My wife cautioned me not to cum because every drop of semen that came out of me had to be collected for the baby bottle she feeds me. This is another humiliating task I complete every time she puts a new diaper and plastic panties on me. I drink all of my ejaculated formula from a baby bottle. I drink it in front of my wife, her friends & sometimes strangers. Thinking back, it didn’t take long before I found myself on my knees dressed like a girl sucking my first cock. My wife said “You will have to enjoy sex with a man and stay dressed forever. You are “a fag” who has to realize you belong this way. Before long, I soon admitted that I love the taste of cum, the musty smell of cock and the sight of bulging veins on a beautiful erect penis. I feel so girly and I can’t wait to get dressed and satisfy men. It is always so great to feel so vulnerable, used, abused and girly.  I love it when my dress is complemented and they tell me how pretty I look. I especially want men to get excited and want to have wonderful sex with me. I went from the shower into a bubble bath. It smelled of lavender, nice and warm. My wife used shampoo & conditioner on my long blonde hair as I ran a razor over each shaved leg. Finishing, I wrapped one towel around my hair and another around my body. I stepped out of the tub. I stood at the sink shaving & re-shaving my face and underarms completely. I applied female deodorant and took my wife’s hand and she led me to the specially – made changing table in our bedroom. Stacks of cloth diapers and frilly plastic panties were piled next to the table on the bureau. Fixing the diaper she motioned for me to get up on the table and she pushed my legs far apart. Vaseline was applied in a thick coat all over my cock & balls, down my ass crack, all over the cheeks of my ass and she pushed her fingers past my anus and eventually had her whole fist deep inside me doing thrusts. I groaned as she pushed deeper. This hurt and pleasured me at the same time. She worked my prostate until pre-cum appeared on the top of my cock. She put a plastic tube inside the tip of my cock and began to slowly run her hand up & down my slippery well-lubricated cock. Her fist continued inside me thrusting in and out. Her hand jerked me off faster and faster. The squishy noses coming from her feverishly working my cock and anal passage made me shudder. It was bringing me to a tremendous climax. Oceans of semen inside me filled me with waves of pleasure. It racked my body. I began to spasm and shoot my milky white sperm into the tube that ran a river of cum into a waiting baby bottle. My wife looked pleased as her tempo slowed and she coaxed the last gushes of gooey cum from the tip of my cock.  I licked my lips and watched her pack away the cum-filled bottle, diapers, pins, plastic panties, baby powder, pacifiers, bibs, wipes, chux pads and a spare vibrating remote control butt plug into the frilly pink diaper bag. Taking a duplicate butt plug she pushed it in my ass. She tested it before pinning the diaper tightly on me. The vibration was a familiar torture she enjoyed implementing on me in public. I was sure my cock would be throbbing most of the day. Gathering the diaper on both sides, she pulled it tight before pinning it and then pulling a fresh pair of frilly pink plastic panties trimmed in lace up my legs and over the diaper. She sat me up and she placed my outstretched arms through the straps of my lacy pink bra. Pulling it tight around my chest I felt her hook the eye closures in back and allowed it to playfully snap back on my skin as she let it go. The breast forms she inserted were quite large and heavy. I watched as they were pressed into pockets inside the bra. They looked real.