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Chapter #1
I had just turned eighteen last week and today mom is going to take me to Santa Barbra for the afternoon. We will leave after lunch, I'm so excited I can't wait. This is a reward for being day-time dry for 3 whole months. Also I start College next week, so mom is going to buy me new clothes. I really need the new clothes. Mom bought me some real panties for my birthday, but everything I have is a little big in the butt because of the pullups and trainers I've had to wear. It's 11:00am and I'm outside playing catch with the dog, when suddenly the stick doesn't go where I want, and CRASH... right through the kitchen window!
Mom was in the kitchen cooking lunch. Now I've done it. This whole wonderful day is gonna fall apart, I just know it. Mom yells through the broken window, "Alyssa! Get your butt in here... ...NOW!" I start to shake, then slowly go into the kitchen. Mom has her ever-ready wooden spoon in hand, just the sight of it makes me wet myself all over the floor.
"Well it looks as
if you're not the big girl I thought you were after all." mom said
furiously. "If you think you're going anywhere after this you've got another
thing coming Missy." She grabbed my arm and dragged me to my bedroom. I
knew better than to speak at all. You see I knew what was coming
next... mom's favorite punishment. I was to be spanked, diapered and made
to take a nap, then spending... God knows how long... being treated like a
baby.
I stripped off my
wet things while mom ranted "You just couldn't be a big girl, could you?
Breaking the window like that... what were you thinking? You don't
think do you? A three year old knows not to throw toward the house. Then
to top it off, you prove your still a baby... wetting on the floor... And with
all that broken glass. Now it will be twice as hard for me to clean up... Blah, Blah, Blah"
Once I was
naked, mom said, "You know the drill." I climbed on the bed face
down, and got the spanking of a lifetime. When mom finished and I was
crying so loud and shrill, I was afraid I would break more glass with my
high-pitch screaming. I was told to roll over for my diaper. She
reached into the diaper drawer she pulled out a pacifier on a ribbon. I
was quickly corked and the ribbon placed around my neck. I knew better
than to remove it. So I laid there sucking while mom diapered me. After that,
she put my bunny t-shirt on me, then she reiterated how disappointed she was
in me and what a big baby I still was, "And to think I thought you were a
big girl now... It's a good thing I didn't throw out your baby-bottles
yet. I'll be right back and you better be done crying by the time I
do."
Ten minutes
later she came in with a warm bottle of milk, gave it to me and said, "You are
to nap at least two hours. And for your sake, you better wake up dry.
I don't want to hear a peep out of you." When she closed the door, I
sobbed and drank my bottle, thinking about how I never wake up dry. This
is impossible, then slowly drifted off to sleep.
When I woke up,
it was 1;00pm...and I was dry. I WAS DRY! I couldn't believe it I was
actually dry! Mom is not going to be mad at me now. I slept and didn't
wet. I just had to tell her. I ran out of my room, down the hall and
into the living room, excitedly yelling, "Mom! Mom! Look at this!" I
came rushing up from behind her chair expecting to see her reading, but I
was in for the shock of my young life. As I stopped in front of mom's
chair, I suddenly realized that was not mom sitting there. "OH MY
GOD!" I shouted as I recognized who it was sitting there... Gina White,
the most beautiful and popular girl at the University that I was to
attend starting next week. In a flash of sudden terror I let loose and
wet my diaper. It came out with such force, it could have been heard
from a mile away.
Gina looked up
at me and asked, "Is that what you wanted to show your mom, that you can
wet your diaper? She told me you were still a baby, but I had no idea."
I just wanted
the earth to open up and swallow me whole. NO! This can't be happening. I
went to school with Gina's younger sister, Karen, the last four
years. In one week I would be going to same University as them. Gina will be
a junior when Karen and I are freshmen. That's it, my college carrier and social
life is over before it even starts. I should just join a convent and be
done with it. Here I was in front of the one person who could make or
ruin my life forever, and I'm wetting a diaper, dressed in a bunny
t-shirt, and still have this stupid pacifier around my neck. My eyes
swelled up with tears, I slumped to the ground and began crying
uncontrollably. I had no shame left and wailed and balled like the giant
baby I looked like.
Gina got up,
bent over me and began to stroke my hair. "Shh now. Hey... it's Okay... Calm down
now sweetie." Her voice was soothing but I was too far gone into my crying
to stop. She knelt down next to me and pulled me close to her, wrapping
her arms around me, then started rocking. "Hush there. It's going to be
alright." My crying slowed into a whimper as Gina began to hum some kind
of soothing lullaby. I've never felt like more of a baby. I'm so
ashamed. My moment of joy at finally having a dry sleep was gone. How
could I feel proud about being a big girl, when I'm sitting in a wet diaper
being rocked like a baby to stop my crying. And to top it off, by a girl barely older than myself.
After a few
minutes(that seemed like hours) my whimpering and sobbing turned into
sniffles and I began to feel strangely relaxed in Gina's arms. She
stroked my hair and told me, "That's better... see... you don't need to
cry... Gina's here." I was too confused to move or speak. This was the
girl I've admired from afar for some time, and now she was in complete
control of me. I knew there was nothing I could do or say to explain
away what she had just witnessed.
Then it dawned
on me, she wasn't laughing at me. There was genuine care and concern in
her ministrations toward me. Oh no, she must think that I'm a retard,
she probably has no idea that I went to school with her sister. I bet
she thinks she's watching some mentally disabled kid. I looked up to
see if I could tell from her face what she was thinking. She looked
back, smiling at me, "That's better." she said, as she wiped away the
teardrops from my face. "There's nothing to cry about. Your mom went
to Santa Barbra and called my ad in the paper, a babysitting service for
older children who are still in diapers. She will be home around
midnight. You are a lot older than most of the little ones I usually sit
for. I have sat for bigger kids, but you are certainly a the oldest."
Great, that was all I needed, a joke
about my small height. Yeah, I know I'm only 4'6" and Gina has to be at
least 6'1" or even 6' 2", also captain of the volleyball team... but we
can't all be Aphrodite Incarnate, can we? It may have been my
imagination, but when she saw my reaction to her comment about my
height, she switched her tact,"I have often
thought some of the girls that went to school with Karen could have
benefited from my babysitting them, but I never thought you were one of
them. I always thought you were a nice girl, someone my sister could
have used as a friend, instead of those Bit**es she has been running
around with."
Gina let me go
and went back to the chair, watching me, with an odd smile. I just sat there on the floor
with my head down, afraid to make eye contact. She knows who I am. Oh
No! This couldn't get any worse. Without thinking, I began to fiddle
with the pacifier around my neck, when Gina began to speak to me again,
"Alyssa", I didn't move. "Alyssa, look at me." I slowly raised my head just
enough for her to see that I was looking at her. "Your mom gave me
explicit instructions for you and I think you better listen. OK
sweetie?" I nodded my head yes, but my lower lip began to curl all by
itself.
Gina leaned
forward in the chair and began, "She told me you are being punished, but
if you woke up dry you could put on some big girl clothes over your
pull-ups, but if not, I am to make you sit in that wet diaper until
after I feed you lunch before I change you. Then I am to keep you in baby clothes
the rest of the day."
"But I did wake up dry!" I blurted out.
"Come here Hun."
I moved over next to her. She reached between my legs and squeezed
the soggy diaper. "Alyssa, don't lie to me. I saw you stand there and
wet."
"But I'm not
lying", my eyes began to water. My voice becoming shaky I tried to
explain to her "The reason I was running in here and yelling for mom was
cause I was dry. I wanted to show her, and then..." my voice becoming
very meek "and then... I... I... saw y-you... and... "suddenly I was full
blown crying again... not to mention the fact that I wet a little more too.
Gina reached
down, picked me up and sat me on her lap. Wow, was she ever strong! That
was such a surprise, that my bladder squirted a little bit more into my
diaper, that already had questionable integrity. I laid my head on
her shoulder as she rubbed my back and patted my bottom. We began to
rock... Gina began to shush me and said, "Okay, Okay I believe you.
There is
no reason to cry. But you are wet now so instead of making you sit
in it through lunch, how about I change that soggy diaper now... Okay?"
