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Chapter 1

It was a warm summer day; I was in the maths classroom with the hottest teachers. I was sat there just staring at her breasts as they joggled every time she moved; yes Miss Applebee was one of the hot teachers. Just looking at her long jet-black hair went all the way down to her back. Her short skirt just above her knee, I swear she wore those short skirts to tease us Horney teens. And her legs I mean there long and silky smooth legs she didn't were tights or stockings, her feet tucked into at least 5inch heels. No way she dressed slutty, well okay kind off but I wouldnt call her a whore because I would get thrown out.   

"Oliver, Oliver, OLIVER!" she screamed causing me to wake up from my dream. 

"Yes mommy," why did I just say that. I heard the whole class laugh at what I said, I couldnt face looking at the whole class laughing and  I just lowered myself down in my seat. I could feel my face burn up with heat I could tell miss looked a little nervous at what to say. 

Oliver stay behind after class please, she said before turning her attention back to the class. Great now Im in trouble.

As the school bell went signaling the class everyone waited as the teacher dismissed the class one row at a time, so the students didnt block the entrance. Its Safe to say that no one wanted to hang around a maths classroom just before lunch.  

"Have a nice talk with mommy," said one of the girls and then walked over to her friends and started bursting out into a bunch of girlish giggling laughter 

She and her spoilt bitchy friends started to leave the classroom but turned before she left the room that I gladly took as an opportunity and gave her the bird. She turned her head away in disgust while I just laughed as miss came over to my small desk. 

"What are you laughing at?" the teacher asked, as he saw me smirking to my self. 

"Nothing what do you want to talk about?" I said turning in my seat.

Ollie we seem to have a problem, every time Im trying to teach you something you are just sitting theyre staring at me blankly. Are you okay, do you have a crush on me, its okay Ive read about the fact some students might have a crush on their teachers, 

No its not that, although you are pretty and all, its a little embarrassing miss, I cant tell you." I whispered, I blushed for a second time that day and my already bright face turned ever redder.

"Come on Ollie, it's me Im friends with your sister."

That was true, ever since my mom and dad died I and my sister have been pretty much on are own. Miss was the one who sort of helped my sister in ways, I was 8 at the time and my sister knew nothing about looking after a child, so miss helped a great deal with helping her.

"Ok I want to be a little girl and be raised by a mommy. I don't have a crush on you like over guys you're kind of a mother figure for me." I cried, I could not believe that I just said that, it felt like my heart said those words and the brain was powerless when the words were spoken.  

Ms. Applebee looked at me like she didnt know what to say next, she was unbelievably shocked at what she heard. It was one of those moments when I just wanted the ground to eat me up, like about 5 minutes ago.

"One sec, I need to make a phone call, she said as she left the room in a hurry.

"Great she thinks Im a freak; she's probably going to ask if I can be removed from her class," I said to the empty classroom.

It had been about 10 minutes, 10 long minutes which sitting there felt like 10 hours. It was like the clock was going backwards rather than forwards. I was kind of bored and was about to get up and leave when I heard a key being inserted into a hole. I didnt remember her locking the door. Great I couldn't leave even if I wanted to. 

"Hello sweetie," she said as she entered the room.

"What!" I said completely of stunned ta her use of a pet talk as I tripped over from swinging on the chairs something that I was told not to do by countless of my teachers past and present, I guess thats why.

I got back up from the slightly dirty classroom floor. I looked up to see the face of a concern looking teacher who had witnessed what had just happened.   

Are you okay? she said with genuine concerns she helped me with her arm up on to one of the chairs in the classroom.

Im fine miss it wasnt that bad of a fall, my elbow hurts a little but Im sure it will be fine.

Despite saying I would be fine and well she still wanted to have a look at it. I rolled up my sleeve and she turned around to have a look it. The next thing I felt was a pair of lips touching the bruised elbow. She had kissed my elbow like a mom would kiss her child if he/she fell over.

"There there all better, she said as she got back up on her feet. i have just spoken with your sister about your little fantasy, shall we say," she cheered happily.

The way she said it was so contradicting it was killing me. I dreaded the words she was going to say next and I closed my eyes in the hopes of disappearing. 

Oliver, I know you have had a hard life, your sister told me that your parents death impacted you in a serious way, she told me everything and I have decided to adopt you as my little girl, miss finally said. 

What, I mean WHAT, did I just hear what she said. Adopt me as her little girl. I had trouble thinking if miss just said that or was it my brain changing that to sound like something I wanted to hear. This was all too much to take in. I had told my teacher a fantasy that I had since I was 10, a fantasy that I had not tell a soul for 6 years and my maths teacher that I have hardly known broke me in about 5 minutes.

Everything was going fast one minute I was fine and the next it felt like the whole room was spinning uncontrollably, my head started hurting badly and my eyes were all fuzzy until all I could see was blackness. 

Chapter 2

I work up later looking out of a car window going through countryside. I could feel a terrible headache and I had no idea where I was or where I was going. I must have fainted or something all I can remember was talking with my maths teacher and then the next moment nothing, how strange.

"Strange" I said rubbing me head, which was bandaged up. 

"You awake back there, baby, said a cheery voice, I looked up to see my maths teacher driving the car. Still with a headache I had sort of forgot about the conversation we had just had. 

"Miss is I, what are you doing?" I said confused. 

"First of its mommy from now on. When you said you wanted to be a girl and thought me as a mother figure, I was touched you to say the least, you made me feel happy I havent been happy for a long time probably since I had Abby and Hayley (Daughters). I rang you're sister and told everything you told me, she was touched to and we agreed that I would adopt you as you're legal guardian" she finished.

"Miss you what!" I screamed. Memories of what had happened back at the classroom had flooded back into my head all at once. 

"Mommy baby, I adopted you that are what you wanted right," she said looking concerned. 

"Yea it is miss," I whispered. Indeed that is what I wanted, I just dont know if I wanted it to be a reality, it was just a fantasy and that was it.  

"Listen baby it's mommy if you say miss one more time you're getting a spanking," she scolded. 

I gulped as I leaned in my seat and watch the countryside.

We seemed to be driving for about an hour along roads that held no cars. Before we pulled into a driveway to a quite posh and reasonable sized house. I had only seen the house was and compared to were I and my sister lived it was huge.

"Ok baby lets get out and get some jammies on you so you can have a nap," mommy said turning the engine off. 

We walked in the house and mommy told me to wait in the living room. I sat there and took in my surroundings. I've only being here once when my sister had to give the girls a lift to school besides that Im a complete stranger. Mommy came down holding a few items and put them on the seat. 

"Ok, lets get these clothes off you," she said pulling my t-shirt off and folding it in the black bag. 

"What are you doing, miss?" I screamed as she pulled my skinny jeans down. She slapped my thigh 3 times, it hurt like hell and I nearly started crying. 

"It's mommy baby Im sorry I had to do that but you have got to learn and to answer your question do you expect a little girl to dress herself?" she said pulling my boxers down. 

"No wait please, I begged as she pulled my boxers all the way down.

Relax you're so young, dont be so modest," she said as I stood their naked. 

"Ok put on your pj's," she finished handing my feminine nightwear. 

First were the panties, pink with frilly edges on the leg and waste holes with white polka dots. The pj top was purple and had a picture of boo from monster's Inc. The shorts matched with little frills in the leg holes. I am really short for my age of 16; Im 4'10 so the clothes fit well. Mommy picked me up easily and rested me on her hip like a mother would do and carried me into a bedroom.

She sat me down on the bed and brushed my hair while singing a lullaby. For a short moment I felt at peace. 

"Baby I need you to have a nice nap while I go pick up your sisters from big school. I bet they can't wait to see their new baby sister. I know we can go shopping tomorrow and have great girl's day," she beamed as she pulled the covers or me to get in. 

"No mommy please dont make me go out in public." I begged, as she pulled the covers over my body and tucked me in. 

"I know you're nervous, a girl's first day shopping with mommy can be nervous, don't worry Im here to protect you" she cooed as she kissed my forehead. 

"Night night baby, don't get up as well I don't want you running around the house unsupervised." mommy said before shutting the door.

I waited for the next 10 minutes, until I heard the door close, I slowly sneaked out of the bed, I really needed the toilet. I saw that the bathroom door was slightly open; I slowly sneaked across the landing to the bathroom and pilled my panties and shorts down. 

"Sweetie, you better not be out of bed?" I heard mommy from downstairs. I could feel the light footsteps as it climbed the stairs I pulled my underwear up for some little modesty "What are you doing out of bed?" mommy said with her hands on her hips.

"I'm sorry mommy I needed the toilet," I said dancing on each leg.

"You should have said that before I put you to bed," mommy scolded with her hands on her hips.

I couldnt take it anymore and I peed myself, I relaxed as the pee went out of the leg whole in the panties down my leg and onto the floor. It was the single most embarrassing thing I had done in my life. I hadnt wet myself since I was like 5 and even then it was because there wasnt any toilets in the store.

"Did you just wet yourself?" mommy whispered in disbelief. 

"Im sorry mommy I really needed to go," I cried. 

"Don't worry sweetie, you've just learned to go potty, You're bound to have an accident once in a while." she cooed as she picked me up. 

Mommy replaced my soaked underwear and helped me get tucked into bed again. 

"Now stay in bed baby and have a good nights sleep, you don't want to be cranky when you meet your sister's, do you" Mommy cooed as she let the room. 

"Know, dont tell them, I screamed, but she didn't return. I panicked and couldn't get to sleep for a good 10 minutes. The fear of people finding out me out drove, me into tears. 

Chapter 3  

I woke up to sound of the front door opening and 2 sets of footsteps on the stairs. I had no idea what I would do I was trapped with their only being 1 door. I did something that I used to do when I was a kid I hid under the covers hoping that if I could see anything neither could they. I prayed that the bed would open up and slow me but of course that didnt happen.

"Were is she?" I heard a voice say. 

"She's hiding under her covers, she's really shy" beamed another voice. 

"Go away Abby, Hayley!" I screamed under the covers the familiar feel of urine soaking my underwear again. 

"Relax, there downstairs waiting for you," I relaxed and looked up at the two people down on me. There was my mommy and Sarah (my sister). 

"What are you doing here Sarah?" I said surprised. 

"Well Carla (mommy's name) said she has the most beautiful girl and I have to admit you are so precious," she said pinching my cheek.

"Come on I bet you're hungry," mommy cooed lifting me out of the bed. 

"Have you wet yourself again?" mommy whispered. 

"I couldn't help it was an accident," I cried. 

"Well obviously thats why theyre called accidents," mommy cooed. "Don't worry, just change you're panties and come downstairs, we'll have to get some training panties," she said handing me a new pair. 

"No I don't need training panties," I begged. 

"Baby, you have had 2 accidents in one day, you need a little protection," she said sternly, to say that there was no changing her mind. 

I got of the bed and walked with my sister and mommy downstairs. I could feel my palms sweating, the familiar sound of my chest beating at a wrapped pace the sense of fear rising to my very face, I couldnt do it.

"Hurry up sweetie" mommy cooed as we were walking downstairs. 

I hated what mommy just said, as if speeding up was one of the things I wanted to do right now. I dont mean to make my situation the more juvenile but facing her daughters it was making me wet myself, again.

I couldnt explain it; I always had a strong bladder and could hold it for a good while before having to go to the toilet. Luckily I managed to hold myself before I wet too much

"I can't, please don't make me," I begged her.

"Come on," was all she said as she lifted me up onto her hip. 

"NO, NO please don't!" I cried as she carried me down. 

"Girl's I need you to look after you're baby sis while I and Sarah cook dinner," she said as she plotted me down. 

I had my eyes closed; I figured if I couldn't see it, it wasn't there. Stupid I know. I must have looked like an idiot standing there in the middle of the den with my eyes shut tight. I was hopping that the little bit of pee that escaped earlier hadnt made a mark on the front of the pajama shorts.

"Yea sure mom," I herd which I think was Hayley. 

Her voice made me clench my eyes tighter maybe hoping that was all just a dream and I would wake up any minute. I could feel the blush forming on my cheeks, even though I had no idea if they were staring at me or if they were even in the room. 

Its time to be honest; I was more than just a nervous teenager dressed in a little girls pajama set. Miss had a daughter called Abby, I had a huge crush on her. Abby sort of hung around my type of social group and all though I never really hung out with her as a couple we still would be in the same group go to the same parties. I was just to shy to talk to her and I tended to stutter a lot when she did try and talk to me, I looked like a total idiot.

"Are you going to open up your eyes?" I heard Abby say, I recognized her voice even with my eyes closed; it was so sweet and innocent. She tended to speak quietly although her best friend Jenny said she could shout when she wants too.

I shook my head left and right violently. It looked like a toddler that didnt want to eat their food and just made my overall state more childish

"Come on baby, Ill give you a kiss," I heard Abby say, did she really just say that. I tried to think was that here saying those words that I have waited for a long time to hear or was it my brain once again saying what I wanted to hear.

I slowly opened my eyes; I must have set some record for the longest time to open my eyes. My left one slowly opened to the site of a distorted teenage girl, it was only here jet-black hair that made me recognize this figure as the girl of my dreams.

Once my eyes where open to the rest of the den I saw Abby looking tensed and her face changed to one of sadness, she looked really scared. I was about to say something before she got up from her knees and ran out of the room. I couldnt even see her beautiful eyes that I loved so much as her black sleeved arms where covering her entire face.

"Wait!" I called for her but she didn't stop or return back in the den. I felt like I lost it as I heard a door upstairs slam to silence.

"What happened? I said in disbelief. 

It was more a question to my brain, which I tend to think of a separate person at times. It wasnt really directed to Hayley watching this whole scene from the safely of the black leather couch.

"You really are one stupid person arent you?" Hayley said shaking her head.

"What!" I shouted a little too loudly. 

I didnt expect an answer. Normally my brain would be useless and would leave me looking like an idiot with a dopy look on my face while I tried to figure it out.

"Abby has been flirting with you or the past year and you're too blind to see, maybe you'd be better as a girl, I mean Ollie you both felt the same way." she cried.

It was then I realized my brain wasnt doing the function that it was meant to do. It was Hayley patronizing me from the back of my head. I turned to face her, completely forgetting I was wearing a girly pajamas.

"Really, I feel like an idiot now," I blurted out, brain, shut up.

"You're not an idiot just male," she laughed and I joined in with her. 

Hayley was a nice girl at school she was the same age as me and although we ran in different circles we were never mean to one another. She was in the popular group and was a cheerleader in middle school although she dropped that to focus on her academics and her softball.

"Well not anymore," I joked and she laughed with me and pulled me into a sisterly hug.

I never had been this close to a popular girl before and if my friends could see me know they would be jealous, well they would be until they saw what I was wearing.  

"Guy's dinner's ready," mommy shouted from the kitchen. We had barely started talking before mom was telling us that it was time for dinner. 

"I'll go get Abby, you get settled in the kitchen," Hayley said before leaving the room.

