty bad?”

“I’m fine,” I said a bit sullenly.

She sat down next to me and put her arm around me, “Do you want to talk about it?”

“No,” I said. Then I started talking about what had happened. I talked and talked, complaining about how people were cruel and that people didn’t like me.

She sat there and listened to me. She murmured agreements and held me. When I stopped, she continued to hold me for a moment before she started to talk.

“You know, a while ago Steve knocked on my door. He looked a bit like someone had hit him in the head with a baseball bat.”

My first thought was good, then I realized that was a little petty.

Sarah continued talking, “He came in and tried telling me what happened. He was probably fairly accurate about what was said, but he was completely perplexed by your reaction. I did my best to explain why what he said upset you, and I think he understands it now.”

“What did you tell him?”

“Well I explained why that kind of teasing isn’t something that you react well to. That took a bit of doing. Now before you say anything, I’m going to explain it to you.”

She spent quite a while talking about teasing. I sat and listened, being teased was nothing new. I had been teased my whole life. What was new was that people could tease without being cruel. Sarah even pointed a couple of times that she had teased me. I hadn’t recognized it, because at the time she was being so friendly.

We kept talking about nothing in particular, before she mentioned that Steve wanted to apologize. I let her know that I would take care of that. We also made arrangements for Ashley and I to come over New Years Eve.

The next morning when I went on my walk, after playing fetch with Thor, I went by Steve’s, but he must have been working. I finished my walk and Thor took off to play. I worked all morning, waiting for a time to see if Steve had finished work yet.

That evening there was a knock at my door. I found Steve standing there in uniform. When I opened the door, he started to speak, but I cut him off. “Steve, before you say anything. I want to apologize. I shouldn’t have yelled at you and kicked you out. I was rude; you were over here helping me and...”

“No Dave, I shouldn’t have said what I did. I knew that you had had problems growing up and I shouldn’t have you teased about something that almost all children get to do.”

“Come on in.”

We talked for a while, and he looked around some more. He wasn’t going to find anything, I had cleaned fairly thoroughly. The problem with being a neat freak.

Before he left, he told me that whomever had left the presents, either had a key or used magic. I figured that it was Bob.

New Year’s Eve came up and I started my day the same as every other day. It was strange, but unless I needed to go to the library or something, Holidays didn’t or rather hadn’t meant much to me. Until this year I had generally ignored them. Now though I had real friends to spend them with.

Just after lunch there was a knock at my door. I answered it and was puzzled to find Ashley standing there. “What are you doing here?”

“I was bored, my friends are doing stuff, but I didn’t want to go and visit with them only to have to leave later.”

“Oh, uh come on in. How come you’re not spending tonight with your friends?”

“I am spending it with my friends, silly.”

“You know what I mean.”

“They are all going to John’s house, and my parents don’t think I should be spending the night at a mixed sleepover. They can be so lame.”

“Oh, uh, okay. Ummm have you had lunch?” I asked a little confused at her attitude towards her parents.

“Yeah, we had lunch before mom went to work. So is it okay if I stay over here ‘til we go over to Sarah’s?”

“Absolutely, take off your coat, set your bag down and I’ll give you the fifty cent tour.”

She did so, and I gave her the tour. She giggled when she saw my bedroom. I had put the Power Puff Girls sheets back on while I washed the airplane ones, a fairly large teddy bear sat on the bed, and there was a diaper stacker hanging there. I guess it did look a little silly for a grown man.

She walked over to the bear and looked at him, “So what’s his name?”

“His name?”

“Yeah, you always have to name your teddy bear.”

“Oh, I hadn’t realized that,” I said and then thought for a minute. “His name is Ernie.”

“Ernie?”

“Yes, Ernie ‘cuz he isn’t a bear, he’s a cub.”

She looked over at me, “I don’t get it.”