Once again my
crying began to stop as I nodded my head in agreement. She said, "Come
on, get up, and let's go to your room."
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CHAPTER #2:
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CHAPTER #2:
I slid off
Gina's lap and stood there waiting for her to get up. With her sitting
and me standing, we were almost the same height, face to face. She was
still holding my hand and looking at me smiling. It was the first time I
really looked at her since I woke up. OH, was she ever beautiful. I
remember looking at her back when we were both in high-school, and I
would kind of daydream about getting to hang out with her and the cool
kids. She was the Captain of the Volleyball team then too, so tall and athletic.
Her hair used to always be in a ponytail, just like now. Her smile
always made me week in the knees, even from across the cafeteria, it was
even more electrifying now. Her eyes sparkled the brightest blue I have
ever seen, like an azure sky of deepest summer. Oh no. I'm wetting
again! I looked down to see if my diaper was leaking as she stood up in
front of me.
"It looks like my baby's diaper is getting full." she giggled. "Come on, put your arms up."
What? Put my arms up? As I did she bent over and picked me up and placed me on her hip. I was caught off guard and instinctively wrapped my arms around her neck and laid my head on her shoulder. For the first time ever I could smell her. I was no longer crying, so I took the time to inhale her aroma. She smelled like fresh strawberries. Her skin was soft and smooth, like a fine fabric. I grabbed a little bit of her hair and breathed it in deeply, so silky and sweet smelling, yet somehow it was very familiar.
"What you doing little one?" She asked. "Are you sniffing my hair?" I was too embarrassed to answer so I crammed my face into her neck. "You like that don't you? It's just Baby shampoo." She smelled my hair, "Just like the shampoo your Mom uses on you. Isn't it just divine?" Okay, this should feel weird. Two girls smelling each other's hair, but it didn't feel weird, it felt natural. Like something two girls would do together. Wouldn't they? I'm not really sure, cause I never really had many friends, just my cousins, and they weren't really all that friendly to me. I have seen boys sniffing their girlfriend's hair, but I never had any real interest in boys. I wonder if this is how boys feel when they smell hair? Whatever it was, this was nice.
Gina started down the hall, asking at each door, "Is this your room?" I would just shake my head no until she finally reached the right door. As she opened it, Gina commented, "this smells like the nursery," and in she walked. I raised my head to watch her look over the room. It had not been redecorated since I was seven. That is when Daddy and I were in that car accident that killed him and made me start to wet all the time. That is also when I lost all my friends, nobody wanted to hang out with a diaper wetting little baby, except for the twins who used to live next door. They stayed my friends for another year then had to move out of state. We used to write to each other until they sort of went "boy crazy" a few years ago, and we stopped writing. I never will understand why anyone would like boys, but I sure know why boys like girls, especially girls like Gina. The way she smells, the way she moves, the sound of her voice... I could die in her arms and be the happiest girl in the world. Does that make me weird?
Any way, Gina looked all around. She saw my dresser covered with diapers, powder, creams, and oils. She looked at my princess posters, canopy bed, the doll house my Daddy made, then she looked in the empty diaper pail. That is when she turned to me and said, "I think we have a little problem." I was set down to stand on the floor, and she took hold of my hand. I saw that I left a wet spot on her jeans. I was praying that she wouldn't notice. "Well it looks like I need a change too" she giggled.
"It looks like my baby's diaper is getting full." she giggled. "Come on, put your arms up."
What? Put my arms up? As I did she bent over and picked me up and placed me on her hip. I was caught off guard and instinctively wrapped my arms around her neck and laid my head on her shoulder. For the first time ever I could smell her. I was no longer crying, so I took the time to inhale her aroma. She smelled like fresh strawberries. Her skin was soft and smooth, like a fine fabric. I grabbed a little bit of her hair and breathed it in deeply, so silky and sweet smelling, yet somehow it was very familiar.
"What you doing little one?" She asked. "Are you sniffing my hair?" I was too embarrassed to answer so I crammed my face into her neck. "You like that don't you? It's just Baby shampoo." She smelled my hair, "Just like the shampoo your Mom uses on you. Isn't it just divine?" Okay, this should feel weird. Two girls smelling each other's hair, but it didn't feel weird, it felt natural. Like something two girls would do together. Wouldn't they? I'm not really sure, cause I never really had many friends, just my cousins, and they weren't really all that friendly to me. I have seen boys sniffing their girlfriend's hair, but I never had any real interest in boys. I wonder if this is how boys feel when they smell hair? Whatever it was, this was nice.
Gina started down the hall, asking at each door, "Is this your room?" I would just shake my head no until she finally reached the right door. As she opened it, Gina commented, "this smells like the nursery," and in she walked. I raised my head to watch her look over the room. It had not been redecorated since I was seven. That is when Daddy and I were in that car accident that killed him and made me start to wet all the time. That is also when I lost all my friends, nobody wanted to hang out with a diaper wetting little baby, except for the twins who used to live next door. They stayed my friends for another year then had to move out of state. We used to write to each other until they sort of went "boy crazy" a few years ago, and we stopped writing. I never will understand why anyone would like boys, but I sure know why boys like girls, especially girls like Gina. The way she smells, the way she moves, the sound of her voice... I could die in her arms and be the happiest girl in the world. Does that make me weird?
Any way, Gina looked all around. She saw my dresser covered with diapers, powder, creams, and oils. She looked at my princess posters, canopy bed, the doll house my Daddy made, then she looked in the empty diaper pail. That is when she turned to me and said, "I think we have a little problem." I was set down to stand on the floor, and she took hold of my hand. I saw that I left a wet spot on her jeans. I was praying that she wouldn't notice. "Well it looks like I need a change too" she giggled.
"I'm so sorry.... it was an accident... I didn't mean to do it!"
"It's alright
Hun, these things happen. I knew you were wet when I picked you
up.... babies leak, that's just the risk I take in my line of work." she
said smiling, as she bent over to look at the spot. God, she just call
me a baby again, were we ever going to get past that? I looked down
dejectedly, as Gina led me by my hand over to the dresser. "Get a
changing pad for us will you please?" I took the top one and she told me
to take it over to the bed and sit down on it. As I sat I started to take
the pacifier off from around my neck, when Gina stopped me. "Not yet
Alyssa. There are some things we need to get straight first. Now, can
you sit there and listen without crying until I'm done?" I nodded yes.
"Your mom told me to treat you like any other two year old, So the paci
stays on just in case you start with your crying again." This made me
want to cry but I held back. To cry now was pointless anyway, the
humiliation couldn't get any worse. "Your mom said you never wake up
dry, but I believe you when you said you did." This made me smile. She
believed me! Now I can finally get out of these wet diapers and into my
panties.
"However," Gina continued, "I just looked into the diaper pail and it's empty. Your mom is sure to look inside when she comes home. Even if I tell her you woke up dry, she will ask how this diaper got wet, and part of the reason your being punished is for wetting on the floor. Even though you woke up dry, you did wet again in the living room. I really like you sweetie, but you are supposed to be getting punished. You and I both know that she would have a fit if I did not diaper you after wetting in the living room, since she had diapered you for wetting in the kitchen. I don't want to you to be upset, but I really have no choice in the matter, so I think it would be for the best if you were to stay diapered." My lip started to curl but I held back the tears as Gina went on, "You don't want me to get into trouble too, do you?"
"No" I meekly squeaked and shook my head.
"Good Girl. If you need to go potty just go in your diapers and I'll change you when you need it. Is there anything you want to say before we get you changed?"
"However," Gina continued, "I just looked into the diaper pail and it's empty. Your mom is sure to look inside when she comes home. Even if I tell her you woke up dry, she will ask how this diaper got wet, and part of the reason your being punished is for wetting on the floor. Even though you woke up dry, you did wet again in the living room. I really like you sweetie, but you are supposed to be getting punished. You and I both know that she would have a fit if I did not diaper you after wetting in the living room, since she had diapered you for wetting in the kitchen. I don't want to you to be upset, but I really have no choice in the matter, so I think it would be for the best if you were to stay diapered." My lip started to curl but I held back the tears as Gina went on, "You don't want me to get into trouble too, do you?"