"Hi mommy!" I yelled as I went into the kitchen. I was in such a good mood I started acting like the little girl mommy had desired, Heck I even skipped in to the kitchen I was that happy.

I couldnt understand why I was though. I just felt like this place was my home and I had a family now, strange. 

"Hi pumpkin, take a seat next to your Sippy cup and wait until you're sister's come down before you eat, 

A while later my new sisters came down. I did as I was told and sat down in the place mom have chosen for me where the Sippy cup was placed. It was a Barbie one and I thought it used to belong to Abby or Hayley, looking at the cup closer the Barbie logo and the picture of her looked to modern for it to be one of these. Mommy must have bought it recently 

"What's for dinner? I finally said. 

"Well for the grown-ups I have a chicken salad, for a sweet little girl like you Ive made some nice juicy pieces of carrots," Sarah said putting the plates down. 

"What I hate carrots, you know I do sis," I screamed in disbelief. She knew I hated them. I was sick at just the sight of them never mind the taste. 

"I've just met you how I am supposed to know what you like and Im not your sister, Im just a friend of the family," she finished causing the girl's to laugh, there goes my ex-sister being the practical joker at her age.

"So what are you guys planning tomorrow?" Sarah said digging into the food.

"Well me and¦ hang on we have to come up with a name for you," she said.

"I know how about Lucy?" Abby said after a while of silence. 

"I like it sounds cute an innocent," mommy said.

"Don't I get a say in this?" I asked.

"No your mommy picks out your name and I like Lucy/ Mommy said as she said with a triumphant smile on her face, I didnt want to say that she didnt come up with the name.

"So were planning on going shopping gets Lucy some new clothes," mommy started to say before her 2 teenage daughters interrupted her.

"Oh that reminds me can you give me a lift?" replied Hayley.

"Me to," chimed in Abby.

Girls please dont interrupt me, I will gladly give you 2 a lift. Mom said to the girls who were embarrassed at interrupting her. Like I was saying Sarah I was taking Lucy to the mall to get some knew clothes she only has one outfit and a girl as cute as her should have many, dont you agree? mom smiled, as Sarah gave a delightful nod.

The whole table had already finished there dinner, where as I was still suffering my 3^rd carrot. It was a little embarrassing as all 8 eyes where staring at me while I was suffering; luckily the juice was making it easier.

"I need you to look after Lucy, Im going to go out with Sarah and I might be back late, remember girls, that means bathed, teeth brushed, story read, in bed by 7:30," mommy ordered.

"What, bath, bed by 7:30, Im still 16," I shouted in disbelief, I hadnt had a bedtime that early bed time since I was a kid, heck I hadnt had a bed time since I was a kid.

"Yes baby bath you can't bath yourself, story read cause you can't read yet, bed at 7 now for misplacing you're age we don't want you cranky for your shopping trip" mommy ordered, there was that dreaded word again, shopping trip.

"But mommy," I said in my girly pouty voice. 

"No buts or you won't get any jelly," she bribed. I sat there and ate the disgusting carrots. 

I finally finished the awful carrots and was about to clean my bowl when¦ 

"Don't worry Lucy, Abby and Hayley will do the dishes, you go in the living room and watch TV," mommy said taking my plate.

"Ok mommy, I said happily skipping out the room. 

Chapter 4

I was sat watching the news a bit boring but I couldnt be bothered to change the channel so I settled down on the huge couch, A while later I herd Hayley and mommy talking at the door. I tried to not eavesdrop on them but the TV was really boring and I couldnt help it.

"Have Lucy in bed no later than 7:00," 

"Don't worry, she'll be bathed, story read in bed by 7:00," she said waving by to mommy.

Mommy did come into the den and wished me goodbye I was going to say bye back but she walked in and gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I heard her as the door slam leaving me in the den on my own with a lipstick print on the left cheek.  

Abby I need you to look after Lucy while I do homework, can you come downstairs, Hayley shouted, from the bottom of the staircase.

"Sure," I herd from the stairs. 

"Ok baby Im going to do homework for an hour and then at 7 Ill get you ready for bed," she finished giving me a quick kiss on the cheek and left. 

I was nervous wreck, as I heard more footsteps on the staircase, I really couldnt face her I was hoping that she wouldnt come down the stairs but that wasnt the case.

"Hi Lucy," Abby said jumping on the couch. I was nervous; she acted like nothing had happened between us a hour or so ago, the way she acted was more like I was a little sister rather than her supposed crush.

"Lucy the Simpsons is on, want to watch it?" Abby smiled as she sat down sitting on the couch.

"Em sure," I said even though I wasn't a big fan. I

I was so tensed and was paying little attention to the show and more looking across to Abby who had her eyes glued to the TV scream. She would occasionally catch me looking at her, but would just give a smile before turning her attention back to the TV. 

20 minutes later I couldn't take the silence and turned the TV off.

"Hey I was watching that!" Abby shouted, for some reason I could tell she wasnt really watching it for the entertainment more of a distraction for having to face me.

"Im sorry," I blurted out.

"Sorry, about what the TV?" she questioned.

"No about not responding even though I felt the same way about you," I cried. I needed to get it out, it was killing me inside, and its being killing me since I first had a crush on her. All the times of chickening out of talking to her, never mind asking her out.

"You had a crush on me?" she brightened. Her eyes started twinkling brightly and her smile that I oh so loved so much returned.

There was an awkward pause in the room after she said that. It was the first time I actually could talk to her and wouldnt blubber like an idiot. I think that it might have something to do with the way I was dressed, like I wasnt her classmate I was actually her little sister that I was vastly becoming.

"Yes could I Em," I trailed off.

"Kiss me," she finished. 

"Yes," I said a little to quickly.

"No I mean kiss me," she said in sultry tone.

I leaned forward, my nerves Im hyper drive, I could feel my chest beat but for once I didnt care. I looked as she leaned forward I saw her close her eyes and I could smell her perfume which she must have put it on recently as I didnt smell it earlier, she must have put some lip-stick on as well as her lips where shining. 

The kiss was gentle at first as we lightly touched each others in as slow encounter. The second time it was more aggressive as she took control, which was a shock at first but I slowly closed me eyes and wormed into her lips

I slowly raised my hands so I could stroke her cheek and hair. It was so soft and I couldnt help brushing her long silky jet-black hair. I could feel her mouth touching mine turn into a smile as I stroked her hair.

A while later, she broke the kiss leaving my face looking like a pouty love struck idea. She giggled which like a schoolgirl, which I had never seen her do and something I wouldnt catch her dead doing. She never liked to act like a girly-girl, didnt want to lose her gothic evil looking image.

She looked down at me, which seemed strange,. She looked a little sad and disappointed at something, I hoped that I hadnt upset her and was about to say something before she muttered something under her breath  

"It's a shame,"

I had disappointed her I knew it, Past girlfriends didnt say anything and never said I wasnt anything special but it was nice. Maybe Abby was expecting this kiss to be amazing and I had let her down. I instantly regretted the kiss; maybe I was to submissive maybe she was expecting me to be manly or something, all these things were running through my head as to why she was disappointed. 

"What is?" I asked nervously I instantly regretted telling her and was dreading what she was about to say.

"Well mom not going to let me date you," she stated, you could tell she tried to speak normally but at the end of her sentence in came all muffled like she was about to burst into tears. 

"What why?" I cried. I guess I wasnt good at holding my emotions like Abby was and I could feel my eyes started leak with water. 

"Well be related Ollie, don't you know she is adopting you?" Abby questioned with a surprised tone.

It was the first time someone actually called me by my real name and it came a bit of a shock. I was being adopted, I never really knew to how much of I was in this situation. I remember back in the classroom when mommy first said that she was going to adopt me, I thought it was a joke, I thought she would give me the weekend or so to live out this fantasy before going back to real life. It was sinking in, this wasnt some play, and this was all real.

"I thought she was joking," I muttered to myself, as I turned my gaze from Abby to the carpet of the den.

"No on Sunday she is going to court were you'll be adopted and you're second name changed, Abby stated.

I was shocked; I had no idea why mommy was doing this. She never treated me any differently that the other students she was always so plain, even when she was with Sarah she never treated me special. Maybe she liked the fantasy of mine more than I did. Ill have to ask my sisters about when I can.

What!" I screamed, which caused Hayley to come downstairs.

I could hear the footsteps on the staircase and before we could finish Hayley was looking down at us to on the carpet, you dont have to be a rocket scientist to see what we had been doing, especially with how close we were sitting to each other, and the blush that formed on mine and Abbys faces. Hayley chose to ignore that though.

Can you girls be any more louder, homework doesnt get it self-done, does it, she said scolding us as she held her hands on her hips.

"Lucy didn't know mom was adopting her," she said a little bit to happy for me, it was like it was some inside joke to her.

"Didn't she tell you?" Hayley asked, her eyebrow rose like she didnt believe what I was saying.

"Well yea but I didn't think she'd do it," I cried.

"Relax it will be okay, when mommy says something she means it," Hayley said rubbing my back. 

"Any way it's nearly bed time for a certain little girl and Ive run you a nice bubble bath, take my hand," she said offering her hand. 

I cautiously accepted it and followed her upstairs. Hayley was actually younger than me and to be lead up the stairs by my teachers daughter was a little embarrassing, added even worse by the girly pajamas I was wearing. 

"Ok strip and Ill get you washed," Hayley stated, that put me off guard she wanted me to strip with her in the room. I looked down at the bathroom floor thinking if she wanted me to actually¦you know

"Em can't you just," I trailed off. 

"I'll give you to the count of 3 or Im going to have to tell mommy," she scolded me.

I slowly began to strip until I stood in front of her naked, I didnt want to make mommy cross with me, I dont know why I cared so much, it was like there was a need to not let my mommy down, to say I was embarrassed was an understatement, I was bright red head to toe. I wasnt small you know in that department, according to girls they said it was above average but I still stood there naked. 

I hoped into the bath and Hayley began cleaning my skin and washing my hair. If I thought getting naked in front of Hayley was embarrassing it was nothing to her slowly washing me with a sponge. Hear I sat in a bath tub, getting cleaned by one of the hottest girls in school, I bet my friends wont believe me even with a photo. What was weird was she didn't think it was weird at all, she didn't even react when I started getting aroused she just casually cleaned me. 

"Okay baby get you rapped in this towel," she said holding out a towel. She wrapped me up with it and started drying my hair. "Lucy brush your teeth I just need to print off something," she said leaving the bathroom. 

She came back a moment later as I was still cleaning my hair, I didnt realize that my genitals where exposed to her however when she did return she didnt react at all and just strolled in.

"Ok put on your jammies and hop into bed," she cooed handing me my pj's.

I blushed and quickly covered my crotch with the purple colored towel as some sort of false modesty, The pajamas where actually a footer sleeper with pink hearts and stars on a pale yellow. It looked like an over grown sleepwear for a 5 year old.

I slowly entered the bed and she tucked me in and got out a book. She looked down on me and made me feel a little smaller in the bed.

"I know this is a little weird but Im going to read this story," she cooed kissing me on the forehead. 

"What is it?" I asked.

"Em, goldilocks and the three bears," she laughed and grabbed a chair to read the story. 

You probably think it was weird but it was the opposite, Hayley read the story well and did cool voice acting and I enjoyed it. I guess she must have done a few babysitting jobs in her teenage years. 

"Somebody sleeping in my bed," she did in her squeaky voice for the little bear. "Goldilocks screamed and ran right out of the house" she finished putting the book down. "Oh look at the time, it 7:15" was the last thing I heard before I dozed off.

Chapter 5

"Lucy, breakfast is ready, whispered Abby, she seemed really close from my face, almost like she was breathing on me

I slowly opened my tired eyes to see the girl of my dreams looking down on me. I smiled; she smiled back and helped me out of the bed. I still seemed a little dozy and stretched my arms, the footie pajamas stretching out in to full view in front of Abby.

"You were tired last night," she laughed

"What do you mean?" I questioned her.

"Well according to Hayley you dozed off after she read you the story, she said laughing in which I joined her.

"Here put this dressing gown on and well go down for breakfast," she cooed handing me the items.

The dressing gown was white with a bunch of love hearts on it. 

We walked slowly walk down stairs; Abby held my hands the whole time saying she didnt want her little sister fall down stairs and get a boo boo.  She made me watch my steps and would only let me go down one at a time.

"Good morning Lucy," called Mommy and Hayley as we walked into the kitchen and sat down on the chair. Mommy looked already dressed wherein a pair of sweats and a flowery styled apron.

"Yeah morning," I said in a husky voice, my hair messed up and stocking out in many places my eyes filled with sleep in them, I wasnt a very good morning person.

Thats wasnt a sweet greeting from a girl as sweet as you, how about Im fine bigger sister how did you sleep? Hayley said, who seemed like she didnt even go through a morning phase, as she was already bright and awake.  

"How about please don't take me shopping today people are going to laugh at me," I was dreading this day. It was sort of okay doing this little girl thing indoors in private, but making me go out Im public, it felt like they were trying to publicly humiliate me. 

"No one is going to laugh at you, all they are going to see is a beautiful little girl out with her family, besides we need to get you some new clothes and some other stuff," she said handing me my Sippy cup full of orange juice.

"What other stuff?" i asked a little curious.

"Abby could you please pass me the coffee?" mommy said completely ignoring my question.

"What other stuff?" i screamed at the top of my voice.

"You really are a noisy girl," Hayley scolded me but it seemed lighthearted.

"Relax, if you must no were going to transform the guest room into a little girls paradise. We havent used that room in a while and I think it would be perfect for you," mommy said. 

"Are you finished with you're coco pops," Hayley said as she finished her coffee which mommy said I was never aloud to have although I was much more tired than Hayley and I need a coffee in the morning to function.

"Yeah why?" I asked.

"Well Im going to do you're hair and make up and then mom is going to pick an outfit for you. I work in a saloon part time and Ive dealt with a little girls all the time," she cooed.

"There's no point in arguing this is there?" i said as I was dragged upstairs.

"Okay first Im going to use a curling iron and five you some nice feminine curls," she said as she plugged in the item. Then Im going to cut these split ends and the fringe to give you some nice bangs." She said as she looked at my reflection in the mirror

"You're not cutting my hair," i cried grabbing hold of my hair.

"Only a little bit theyre still going to be the same length, just a little bit neater, Hayley reasoned

No, you're not cutting my hair," i moaned in desperation.

I realized i was throwing a kid tantrum but i love my hair and it took me ages to grow it this long. Hayley looked a little bit annoyed clearly thinking that she was going to have a war with me, however I was prepared to fight for it. 

"Just a tiny bit, please it will look so much better," she bargained, however i was having none of it. 

I was despite I didnt want my hair changed and a tear started forming in my eyes. I did the one thing I could think off

"Mommy, mommy, mooooooooomy," i screamed as a last resort, my eyes started tearing up, Hayley looked shocked at my outburst and puzzled as what to do. 

"What's going on?" mommy shouted entering the room; she was clearly in the middle of doing the dishes as she had bright yellow gloves on her hands. That was clearly soaked. 

