I had been speaking to a lovely woman for some time now, down the local water meadows. We talked about life the universe and everything, just Smalltalk really when she came out and said your quite submissive aren't you. I was slightly taken aback because although I am softly spoken I view myself as more of a gentle soul than a submissive one. we got talking and I said that in the right circumstances I would love to be submissive but that requires trust and I absolutely hate sadists so the whole s&m thing isn't for me. I don't believe masochists exist and sadists are just evil. That said the bondage and domination is right up my street. I would love to find someone I could trust completely and be totally in there control but how long would it take to form such a relationship.

I believe the only people who are looking for people to be totally under there control are abusive sadists so it's just a unrealistic pipe dream to find a kind caring loving woman to take control of my life but that I could trust completely not to abuse me in any way. Much to my surprise she echoed what I said exactly and in a way we had spoken many times and I really trusted her she said she was looking for the same thing. Kind of a combination of a pet she could keep, a sissy she could dress up and a slave she could get sexual favours from whenever she wanted.

She knew I wore diapers but we never discussed it. I said that sounds like just what I want too. And with that she told me to think about it and we'd speak soon. The next day she text me saying she was going out for a walk and she'd got something for me to look over. When I met her we walked and went over what she wants basically when your not doing chores you'll be on your knees and you'll be available to orally pleasure me at all times. I will control where you are at all times and I will take care of all your diapering needs as well as washing bathing and feeding she told me we will be together most of the time but I might require a few hours off so will leave you where I deem fit, you will be attached to a leash I have one in each room and a big one that reaches down the garden She told me. It will be mostly just us two but I do have some girlfriend's that will know about you. With that she gave me some paperwork and told me to take it home and look it over, Wow she seems too good to be true. I signed without reading I trust her....