"No" I meekly squeaked and shook my head.
"Good Girl. If you need to go potty just go in your diapers and I'll change you when you need it. Is there anything you want to say before we get you changed?"
"Is this because I got you wet?"
"Of course not
silly." she said as she sat next to me and put her arms around me,
pulling my head into her magnificent breasts. "I just don't want for you
to get in any further trouble, and I certainly don't want to loose the
chance to babysit you again. I really like you... a lot." Then she kissed
me on the forehead, then on the nose, then on my cheek. Then... ever so
softly... she kissed me on the lips. I think she licked my lips. Oh,OH, I
feel really dizzy and wet. A different kind of wet. I started to fall
back on the changing pad. "Okay then, lets get you all fixed up."
Gina found my empty bottle from earlier, smiling she put it on the table next to the bed. She took my "pasci" and stuck it in my mouth and told me "If your a good girl, we can have some fun, but only if your good. That means you behave just how a toddler would. Can you do that for Gina?" she asked, smiling down at me.
I just nodded and tried to smile back, lost in the memory of my first kiss...
Gina found my empty bottle from earlier, smiling she put it on the table next to the bed. She took my "pasci" and stuck it in my mouth and told me "If your a good girl, we can have some fun, but only if your good. That means you behave just how a toddler would. Can you do that for Gina?" she asked, smiling down at me.
I just nodded and tried to smile back, lost in the memory of my first kiss...
She went to the
dresser where my diapers were stacked and retrieved two cloth diapers
along with the ointment and powder. "lift up Hun" she said. Next my rubber
panties were pulled down just far enough to unpin my wet diaper. "Oh look
at the cute little bunny pins. They match your shirt." she baby
talked, "First the left, then the right" she teased. Once unpinned, she
pulled off both my diaper and rubber panties in one swift
motion. "Whoosh, off comes the wet ones," Gina giggled. Then as she
looked down to my "kitten" she saw it was bare, "How Cute!" she gasped,
"You really are just a baby aren't you?" I was so embarrassed. Gina
pulled some wipes out and told me to roll over. As she started to wipe
my bottom she talked very sweetly, "You know Alyssa, it's Okay to be a
baby once and a while. You don't need to get
so upset,
relax and let Gina take care of you. Just pretend
we are playing house... and you are my baby. I know you've played house
before, we all have, so just relax into it... Okay. now roll over so we
can clean your front."
I thought about
what she was saying. Yeah... playing house... that might not be so bad. I
gave Gina a big smile as I rolled over on to my back. She smiled back,
"There's my happy baby. I knew there was a smile in there." As I laid
there I just surrendered to the gentle touch of my new babysitter. I
began to feel hypnotized by Gina's soft soothing voice, I was giving
into the tenderness she had been showing me. This was so different from
the rough, let's get it over with manner of my mom. This was warm
and loving. I think I'm actually enjoying this. Gina slowly wiped my
tummy and down between my legs, taking her time to make sure my skin was
clean of all pee-pee, especially my kitten. "There all nice and fresh.
Does baby like to be clean and fresh?" I nodded yes again, I really
didn't want to speak while I was sucking on the pacifier, it might
fall out. "
That's my good girl. Now roll over on your tummy so I can
make sure you don't get any nasty diaper rash."
I did as
instructed, and while rolling over, Gina removed the changing pad and
said, "We don't want a clean baby on a dirty pad, do we?" So she folded my
diaper and put it next to me and folded another one as a soaker and put
it in the middle of the first. Then my kind, beautiful babysitter
opened the ointment and began to rub it on my bottom saying, " This will
keep that cute butt of yours free of nasty itchy rashes." It felt so
nice to have her rubbing me like that. Mom always made me put my own
ointment on before diapering for bed.... except when being diapered for
punishment... then there was no ointment or powder. Gina kept massaging
me for a while, and I was beginning to really feel relaxed, when she
lightly and playfully smacked my bottom and said "All done there. Okay Hun,
now roll on to your diapie." I gladly obeyed even though I loved the
attention on my backside. Gina began to apply ointment to my belly,
rubbing it in so firm yet lovingly, "We need to be sure your all
protected, everywhere." slowly her fingers descended toward my bare
kitten, rubbing softer but with purpose. I began to feel funny in my
tummy... and a little lower down. My breathing became deeper and deeper as
Gina commented, "I told you if you're a good little girl, we are going to
have some fun. But now is not the time for this... yet."
She pulled her
hands away and wiped the excess ointment on the front of my diaper. I
looked at her quizzically, wondering what she meant, and more urgently,
what had she been doing to me. My heart had begun to beat hard in my
chest and I felt a little light headed, it was hard to breathe. I also
had this desire to rub my kitten, like I never had before. Gina said,
"After you prove you're a good girl then we will play THAT game. First
we
need to get baby's diaper on so I can feed you."
I thought to
myself "What game" as Gina took the powder and told me to lift up my
legs so she could powder my bottom. When done I lowered my legs and
spread wide so she could do my front. As the powder was rubbed in she
said, "There we go. Now you smell like a baby. So sweet. Isn't powder the
sweetest smell in the whole wide world?" At that I groaned a
little "MMMMmmmm..." Gina just smiled down at me, grabbing the front of the
diaper and drew it up between my legs. Picking up the bunny pins she
said, "These are so cute, just like my baby." then she kissed me again,
on the cheek, and blew a raspberry on my lower tummy. She pinned the right side then pulled tight and pinned the
left. "There all diapered. Let's get some clean baby panties for you."
When she stood up she took the wet diaper and pad and put them in the pail, went to the dresser, opened the drawer and saw the variety of plastic and rubber panties. "OH my!" she said with surprise, "What an assortment! There are pink, blue, yellow, and... prints." She held each pair up and felt them, trying to decide. "I think we'll go with the bunnies. They will match your shirt and the pins." Taking the pair she had chosen, she closed the drawer and skipped back to the bed. "Lift up your feet sweetheart." as I did she put them over my feet and pulled them over my knees. "Stand up Hun." I stood up and she pulled them the rest of the way up making sure to tuck in any exposed diaper till she was sure I wouldn't leak.
"Now give me a hug and say thank you." I did as told, and she playfully patted and rubbed my thickly diapered butt. When I tried to say thank you, the pacifier in my mouth made it sound like baby talk. At this Gina giggled, and hugged harder. "All we have left to do before feeding you is deal with this wet spot you left on my pants" With that she pulled down her pants to reveal what she was wearing... A DIAPER! A disposable diaper! My mouth dropped open and the pacifier fell out.
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When she stood up she took the wet diaper and pad and put them in the pail, went to the dresser, opened the drawer and saw the variety of plastic and rubber panties. "OH my!" she said with surprise, "What an assortment! There are pink, blue, yellow, and... prints." She held each pair up and felt them, trying to decide. "I think we'll go with the bunnies. They will match your shirt and the pins." Taking the pair she had chosen, she closed the drawer and skipped back to the bed. "Lift up your feet sweetheart." as I did she put them over my feet and pulled them over my knees. "Stand up Hun." I stood up and she pulled them the rest of the way up making sure to tuck in any exposed diaper till she was sure I wouldn't leak.
"Now give me a hug and say thank you." I did as told, and she playfully patted and rubbed my thickly diapered butt. When I tried to say thank you, the pacifier in my mouth made it sound like baby talk. At this Gina giggled, and hugged harder. "All we have left to do before feeding you is deal with this wet spot you left on my pants" With that she pulled down her pants to reveal what she was wearing... A DIAPER! A disposable diaper! My mouth dropped open and the pacifier fell out.
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CHAPTER #3:
I couldn't
believe it! Gina wore diapers too! I have never been so relieved in all
my life. There was nothing to fear. She won't tell anyone about me. This
was without a doubt the strangest afternoon I ever could have imagined.
I was in shock, relieved and deeply curious all at the same time.