"Hay, Hayley try¦trying to cut my hair and I dont want my hai¦hairr cut sh,ort and she says that I have to do but I think ill look sillyyyy," however i doubt she could here that seems though we were both shouting at her and I sounded like a sappy little girl who could talk properly.

"Shush one at a time, Hayley," mommy said as she pointed 

"Lucy making a fuss about me cutting her hair," she shouted a little to loudly.

"Quiet down, Lucy, Hayley is really good hair stylist and you should have more faith in your sister, you should have seen some of the haircuts she can give to little girls there really good," she scolded me. 

"But," was all i could get out.

"No buts were running late now hurry up or you'll be spanked," mommy said before leaving. I huffed and took a seat. 

"Relax, you will look amazing by the time Im finished with you," She stated as she started curling my hair. 

"OK just a quick trim," she said grabbing scissors and started trimming the front of my hair. I couldn't help it and started crying as she was cutting my hair. 

"Ok make-up," she said grabbing a brush. 

"You're not going to put to much on are you?" I whispered, I didnt want to look really silly or sissy like.

"No just a little blush some mascara and some clear lip- gloss should do it," she cooed.

Which I just sighed in relief. I just wanted to get this over with. Even with Hayley trying her best to be comfortable but I was just far too tense to be so normal with this.

"All done," Hayley said breaking me out of my trance. She had pushed me away so I couldnt see the mirror and she probably wanted to hold a grand reveal.

"Can I see it?" i asked looking up at her. 

"Sure," Hayley said as she took a hold of the big leather chair and slung me around until I was facing the mirror in mommys bedroom 

"Wow, I look like a girl," i replied shocked. 

Looking at the reflection in the mirror, I was shocked. The strange little girl staring back at the mirror looked nothing like me, the only similar thing to her and me was we had the same color hair. Her hair was different all filled with soft curls and her face that was child like and clear. The girl in the mirror was full of innocence and cuteness; the girl in the mirror was I.

"That's the idea," she laughed and i laughed along with her. "Mom, Lucy is done," shouted Hayley from the bedroom door. 

"Ok Im coming up," I heard a faint shout mommy.

Mommy came up into the room to the shock of her life. She looked down at me with something I havent seen since I was little; she looked at me with love not just any sort of love but a love from a mother. I imagine in her eyes that I was her little girl and that gave me the sense of a strange love

"Wow Lucy, you look amazing," she squealed in delight, I hate to admit it but I did and that was one of the nicest and worst thing she could ever say to me.

Thank you," i said in a quiet voice, a little embarrassed at sitting in front of my maths teacher as a little girl.

"Ok Lucy, do you want to wear a dress or a skirt and a top?" she said rummaging from the draw.

"Em a shirt and skirt please," I whispered, taking the lesser of the two evils.

"You really nervous?" mommy noticed she must have seen, i thought she would cancel the trip however she didn't. "Relax baby, I promise you no one will recognize you, they'll just see a girl perhaps 8 out with her family, that's all i promise." she cooed pulling me into a hug, it was a fight I was never going to win.

The clothes werent that feminine the t-shirt was yellow with a pink bunny the skirt was plain pale green, which came just above the knee. Finally there were knee high white socks going into a pair of black Mary Janes. I couldnt deny that looking in the mirror

"There we go, go downstairs and watch TV while i get ready," she said patting me on the butt.

I walked downstairs the skirt felt really weird on me, I felt exposed as I descended the stairs, the living room was empty and I assumed the girls had gone up and got changed, so I plumped my self down on the couch and turned the TV on.

"What the," i said in surprise all the channels ha parental control on the channels.

"Whats wrong?" called Hayley coming down the stairs.

She was beautiful with her long flowing blond hair running down her back, her blue tank top and short white shorts with 2inch heel sandals. She looked the perfect vision of a young sexy teenager.

Mommy fuc," i said before stopping as I clenched my hands towards my mouth, normally I swear a lot but it just didn't feel right. I felt embarrassed at swearing so openly to her. 

"Were you about to cuss?" questioned Hayley.

"Em, kind off," i trailed off.

"Listen, try to get rid of the swearing habit it's not good and mom will flip if she hears you swearing, for your sake try to break the habit." Hayley scolded.

Hayley and I sat down next to each other and watched the baby/little girl programing until the rest of them came downstairs. I admit it was a little dull; a lot of it was demeaning and insulting to young children treating them like idiots. Hayley made me join in with the show none of the less and I had to admit it was a little fun.

"Guys are we all ready?" shouted mommy from the front door, still fussing with her hair in the mirror. 

Mommy looked amazing, she looked like a more casual version of my maths teacher. Her hair the same color as Hayleys she was wearing a purple colored summer dress which was perfect for a hot day like this. Looking at her through the mirror I was in awe, a small part of my brain made me think would I look like that, when I grew up¦what.

"Yeah," We all shouted and walked to the front door. I was still a little confused about my feelings and I really needed a moment so I could just think all these things through. 

Abby came down the stairs, she looked like her mother in a sort of alternative sort of way, she wore; a black tank top, a black skirt with a studded metal belt and had purple highlights in her hair, she looked amazing in my eyes.

"Lucy take your purse, mommy smiled as she handled me a small white purse.

I looked inside the small purse to see mommy had put some items in; there was packet of tissues, a small bottle that looked like perfume, some mints and a small pink wallet that had a little money in it.

Thank you for the purse and money mommy, I said sweetly.

Your very welcome sweetie, perhaps you can buy yourself an ice-cream in the mall, mom said as she gave me a hug. My mind was in turmoil and ever time my teacher showed affection for me I just didnt know what I was feeling.

Chapter 6

"Okay go get in the car," mommy said opening the door.

"Sweetie, get in the back please," Mommy cooed.

"I want to sit in the front," I protested, the start of a toddler tantrum forming.

"Oldest in the front baby," Hayley said taking the front seat.

"Im older than you," I courted a little grumpy. 

"Just play along" she laughed as she shut the front door, forcing me into the back.

"Could you turn on the radio," i asked 10 minutes into the car journey.

I was bored to death in the car. Abby was sat listening to her iPod, i our tell for the volume blasting the car with metal/scream. Hayley was busy texting and also had headphones in her ear. Mommy was busy driving the car and quietly humming to herself. I just pushed my head towards the window and starred out aimlessly you would think that they would try and keep a little girl happy in a car.

"Ring, ring," i heard from her phone holder, I was suddenly awoken from my dream like state. 

"Hello," mommy called.

"Hi this is Andy, (principal of the school).

"Hi Andy, what do you need Im in the car with the girls," she laughed to herself mommy seemed so positive.

"I need the reports on my desk Monday morning Carla," he said.

"They'll be there, just need to finish them off," she sang.

"Ok that's great have fun with the girls, sorry to interrupt your day," he said.

"Oh I will, theres no need to worry," she laughed and turned off her cell.

We arrived at the mall 30 minutes later with me bored out of my mind. Everyone got out of the car, well when i say everyone i meant my sister's (yes i was thinking them as my sister's) and mommy. 

"Come on sweetie out of the car were in a hurry," mommy said realizing i was still in the car. She holed out her hand signaling for me to follow her out. All i could do was shake my head as I looked out of the car to see the outside world. 

"Lucy Im giving you to the count of 3 to get out of the car, or you're going to get a spanking right in this parking lot do you hear me young lady," she scolded me.

"Please don't make me go in mommmmy," I cried. 

"1," she said in a commanding tone.

"No, please," i begged, I was openly crying now and I new I would have to make a decision very soon.

"2," she said in an even more commanding tone.

I quickly scurried out of the car. Fearing that I was going to have to get out sooner or latter it would just be better if I didnt have a sore bottom.

"That's better," she said locking the car door, sealing me in the outside world.

Relax if you believe you're just a little girl Lucy, then people around you won't need raise suspicion" mommy said picking me up. I didnt like her picking me up, the last thing i wanted was to be exposed higher up to the whole parking lot.

Mommy eventually put me down after seeing my distressed face, we walked into the mall, all though it was a nice warm day, I could feel my skirt brush against my legs and it felt like I wasnt wearing anything at all. Mom noticed my uncomforted and leaned down to whisper, 

Youll get used to it sweetie, we girls all do, she said as she grabbed a hold of my hand. I didnt want to get used to it felt weird.

We all walked into the mall and went into the 1st shop to the right, which was a card shop. I heard something about it being grandma 60th birthday. They strolled around the section for a few minutes before finally selecting a card. 

Mommy please let go off my hand, I said in a barely audio voice but she picked up on it anyway

"Of course, sweetie don't run off now" she cooed letting go off my hand that seemed so much more smaller than hers.

Walking around the reasonably sized store, i was amazed no one had recognized they all just seemed to except me and it felt weird, in fact some older women smiled at me in a kind why which made me smile back. Anyway it was also my sister's birthday in a couple of weeks so i went looking for a card, I doubt I had enough money with what mommy had given me but there is no crime in looking. 

It must of been a while when i finished looking (unfortunately i couldn't find a card that said thanks for the carrots sis, who knew) I looked around the whole store looking for mommy which was harder than I thought. I turned to fast and when straight into a young man probably in his late 20s, he was like a brick that I bounced off and nearly fell over. 

"Whoa there, why are you running little girl?" He said in a kind tone. 

I looked up at him; He was really tall and looked quite intimidating from my small height. He also looked sort of friendly and welcoming in a strange way. He looked like he was in his late 20s.

"I cant find my mommy," i said pretending to cry a little bit, I was secretly nervous at a total stranger talking to me, which I know is a big no no, especially the way I was dressed. 

"Relax sweetie, what she look like?" he said rubbing my back. 

"She has long blond hair and is wearing a summer dress," i whispered, I dont think that it had fully sunken in yet, here I was standing in front of a total stranger dressed like a little girl, I just cant get my head around that. 

"Isn't that her there?" he asked. 

"Mommy," i squealed running up to her, she looked a little crossed and worried but also had a sense of relief on her face. 

"I told you not to run off Lucy there are bad people out there, were have you been?" she said in a worried tone, she picked me up in a sort of hug like comfort. 

"I got lost but that nice man helped me find you," i said, it was true, he was a nice man. 

"Don't worry my kid running away all the time," he smiled, walking over to mommy. 

"Oh how old is your kid?" she asked friendly, the look on mommys face was strange she had a weird twinkle in her eye looking at this man next to us. 

"Mommy can you please put me down?" i asked sweetly. 

"Sure, go wait with your sister's outside" she said putting me down. I gladly left the shop and saw my 2 new sisters sitting down on the floor of the mall chatting.

"Where's mom?" they both said once they saw me exit the card shop. 

"She's talking with this guy in the shop," i said sitting down next to them. They both had grins on their faces. 

"What?" i asked. 

"Did you say she was talking to a guy?" Abby chuckled. 

"Yeah, is that such a big deal?" i asked. 

"Lucy mom hasn't talked to a guy in years, the last time she went on a date was when i was 10," Abby stated. 

It felt like ages although in reality it was probably 10 minutes but it took forever for mommy to come out of the card shop. I just sat on the mall floor fiddling with my newly acquired skirt

"You took a while, in there," stated Hayley as we saw her approach. She had such a smirk on her face that it would be obvious from a  =mile off.

"I was busy girls," she said blushing, you had to be blind t not see her color change on her face, it was funny to see someone else blush for a change. 

"That's not what Lucy said," Abby giggled. 

"And what tell me did you say little miss?" she said turning to me. 

"I just said you were talking to some Guy," i replied honestly 

"So are you going out with this guy?" chimed in Hayley. 

"I have given him my phone number weather he calls is anyone's guess" she stated. 

"I bet you $20 that he phones you in the next 2 days" gleamed Hayley. 

"Okay but if I win you got to clean the house for 2 whole weeks" mommy said getting into the idea. 

"Deal" they both said, Abby started giggling again which must be common with her family. 

"Abby why are you laughing" asked Hayley once the bet was made. 

"It's a win win both ways for mom if she wins she has a maid for 2 weeks if she loses yeah sure she's down $20 but she gets a date, win win," Abby laughed followed by all of us.

"Any shops appeal to you guys?" mommy asked as we were walking down. 

Most of the shops where sweet shops, mommy clearly stated that I wasnt aloud an ice cream until after lunch. The other shops where more like something Abby wanted to go in but Hayley wouldnt be caught dead in. So Abby had to wait until she was on her own.

"Not really," we all said looking around the shops.

"Seems though it nearly 12 why don't we go to the food court?" Abby suggested after a few more minutes of walking around, going nowhere in particular.

"That's sounds like a good idea, lets head off there," mommy said glad we were going some were, finally. As we were walking around the mall, they were women smiling kindly at me, not that i didn't mind the attention; it was just a little creepy.

"Mommy those ladies are staring at me," i whispered pulling on her dress. 

"Of course there staring at you, you're a very beautiful girl," mommy cooed, I just smiled in her response; I really needed to get used to this.

Enjoy it while it lasts Lucy, first its nice ladies, when you get older its boys, Hayley laughed which mom disapproved off but had a smile about it.

Chapter 7

Going into the food court it was packed, there where people off all ages, there where little boys and girls around there where teenagers men women all sorts, I felt a lot more nervous and tried to pull my skirt further down in my knees, to try and get some more modesty.

"Guys go find a seat, Ill take Lucy with me," mommy said once we arrive at the food court.

 We walked over to the Mac Donalds shop which was pact seems though it was 12.

This cue is going to take forever," I moaned.

"Lucy, be patient," mommy warned me. Sure enough 10 minutes later we were at the front of the cue. 

"Hi Neil," mommy said smiling.

Neil was the same age as Hayley and I, I never really hung around with him at school. He was a quiet guy and never really talked to anyone. According to the girls in the school, he had a reputation of being a bit of a creep and it was no secret that he had a thing for Hayley; expressing you love in front of the school does that to a guy. 

"Oh high Miss Applebee what are you doing in the mall?" he asked. 

"I have a life outside of school you know," she laughed.

Neil was probably you're average nerd short brown hair with a face full of pimples and terrible ache.

"Can I have a girl's happy meal and 3 chicken salads?" mommy said in her sweet tone. 

"Sure thing that will be $6 but for you, you can have it for $5," Neil said with a smile showing his terrible teeth care. 

"Why thank you," she smiled and handed him the money. Sweetie, grab you're happy meal and we'll go find you're sisters" mommy cooed handing my food.

"Lesson for you sweetie give a nice smile and guys will pretty much you do anything for you, mind you should know that," she laughed. 

"Yeah, i laughed seems though i pretty much did anything she asked me tidy classroom all sorts. 

Guys can't you find a seat?" mommy asked realizing that Abby and Hayley were both standing looking around like headless chickens. 

"Afraid not," Abby said. I tugged on mommy dress again. 

"What is it sweetie?" mommy smiled down at me. 

"There just getting up," i said pointing to a family were the mother was helping put the kids coats on. 

"Great find Lucy," Hayley praised as we went over to the space.

"Are you guys leaving, once you've been fed," mommy asked, setting the food on their table.