“Ernie, after Ernie Banks, Mr. Cub. The Chicago Cubs greatest player and fan. The bear, he’s over at Sarah’s is Walter, after Walter Payton, the Chicago Bears greatest player.”

“Oh.” That was all she said.

I showed her my computer and the article I was working on, she made some yeah that’s nice comments. I noticed that she looked at my diapers several times. I wondered if she would say anything.

“So what do you want to do?” I asked her.

She challenged me to a video game and we played them for a couple of hours. The whole time she was chattering about nothing and everything. I paid close attention to what she was talking about, and even asked her some questions about the newest ‘Boyband’ that was popular.

After getting trounced for the second time, I was paying too much attention to her talking and not enough to the game, I suggested a break.

We got something to drink and continued talking. She finally brought up what I was expecting, “Dave, can I ask you a question?”

“Sure, what is it?”

“What’s it like to wear a diaper?”

“Hmmm, it’s like other underwear, except thicker and noisier. Why?”

“I was just wondering,” she wasn’t looking at me and might have been blushing a little.

We watched TV for a little while before Ashley said something. “Dave, do you think I could wear a diaper?”

I had been expecting this, I wasn’t sure why but I was and I already had decided upon what to answer. “Sure Ashley,” her face lit up a little until I finished. “All you have to do is ask your mom to get you some.”

“What, why did you say that?”

“Because, I’m not your parent and I can’t make that decision. It wouldn’t be appropriate for me to let you wear them any more than I could let you wear a bikini or get you any kind of underwear. If you really want to wear a diaper ask your mom.”

“But...”

“But you didn’t want your mom or dad to know. That in itself is enough reason for me to say no. Ashley, if you think about it you’ll agree with me. I know that you just were kind of hoping that I would say yes without thinking about it, but if I did let you and your parents found out. I would probably never be able to see you anymore.”

“Yeah, I was just wondering. I guess I’ll just keep wondering.”

She was sitting there moping a bit, so I decided to cheer her up, or so I thought. I started tickling her. She didn’t react quite as I expected, since she began tickling me back. I discovered two things; one she is stronger than me, and two I am much more ticklish than her.

I did cheer her up though, just not in the way I had hoped too. We finally stopped and recovered from laughing. Checking the time we agreed to head over to Sarah’s.

We grabbed our coats and bags, I locked up and we walked over. Sarah let us in and Ashley jumped into her arms for a hug, even before she had taken off her coat. Sarah grabbed her and lifted her up into the air. Ashley must have said something to Sarah, because as soon as she put Ashley down she grabbed me and carried me off to the nursery.

“Hey what’s going on?”

“Ashley told me that you told her that you’ve been waiting for this all day.”

“Ashley fibbed,” I told her.

“Hmmm, I’ll have to decide what to do about that. But since I’ve been waiting all day too, you’re out of luck.”

I sighed as she quickly stripped me and lifted me up to the changing table. She powdered me, and placed a diaper under my bottom. As she pulled it up between my legs I started to get into it a bit and gurgled a little. Sarah smiled as she taped up the diaper.

She set me down and pulled a pink T-shirt over my head. It seemed a little long until she pulled the tail through and snapped it to the front. I was wearing a pink onesie. I looked down and could see that while it covered the top of my diaper; my diaper peeked out everywhere else. For some reason this made me feel even more like a baby than just wearing the diaper and a regular T-shirt.

She picked me up and carried me into the kitchen where she placed me into the high chair. As she fastened a bib around my neck, Ashley walked in. The very beginnings of a giggle slipped out before she stopped herself. We sat down to a small meal of chicken nuggets and french fries.

Thanks to dinner being finger food, I managed not to make a mess. After cleaning up we went to the living room. Sarah brought in a plate with veggies and dip, and we had chips, so we were set for a while. Once we were settled in, they decided that I should have my nails painted. So I sat there and chatted while all my nails were painted a pale pink. When mine were done Ashley had hers painted.