My mouth was wide open and I could not take my eyes off of Gina's
diapers. She was calling to me but I didn't hear her right
away, "Alyssa... Alyssa... ALYSSA!," I came out of the trance and looked at
her in silence. "Come on now baby, help me off with these wet jeans." I
knelt down at her feet and helped pull them off. "Thank you sweetie
baby," Gina teased. "Now if you could show me where the washer is, I'll
throw them in and get you fed.... OH My. Who is that?" She reached
between my bed and the wall and pulled out my giraffe that had fallen
there during my nap.
I blushed "Dat's Jeffie", I said behind my pacifier.
Gina grinned, "Jeffie... so he's a boy? and then began looking on the floor around my bed and saw my Hippo. "And who might this little cutie be?" she asked as she picked Her up and tickled my nose with her.
I giggled, "Heaver." Then I took out the pasci and said clearly "Heather." I started to grab for her, but Gina pulled her away and looked at both the Hippo and Giraffe carefully. Her smile got bigger and bigger.
"AWW, and here I went through the trouble to make you wear matching bunny clothes, but you have a Giraffe and a Hippo. Don't you have a little stuffed Bunny?"
"No Miss Gina." Oops, Shoot. Why did I call her Miss Gina. What is wrong with me. It is bad enough to look, act, talk and feel like a baby, now I am thinking like one too.
Gina giggled at me, "Oh now, now sweetie, you don't need to be so formal with me. We are friends, at least I hope we are. Soon we will be really great friends, maybe even best friends. Just call me Gina." Giggling some more, she looked at my two stuffies. She put them both to her ear and said " Okay, I'll tell her." She handed them both to me and said, "Here, they want to come and play with you while I make your lunch. By the way grab your bottle too on the way out,"
I blushed "Dat's Jeffie", I said behind my pacifier.
Gina grinned, "Jeffie... so he's a boy? and then began looking on the floor around my bed and saw my Hippo. "And who might this little cutie be?" she asked as she picked Her up and tickled my nose with her.
I giggled, "Heaver." Then I took out the pasci and said clearly "Heather." I started to grab for her, but Gina pulled her away and looked at both the Hippo and Giraffe carefully. Her smile got bigger and bigger.
"AWW, and here I went through the trouble to make you wear matching bunny clothes, but you have a Giraffe and a Hippo. Don't you have a little stuffed Bunny?"
"No Miss Gina." Oops, Shoot. Why did I call her Miss Gina. What is wrong with me. It is bad enough to look, act, talk and feel like a baby, now I am thinking like one too.
Gina giggled at me, "Oh now, now sweetie, you don't need to be so formal with me. We are friends, at least I hope we are. Soon we will be really great friends, maybe even best friends. Just call me Gina." Giggling some more, she looked at my two stuffies. She put them both to her ear and said " Okay, I'll tell her." She handed them both to me and said, "Here, they want to come and play with you while I make your lunch. By the way grab your bottle too on the way out,"
"Okay" I squeaked,
grabbing the bottle off the bedside table. "It's this way". I led Gina
out to the laundry room all the time thinking about how she said we were
friends and could become best friends. She has to be kidding around
with me. How could this goddess ever want to have a BFF that is such a
baby? But she did kiss me. and just being near her... I feel... I
feel... I don't know. I have never felt this way before, except in my
dreams. I must admit, I have dreamed about Gina for a few years, ever
since I first saw her during my freshman year of high-school. I would
have these weird dreams of her taking me to the school dance, holding my
hand and kissing me good night so tenderly. BAM, "Ugh." I just walked
into the laundry room door between the garage and the kitchen. "Ouchie" I
said as I dropped everything and held my head.
"Are you okay little one?" She asked, as she bent down to look at my forehead. "Let me see. Move your hands. It doesn't look too bad, I know just how to fix it." She put her wet jeans in the washer/dryer and started the wash. Then turned back to me, putting her hands on my cheeks then she bent over and started kissing me like crazy on my bumped head. Once I was giggling like a silly little girl, she stopped and kissed me ever so softly on my nose. I stopped giggling and just smiled up at her, wanting her to... to... to... then she kissed me on my lips. Then again on my lips, then looking me in the eyes, she whispered "You are so pretty Alyssa," and she softly and with purpose kissed me for a long lingering moment. sliding her tongue into my mouth and licking my lips, then sliding her tongue back into my mouth again. I tried to do what she was doing to me, moving my tongue into her mouth, licking her tongue. She tasted so wonderful. There was a hint of peppermint and something sweet that I couldn't identify, but it was divine. When she broke away from me, I stood there in a trance, heart racing and I think I was floating off the floor. "How do you feel now Baby? All Better?"
I had never felt better in my life I felt ALIVE and weak in the knees, my skin was the only thing keeping me from going in every direction all at once. Even with all that intense feeling of joy, all that I could muster was a weak "Ah Huh, MMmmm." I could hear Gina giggle, then I asked her "Do you want me to put your jeans in and show you how to start the washer/dryer?"
"Are you okay little one?" She asked, as she bent down to look at my forehead. "Let me see. Move your hands. It doesn't look too bad, I know just how to fix it." She put her wet jeans in the washer/dryer and started the wash. Then turned back to me, putting her hands on my cheeks then she bent over and started kissing me like crazy on my bumped head. Once I was giggling like a silly little girl, she stopped and kissed me ever so softly on my nose. I stopped giggling and just smiled up at her, wanting her to... to... to... then she kissed me on my lips. Then again on my lips, then looking me in the eyes, she whispered "You are so pretty Alyssa," and she softly and with purpose kissed me for a long lingering moment. sliding her tongue into my mouth and licking my lips, then sliding her tongue back into my mouth again. I tried to do what she was doing to me, moving my tongue into her mouth, licking her tongue. She tasted so wonderful. There was a hint of peppermint and something sweet that I couldn't identify, but it was divine. When she broke away from me, I stood there in a trance, heart racing and I think I was floating off the floor. "How do you feel now Baby? All Better?"
I had never felt better in my life I felt ALIVE and weak in the knees, my skin was the only thing keeping me from going in every direction all at once. Even with all that intense feeling of joy, all that I could muster was a weak "Ah Huh, MMmmm." I could hear Gina giggle, then I asked her "Do you want me to put your jeans in and show you how to start the washer/dryer?"
"Thank you my
angel" she laughed, "but they are already in and the washer/dryer is on. You
really must have bumped you head, or was it my Magic Mommy Medicine that
has you all flustered?"
"Hummmm, yes.... Oh Sorry," I blushed ten shades of red, "No.... You're fine... I mean I'm fine.... you just taste so yummy... I mean taste good... I mean thank you... I am all netter bow... I mean, I am all better now," I quickly bent down to get Jeffie, Heather and my Bottle. As I stood up she took my bottle and put my pasci in my mouth and patted my head.
"That's good. I think you're yummy as well. But I know something else that is yummy and good for you too... Lunch time" she said as she took my hand and led me back to the kitchen. "Do you three want to play on the floor while I fix your lunch?" she asked. I said nothing. I just sat down on the kitchen floor near the table. I just couldn't stop thinking about being kissed like that. Is that how real kissing is like? That was a real kiss. I wonder when I will be able to do that with her again? I think if I am ever going to get the chance to kiss her again, I should just play the baby game like she suggested. I will be the best behaved baby she ever sat for. One problem from sitting here on the floor, I just cannot keep my eyes off her diaper. her butt looks so cute in it. I wonder if she thinks my but looks cute in mine.
"Is there anything wrong Hun?........Your awfully quiet. Don't you want to play with Heather and Jeffie?"
"Hummmm, yes.... Oh Sorry," I blushed ten shades of red, "No.... You're fine... I mean I'm fine.... you just taste so yummy... I mean taste good... I mean thank you... I am all netter bow... I mean, I am all better now," I quickly bent down to get Jeffie, Heather and my Bottle. As I stood up she took my bottle and put my pasci in my mouth and patted my head.
"That's good. I think you're yummy as well. But I know something else that is yummy and good for you too... Lunch time" she said as she took my hand and led me back to the kitchen. "Do you three want to play on the floor while I fix your lunch?" she asked. I said nothing. I just sat down on the kitchen floor near the table. I just couldn't stop thinking about being kissed like that. Is that how real kissing is like? That was a real kiss. I wonder when I will be able to do that with her again? I think if I am ever going to get the chance to kiss her again, I should just play the baby game like she suggested. I will be the best behaved baby she ever sat for. One problem from sitting here on the floor, I just cannot keep my eyes off her diaper. her butt looks so cute in it. I wonder if she thinks my but looks cute in mine.