"If you want, well stay with you," they both chipped in.

"No you girl's can go have fun you only get to be a teen once in your life," mommy smiled at them. We sat there in relative silence until Hayley started speaking. 

"Oh no," she said putting her head down. 

"What's wrong?" mommy asked.

"That Neil kid he is been stalking me for like forever," she said in disgust.

"Aww its sweet," Abby joked.

Hayley shot a long cold stare at Abby, which backed her off "Its not sweat he's weird and has no self respect" she said putting her head down on the table.

"Guys jenny waiting for me outside the music store, can I go?" Abby asked looking at her phone.

"Sure head off," mommy said.

"Em, can i borrow some money?" Abby asked with her sweet voice, holding out her soft hands like a street hobo.

"When you mean borrow don't you mean, sponge $50 off me and never pay me back/" mommy questioned.

"I'll pay you back, mother," she said sweetly, fluttering her long eyelashes that they all seemed to have in this family.

"Yea right, Abby when are you going to get a job?" mommy said handing her a bunch of cash.

"I will, thank you mom," she said hugging her.

"By mom, by Hayley, by Lucy," she yelled. 

"Meet me at the fountain no later than 3:00, or you're walking home," mommy shouted to her.

"What you planning on doing Hayley?" asked mommy. 

"Well Anna, Becky and Megan want to meet me near the fountain and then were going to shop for an hour then Amy get's of her shift then were going to shop some more" she laughed.

"Is Amy working today?" mommy said looking up from her food. 

"Yea she is until 2:00, why are you asking?

"Were going to shop there today," mommy said, causing me to blush.

"You should mom, Elles is really popular for little girls and there having good sale at the moment, Ive got to go now" Hayley stated as she checked her recently received message.

"Remember fountain 3:00," mommy warned. 

"Kay, bye mom, bye sis," she stated. 

"Bye Hayley," we both said as she left the food court, it was so strange being acknowledged as a member of the family, it was like I was happy to feel like a member but not at the same time. 

"Looks like it just me and you," mommy sighed.

"Are you okay mommy?" i asked, seeing the look on her face.

"Yeah Lucy Im okay, it's just when they were little girl's, they used to love shopping with me now they just want to shop with their friends, I feel a little left out," mommy sighed.

"I guess that's why you want me to come to the mall, like you have your little girl again," i whispered. Mommy just smiled and pulled her arms apart waiting for hug, which i gladly accepted. 

"Aww Lucy, you're going to make a great women" she joked which i laughed along with her.

"Enjoy your dinner sweetie," mommy said as we exited the food court, she had her arm wrapped around me. 

"It was different to what i normally eat, but yes i enjoyed the food," i replied.

"Good, so where do you want to go?" she kindly asked.

"Toilet," was all i really needed to say.

"Aw does my little girl need to tinkle?" she laughed.

"Yes mommy," i whispered. 

"Ok, well go to the bathroom; we need to freshen up anyway, she joked as we headed to the nearest toilet.

"I can't go in there," i whispered to mommy she said as we walked towards the stick like figure that had long hair and a triangle on there legs.

"Were else is a little girl's meant to go sweetie," she sweetly said.

We walked into the Ladies bathroom. To be honest it didnt look much different to the boys toilets it obviously had the missing urinals and it smelt like flowers from previous women squirting their fragrances.

"Sweetie Ill wait just outside here," mommy cooed.

As i went into the bathroom cubicle, there werent many people in the restroom; there was an old lady who smiled at me, a mother with her baby and daughter. Besides that it was totally empty. I lifted up my skirt and pulled down my panties and sat on the cold seat.

"Hi Rachel, Lisa, Fiona," i herd mommy said through the cubicle door.

Another bit of info these are the most arrogant bitches in the whole school, In fact i dated Rachel when i was in 8th grade when she was actually kind of cool to talk to but now she is such a bitch not to me but to nerds and other social outcasts. It's like Lisa and Fiona turned her into one of them.

What are you doing?" asked one of the girls, I couldnt really tell they all sounded the same anyway.

"I really should keep this a secret but, Im waiting for my little girl," Mommy proudly stated.

"What do you mean?" one of them asked. 

"That's right girls, I didn't tell my class, I just finishing adopting a little girl called Lucy and i might be adopting one of my students if his sister decides on what to do" mommy said.

"Little girl, can we see her?" asked Rachel (I knew her voice). 

"Sure as soon as she finished going potty, mommy agreed. 

Oh no," i thought as i hear her last words.

"Come on baby, are you nearly finished, there are some girls who really want to meet you," mommy cooed through the door. 

"Nearly," i said flushing the toilet. Well here it goes. I took a deep breath and slowly opened the door to see mommy and 3 girls standing next to her. 

"Awe she is so cute," Lisa said looking down on me. 

"Sweetie, a nice girl just gave you a complement what do you say?" she warned me. 

"Em, thank you," i said really quietly and hid behind mommy like a shy little girl. 

"Awe she's shy, how old is she?" one of the girls said. 

"She is only 8," mommy said picking me up in full view of all 3 girls. 

"She is so cute, my little brother's only 8 maybe we can arrange a little play date," one of them said smiling. 

"Would you like that sweetie?" mommy said looking at me. I couldn't take it and just buried my head in mommys chest. 

"She is a really shy girl, poor thing has been through so much yet she is so young," mommy cried. 

"Aww poor thing, if she changes her mind just ask me in class," she said. 

"I will do," mommy said waving goodbye to the girl's.

Lucy why dont you put some perfume on? mom said.

The 3 girls had left, lucky only coming into the toilet to fuss with there hair. Mommy pushed me over to the sink and ran the warm water she helped me wash her hands and then repeated it with the dryer. The girls thought it was ever so cute. she told me to look in the mirror and genteelly spray the perfume behind my ears and on my wrists.

You smell just like a princess, mom beamed as she gave me a big hug.

Chapter 8

"Why did you do that?" I cried once we left the bathroom. 

"Do what," she protested all though she couldnt hide the smile. 

"I hate those girls, you made me say hi to them," i shouted a little to loudly.

"It's called being polite, Lucy you should try it," she scolded me. 

"You're right, i should show them respect," i completely lied. 

Youre not going to make me have a play date with her brother are you, I sulked, which made mommy giggle a little bit. 

Its completely up to you, you want to go on your little play date, thats fine with me, she smiled, looking down at me.

We walked around the mall; i could tell that mommy was planning on going in one shop. We stopped and she bought me a bottle of apple juice and herself a bottle of water. I finally got sick of walking around the mall, as we crossed from the east side to the west. 

Mommy, were are going? I asked her as we sat down on some seats. 

Im sorry Lucy, its been a while since Ive had to shop at Elles, mommy said pulling me into a hug. 

But that shop only caters to little girls from age 3-12, clothes there wont be able to fit me, i barged. 

Lucy, you are the perfect size for an 8 year old girl, Mommy whispered, tightening the hug.

It took a while but mommy finally found the way to Elles, i still didnt believe what she said about me having the bone structure of a little girl, guess well find about that once i try the clothes. Dont get me wrong in saying i was happy about trying on girl clothes in public because i wasnt. I just knew that if i acted up and made a fuss about wearing the girl clothes one, i would be embarrassing mommy and myself, which chances are will result a spanking. Two it would be unusual for a little girl to act out at trying on clothes and would probably end up with me getting found out. Finally its advice; if i just act like a little girl then others will believe. As we approached the door all of that went out of my mind.

Im not going in there, i shouted, digging my feet into the ground. 

And why not missy? mommy said, putting her hands on her hips. Her facial expressions changed from one of happiness and excitement to one of lighthearted scolding, anger and disappointment. 

Amy is in there, shell know who i am i cried. 

Mommy seemed to show a bit of compassion for me Baby, Amy is Hayley best friend, i sure Hayley has already talked about you, mommy coed pulling me into a hug. 

What, how could she? i screamed pulling away from mommy. I noticed that a few families are turning to see what the commotion was all about. 

Lucy, Amy spends more time at ours than she does at her own, you dont expect her to not find out, and Lucy she is practically like family. Now come and hold my hand, i promise she will be cool with it mommy sweetly said holding out her hand. I hesitated, but accepted her hand as we slowly entered the shop.

We walked into the shop, which wasnt amazingly impressive there were 4 ails in the the store and towards the back were some changing rooms. The shop itself, you could tell it was designed for a little girl with its pale pastel yellow decorated with little flowers all along the walls, you could hear a faint bit of classical music i the background. As soon as i spotted Amy she looked at me and gave a slight smile, which caused me to blush bright red, which she hold her hands to stop from laughing at the customer. Needless to say as soon as she was finished with her customer she asked for a break and casually walked over to us. 

Hello Miss, it is such a delight to see you shopping here and who is this little cutie? she cooed giggling. 

Hello Amy, this is Lucy, Lucy thank Amy for giving you a complement mommy said, looking at me. 

Thank you Amy, for the lovely complement, you look pretty to i singed, and as added touch I dropped into a curtsy, which surprised both of them for some reason it felt right. 

Thank you, are you looking to get some new clothing, asked Amy, dropping back into her professional mode. 

Yes we are, i have decided to play a little game. Mommy announced, in which I turned curious.

What game, what game, what game i sang jumping up and down, which hugely surprised Amy. 

Okay, you have 20 minutes for you to pick out 10 shirts, 8 skirts, 2 jeans, 10 dresses, 20 socks, 20 panties, 10 camisoles and 3 pair of shoes. Also Amy is going to help you pick out the clothes see if they match etc. okay and if you do it all in the time set you will get a small surprise, mommy said in a strong tone. 

Okay, i nervously answered; Amy as you could probably guess was all smiles. 

Ok are you ready, mommy said holding up a stopwatch(where did she get that).

Go she yelled, and we went to the clothes. 

Okay Im guessing youre a size 7-8 she said looking at me. 

What, Im not that small, i sulked. 

Hate to say so Ollie, woops i meant Lucy, but you are quite small she said rustling my hair. 

The next 20 minutes was pure hell, i was forced to pick out my own clothing but that wasnt bad. What was bad was if say i picked out a blouse, Amy would say it wasnt girly enough or if she did like it she would say i had to pick out a suitable skirt to go with it. Which would be it was either didnt match the top or the skirt didnt go with the top (which are two completely different things). After plenty of rejection she taught me how to match the colors with each other and we quickly finished with the blouses, skirts and jeans and we had spent half the time doing that. The panties were a little easier and Amy picked out 10 with a Disney princess theme and a further 10 with lace around the waist and leg openings and would have a little bow in the center. They were all in a size 6, which shocked me. As well as that i picked out a white camisole with pink lace and a center bow. There was also a plain white one and a peach one. 

Ok were nearly done, how long we have left, miss? asked Amy. 

5 minutes and all you have left to do is the shoes and socks, 

Although the start was a little frustrating, it was good fun and Amy and I had a real good laugh and some good fun. For the socks we picked out different styles; there was ankle socks with little lace along the edges. There were knee high socks with some containing little bows. There were themed ones with stars and love hearts etc. Finally we arrived at the shoes were we picked out one pair which were just plain tennis shoes with pink trim for playing, which according to Amy i will be doing allot of. There were black Mary Janes, which were for formal events, or if we were going to visit relatives (how long is this going on for) finally there were some nice sandals that had a flower on them which apparently were for casual event. 

Stop i shouted to mommy, which she did with a huge smile. 

Congratulations baby, you finished with a minute to spare she praised me, pulling me into a hug. 

Miss, do you want me to ring these up for you? Amy said grabbing all the clothes that i had selected. 

Ok guys that brings a total of, $750, for you i could give you a 10% discount, Amy smiled, checking the till. 

What $750 i cant let you pay for that, I protested, although it was useless because mommy got her credit card out paid for the huge price without a moments care.

Okay, Im guessing youre coming round after youve done your shopping, mommy said, grabbing her purchases. 

If you dont want me to, i mean if you went to spend some quality time with your daughters I can understand, Amy said, looking at me when she said daughter, planting the idea in my mind. 

You are always welcome in our family, if youre coming meet me at the fountain at 3:00, mommy said explaining pleasantries. 

Goodbye miss, have a fun time shopping with your little girl, Amy said waving goodbye. 

Goodbye, we both said as we walked out of Elles.

You were the perfect little angel in their baby, Im so proud of you mommy praised, as we walked outside the shop.

What did I do? I asked, completely confused. 

The way you thanked Amy and complement her, oh and when you dropped into a curtsey, aw its so cute, she squealed in delight. 

I dont know why I did it, it kind of felt right, maybe i am changing a little bit, i worried.

Aw you are such a precious girl, mommy squealed in delight, lifting me into a huge hug. I could smell her flowery sent perfume mix with mine, she was wearing the same as me, it was so intoxicating i god lost in sensual bliss. 

The hug ended up lasting a few minutes, when she finally let me down i was all smiles. We sat down for a while to rest our legs; i took this as an opportunity to ask what surprise was was for winning that little game. 

Oh baby, for behaving so well I have decided for when we go to the toy store you can pick 10 toys of your choice, mommy announced. 

I was all smiles and quickly hugged her, in which she gladly accepted. We sat and watched the people shopping go by, mommy handed my apple juice, which i accepted. 

Finally mommy decided to get of the chair and announced that we were going to the toy store.

Chapter 9

It was just approaching 2:00 and the walk to the toy store wasnt very far, we arrived there at 2:10 with me holding mommys hand. The store was like a childhoods dream, clearly showing which part of the store aimed at the different sexes. The left side of the store was clearly aimed for the females, with its light pink pastel decor. The store was really big, full of screaming kids running round all in awe at the toys was on the shelves. The parents of these kids, bored waiting for their child to finally picks out a toy. It was at this point that my child mind took over and i ran straight to the girls section with mommy following slowly behind.

Ok Lucy, have a look see what youd like, mommy cooed, once we arrived at the girls section of the store. 

The shelves were filed with toys that would amuse a girl there was; Barbie, dress up clothes, dollies, stuffed animals, art stuff and i could pick 10 of any of them. 

Every little girl should have a Barbie, mommy stated, so i picked up one of them of the shelves. 

Dont you want something a little more expensive, mommy said, looking at the doll which i picked. It was a plain doll, which came with 2 outfits. 

I cant, youve already spent so much on me, I said. 

Sweetie, dont worry on how much Im spending, I want you to have a good time and if that means spoiling my little princess i okay with it, she cooed giving me half a hug. I ended up picking out this big box, which contained a house 3 dolls tomes of accessories and a pink convertible. Mommy said nothing and just smiled as she put the toy in the basket. 

The next one i picked out i feel in love with immediately. It was a bright pink bunny rabbit, which was nearly the same size of me. It had a little dickey bow which was pink and had white dots all other it. Again mommy said nothing as she put the heavy stuffed rabbit in the basket along with the Barbie beach house thing. Despite what she said i was cautions about how much she was spending, i mean she works as a teacher how much do they get paid. The next thing i bought was a little pink diary, in which i can write my thoughts and feelings as well as secrets in which i wanted to get out. The diary also came with a little padlock so it would be safe. (Another thing mommy said a girl should never be without). There was also some play dresses she bought which i hated the fact that they could easily fit me. I didnt mind wearing them; its just that they were meant to fit a girl from age 7-8. They were all big princess dresses, which came with accessories including a tiara and a little wand, which mommy thought was so cute.

