The part list
Part 1
So why am I indulging now, well a few months ago my wife and I were watching a documentary on kinks and there was a segment about the ab/dl lifestyle! there it was this huge community of people out there like me, that enjoyed things like I did, that thought like I did and now that I had a point of reference every available moment I had alone I would research it and read all the stories and watch the porn's, and now after weeks of planning and sneaking the time is here for me to act out one of my deepest fantasies, I have a package of diapers a few dummies a babies bottle and a few sex toy's all in my bag ready to use and I have the biggest erection of my life ready to burst out of my trousers.
As I close the door and rush up to the bedroom my heart is pounding the first thing I do is open my dummies and pop one in my mouth. the feel of that little rubber teat in my mouth practically had me cumming in my underwear, I had to put the diapers on quick before I lose complete control so I strip off as fast as I could and tear the packaging open like a man possessed or maybe I should say a baby possessed and lay the soft quilted piece of heaven on the floor waiting for my naked ass, as I sit on the padded heaven and pull it up around my waste I can feel my self relaxing into my self imposed quilted prison I was sucking my dummy like my life depended on it and all I could do was run my hand over the plastic of my disposable diaper and started to grunt as a came in to my diaper It was the longest and hardest orgasm of my life and I was both exhausted and exhilarated at the same time my legs where shaking and I was breathing as though I had run a marathon. as I caught my breath I started to feel like I had done something dirty and felt as though I should be ashamed, this isn't something civilized people did I was disgusting it was at this point that I noticed I needed to pee so I started to put everything back in to my bag with the intent to hide it until morning once I was done tiding up I put my bag under the bed, the urgency to pee was getting unbearable so I started to head to the door and that's when my wife walked in I stopped in a blind panic there I was still sucking on a dummy like a baby in a baby print diaper, the shock of seeing her and the urgency to pee was not a great combination and it as at that point my bladder decided to release it's load in to my diaper my knees gave way and I started to cry like a newborn baby.
As I sat there in a piss filled diaper sucking on my dummy crying I see the shock and anger in her eyes fade away and fill with love and concern as she dropped everything she was holding and rushed over to me, she knelt down beside me and rocked me back and forth whispering gently that everything was going to be okay and that mummy was here to make everything better for her baby,
Once I had calmed down she looked at me and said" so this is what you've been doing when you all alone? I just looked at her and whimpered please don't leave me while sucking on my dummy. at this she left down and kissed me on the top of my head and said well this isn't going to do is it, my baby boy shouldn't be laying in a hoping wet nappy now while I get changed in to something more comfortable why don't you retrieve any of you other little surprises that you may have stashed away then mummy will change you and we will have a long talk
Any feed back is welcome