"Is there anything wrong Hun?........Your awfully quiet. Don't you want to play with Heather and Jeffie?"
"No, Um, Yeah,
Um I mean...Um" I couldn't think of anything to say, I had been so lost
in the thought of being with Gina and the sight of her in a diaper, that I forgot to act like her baby,
so I put my pasci in my mouth, pulled my stuffies into a hug and sort of rocked while I watched
her put something in the micro-wave then go to the sink and rinse out
the bottle. She went to the fridge and pulled out the juice and poured
it into the clean bottle. Gina turned and smiled at me as I stared at
her diaper. Noticing the intensity of my stare, Gina spanked and patted
her own diapered butt and rubbed it a bit, looking over her shoulder at
me. There was a noticeable crinkling sound that her diaper made that was
so different from the way my plastic panties sounded when they get old
and noisy. She put the juice back, put the top on my bottle and brought
it to me.
"Here you go,"
she smiled as she handed it to me and patted my head as the microwave
dinged. "Can you get in a chair by yourself or do you need me to pick
you up and put you in one?"
"I can oo it mythelf" I said a little too harshly, from behind the pasci. That is so NOT the way I wanted it to come out. I got up and waddled over to sit at the table.
I heard Gina say, "perhaps a highchair would be better?"
A look of horror washed over my face. Did mom tell her there was a high-chair in the garage? Oh no, God, Please NO. But then again If I am to be a good baby-girl for her...
"I don't see one, so I guess the table will have to do." I breathed a sigh of relief as she retrieved the bowl and sat next to me, stirring what looked like ravioli."Oops I almost forgot," She uncorked my pasci, then she jumped up and ran to get her bag. Upon her return, she pulled a baby bib out of the bag. Before she put it on me she said, "let's put your friends on this other chair while you eat your num-nums." Then she put my stuffies on the other chair. I was so confused about her diaper and the way she had been treating me like a baby then a girlfriend and then a baby, back and forth that I decided to just go along with whatever was happening at each moment. But I did have to remember that she was being paid by my mother to be my babysitter, so maybe she was not a really a girlfriend, maybe she was just trying to keep her charge happy and not cry, like I had been doing earlier. With all of this running through my mind, I was becoming more and more confused, as I watched her stirring the bowl and blowing on it she said "Okay little one, open up real wide."
"I can oo it mythelf" I said a little too harshly, from behind the pasci. That is so NOT the way I wanted it to come out. I got up and waddled over to sit at the table.
I heard Gina say, "perhaps a highchair would be better?"
A look of horror washed over my face. Did mom tell her there was a high-chair in the garage? Oh no, God, Please NO. But then again If I am to be a good baby-girl for her...
"I don't see one, so I guess the table will have to do." I breathed a sigh of relief as she retrieved the bowl and sat next to me, stirring what looked like ravioli."Oops I almost forgot," She uncorked my pasci, then she jumped up and ran to get her bag. Upon her return, she pulled a baby bib out of the bag. Before she put it on me she said, "let's put your friends on this other chair while you eat your num-nums." Then she put my stuffies on the other chair. I was so confused about her diaper and the way she had been treating me like a baby then a girlfriend and then a baby, back and forth that I decided to just go along with whatever was happening at each moment. But I did have to remember that she was being paid by my mother to be my babysitter, so maybe she was not a really a girlfriend, maybe she was just trying to keep her charge happy and not cry, like I had been doing earlier. With all of this running through my mind, I was becoming more and more confused, as I watched her stirring the bowl and blowing on it she said "Okay little one, open up real wide."
Without
hesitation, I opened wide and took the bite. "What do you know it is
ravioli," breaking through my thoughts, I began looking up at Gina's
happy face.
"That's a good
baby," she baby talked as she loaded up the next spoon, blowing gently
to cool it some more."Here comes a big bite",she teased making airplane
noises as it neared my open mouth. I just had to smile at how ridiculous
this is, but at the same time how soothing it was to be taken care of
like this. The next bite Gina made "choo-choo" noises which made me laugh
and spit it out, accidentally of course. Gina didn't mind at all, for
most of the mess was on my chin and a little on the bib."Such a messy
girl", she said cleaning me off with the spoon. "It's a good thing we
put a bib on you, or your mother would be so angry with me, for staining
baby's cute shirt."
She took the
bottle of the table and held it to my mouth. I tried to grab it but she
playfully smacked my hand away, saying, "No no , baby is being fed." I
smiled back as best as possible and folded my hands on the table.
"That's the way. AAWWW you make me so proud." After a minute she pulled
the bottle out and finished feeding me the ravioli. "You ate it all
gone." she said rubbing my head, "Now let's finish this." Picking up the
rest of the bottle and touching it to my lips. I had to lean forward to
get it in my mouth but she kept making it go around and around in
circles until we both started giggling. Then she matter of factly put in
my mouth. I sucked until it was almost drained. "Okay baby, ready for
dessert?" Gina said as she got up taking the empty bowl with her to the
sink.
At the counter
she had to stretch to reach on top of the fridge for a banana. When she
reached her tee-shirt rode up and I could see a better view of her
diaper, stretched tightly across her perfect butt. She came back with
the spoon, an empty bowl, and the banana. Putting the banana in the bowl
she mushed it up and began to spoon feed it to me. Gina kept playing
the same baby games as she fed me, and I was getting into it, but soon
there was none left. She fed me the rest of the juice and
grinned,"You are such a good little eater. Can you sit still while Gina
cleans up the messy baby?" I nodded yes and let out a "goo", and
Gina rewarded me by kissing my messy face.
After putting
everything into the sink, she returned with a wet cloth and wiped my
face and the bib." I think you deserve a surprise, baby. I want you to
crawl into the other room while I get these dishes done. Okay?" I got up
and started to walk, when she stopped me, "I said crawl baby. Gina
doesn't want you to fall and get hurt or bump you head again. Don't
forget to bring your friends with you." I got down on the floor with
Heather and Jeffie and tried to crawl with the two stuffies, but that
was difficult. So I got as far as the sink where Gina was standing and
sat there, looking up, studying her diaper closely. "Okay Alyssa, If you
want to stay with me fine, just don't get in the way or I'll call
someone over to bring a play pen for you." I pouted my lip but moved out
of the way.
As I watched
her clean the bowls, bottle and spoon, I couldn't help but think she
might really call someone to bring a playpen. This day was so weird
already, I bet there was a good chance she really would follow through
on her threat. Then again, looking at her diapered butt, made me
think if she did, there was a chance it was someone like her. None of
that mattered anyway, I had no intention of giving her any reason to
humiliate me in front of anyone. Soon my beautiful diapered baby sitter
was finished and walked to me with two bottles in hand, one with milk and
one with juice. "Come in here with me baby," she said walking into the
living room.
I crawled
after her watching that diapered bottom of hers waddle like a toddler.
The sound of the crinkling paper diaper was kind of neat. Mom always
used cloth on me so I wasn't used to hearing that sound. As I rounded
the corner of the couch, I saw Gina sitting there patting the seat next
to her. "I want you to sit here next to me little-one," she smiled, "so I
can feed you this." She shook the milk bottle at me. I noticed the
juice bottle was on the table. I climbed on the couch next to her as she
had told me to do. Gina put a small pillow between herself and the arm
rest of the couch and said "I want my baby to lay down on my lap." With
her right arm she supported my back and my head laid nicely in her
elbow, the pillow made it very comfortable. With her left hand she put
the bottle in my eager mouth. While I drank she rocked and hummed and
lulled me into a feeling of security, I had never known it was possible
to ever feel this secure.
All I could
hear was Gina humming, it seemed amplified, as my ear was pressed
against her breast. So this is what it is like to be a baby who is
loved. I could get used to this. Maybe Gina will take me home with her,
and I can be hers' forever. These thoughts kept rolling through my mind,
when suddenly, I herd the familiar echo of an empty bottle. No no this
can't be over yet, I thought.