The finally toys were; a little dolly wearing a pink dress which had log golden yellow hair which had little curls. There were also come coloring books with a Disney theme along with a tub full of crayons.  I was annoyed that mommy counted the coloring books and crayons as separate presents. I had 5 left to choose from, mommy chose a tea party set saying, another thing a little girl has to have 

Im sure Lucy, that Abby and Hayley would accompany you when you have your little party, imagine you will have your stuffed animals on the chair. Aw youre going to look so cute she squealed putting the table and chairs and the pink plates. 

There was also a baby toy, which you could feed and play with, it would also sleep and you had to clean up. I didnt understand why a girl wanted a toy in which you had to clean it up and feed it, mommy completely disagreed. 

Lucy, when i was a little girl loved my baby doll, when your sisters were little they loved theres, I guarantee that you will fall in love with yours she cooed.

The last thing was a huge dollhouse amazing with great detail inside and out. I begged mommy for something less expensive but she would have none of it and put the final item in the basket.

We walked from the girls section of the store to be the check out was at the front. The cue was kind of long so wait was a while. There was a boy behind us, who was constantly kicking me in the back of the leg and pulling my hair. Every time he did kick me or pull my hair he would snicker. I looked up to see his parent on the phone completely oblivious to what her child was doing.  You could tell he was getting annoyed of me completely ignoring me. The next thing i knew, i felt two hands grab my back and push me. My laces were not tied and i tripped over and laded head first on the floor of the toyshop. Mommy saw what the boy did and immediately helped me up. 

Excuse me maam? mommy said, after she had helped me up, and brushed the dirt from the toy store floor of off my clothes. 

Your child has pushed my daughter for what i can see as no reason, Mommy said. 

Im sorry, Dylan apologize to the little girl and her mother, his mother scolded. 

Isnt my fault she tripped over, he said in a huff. 

Dylan, she is only a little girl, youre much older than her and allot stronger and i did not raise you up to push people younger than you she scolded. Younger, younger Im 16 for Christ sake he looked about 11. 

Sorry he muffled, to mommy and me. The mothers turned around which i stuck my tongue out and turned in silly disgust.

We finally got served to a young and around the age of 22 with short black hair. He smiled at us as we walked to get served. 

Someones a lucky girl, he cooed, as he noticed the huge amount of toys in the baskets. He made light conversation with mommy has he scanned the items and put them in the store bags. He seemed like quite a pleasant person, although you could see him mentally undressing mommy. He had a strong French accent in his English, which he was using to try and woe mommy. 

That brings a total of $1,150, he said, checking the till. I nearly fainted when i heard him announce the price of the toys. Mommy amazingly just handed her credit card over to the man, without worrying about the price one bit. 

Come on sweetie, we have one more shop and then were finished, mommy cooed as i took her hand as we walked out of the shop.

Chapter 10

Did you really have to do that back there mommy said, as we were just out of eyeshot of the toy store. 

What do you mean? i asked. 

Sticking your tongue at the boy she laughed. 

I didnt think you saw that i protested. 

Did you also not think that i saw you give the bird to Katie, didnt think i say that did you she said scolding me with a hint of humor in her voice. 

Im sorry mommy i said in my sweet girly voice, while also flashing my long lashes with cute puppy dog eyes. 

Aw, youre trying to be a cute little puppy, its strange you have the same eyes that Hayley and Abby have she cooed squeezing my cheek, making me blush bright red in the process.  

Were we going? i asked, as we walked to a place in the mall I have never been before. 

Its a shop that sells posh and expensive dresses; we need one for church one for formal events and a nice summer dress. She cooed. 

No mommy youve spent far too much on me, please was all i could get out, however mommy was having none of it. 

Baby stop worrying was all she said, dragging my hand along.

Mommy decided that we should go back to the SUV again and put the toys back in the car so we werent carrying a load of toys around with us. I nodded my head in a approval, the SUV was closely parked were the toy store so there was only a little walk to the car. Once we were outside, i saw a little dog tied up near a lamppost a few feet away from the car. I slowly walked up to it and started stroking its rough fur on its head. It looked up at me and started wagging its tail and licking my hand. I laughed, as his rouge tongue and my hand feel ticklish. I patted it on the head, as mommy called me over so i could put the bag in the boot. The dog suddenly started yelping and crying as soon as i left it. 

I have to go now, your owner will be back soon, i said, turning to look at the crying dog. It looked up at me for a second before turning back to the lamppost and laid down. I turned back to mommy and put the bag along with the other toys. 

Greet, one more shop and were done, she cooed as she shut the boot. Mommy grabbed my hands and we walked back into the mall.    

We walked around; it was just my luck for what happened next. I saw my English teacher Mrs. Esterified coming out of a shop. She has been away for a while due to maternity leave, was expected to come back to school this Monday. I knew from experience that mommy and Miss were good friends and had been for a long time. As soon as we had been spotted, she made a beeline for us. 

Carla, it is so good to see you again, Miss E said wrapping her friend in a hug. 

Betty, i havent seen you in ages, mommy squealed returning the hug. I got your pictures you sent me; sorry i couldnt make it to the baby shower, she is so pretty mommy got out all at once.

She is but not as pretty as this little girl here, whats your name sweetie? Miss E cooed. 

My name is Lucy maam, thank you for the complement i replied dropping into a cute curtsey. 

Youre welcome dear, she replied back. 

So well behaved, how old is she, she asked turning to mommy. 

She is 8, just finished the papers for adoption, actually, mommy replied looking down on me with love. 

Youre very lucky, to have a mommy like her you know, she said smiling. 

I know she is the best mommy in the whole wide world, I giggled as i pulled me hands apart to show how much i loved her. I looked up the two adults i could see a small tear in mommys eyes. Something changed when I said that, something inside of me.

Well Id hate to keep you from shopping, see you Monday and i hope to see you sometime soon she said rustling my hair in an affectionate way. Once miss left, mommy turned me around and gave me a full hug. 

I love you so much, Lucy she said squeezing me. 

I love you to, was all i could say, speechless.     

We finally got to the shop, it was just after half 2 and as soon as you entered the shop you could see why it was a posh shop. The walls were a pale white, the layout looked so fashionable. The sales lady spotted us as we entered the shop, and rushed to open the door for us. 

Good evening ladies, she said opening the door for us, it was the first time I was spoken to like an adult, still a girl but an adult at that. 

Good evening, we both said as we entered the shop. 

Is there anything that you are especially here for? she asked once we were in. 

Yes my daughter needs a new Sunday dress for church, i also need to get her a new formal dress as well as a little cute summer dress, 

Great, how about a nice mint green dress for church, there is a nice one which looks like it would fit her, although it is best to try it on just to make sure, although I must warn you it is very expensive she replied quietly. 

How much, mommy asked. 

It is $1,750 the sales women replied. 

Would you be a dear and go get it for us, mommy smiled, as the saleslady ran off in happiness at hopefully making a great sale. 

Are you sure, thats allot of money, I protested, with all this money she was spending i was getting increasingly getting worried if we would even have food at the end of the week. 

Lucy, what did I say? she said scolding me. 

You said not to worry about how much youre spending, i said in defeat, looking down at the floor. 

Dont worry sweetie we still have enough money she cheered me up, as i looked up at her and smiled.

A while later the saleslady, came back holding a white box wrapped in green.

Here it is, would you like to try it on? she said looking at me. 

Would you like me to come with you, you havent tried a dress on like this before. Mommy cooed, in which i slowly nodded. 

Once we entered the changing room, mommy asked politely to strip too just my panties so she could put the dress on me. 

Woops these come with matching panties so off with the underwear, she giggled, handing me the panties that came with the dress.

I slowly pulled the underwear up my legs and into place, they were pretty and had lots of light green lace with a little bow in the middle and on the leg opens. Aw you look so cute she cooed. 

Ok reach for the stars; I used to say that to get the girls to lift there hands up to straightened out the dress. Never thought Id had to say that again, she laughed, as I obeyed and put my hands up. Oh, i think you need a petticoat with this, Ill go get one she said as he slipped out of the changing rooms.

Mommy came back a while later with a plain white petticoat. 

Next time we come shopping, Ill get you a nice girly one she cooed, as she put the petticoat down and helped me remove the dress. 

Ok lets start this again, she laughed as she holed out the petticoat for to step in, which i did and she pulled up all the way to my waist and then straightened it out. 

After what seemed like forever of mommy sorting out the petticoat, she finally finished and went to get the dress of the hanger, again. I immediately put my hands up, mommy smiled as she helped me get the dress on. Once that was done, she sent like 10 minutes straitening the dress out and making sure the petticoat didnt show. The dress was a little girls dream come true it was made of pure silk and the hem came to just above the knee with the petticoat, it had lace all along the chest area, anyone seeing it would think that it was expensive and would make the girl really popular. I looked up at mommy to see what her reaction to the dress was. Her face was a mixture of love and care as you could see a tear in her eye. 

You look amazing! was all she could get out. 

Thank you mommy i replied and curtseyed. 

Do you mind showing the sales lady? mommy asked. I shake my head and mommy lead me out of the stall.

I think the sales lady was in awe as i slowly walked to her and gave her a full twirl so she could get full view of the dress. It was a little embarrassing but there was also this thrill of showing off in front of a young women, it was exciting.  

You look really beautiful miss, the dress was made for you,

I imagine she was scripted to say that, I imagine she would have a great day if she managed to get a sale so high. 

Thank you, i smiled and dropped into a curtsey. In which she clapped her hands and looked at mommy. 

Would you be purchasing the dress, maam? she asked. 

I think i will purchase it, mommy said looking down at me and seeing me smiling, I was shocked at the price but the sales lady looked like she was about to explode with happiness. 

Sweetie go back in the changing rooms and take the dress off and hand to the lady once you have got changed, she ordered looking at me. 

I didnt want to take the dress of and pleaded with mommy, I dont know why I loved this dress so much, by the look of her face i wasnt going to win and nodded my head and walked back in the changing rooms in defeat. I took the dress of, put my own clothes back on. I looked in the mirror and checked my hair see if it was tidy. This wasnt unusual as i was obsessed with my hair. I walked four and handed the box with the dress along with the panties and petticoat. 

Dont be upset Lucy, tell you what Ill through in the panties and petticoat in for free, she said, which made me feel a little better, although that was a little gift for how much mommy was spending. 

I rejoined mommy who was trying on a leather jacket, i waited politely for me to notice me (which didnt take long) 

Ok Lucy i saw a nice baby blue dress which would be perfect for formal occasions, I was thinking about going out as a family next Saturday evening, youd like that wouldnt you baby? She cooed, as she took off the leather jacket. I smiled politely as she took my hand and headed back to the kids section of the store. 

Here it is, she said as she ran over and took the dress of the hanger and presented it to me.

Mommy was right, it was defiantly a formal dress and went just above the knee and had straps instead of the Sunday dress was, which had puffy sleeves. The dress was beautiful; it was a little plain but still very feminine. And had a big bow in the middle and a sash that tied at the back. 

Would you like to try it on? It even comes in with a built in petticoat so we dont have to worry about one this time she laughed. All i could do was nod my head at her answer, as all I could do was stare at the dress that was in front of me. It was so pretty and cute and childish all in one.

Before we try this dress on, i suggest we look for a summer dress so were not trying one thing on at a time. We dont want your sisters waiting there, do we, she cooed as she looked at her watch. 

Oh no, its 10 past 3, Ill ring Abby and Hayley and tell them to meet at the fountain a little later, why dont you look for a nice summer dress while i ring your sisters, Im thinking something cool and simple maybe with flowers on it, she finished as she started ringing. 

I nodded my head and looked at the dresses that were there. They all looked really pretty with a variety of colors, there was a whole wall that catered to summer dresses and looking at them they all looked expensive. After looking for a few minutes mommy came up behind me. 

I swear those girls never answer their phones, but they text 24/7, Oh well its their fault if they have to wait she laughed as she hung up her phone. 

Have you found anything that you like? she cooed turning her attention to me. 

Strangely enough I did, one of them did appeal to me the most, ot was a small dress and what mommy was looking for. It was a dark red with big yellow daffodils it was the typical summer dress and looked like it would be perfect for 8-year-old girls. I pointed to it and mom turned and looked.

Aw its so pretty, my little fashionesta, but it would look a little big on you why dont you get the next size down she suggested, which i nodded my head in approval but was secretly pissed off at being told I was small again. Mommy grabbed the smaller dress and we walked back towards the changing rooms.

Mommy and i both entered the changing rooms, and i immediately stripped down to my panties. I felt more comfortable being naked in front of mommy and didnt put up any fuss to her.

Which dress would you like to try on first? she said although she knew which one i was going to pick. 

Can i try the baby blue dress on first please? i asked, politely.  

Of course you can she smiled, as she took the dress of the hanger. 

Reach for the stars she laughed as she pulled the dress down my head. 

As she did with the church dress, mommy spent a good 10 minutes straightening out the dress, which did get really annoying. She looked at me once she had finally got the dress straightened and in perfect condition. She suddenly got a huge smile and looked at me and then at her purse. 

Sweetie, would you mind if i could get a few pictures of you in that dress? She cooed, looking at me, with her phone in hand. 

I was a little nervous. What if someone thought it was I, that idea when the girls back in the bathroom had no clue. Then i though why not, it would make mommy proud, if that was even more possible. 

I would love to model a few pictures for you, i smiled. 

Greet than you so much baby, she cheered hugging me and kissing me lightly on the cheek. 

I suggest we go outside to take the pictures, there will be more room, she cooed, as she opened the door for me.

The first picture she took, she captured perfectly as she asked me to do a twirl for her, in, which i complied to her wishes. It was greet as it showed my face smiling brightly, while it gave my dress a lot of movement in it with the light captured perfectly. 

Aw this is such a good picture, can we get one with a big smile, she praised herself. 

Great Lucy, how about one where you curtsy, she laughed, as she continued to snap the pictures. 

Lucy you were born to be in front of a camera, mommy giggled, which caused me to laugh along with her giving her a great picture. 

Aw this one is so great, i going to frame it and put it on my nigh stand she cooed. 

For the next 10 minutes, mommy took about a hundred pictures of me in different posses. Some were of me sitting on a chair, with my hands in the lap and smiling. Overall Im glad that the pictures turned out so well and was happy when mommy said she was going to print a few off ad frame them. 

I thinking one day we get a family portrait above the fireplace, what do you think? she asked one we were finished taking pictures. I smiled enthusiastically, as we walked back into the changing rooms.  

It was then that we heard a voice, as we were about to shut the door. 

Excuse me, can you do a favor for us asked a mysterious voice.

