I was dreading this for weeks, the first day of a new school was bad enough but today was something different; It was my first day at Sissy High. I was in the back of my mom's car, shivering in my new outfit, my mom noticed in the rear view mirror. "Aww don't worry Ash, it'll all be okay, just think "I'm finally gonna be around other sissies like mmyself!". That didn't make me feel any better. I just drifted in and out of my day dreaming, I was thinking about how all of this started.

The week before Summer I was finally caught, I'd been sneaking my other's clothes and buying my own to dress up in, there was nothing sexual about it I just liked the way they felt, they were all that made me feel comfortable. That Wednesday after school, my mom flipped, she caught me red handed in my favourite outfit. I was wearing an old Star Wars top of mine that hung daintily off my shoulders as it was far too biig for me now, a little pair of denim short shorts that were almost entirely covered up from my top, black knee length stockings with little cat faces at the top and a light purple beanie from which cascaded my practically butt lenght hair. "Who the hell are you ?" Screamed my mother, I just stood there frozen, waiting for her to realise. "Oh my god you can't be serious. This just isn't going to do." I felt confused."What do you mean?" My mother's wide expression quickly turned to a crooked smile. "Get your shoes on, we're going shopping." For the rest of the Summer my mother trained me in all manners of girlhood, how to walk, what to wear, applying make-up the works. I tried to hide my enjoyment in it all but I know she knew, sadly she was enjoying it in her own way. She knew how terrified of being found out and she exploited this to great effect. She would talk to random stranger for so long to keep me out of my comfort zone for longer.