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Chapter #6
"How could you think such a thing?" Gina asked.
"Sowwy Mommy"
"We need to work on your trust issues." She knelt down to look me in the eyes. "I just saw your out fit hanging there and I knew I had this spare skirt with me. I just thought we would look cute dressed like this. I'm not planning on taking you anywhere." Then she sighed and said,"Well, that is not entirely true... I am going to take you into the backyard. Your mother asked me to water the plants and flowers back there. With that tall fence, no one will see you. I'm sure of it."
I knew she was right, that fence is very tall. Besides we live in the middle of nowhere, I have spent a lot of time out there diapered and dressed like a baby and I've never been seen. "Okay Mommy. Can I bwing my cowour books wif us?"
"Of course you can. And you can bring Heather and Jeffie to keep you company while I work."
"I'll bwing Hever but not Jeffie"
"Why don't you want Jeffie to play with you too?"
"Cause he's a boy, and this is girl's day"
"Fine. But you can't just leave him laying in the living room. Why don't you go and get him and have him take a nap in your bed, while I find your crayons and books."
"Day are in de desk. I go get Jeffie." and off I ran. When I came back, Gina was picking out a few colouring books for me. I tucked Jeffie in and gave him a kiss. "Weddy Mommy".
"Your such a good mama to your stuffies. I think Jeffie is already asleep." Gina came over to me, took my hand and we walked out to the kitchen. "Would you like a bottle of juice, water or milk while you colour?"
"More juice pwease Mommy." She handed me my colouring stuff and proceeded to wash all the bottles that needed it. Then she filled two with juice and one with milk, putting one milk and one juice bottle in the refrigerator for later.
When we got outside, Gina helped me get set up on the deck table. She even pulled out her cell phone and put it on the table too. "I don't want to risk getting this wet. If you have everything you need, I'm off to water the flowers." I nodded to her, and with a kiss on the cheek, she was off to get the hose on the side of the deck. I picked out a lovely picture of a whole bunch of butterflies on a tree to colour for her.
In the late afternoon sun, I worked on my picture for Gina, but I was also daydreaming... a lot. I thought about how lucky I was that she liked me... I daydreamed about how I could live with her and be her baby-girl. I would do everything I could to make our life together a happy one. I dreamed about always obeying Mommy and she would never have reason to spank me. I dreamed about endless days of cuddling, kissing, and just loving each other... Mommy and baby happy together forever and ever.
It's a funny thing about daydreaming, you never really know how much time has passed while your doing it. I also didn't realize that I had my hand "down there" over my eand diaper rubbing myself as I was lost in thoughts of what could be, when I was startled back to reality by Mommy putting her arms around me and kissing the top of my head and then she spoke sweetly, "That is a really pretty picture your colouring baby." I quickly pulled my hand from it's naughty doings and put it on the table. She looked down at my lap and then reached her fingers under the leg band of my diaper and said, "a little bit wet, but not enough to change yet. Are you getting a rash? Because you looked like you were trying to scratch an itch you couldn't reach."
I must have turned five shades of red when she said that. I just looked down at my book and said "No Mommy, I was just... I mean I... I had wet myself and .... Ummm..." I hemmed and hawed for a few, not knowing what to say, being so embarrassed at having been caught playing with myself.
"Alyssa. Look at me." I turned to face her. "Alyssa, I need for you to tell me what you were doing. Babies do not know how to lie. If you want me to be your Mommy, you must always tell me the truth...no matter what. Okay?"
"I was daydreaming, and when you put your arms around me, I realized I was... I was..." Suddenly feeling my diaper getting wetter, I just blurted out, "I was masturbating." I tried to look away, but couldn't, her beautiful eyes shining at me, full of love, had me caught in their gaze, like a dear caught in the headlights.
"I thought so. There is a time and place for that Alyssa. The time is when Mommy says it is. The place, is where Mommy says it is. Do you understand?" She was almost scolding me, but I had the feeling she was not really mad. So once again I just nodded my head to let her know that I understood. "Good girl. Now tell Mommy what you were daydreaming about that has you so worked up."
"I was dreaming about what life would be like if I were able to live with you..." I was blushing, but watching her face begin to light up, I felt emboldened and continued, "About how happy we were. I thought about how I would do anything to make you happy, I would wash the dishes, clean the house, change your diapers and Obey you without question... About being such a good girl you would never want to leave me." I was saying this like I was making a pledge to her or swearing an oath of loyalty. There was a surprised, happy look on her face. Sensing that being honest was the key to bringing us closer together, I proudly admitted, "But it was thinking about cuddling, kissing, touching and loving you that was really making me tingle. I didn't realize where my hand was or what I had been doing with it until you were behind me, hugging me."
Gina was now the one blushing feverishly. The redness of her face contrasted and highlighted her eyes, making them sparkle. She got on her knees in front of me and we started kissing the way lovers do. It was different from all the other kisses we shared, as I was in a chair where my feet did not touch the deck, so I was a few inches taller than her. When we broke off the kiss, Gina put her head on my chest tightening her arms around my waist and shocked me by what she spoke next. "Wow! You get turned on thinking about making me happy? I have never heard anyone say that before. My ex-girlfriends were usually all about what I could do for them. I have never felt so truly wanted... and loved." I could feel her happily crying. At that moment, I did not feel like a weak little baby anymore, instead, I felt strong, powerful, like a new kind of super hero... 'Superbabygirl'. So I stroked her hair, occasionally bending down to kiss her head, gently. Soon my cheek was resting on top of her head with my arms holding her firmly in place, and we began to rock a little from side to side.
This whole day had been one of new experiences for me, but holding Gina like this was beyond just new or different. This was a transformation of souls by something other-worldly, mystical, or magical. Yes, Magical. That is the definitely the right word. What else but Magic could explain it? I had opened myself up, but it was her heart that became exposed, vulnerable, and needed protecting, not mine. For the first time in my life, I was needed to be a protector. As if by Magic, I knew that I could be that protector. It could have only been Magic that would have chosen to trust a baby like me, to protect the most valuable treasure in the universe... Gina's heart.
"It's okay Gina, I will make you happy." Then I jokingly added, "Weather you like it or not." Gina giggled at that. "I'm not letting my Mommy go." I squeezed her tighter, kissing the top of her head, over and over, until she tilted her face up to kiss me on the lips.
"Alyssa, I want to make you happy too." Gina let go of me and went to sit in the chair next to me. "There is one little problem." My heart sank, but I tried not to show it as she sadly continued, "I go back to school next week... I go to Cal-Poly. You do realize it's like more than 35 miles from here?"
I was relieved. I guess she did not know what I knew... "Then we will be going to the same University Gina. I thought you knew that I start there next week too. Problem solved." She was close to jumping out of her skin with joy, so I continued. "I'm sure mom will be happy to have you ride with us to school everyday."
Gina looked sad again,"Alyssa, sweetheart, I live there during the school year. It's like a sorority house, but not exactly a sorority. I share a house with three other girls. There were two more, but they graduated last June." Then her smile returned,"You should join us and move in. We could be room-mates."
Now it was my turn to be sad. "My mom has made it clear to me already that there is no way she is letting me live on a campus without adult supervision. She thinks I might start doing drugs or something, plus, she wants to make sure that if my grades drop I get properly punished." My lip started to curl, then I picked up Heather and threw her against the house. " It's so unfair" I pouted.
"Alyssa! Bad-Girl! We don't throw our toys. Do we?"
I was jolted back into toddler-hood by Gina's remark, "No Mommy". I sowwy." I got up and quickly picked heather up, looking her over closely, then kissed her on the nose, "Sowwy Hever." With my head hanging down, I was walking back to my chair, when Gina took hold of my arm and pulled me in front of her.
"Mommy knows you are upset, but that is no reason to take it out on your stuffie. Perhaps your mom does have a point when she says you need adult supervision."
"W... Wh... What?"
Gina had a sly smile creep across her face. "After all, that is one of the reasons she called me to babysit you. Maybe that can work to our advantage. "Her evil grin juxtaposed on that beautiful face was freaking me out a little bit, not to mention the fact that she agreed with mom about, well... anything, but especially about me needing adult supervision.