Chapter 11 

I looked up to see a woman in her mid- fortys; she had a black jacket, shot black skirt and a white blouse. She had sensible 2-inch heel shoes and light make up with her blonde hair tied into a bun neatly at the back of her head. She was quite thin for her age and was just showing signs of ageing; she wore a pair of reading glasses making her look a whole lot more  

It depends on what that favor is, mommy smiled as she turned around. 

Well you see we were meant to have a child model here to model the new wedding line, specifically the flower dresses. Unfortunately she has had to be rushed to hospital. You see the problem is i can only have the photographer and make-up artist for today, She said waiting for my mommy for an understanding, in which she slowly nodded her head. 

I saw you with your daughter taking pictures, could maybe we use her for the photo shoot, that if it is okay with you 2? she smiled, as she took a breath.

I was in shock, as you could probably imagine. Never in this whole shopping trip i thought i would have to model for a high-class clothes shop. What worried most was the fact that; was that i really wanted mommy to allow me to do the shoot; i was just about to beg mommy, when her cell-phone rang. 

One sec, she said as she answered her cell. Hi Abby, she said, once she looked at who was calling. 

Yea Im sorry lets say we meet up at 5, were kind of busy here mommy said looking over at me. 

Were busy Abby, you spent the 50 all ready, lend some money of Jenny and Ill pay her back. Ok bye, she said before putting the phone down. 

Ok where were we, ah yes Lucy Im fine with you doing the shoot, your going to look so precious, mommy approved in which i jumped up and down with glee, I was bursting with excitement.

You guys will do it, thank you so much Ill make it worth your while, she beamed as she hugged me and mommy and leading us to the photographer.

Oh I think you have already paid of my daughter, as they both laughed at my excitement.

Once we arrived at the back of the store, mommy was handed the dress and told to help me get changed. Mommy gladly took the dress from the manager and grabbed my hands as we went to get changed behind the curtain. Mommy looked excited as she gave me my hundredth hug of the day. 

Can you believe this Lucy, youre going to be a model, are you excited? she cooed as she helped me take the baby blue dress off and hung it up. She went out with the dress and came back a short while later. 

I Just asked the sales lady if she could check out the dress for us. Okay lets have a good luck at the dress mommy cooed, as she went to inspect the dress. 

Oh my god this is beautiful, youre going to look amazing in this, a precious little flower dress will look great on you she smiled, as she took the dress of the clothes hanger. 

The dress in all respect was pretty; it was white with a pink tint in it. The dress was very girly with it being very fluffy and feminine with a skirt that reached the shins. The chest area of the dress had lace all across it leading to the skirt the sleeves were puffed out in a girly fashion. It was a dress that any bride would be proud to have a little girl wears at the wedding.

Woops this dress comes with a petticoat, good job we found that out before you tried the dress on, she laughed. Mommy took the petticoat and pulled open for me to step in. I smiled to her as response for her laughing and stepped into the petticoat as she pulled it all the way up and set it at the waist. 

Great, now for the main dress, reach for the stars she smiled, as she pulled the dress over me and set it in place. Mommy spent a little time fiddling with it for a couple of minutes; finally she grabbed my hand and led me out.

Oh my god, she is beautiful you have a pretty daughter she smiled, the photographer and make-up artist nodded in agreement. 

Sweetie, would you mind coming here so we can add a little make-up to bring out your complexion, she cooed, patting the chair. 

I looked at mommy for an answer, in which she smiled and let go of my hand, giving me a little push towards the artist. She helped me in the seat and stated with the make-up. The first thing she did was put a skin colored cream all over my face and a little on my neck. Next she put a light pink blush all over my face put mostly on the cheeks, which gave me a nice blush color. She added a light pink gloss to my lips making my lips look pouty but still making them look innocent and cute. She smiled as she looked at the work she had done so far she seemed impressed. Next was the mascara, which she didnt have t do much with seems though Hayley did the pretty good this morning. 

Ok Im nearly done i just want to add a little pink eye shadow and a little eyeliner and then I think were done, I smiled up at her as she grabbed the tools; she smiled back and told me to close my eyes so she could put it on.  

Ok sweetie, all done you can open your eyes, she cooed, placing the make-up back on her table. Ok you need to keep your eyes wide open for this she cooed grabbing the pencil and turning to face me. Great you did so well, has your mommy ever let you were make-up before she kindly asked. I shook my head, from knowledge that my sister was allowed to wear make-up when she was 13. Great, were all done she finished, as i hoped of the seat.

Mom was a little further back but gave me a huge smiled as I was led over to the photographer

Ok, come over here sweetie, the photographer said, once I had finished. I slowly walked over to him, in which he directed me to stand in front of the green screen. I looked over mommy to see how she was reacting; she was smiling and looked as happy as any devoted mother would. She gave me a little wave when i looked at her; i waved back and smiled at her. Whats your name sweetie? the photographer asked one i got to the green scream.

Lucy, i replied really shy. 

Dont be shy, my name is Neil, Ill be making you a star today, he joked, trying to make me less nervous. 

Have you done anything like this before? he asked, as he set up his camera. 

A part from when i got my photo taken with the school, i havent although sometimes my sisters would dress me up and take pictures of me and put them up on the internet, they said Id be a good model i replied completely making it up. 

I heard mommy laughing at my lie. Which made me a little more nervous that I usually was, standing in front of this grown man and dressed in a flower girl dress and looking like I was about to go to the wedding 

Ok great, what i need you to do is pretend that your sisters are taking pictures of you again, i need some really good shots of you looking happy, like this is the best day of your life, he said as he began taking pictures.

I hate to admit it but today probably was the best day of my life, from what I can remember.

For the next hour or so, he spent taking loads of pictures of me in various poses. I liked him; unlike over photographer i had seen were they literally screamed at the models for doing an incorrect pose. Neil was nice though, he commented on how well i struck a pose. He wasnt mean and gave generally good advice on how to do a nicer smile o how to do other stuff. We also used a flower as a prop, in which he told me to use it in loads of different ways such as; pretend to smell the flower or put it in my hair. As well as Neil giving me encouragement, mommy was all giving her fair share of praise such as; 

Greet work, Lucy. You look so cute; i cant wait to tell Abby and Hayley, Stuff like that; she really seemed very happy and proud at what i was doing. 

One last set of pictures and well be done. Now all i need you to do is hold these baskets of flowers he said, handing me the prop. I took the basket and went back to stand in the green scream. 

Ok just hold them in front of you, big smile like you have been doing, he asked, going back to his cameras. 

Great now last one just though the petals on the floor, you know like if you was actually a flower girl he said, taking the last lot of pictures.

Great were finally done, go with your mommy, Im sure she will help you take the dress off he stated, with a big smile. I was about to walk there until the shop manager came up to me. 

Thank you so much for doing this, Ive gave my card to your mommy. I would like if you could do some modeling for us in the future, would you like that she smiled, in which I nodded enthusiastically. 

She smiled again and gave me a quick hug before going over to talk to the photographer. Before i could even get half way mommy ran towards me and holstered me up in the air, i was surprised at how strong she was managing to lift me, a 16-year-old boy up in the air. She planted a big kiss and hugged me tightly. 

I love you so much, you did so well, Im so proud of you, she squealed, in delight before finally putting me down.  

Thanks mommy was all i could say after that big hug as i was trying to get my breath back. She grabbed my hand, as she walked me back to the fitting rooms.

Lucy your unbelievable, Mommy smiled, once she shut the door. 

I dont know what you mean? i smirked. Oh no, my sisters would dress me up and take pictures she laughed as she helped me take the dress off. 

I thought it was good, I laughed. 

It was, you said exactly what a little girl would say who had big sisters, you really are good with your words she praised, as she put the pretty flower girl dress on the hanger. 

How do you think Ive managed to get away with not doing home¦ i trailed off, as I saw the look mommy was giving. 

It was the look as to say stop talking, which quickly turned to a smile as she pulled me into another hug. I must have hugged more today than i had in my whole life, it was nice though and made me feel warm inside. 

Ok i sneaked this dress with me, so try it on really quick because it is 10 to 5 and i really dont want Abby moaning about me being late, she moaned, as she took the petticoat off. I quickly tried the dress on seems though i was starting to get really tired and really just wanted to get home as fast as i could. 

You tired baby? mommy asked after I just let out a huge yawn and started to rub my eyes. I nodded in response to her question.  She quickly put the dress on me seems though we both just wanted to go home. 

Great it fits, do you want to wear it out. She asked once i gave a twirl in the dress.  I nodded and she put my clothes in a bag and grabbing the dress before heading out.

Finally, we had been in the store for a long time and were looking forward to getting some fresh air. 

Heres the dress back mommy said to the store manager, who just walked back into the main part of the store. 

Oh keep it my treat, in fact i have a little present for you guys she replied excitedly, as we followed her to the counter. 

How many in your family? she asked, as she went searching in the draw. 

Em, theres my 3 daughters and me she said, a little confused at her question. 

Here you go she said, handing mommy 4 cards. 

What are these? she asked surprised. 

These, she said, pointing to the cards she handed mommy. Are gift cards that will give you 50% of any bit of clothing in this store she said, indicating all the clothes, in the store. 

50 wow thank you, mommy thanked in total shock at the kind offer the manager was giving her. 

Anyway well take these dresses the one she is wearing and also this jacket, mommy replied a she dug around in her purse for her credit card. 

Ok, that would be a total of 2,300, or 1,150 if you chose to use the card, mommy nodded and handed her the credit card.

We, said goodbye to the staff and they all said bye and some gave me a few hugs and kisses on the cheek. 

We would love for you to model for when the summer starts, the manager finally said before waving good-bye to us. 

Oh no, its 5, Abby is going to be in such a mood, she complained after she looked at her watch. We still need to visit one more shop and then were done, she said looking down at me. I groaned and the let out a huge yawn.

Mommy, you said that the dress shop was the last one, Im tired, I moaned in frustration.

I know I did dear, dont worry, it wont take long, well be home then you can have something to eat and then you can go to sleep, she reasoned. 

I nodded and she pulled me into her as we walked our 15-20 minutes back to the meeting point, back at the fountain.

Chapter 12

It was just approaching 20 past when we could finally see the fountain, my legs where really hurting now and I was really starting to fall asleep. To my surprise, as well as Abby and Hayley there there was also 5 other teenage girls and 2 guys. Abby was clearly just chatting with Jenny who was her best friend. The rest of the people were with Hayley as they were all in a group chatting. We nearly approached the people at the fountain, when Abby immediately got a scowl on her face seeing the sight of her mother.  

Hello everyone! was the first thing mommy said. 

Your late both my sisters said, as they looked at me and mom they looked really cross at us. 

You never answer your phones, how am i so posed to tell you Im going to be late she defended herself, both guys left quickly thinking something was about to kick off. 

Just text us, they defended themselves. 

Ok i cant be bothered arguing with you too, Ill make it up to you how about you guys bring your friends over for a sleepover she sighed. 

I could tell by her facial expressions that she really didnt want to have a bunch of teens in her house. I certainly didnt and groaned a bit, which no one noticed. 

Ok Hayley said. 

Actually mom, I was planning on staying over at Jennys, Abby said. 

Ok, that fine, mommy smiled. Abby and Jenny said their goodbyes. 

See you at 7, Jenny smiled before departing,

Guys i need a favor from you? mommy turned facing Hayley group of friends. 

What miss, they all said, all of them were eyeing me. I felt uncomfortable, they all looked at me with tons of suspicion on their faces. In my tired state I didnt hide my discomfort. Mommy seemed to notice their stares as well.

Hasnt Hayley told you guys they all shock their heads. 

Who is she? asked one of the girls asked looking at me. 

Her name is Lucy, she is an orphan, her parents died when she was 5 she is 8 now. I am currently in the process of adopting her she said slowly.

I looked at her wondering what game she was playing. I started to cry how could she mention my parents, her mentioning them, brought back painful moments. I lost it their in the mall, I cried and cried. As I feel down on my knees in depression. I lost all sense and wailed. I really cried I imagine passer byes thought I didnt get a toy. 

There, there sweetie, she cooed as she pulled me up. Its okay, shh it alright, let it out mommy comforted me. I cried so much digging into her chest in anger and sorrow.

When i finally calmed down and looked up from mommys shoulder her dress was soaked with my tears and snot but mommy didnt seem to mind I sort of cheered up and had to sniffle up to keep my nose from running and was, I looked to see we were going into another shop.

You feeling better, baby? mommy asked, looking down on me. 

Yeah, i said as she put me on the ground.  

Youre probably just tired, Abby and Hayley used to be like that at your age, she laughed, causing Abby and Hayley to brush with embarrassment, which didnt go unnoticed. 

We could really have used the guys help, mommy stated, once she looked at what she was buying.  

What are you buying miss? asked one of Hayleys friend. 

Just some furniture to make little Lucys room a little more special, she laughed, at her little play on word. I started a disapproving look at mommy for what she said, about my size, which she brushed off with a smile.

We walked into the shop and straight to the counter because no one was there. 

Hi how can i help you maam? asked the person by the counter, who had a nametag stating his name, was James. James was a 40ish year old man who just showed signs of aging. 

Hi James, my name is Carolyn Applebee Im here to pick up a childs bed, wardrobe and 2 dressers mommy said. 

Great we have your order out back, Ill be in a sec, he smiled as he left to go check the order. 

Ok. Its 30 minutes past 5, Im guessing well be home by 7, mommy stated looking down at me. 

Hang on it doesnt take an hour and a half to get home, Abby said, annoyed. 

We just need to stop off at the Wal-Mart; you can stay in the car with Lucy if you would prefer, you know listen to that heavy metal rubbish you listen to. Abby just nodded, although looked annoyed about heavy metal being described as rubbish, so was i. 

Lucy your nose is running, here let me help you, mom stated. The constant sniffling was enough to hear. Mommy got some tissues out of my purse and instead of giving them to me she took one out and placed it on my nose.

Blow for me sweetie, I looked at her annoyed but did comply with her anyway. Ata girl, she smiled as she took the used tissues and placed them in the bin, I would admit it did feel better without the blocked nose.

Ok here the boxes, do you need any help carrying the boxes out to your car he asked, once he put the boxes back down. 

No i dont want to be a trouble she replied blushing. 

Its no trouble maam, my sons would be happy to; David, Aaron! he shouted to the back of the store.

Yes dad, what do you need? the taller one replied who bared the nametag of David.

I need you to help this lady with the boxes he smiled, at his son. 

Sure thing Dad, be happy to help out, he smiled, as he picked up the 2 boxes, while his brother picked up the other too.

Mommy paid for the furniture which came to a total of $4,300, which i think the whole of our group were shocked however she seemed like it was no big deal. Aaron and David followed mommy out of the shop and towards the car the big boxes in between their arms. I smiled and followed my sisters and Hayley friends out of the shop. ! and Abby walked back towards the car, seems though Hayley was busy living in teen girl world. 

So did you have a good time shopping with mommy? Abby laughed. 

It was great i stated. 