When all of the nails were dry, Ashley and Sarah began to braid my hair. It had grown out just enough for them to braid, but there wasn’t much of a tail hanging back. Then I tried to braid Ashley’s hair, it took a couple of tries but I finally got it done.

We turned on the New Year’s coverage, and Ashley began to talk about some of performers. I recognized some of the names from the radio, but Ashley seemed to know everything about them. When some of the older performers played, Sarah talked about them like Ashley had about the younger ones.

We spent the night watching TV, playing games, and munching on snacks. Ashley and Sarah both seemed to be pushing the chips and pretzels at me, which made me thirsty. Every time I said I was thirsty, one of them would get me a bottle of juice or something to drink. It also made me wet my diaper more often, Sarah changed me several times that night.

Sarah and I managed to keep Ashley up ‘til midnight, then we all went to our various beds. Ashley got the air mattress in the living room; I had, what I began to think of as, my crib; and Sarah had her own bed. I fell asleep quickly, but woke up needing to go to the bathroom. I wet my diaper and went back to sleep.

When I woke up, my diaper was dry, but that didn’t last long. Sarah must have come in and changed me without waking me. I was surprised at that, I didn’t think I would be able to sleep through that. Sarah got me out of the crib and changed me into a clean diaper. She told me to stay quiet because Ashley was still asleep.

We sat and talked while Ashley slept. I asked and she confirmed that she had changed my wet diaper about an hour ago. She also asked me about my plans for the new year.

I told that I didn’t have any plans. I was just going to keep going with what I did; working, going on my walks, playing with her and Ashley, watching games with Joe and Bob. And reacting to whatever else happened.

She gave me a look, that said she was planning something. I resigned myself to go along with whatever it would turn out to be. While we were sitting there; there came a barking from outside. Since I was only wearing a diaper, Sarah went and looked. She started laughing and yelled for Thor.

When he didn’t come right away and didn’t stop barking, I stuck my head out the door and called him, he came right over. While I was looking out the door, something swatted the back of my diaper. I turned and a grinning Ashley stood there. I was about to say something to her, but her grin opened up into a big yawn. While she was yawning, I poked her in her side and she jumped.

Sarah looked at her and told her to go eat breakfast. Thor came in then and I tried to explain that I wasn’t going for a walk today. He seemed a little confused, so I sat down next him and petted him for a while. He eventually licked my face and nosed the door. I opened it and he ran off.

I turned to Sarah, “How does Thor get out all of the time?”

“Bob rebuilt part of his trailer, Thor has a big room that has a doggy door to the outside, and a regular door to the inside. Bob keeps that door locked and Thor can come and go as he likes. It’s heated and cooled so it’s like Thor is inside. Overall it works out pretty well.”

“Wow that seems like it would be a lot of work to build.”

“Bob took his time building it over the summer one year, besides he figures Thor is worth it,” she answered.

“I do too.”

“Me too,” came from the kitchen.

Ashley went and got dressed, and so did I, we spent the rest of the morning playing and watching the parades. Judy showed up eventually, she had had a long night. Shortly after lunch Ashley started to yawn and the two of them left. When they did Sarah got up and went into the kitchen. I heard the microwave going. I couldn’t smell anything, but shortly after it dinged, Sarah returned with a bottle.

She sat me on her lap and fed me the bottle. I don’t think I finished it, because at some point I fell asleep.

The End

Until Trailer Park Tyke

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BabyNiki
Great story! Absolutely amazing! Cant wait to begin reading Trailer Park Toddler!! You are very gifted!
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yah more I read the first oneyears ago and I must say that other than some minor censoring it was publish worth for a book of short stories
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whrjar
when are you going to post Trailer Park Toddler and tyke as i just love them and keep reading them over and over
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BabyValentine
Trailer Park Toddler for some reason was merged with this thread, and is three posts above yours. Trailer Park Tyke will follow when all of Toddler is posted. That should be in about 3 weeks or so.
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