"I don't understand. What do you mean 'our advantage'?"
"Well baby, Why can't we get your mom to see me as all the 'adult supervision' that you need at school. She already trusts me enough to watch you here, so why not at school. She just needs to see that I have complete control over you, that you obey me just like you obey her. See needs to think that when I am in charge, you feel and act the same way as when you are being punished by her or your aunt. You need to plead with her NOT to put me in charge of you. You need to tell her that having some one that is so close to you in age, treating you like a baby is way too embarrassing. Make her think I watch you like a hawk and never give you any time alone. Tell her you were too afraid to disobey me. If I know your mom, she will insist that you move in with me for the school year.
"Come here sweetheart." Gina lifted me up under the arms and sat me on her lap. "I have seen a few women like your mother before. They need to think that the punishment they give out is effective. For your mom, that means she wants to know that you feel so embarrassed by the punishment, that you will never do whatever it is you did again. We need to make her think that having me watch you is the most embarrassing thing she has ever done to you."
"BUT IT WAS!" I interrupted. "I mean at first... When I first saw you, I was so embarrassed at having you see me dressed like a baby, that I wet myself after waking up dry. But now that I know you, there is nothing I want more."
"And you can have that... We both can have that. You and me living together as Mommy and Baby, from the time we wake up, until the time I put you to bed. all we have to do is convince your mother that you would hate that more than anything."
"How do we do that?"
"I'm not sure yet. But we have plenty of time to think of something. We have until school starts in a little over a week." We rocked back and forth for a few minutes, then Gina said," We don't need to find the answer now. What we need to do is have some play-time. I think my baby has had too much grown up time for today. You go back to your chair and finish colouring the butterflies and I'll find a picture to colour too."
"K Mommy" I kissed her cheek and went back to work in my own chair, while Gina found a picture of a kitty-cat playing with a ball of yarn. We coloured for about a half-hour, giggling when we would grab for the same crayon and showing each other our pictures when we finished a small item on the page. I have spent a lot of my life colouring. Mom always let me do it when being punished, but I would use my colour pencils when I was a being a big girl, I really like to make pictures, plus I am good at it. But to see Gina's pictures, it was like looking at a master painting. She was an artist! My pictures looked like a baby did them when compared to hers. She had a way of putting a few crayon lines next to each other then blending them together with a napkin to make a smooth transition of colour, like a pastel or paint, but with crayon. I had never seen anything like it before.
Suddenly Gina's phone rang and startled both of us. Gina looked at it before answering and told me, "It's my mom. She never calls when I'm with a baby." She winked at me then answered her phone. "Hey Mom, What's up?" I hate it when other people are on the phone and I'm sitting right next to them. I only hear half of the conversation, and it really bugs me not knowing what is being said on the other side... not that I'm nosy or anything... just curious. "Mom calm down, I don't understand... She did WHAT?... So where is she?... No Way!... Of course mom... Right away... I need to call Ms. Dee and let her know. Can I give her your number so you can give her the details... Look, I need to pack a diaper bag and get the baby some jammies, it will be best if she stays the night at our house. That way Ms.Dee won't have to cut her trip short... Give me say twenty minutes to get there... Okay Great... I'll have her call you right away. Love you mom, Bye."
My mouth was hanging open as I looked at Gina's face. She had a serious look about her, but she was not panicked. She grabbed my hand and squeezed saying "Everything is going to be fine, Let me call your mother and then I'll explain it to you. OKAY? Just relax baby, Mommy has everything under control. Right now, I need you to help me. Please pick up all the colouring things and put them away, then pick out two pair of jammies that you would like to wear. I will meet you in your room as soon as I finish talking to your mom." I was a little bit in a panic. I figured out that I would be going to Gina's house, but would Karen be there? I doubt that Gina would let Karen tease me, but she might still see me. Whatever was going on, Gina needed me to just be obedient and not give her any trouble because this seemed like a real emergency. The best way for me to help was to trust that Gina will not let anything too embarrassing happen to me. I needed to be grown up enough to put aside my petty little fears and just be like a toddler for her and do what ever she says... Did I really just think that?... To be a grown up I needed to be a toddler?
Gina called my mom while I picked up the crayons and books. "Hello Ms. Dee it's Gina White, the babysitter... OH no, no Alyssa is being a perfect little angel... I called because my sister wrecked Mom's car and she needs me to come home so she can use my van to get my sister... Yes, that is why I wanted to call you... Is it alright with you if Alyssa just stays the night at my house?... No really, it is quite alright. You just stay and have fun. I have had many babies sleep the night at our house... Of course I can... I'll just put one of the playpens in my room for her to sleep in... There is? Left side of closet floor, and it's already packed? Terrific. My mom wants me to give you her number so she can let you know what's going on and assure you that Alyssa will be fine there.... Yes mam... She uses baby punishment on my sister so we have everything... It's 555-2891... she is waiting for your call... Yes mam, I have a baby's car-seat in my van that will fit her just fine... Do you want to talk to Alyssa?... Alyssa , come here, your Mother wishes to talk to you."
I had finished picking up my stuff and was putting it on the kitchen counter, getting ready to go to my room and pick out some jammies when I heard Gina call. I went outside in a flash. She handed me her phone. Gina whispered to me that it was my mom and to remember what we talked about. "Hello... Yes mother... I will... No I'm not having fun. It is so embarrassing having Gina, of all people, treating me like this... Please I've learned my lesson, I've never been so humiliated in all my life... She makes me crawl every where or else she carries me on her hip... Yes she is very strong... She won't let me hold my own bottle, she insists on feeding me like a baby... No Please don't let her take me out like this. She is worse than Aunt Kate ever was... Okay, I understand... Yes Mother... Bye-Bye". I had tried to sound miserable while I had talked to her.
I handed the phone back to Gina, with a big smile on my face. "Ms. Dee?... Thank you so much. I'm just following your instructions... No she is not very happy at all, but she hasn't given me one bit of trouble... I wish my sister was this obedient... Okay. I'd be happy too, anytime... I'll see you in the morning... Bye-Bye."
Gina hung up the phone and smiled at me with an ear to ear grin. "You did so good sweetie. Your Mom says she wants me to babysit you the rest of the week. Now let's get a move on it." Gina then bent down and put me on her hip, "Since you hate this so much." We both giggled as she carried me into the kitchen and set me on the counter top and busied herself refilling my juice bottle, another bottle of milk and a bottle of water. Then took the milk and juice bottles she had filled earlier from the refrigerator and set them all next to me. She handed me my crayons and books, scooped me up again and off we went to my bedroom.
I asked her, "Is Karen going to see me like this?"
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Gina pulled the
bottle from my mouth, set it down and whispered, "Now it's time for my
special baby's surprise. Now don't move, just stay right there." She
pulled up her t-shirt to reveal her breast. " Go on now baby, have some
of mommy's titty. It's alright, it won't bite." I looked in her eyes
and they were urging me to do it. I turned my head and kissed it.
"That's it Alyssa, make mommy happy." I licked it, "Come on, just like
your bottle," so I opened wide, and Gina took her left hand and put the
sweet tasting breast in my mouth.
I suckled, as Gina rocked and hummed. After a few minutes, she reached her left hand and put it on my diaper. Slowly she rubbed it bunching it up between my legs, rhythmically pulling and stroking to the pace of my sucking. I heard Gina let out a "MMMMmmmm" as I felt her wet her diaper beneath me. I felt her begin to slightly open and close her legs squeezing her diaper to the rhythm of my sucking. Maybe it was the bottles or the feeling of Gina's wet diaper, but I knew I had to wet too, and let go. She whispered, "Mommy's good girl........ wet that diaper baby,... soak it."