Thats really nice Lucy, mommy has been alone for a long time, she is only 32 you know Abby replied. 

Lonely? i looked at her surprised. 

Lucy, moms life is centered around us and when me and Hayley started growing up and started leaving her for friends she became very lonely Abby cried, looking a little sadder. It was strange thing seeing Abby cry, she always was a strong girl at school, it was one of the many reasons that 

Finally, we arrived at mommys SUV and the boys helped by putting the boxes in the car. Mommy tipped both guys a $20 in which they both thanked her and left. 

Alright girls get in, and well get to Wal-Mart she yawed as she climbed into the front seat of the car. I hoped in and set next to Hayley and Amy who sandwiched me in between them. 

Mommy can i have my drink? i asked, seems though she has never started the car. 

Manners Lucy was all she said, not even turning in her seat. 

Please can i have my drink? I said, a little agitated. 

Got to learn your manners, its not nice for a young lady to not say please and thank you she cooed handing my bottle of apple juice. 

Thank you, i said. The car started and we finally left the mall.

Chapter 13

The car ride is a nightmare. All the girls did were sitting and talking and talking and then they will be the occasional giggle, which just made my head. I know these types of girls really annoyed me at school, I never really knew what they were saying and its no different now 

So what did you guys do in the mall? asked Hayley once the conversation had died down a bit. 

Well tell you later, its kind of a family conversation, mommy said, in response to Hayleys question. 

Why, cant we was all she got out. 

Later, Hayley mommy warned. 

The car was actually quiet for a few minutes however being in a car full of girls the silence didnt last and soon one girl had to mention her boy friend or some fashion clothing she liked. It was boring as you could probably tell, with no radio and the only bit of music was the faint sound of Abbys iPod and mommy who was humming to herself. I just sat there and had my drink while looking past Hayley and looking out the window at the other cars that past. I eventually finished my drink, and started to chew on the bottle to repress my boredom.

Eventually, we arrived at the local supermarket and mommy turned the car into a place. She pulled the ignition and turned the engine off. She turned around and looked at me. 

Lucy, dont chew the bottle, its bad for your teeth mommy scolded me. 

Sorry mommy i said, as i pulled the bottle out of my mouth. 

Give me the bottle; Ill put it in the trash can when i get out of the car Hayley offered, which i gladly handed the bottle over to her.

Mom looked over at Abby, who was off in her own little head banging world. 

Abby, Abby, ABBY shouted mommy, as she was trying to get her attention. Hayley pulled the headphones out of Abby ear, which she didnt look happy about. 

Hey sis, what was that for? she complained, as she stared down her sister. 

Mom wants to speak with you, 

Abby are you going to stay and look after Lucy? mommy asked. 

Yea sure, sure, can you bring me something back she said looking up from her iPod which was the first time since we were back at the mall. 

Yes as long as you look after Lucy, she warned as she undid her seat belt. 

Bye mommy i smiled as she left the car. 

Bye sweetie, be good for Abby and Ill bring you back some candy she cooed, as she shut the door and leaving just Abby and me in the car.

Finally, were on our own, sighed Abby. 

Yea, Im sick of acting like a little girl, I sighed, as i looked down on myself. 

Aw, is Lucy not enjoying being a little girl she teased, playfully. 

No and that what worries me the most, 

What do you mean Lucy? she looked over at me.

Please can we cut the girlishness for one second while mommy, I mean miss is away, I said a little annoyed.

Sure thing lu¦ I mean Ollie, it irritated me that she was already getting confused.

Abby Im enjoying this to much, today was probably the best day of life and I was dressed as a girl, mom.. I mean miss was so nice to me, I just dont know who I am anymore, I mean do you still see me Abby do you still see my face, Ollies face, I needed to know, I hated I was speaking like I was a different person inside.

Lucy, no the truth is I dont see you, I dont think you see yourself anymore, when your like this all I see is my little sister I cant help it, Im sorry, she said admittedly

Help me Abby, help me, I cried.

Lucy, I can only give you advice just enjoy it, you said today was the best of your life. Mom and our family can give you many of these days, Abby said pulling me into a hug, I gladly accepted.

I looked up to her and smiled.

Sometimes, youre too cute to be a guy she laughed.

I didnt like the way she said that however I just shrugged it off. 

Want to listen to some music?, Ive got screamo, heavy metal, rock, she stated as she scrolled through her iPod. 

Any! i begged, in desperation to listen to some music is till had the stupid classical music in my head from Elles. 

Ok, metal it is, she said, as the song started to play. I reckon we listened to music for a good 15 minutes, and there was still no sign of mommy and the girls. 

Damn it the charge has gone, Abby cried, slamming her hand into the iPod. 

Were do you think they are, theyve been gone for ages? i cried, to no one in particular. 

Oh, is Lucy missing mommy? she teased, forgetting about her dead iPod. 

Nooooo i shouted back defensively, although to tell the truth i was.

You know, Jenny tried texting you see if you wanted to come over for a party before the sleepover Abby said, looking at me. 

I have no idea where my phone is, last time had it was in my pants Friday afternoon, i laughed, remembering that Memorial Day were i became misss baby girl, I still feel like it was a long dream. 

What is your phone? Abby asked, still looking at me. 

Its a black LG cookie, i answered, looking at her with a confused expression. 

Does it have a peace sign on the back? she asked. 

Yeah, how did you, hang on, i replied completely confused. 

Do you have my cell? I asked, I dont think she heard seems though she was laughing so hard. 

Wha, What did you say? she final asked, once she had calmed down. 

Never mind, wheres my cell phone? I asked, a little annoyed. 

Here it is, she caved, handing my cell phone.

Id keep that a secret Lucy, we werent allowed phones until we were 13, im sure mom will not let you have it back until your 13, she joked.

God, theyre taking forever! she complained, looking out of the car window. 

Whats your hurry? i asked.  

Somebody has to go to a sleepover she said, sarcastically, she saw my glum face. Sorry, i forgot i mumbled. 

Hi Jenny, might be late getting to your house, I heard Abby say into my cell. Hey, thats mine i replied, in annoyance. 

Yeah were in the supermarket, thats why Im using his cell. She said, into the receiver. 

Hang on, Ill ask him? she said hardly managing to contain her giggling. 

Hey Ollie, Jenny wanted to ask if you wanted to come to her party tonight she giggled. 

I just looked at her with a dark glare. 

Sorry, he said he couldnt make it she replied, after a minute. 

Yeah, hes sick and was buying some soup, She replied. 

I dont know, look Ill see you later on tonight Jen, she said shutting her phone down. 

That was Jenny, by the way, she sighed. 

Gee, I would never have guessed i laughed.

Chapter 14

Finally after a good 25 minutes i noticed mommy coming out of the supermarket, with the girls in tow. My eyes were fading in and out and I knew that in a while i would be asleep. What was wrong with me, why was i so tired and it wasnt even late and I was slowly dripping in and out? 

Finally, Abby sighed once she saw mommy and the girls walk towards the car. 

Hi girls, sorry for being late but Debra was there and i needed to chat with her for the end of the semester reports mommy apologized, as she got into the front seat of the SUV, while the girls loaded the bags in the boot. 

Ok, were all in called Hayley, as she closed the door and fastened her seat belt. 

You okay baby? mommy looked into the mirror at me. I simply nodded in response to tired to give a verbal answer. Mommy nodded as turned around to face the steering wheel Dont worry Lucy well be home soon, then well give you some pizza and then bedtime yeah, she smiled, as she started the car engine and put the car in reverse.

 I just turned so i was facing towards Hayley; she looked down at me and smiled, she moved further in and laid my head on her shoulder as a sort of pillow. We left the supermarket car park a short while later. The girls were still talking although not as much as they were before, they must be tired to. I was slowly drifting of to sleep. I looked out of the window at the trees that went by and gradually drifted off to sleep.

Wake up, wake up, i heard, making me open my eyes. 

It took me a while for my vision to go into focus. I rubbed what little sleep i had in my eyes, and looked up to see me leaning on Hayleys breast. There was mommy waiting outside the car, looking down on me. I blushed at leaning on her breast but Hayley didnt seem to mind, she just got out of the car and mommy unfastened the seat belt and lifted me out of the car. She brushed a little bit of hair from my eye and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek. I let out a long yawn, as she closed the car door. 

Walking into the house where there was a faint noise of girlish chatting and giggling. I let out a soft moan; all i want to do was go to sleep being so tired of the day shopping. 

Come on lets go into the kitchen, like i had a choice seems though i was being carried. Sit in your chair, Lucy and Ill give you some pizza, she cooed, as she let go off me.

Arent the girls having any? i looked up at her, confused. 

Oh, i let them eat there pizza upstairs, now you eat your pizza, while i make them some popcorn and soda she said handing me a pink Barbie plate with two slices of pizza on it. Finish them up, the sooner you eat them the sooner you can get to bed she smiled as she put the popcorn in the microwave. 

I quickly dug into the ham and pineapple slices. Now normally no matter how full i am i can still eat. Sarah has always complained about me eating to much. Today i could barely finish the first slice of the pizza. I was a little shocked, I hadnt had much to eat much this day, it was a little worrying to see how little I could eat. 

Mommy, Im full, i complained, after taking 2 bites out of the 2^nd pizza. I thought it would be best to stop when youre having to push chewed up food from coming down.

Really, you havent had much today, are you sure? she asked in a concerned tone. I nodded my head, and she took the plate away. 

Well leave the candy in the fridge then, she smiled. 

Wheres Abby? i asked, seems though there had been no sign of her. 

Oh, i dropped her off at jennys, after you have gone to bed Im going to quickly drive over and give her stuff to her she cleared up. 

I waited patiently in the chair, my legs where swiging like that of a little girl, while mommy got the popcorn and drinks sorted. 

Hold the popcorn bowl, while i get the drinks she instructed. We walked up the stairs me holding the popcorn, mommy holding the drinks. 

We got to Hayleys room and knocked on her door. You could clearly hear the pop music blasting though the door and i dont think you could hear the knocking. After a while of not a single response, mommy got a little annoyed and just opened the door. 

Girls i understand you want privacy but please when im knocking on the door for 10 minutes straight and not a single response, well dont expect yourself to have privacy she scolded them. 

Sorry mom Hayley apologized, followed by all the girls. 

Okay, now hear is your food and drink, im going to put Lucy to bed now, so keep the noise down and Hayley if you wake up your sister youll be in big trouble is that clear she said putting the popcorn and drink down. 

Yes mom, well be quiet and wont wake Lucy she promised. 

Good, now have fun and dont stay up to late, we have church in the morning and so do you Amy, your mom and dad said theyll meet you at the church and Ill go over and get your dress she let out as she shut the door.

I never knew mommy was religious, at school she always seemed like she was an atheist to me.

Great, now that is sorted lets get you ready for beddy byes she smiled as we went into my room. 

We entered the room were my pajamas were neatly laid out on the bed. Mommy removed my newly acquired dress and put it in the hamper; I just sat there on the bed in just my panties. 

Remove your panties Lucy, she instructed. I was too tired to even protest about mommy seeing my genitals, not that I cared anymore anyway. I just obeyed her and removed them and handed them to her. 

Mom seemed to pause like she was thinking what to say next.

Now Lucy, you know youve being having accidents at night she said looking at me, waiting for a response. I nodded my head, not liking were this was going. Well i think you should were training panties just for precautions, I dont want to be cleaning sheets each day, 

No, i wont wear them, you cant make me, i blurted out, sounding just like a child. 

Ergh, please baby, just do it for me she begged, I still shock my head however was warming to the idea. 

Please, how about if you can stay dry for 3 nights then you wont have to wear them again, its just a precaution I dont want you to ruin these sheets she reasoned. 

Ok, Ill wear them, i caved in; i really just wanted to go to bed and would have said anything to speed up the process. 

Great here you are she smiled handing me the underwear. The panties were white in color with pink hearts all over them. I pulled them all the way up feeling the padding push against my crotch; they made me look as smooth as a girl down there.

Finally, mommy helped me with my pajamas, by pulling my top on for me. I grabbed the bottoms and quickly pulled them on over the panties. 

Ok sweetie, come sit on the bed, she said, patting the bed next to her. I obeyed and, faced away from her. 

Im just going to put your hair in a ponytail, so we wont have it all messed up tomorrow she cooed, as she pulled my hair pack and tied the ponytail. 

Now missy, get in the bathroom and get those teeth brushed and also go potty, we dont want you having an accident again, do we she smiled, patting my putt in a loving way as i walked into the bathroom.

Clearly, mommy had already been in the bathroom before me. There was a pink Barbie toothbrush, which Im guessing she got from the supermarket. There was also a childs toothpaste and a pink washcloth. I wasted no time in brushing my teeth and washing my face i was so tired and just wanted to go to sleep. 

Lucy, make sure you wash your face really good to get the make-up of, we dont want to get it all over the sheets she said, through the bathroom door. 

Ok, mommy, i sighed as i furiously started wiping my face, I tried my hardest but there was still a few traces left. I thought about going to the toilet and even though i didnt need to go i tried just in case. 

I pulled my bottoms and underwear down and sat on the toilet. Sure enough, a few moments later and a little bit of pee escaped. I wiped my crotch and flushed the chain. I went to sink to wash my hands when i realized what i had just done. I had just sat on the toilet to pee and wiped myself, as a girl would do, what was happening, i put it of as just the way i have been acting like a girl for a while.    

I walked out of the bathroom, and back to my bedroom were mommy was waiting for me. 

Lucy, i told you to wash the make-up off, she scolded. 

I did, it wont come off i complained. 

Wait here, Ill go get some wipes, she smiled, as she got up and left my room. I sat on my bed and politely waited for her to return. 

Wake up, baby, she smiled. I looked up to see mommy towering over me. 

What, was all i got out. 

You dozed off again, you must really be tired, she smiled, as she pulled me up into a seating position. She pulled out the wipes. Close your eyes sweetie, it will sting if it gets in them, she cooed. 

I closed my eyes and mommy wiped my face doing a strong job at getting all the make-up of me. 

There we go, no more left she smiled, as i opened my eyes, just barely managing to keep them awake. 

Get into bed, baby, she whispers, as she pulled the sheets for me to get in. 

Ok, i dont think youd want a story, so nigh night, my sweet Lucy she said, kissing me on the forehead. 

Night mommy, I love you, i said, not thinking. She looked at me puzzled for a second before a big smile came on her angel like face. 

Love you to, she smiled before turning of the light and shutting the door. The last thing i heard was; the faint noise of someone crying before i drifted off to sleep. 

Chapter 15   

I woke up when the curtains were pulled open shinning a bright light onto my face. 

Wake up sleepy head, we have a big day today, mommy sang. I slowly got myself out of bed and rubbed the sleep that was still left in my eyes. 

I let out a huge yawn and stretched my arms the most they could pull out. I helped mommy making the bed, until it was neat and back to the way it was. 

Did you manage to stay dry? she asked, once we finished the tidying up. I nodded my head, proud that I didnt wet myself. 

Good girl, only 2 more nights, she praised picking me up and giving me a kiss on the cheek. Ready to get some breakfast she cooed. I nodded enthusiastically and mommy led me downstairs.

When we reached the kitchen, there were two girls who were sat eating breakfast. 

Good morning miss, Lucy they both wished once they looked up from their bowls. 

Good morning girls she said. I gave a friendly wave to them too tired to talk. Mommy put me down and i went and sat in my chair while she prepared breakfast. 

Did you sleep well, Lucy? asked one of the girls. I gave a weak nod, before letting out a huge yawn and wiping out more sleep that was in my eyes. 

Miss, i have my homework in my bag can i go get it? she asked, once she had finished her breakfast. 

Sure Megan, if you happy to hand it in today i can have it marked today and give you it tomorrow in your next lesson mommy smiled. 

Great, Ill go get it, she said as she ran out of the kitchen. 

You could at least clean your bowl! she shouted after Megan. 

I wouldnt count on it miss, she is a very untidy, laughed the girl who was still sitting at the table.

Mommy finally finished making me breakfast and gave me a pink bowl of cereal and a matching pink spoon. It looked like oatmeal from the looks of it, I could feel the warm heat from the microwave 

Finish your breakfast baby, then we can get you all prettied up for church she cooed. 

i nodded and started to eat the cereal. Finally Anna and Hayley walked slowly down the staircase and into the kitchen. 

Hi mom, whats for breakfast? Hayley asked rubbing what little sleep she had from her eyes. 

All that we have is toast seems though Lucy had the last of the oatmeal, she explained, to Hayley. 

Great could you make some? she asked sitting down. 

Hayley your 16 youre quite capable of making yourself and Anna some toast, she scolded to Hayley. 

Right mom Hayley quickly added, before going over to the bread. I was close to finishing my breakfast, only had a few more pieces to go. 

When youre finished Lucy, put your bowl the sink, Im sure Hayley wouldnt mind cleaning it up and meet me upstairs in your room, she sweetly cooed, before putting the towel down and exiting the kitchen.

I finally finished my oatmeal and went to go clean it out. I put it in the sink and turned the tap. 

Dont worry about it Lucy, Ill clean it up for you, Hayley called over from the other side of the kitchen. 

Ok, i said a little hesitant as i dropped the bowl in the sink. I made my way out of the kitchen. Bye called all the remaining girls. I turned around and gave a short wave to them, blushing deeply i ran out of the room. Behind me i could here the girls giggling. Apparently i ran to quickly and ran straight into Megan, who had just finished handing her homework to mommy. 

Woops sorry i said after banging into her and making us both fall down. 

I looked up to see Megan towering over me, guess both of us didnt fall down. 

Oh my god are you okay? she asked as she gave me hand up to my feet. 

Yeah i said shaking my head a bit. 

You really should be more careful, she laughed, as she rustled my hair and joined the other girls in the kitchen.

I shook my head still feeling dizzy from banging straight into Megan. 

Ow that really hurts I said, rubbing my head. I could feel a little bump suddenly forming at the back o my head. 

Oh no, mommy is going to kill me, I said to myself. I decided to not dwell on it and started walking to my room. I could hear the kitchen roaring with giggles. 

Gee whats so funny i asked to myself.

I opened the door to my room; mommy was waiting for me on the bed. 

Took, your time eating your breakfast she laughed. 

I giggled a bit Sorry,  

Dont worry, we have loads of time for you to get ready, i smiled at her. 

First thing you need to do is get a shower, she ordered, handing me a towel 

Cant i get a bath? i asked, hopefully. 

No baby, get in the shower today, remember to also use all the products that i have laid out and meet me outside when youre done. She replied sweetly.

I sighed in frustration and entered my bathroom. The first thing i noticed was the amount o product laid out on the side, there were at least 5. I looked at each of the bottles. Shampoo, conditioner, skin cream, hair removal.

I read all the bottles and knew how to use them all; i turned the tap on, bit no water came out. I looked at the tap and realized that i had accidently turned the temperature knob. 

Great, i said to myself, as i turned the water dial and waited for the water to heat up.

Finally, the water had changed and i took of all my clothes and walked into the shower. I heard a knock on the door. 

What, Im busy i shouted. Instead of saying what she wanted, se just walked right in (so much for privacy). 

Step out of the shower, Im going to help you with the Nair, she offered. 

I stepped out of the shower, my naked form in full view. With the window open their was the slight draft made my body even more colder and made my little nipples feel weird. 

Put your arms out to your side she cooed, i did as i was told. For the next 5 minutes mommy spread the thick paste all over my small frame. When i mean all over all my body i mean all over legs, arms, chest, penis, and butt crack, everywhere.  Mommy never questioned what she was doing once but for me it was up theyre with Hayley giving me a bath.

Ok all done, it says you should wait 15 minutes before washing it off, so just wait here and when the big hand gets all the way to the bottom that means you can wash it of ok she laughed. 

Yes i understand how the time works, i sighed. 

At a girl, remember 15 minutes no less no later she cooed, leaving me all alone in the bathroom. 

Great, so i just got stand here for 15 minutes i sighed.

Standing there in the bathroom was really boring; there wasnt anything that kept me entertained for a few minutes, sure reading all the labels on the bottles. The Nair was a little frightening as it mentioned skin damaging I did admire the bathroom itself it was nicely sized and had a bath that also was a hot tub inside which was pretty neat. I eventually couldnt do anything as most o my attention was on my burning hairs.

Eventually, it had been 15 minutes and thank god to my skin was irritating and starting to sting. I breathed a sigh of relief, as i entered the shower. I expected it but it was still a surprise to see my light hair fall of my body and go down the shower drain. In some sort of way it made me feel like i was giving up my manliness, not that i had much anyway. I spent a good 15-20 minutes in the shower using all the stuff that mommy had instructed. I gave myself some time to wash it all the products that i had used on my skin and hair.

I stepped out of the shower; mommy must have heard me turn the shower of as she came into the bathroom as i started to dry myself. 

Oh baby your done, great timing as well, she smiled, as she pulled the towel out of my hands and wrapped it round me. 

Mommy then got another towel was she started to dry my soaking wet hair. 

Were going to get you all prettied up for church, arent we, your going to look so precious she cooed. 

Mommy, what are we doing today? i asked looking into her bright blue eyes. 

Well were going to church, and then were going to visit Auntie Sarah. Finally, were going to go to court and get you adopted she smiled at me, brushing me a strand of wet hair from my eyes. 

But mommy, how are you going to adopt me? i asked, curious. 

Relax baby, i have a friend who works there, Im sure she would do me this favor if i asked,

 Mommy dried the rest of my hair and then wrapped the towel around my head. 

Ok Lucy, come with me? she smiled, holding out her hand. I gladly take it and she leads me out of the bathroom.

Mommy led me to her vanity in her bedroom, and indicated for me too sit-down. Ok, i may not be as good as Hayley but she is a little busy this morning so Im just going to have to do it she smiled, as she plugged the hair dryer into the socket. I smiled back at her, through the mirror. She started gently drying my damp hair giving a light breeze as combed my hair into the style she wanted. 

We really should go to a salon to get a professional cut, she suggested. I shook my head. 

Dont worry, youll still look like a guy, she laughed, as she turned the heat on the hair dryer. I still looked worried and i think mommy saw my look. 

Calm down, it was just a suggestion, she laughed. We spent the rest of the time in silence, seems though the noise of the hair dryer made it impossible to understand one anothers speech. 

Mommy finally finished drying my hair and set it down on her vanity. 

What are you doing, with my hair? i asked suspicious. 

Im going to straighten it and then put a head band through it, you cant have the same hairstyle all the time, mommy smiled.

Mommy then proceeded to dig through her vanity draws for her straightens. 

Finally, I found them, i thought i threw them out as well, she said to herself. 

Why would you through them out? i answered, a little curious. 

Oh, i never used them; i liked having hair with a curl in it. Then again a girl can never have one look, she laughed, as plugged them in. 

Lift your head up, its a little easier to straighten if you look up, baby, she smiled as she, carefully began to straighten my hair. 

She was humming a tune, throughout. It was nice and made me relax. 

There all done, she cooed. I looked at my hair is silky and long; jet black flowing down to my back.

Wow, thanks mommy, i squealed in delight. 

Wont it look soooo much better if it was trimmed a little, she asked. I couldnt lie, it would.

Yes, it will, i say. 

So you want me to book an appointment? she asked, in which i nod my head in response. 

Good, i promise you will look great and youll still be able to make it look boyish,

Ok, one more thing and then we can get you in the pretty green dress we bought yesterday at the mall she cooed. 

I nodded as she left her room. I sat on my chair, looking at my straightened hair. It looked so much longer than it used to and much healthier. Mommy returned a while later, with a tub of what looked like a tub of glitter. 

What are you going to use that for? i asked, curiously. 

When Hayley and Abby were about 8 they used to put a little glitter on their face, you know make their faces look all sparkly. Well i was sure last time i was in Hayleys room i saw some off that glitter, well here it is, she smiled as she unscrewed the top.

She applied a little bit of glitter to my eyelids and also a little bit on my cheeks. 

There all done, i cant wait to see you look at this, she smiled. 

I looked opened my eyes, i couldnt believe it i looked like a fairy with the glitter bringing out my eyes, not too much. 

Wow this looks great, thanks mommy, i said, hugging her neck, while sitting on her vanity chair. 

Aw, you welcome sweetie, now wait here while Ill get your dress she smiled as she exited her bedroom.

Wow she really did a good job with the glitter. My face looked so sparkly i really did look like a fairy, i said to myself in the mirror. 

I then started thinking about what we were doing today. Church, i didnt know they were religious, surly Abby never mentioned anything about it. Visit Sarah, which would be funny, visiting my old house. Miss visited Sarah quite regularly. Every time she would i would normally be out seems though i didnt like being in the house, one time i was in and it was a nightmare. Going to get adopted is that even possible, wont i need a birth certificate to do that. Anyway Ill just let mommy deal with it.

Sure enough, mommy came back into the bedroom holding the green box, which contained the expensive church dress, which she bought for me yesterday. 

I have your dress sweetie, she smiled, placing the box down on her bed. She opened it up and pulled out the matching green panties. 

Put the matching panties on first, she instructed, handing me the underwear. I stood up from of the vanity stool and put my legs in the leg holes and pulled the panties up to my waist. 

Ok great job, were doing great for time, so you might have to wait a bit she smiled, as she opened the plain white petticoat, allowing me to step into it. Mommy carefully pulled the petticoat up to my waist. 

Ok, finally the dress, she smiled, as she picked up the green dress which i had tried on in the shop. 

Reach for the stars mommy laughed, she really liked saying that for some reason. 

I lifted my hands into the air, and mommy lifted the dress over my head. she pulled the dress down until i was in it properly. Just like in the shop she spent a long time fiddling with the hem, until she thought it looked perfect, i however though it looked exactly the same since it first started. 

Mommy added the headband, which was a dark green band with a flower attached to it, it was at that point when she noticed it. 

Lucy, you have a bump on your head, how did it happen? She asked, as she inspects my head. 

Yeah, I bumped into Megan, it wasnt her fault, i defended her. 

Oh baby, are you okay, do you feel dizzy do you have a headache, she asked concerned. 

Im fine a glass of water would be nice, i asked. 

Ok she said, kissing the bump on my forehead.

I followed mom walking down the stairs and down into the kitchen. The girls were no were to be seen. Im guessing they finished their breakfast, cleaned their cookery and then went upstairs to get changed. 

Here you go baby, drink up and swallow this tablet, it will help you. I looked at the tablet, it looked pretty plain so i swallowed the tablet and drank a bit of the water that was held in a pink plastic cup. 

Lucy, Im going to get ready, just stay in the living room and wait until then she smiled. 

I sat in the room; quietly finishing off the rest of the water i was given. I could hear a faint sound of girls giggling upstairs. Judging by the sound someone was chatting say they were going downstairs, so i decided to go in the living room since i had finished my drink.

I sat down on the couch, not really bothered about putting the TV on. I really just pressed it on not changing the channel. The news was on so i was guessing mommy stayed up and watched the late night news before going to bed. A short few seconds later there were footsteps coming down the stairs. 

Hi Lucy, the girl said, i looked up and saw Hayley coming into the living room. I gave a childish like wave as she sat down. 

How you coping? she asked, clearly seeing that i wasnt paying attention to what was on the TV. 

What do you mean? i asked, even though i knew what she meant. 

Being a girl was all she stated. 

Shh, be careful, they might her up stairs i said, a little worried. 

Relax, the noise there speaking a microphone wouldnt even get their attention, she laughed. 

Well in that case, it feels right like, it was how i was meant to be i said, honestly. I looked at Hayley, she didnt have a disgusted look on her face, but she most defiantly had a look of worry. I think she decided to drop the topic. 

So i was kind of busy with my friends to ask but; how did your shopping trip go? she asked. 

Great, i got loads of stuff, it was really fun, i smiled, to her. 

I know i had to carry it all in, she replied. 

Sorry i said getting a little shy. 

Dont worry, i didnt mind, she reassured me.

We watched a little bit of the news, still waiting for mommy and Hayleys friends to come down the stairs. 

God theyre not even going to church, and their take forever, she said in a huff. So did you enjoy yourself, last night? she asked. 

It was weird; I was so tired i couldnt even stay awake, as you could probably tell i replied honestly. 

I know i say the look on your face you looked exhausted, she agreed, as i nodded my head.

Thats why we made so much noise, there is no way we could wake you up she laughed, i once again agreed by nodding my head. 

Finally, mommy came down and entered the room, she was dressed to the nines, in a lilac colored dress that made her look so innocent and motherly but still managed to dress to impress. 

Hey Guys, have those girls still not got ready. They take forever, mom noticed sitting down next to me. 

I know they take forever getting ready, Hayley said looking annoyed, seems though she just wanted to go to church. 

Lucy, you nervous about going to church? mommy asked, looking down at me. 

No not really, with how great the shopping trip went, i feel a little better about the whole thing i replied back in confidence. It was true I felt comfort enough to do this.

Mommy smiled down at me and pulled a hair lock out of my eyes.

We could finally hear the footsteps of the girls walking down the stairs, which we were all happy to hear, we all got up from of the chairs. Looking around I saw that we were all ready with coats on; mommy opened the door so we could all get in the car. Judging by the way they were all dressed only Amy was wearing a church dress as all the rest of them were wearing shirts and tops or summer dresses. 

Chapter 16

We all got in the car. I stayed in the back next to the window, sitting alongside Hayley. Hayley was sitting next to Megan. Anna and Becky were sitting in front of us and Amy was sitting upfront with mommy. There wasnt much conversation; most of the girls were still tired, probably from staying up all night. Becky i think she was called was still brushing her brown hair clearly still looking half awake.

The first stop was in fact Beckys house, as you could see her fiddling with her stuff and trying to put all in her bag, we parked up to this nice sized house on the end of the road.

Thanks for letting me stay, Miss Applebee, bye everyone