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Chapter #4
As I laid there suckling on that heavenly breast, wetting my diaper, Gina felt the warm wetness and began squeezing it into my little kitten and rubbing it harder and deeper, saying "Yes, yes, my baby. your really know hot to suck mommy's titty." I sucked faster and she opened and closed her legs against her wet diaper to the rhythm of my sucking while rubbing my diaper faster and harder. I was breathing deeper now and feeling this wave of tingling and lightheadedness wash over me while she continued a stream of baby talk between her own deep breathing. Soon all she could manage was to moan "Mmmmm" and the occasional, "Oh yes baby". Soon, I could no longer hear or understand what she was saying, I just felt like I was leaving my body and a tidal wave of pleasure washed over me causing me to shake and quiver. I let out a humming like moan into Gina's titty and she was growing louder saying, "that's it yes baby, that's it...Baby Baby...OH,... Yessss... OOHH... YAAAahhhhhhhhhhh......Mmmmmm." At the same time I quaked in a mind bending feeling of love, pleasure, warmth and contentedness all rolled into one. Gina and I both began to breathe deeper but slower when she removed her hand from my diaper. Gina giggled and took her breast from my mouth saying, "You really must stop now. "trying to catch her breath, "It is starting to tickle."
As much as I loved sucking her, I really needed the break so I could breathe. "You are the sweetest baby girl I have ever had" Gina whispered to me, then began kissing my face slowly, starting with my forehead then my eyes then the nose. She gazed into my eyes and said "Thank you my dearest Ally." Then she tenderly began to kiss my lips, slowly licking first the top lip, then the bottom lip then kissed me again. The next kiss was a little deeper as she placed her tongue into my mouth and we began to taste each other while our tongues danced between my mouth into hers and back again. After what seemed like an eternity she pulled me into he lap so I could rest my head on her shoulder. Gina gently rubbed my back and rocked me slowly until we could both breathe normally again. "Did you like that as much as I did?"
"Oh Yes. I have never felt anything like that. Thank You so much Mommy." UhOh! did I just call her "Mommy?" What in the world is wrong with me? I call my mother "Mother", which is what she prefers, or "mom" if she is being friendly or I am talking about her to other people. I don't think I have ever used the such a childish term like "Mommy" to anyone ... EVER. But with Gina it seemed right.... but still.... What the heck is wrong with me? I started to tense up a little bit.
"Your very Welcome Angel.... hey, hey... Relax. What are you getting so tense for? You should be very relaxed after what we just shared."
Okay, yes I was very relaxed, but I had just called her "Mommy" and that was weird. Taking a very deep breath, I decided to tell her something that I thought I would never tell another living soul. Shoot Fire, after what we just did with each other, I think I can share anything and everything with Gina. So I let out the breath and took one more deep one to relax again before beginning to speak to this goddess about what was in my head and in my heart. I began when I let out the second deep breath, pulled myself off her shoulder and looked her in the eyes... those eyes... so deep... so soulful, "Gina, can I talk to you like a grown up for a little while?"
"This sounds serious. Of course you can. What's on your mind Alyssa?"
"Well, it's very embarrassing, I... I... God, Where do I start?." Then I laid my head back on her breast like it was a pillow and began to tear up, just a little... "What is wrong with me?"
"Alyssa, I am not so sure I understand the question." She put both arms around me and hugged, "The only thing I can see that might be wrong is that you need a diaper change, but so do I, so I'm not really sure that I know what you are trying to ask me."
"I mean, why is it that all the other girls ever want to talk about is boys, boys , boys? I don't even like boys, I mean I like some boys, as friends, but I don't like-like boys. I mean, when other girls are talking about making out with their boyfriends, I think about making out with....." I dare not look in her eyes, "well... I don't ever think I could ever do with a boy what we just did."
"So you think something is wrong with you because you would rather make out with girls than with boys?"
"Well yes, but no. It is also this whole baby thing. When I am being punished by Mom or my Aunt I feel nothing but shame and embarrassment, but when you treat me like a baby it's different... it's wonderful... it's better than how I imagined it could be..."
"Wait a minute. How you imagined it could be? Do you mean with other girls..." Gina took my chin in her hand and turned it so she could look into my eyes, "or... with me?"
Oh no. I should have thought this through before opening my mouth. As long as the door is opened, I may as well walk through it... "With you." I turned my face into her shoulder to try and hide from her gaze, but that was foolish. Gina hugged me tightly and kissed the top of my head. I thought heard her sniffle like she was crying, so I looked back up to see, her eyes were watering and she had the biggest smile on her face.
"So you've thought about me babying you before today? Okay... When did you first feel that you would like me to be your Mommy?"
There is that Mommy word again. Time for another deep breath....make that two.....Okay three... here goes... "First of all, I have always thought you were the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.... even in grade school, but it was four years ago. I was just a dumb freshman and you were a Junior. I was being punished for something, I cannot even remember what, but I had a diaper on under my skirt. I was praying that no one would find out. I saw you in the cafeteria with your boyfriend and you had one of those robot dolls that they give in health class to show you what it is like to take care of a baby. Most everyone was having trouble getting their doll to stop crying, but not you. You were playing with it rocking it, and talking such sweet baby-talk to yours. It didn't cry even when you set it down. Then you went around and were helping the other girls with their dolls. Every doll you picked up, you played with and talked to and every one of them stopped crying. I already had a giant crush on you, but that pushed me over the the edge... I wanted to be your baby so bad I wet myself to the point where I had to run to the nurses office and get changed. Ever since then, when I was being punished and mom or my aunt, and they were being mean when they treated me like a baby, I would think about you being so sweet and caring and gentle. When girls would talk about boys, I would think about you. I used to watch you in the cafeteria kissing your boyfriend and wish with all my heart that it could be me instead of him. Oh God! What was I thinking, you have a boyfriend, and I'm just a stupid little baby. You probably hate me now and think I'm crazy, don't you?"
"Alyssa, sweetheart, please look at me." I turned up from her shoulder to face what I was sure was going to be a heart-break. "How could I ever hate you? I have always thought you were so cute. You were so shy back then and still are, aren't you? And that was not really my boyfriend. I mean Blake was my good friend, still is, and he is a boy, but we were not boyfriend and girlfriend."
"But you two always went on dates with Nancy and that other guy and went to all the dances together. You were always holding hands and kissing. I don't understand."
"That right there is another reason to love you, your so genuinely innocent." Gina kissing me so tenderly on the lips again then pulled me into a tight hug, "And I am a great actress. You see, Blake was, and is gay, so is Nancy and Tom and, well, me too..."
"But... But... girls can't be gay... can they?"
" You know Alyssa, I have had girlfriends who would pretend to be a baby for me, just so I could get my Mommy on, but you are the real deal. Yes, girls can be gay too. Nancy was my girlfriend. We started going out our Sophomore year, that is when we discovered Blake and Tom were a couple. It was quite by accident, Nancy and me went to the waterfalls to make out where no one would see us. This is a small town and being gay is not really accepted here. Well when we hiked back, and we caught Blake and Tom making out. The four of us decided to pretend to to be each others romantic interest. It worked out very well, because if Tom or Blake's parents had found out, they would have been disowned. Nancy and I weren't ready to have anyone know we were gay then either.
" So.... I'm gay? I thought I didn't like boys because I'm such an immature baby."
"Well, have you ever looked at other girls and felt romantic thinking about them? And how about boys?"
"Yes, Some girls, when I see them, I just can't help to thinking about kissing them and cuddling," As long as I was being honest, I thought I better go all the way, "but it is been mostly you that I think about. I have never even considered kissing a boy....They are just so.... yucky."
I saw a little tear come from her eye as she bent over and kissed me again, then said "Aw Sweetie. You are just too cute for words. I noticed you back then too. I did not know about you being a baby-girl, but my gaydar was definitely going off about you. When I was going out with Nancy, we had talked a few times about how it might be nice to ask you to go out with us sometime. Nancy was sure you were gay and might want to hang out with us."
"I don't think mom would have let me go out with you guys. She never let me go out with anyone. Not that any one ever asked me. Well, you see how she treats me. It's always been this way."
"If I had known how you were being treated at home, I would have rushed over here to ask you mom if I could babysit you."
"Really?"
"Yes, Really. I get turned on by playing The Mommy, there is nothing sexier to me than a young woman in diapers, being a baby for me, cuddling, kissing, diapering and taking care her. When I was called by your mom this morning to take care of and older child in diapers, I thought it was going to just be another babysitting gig. Then I found out it was you when I got here and saw your pictures all over the place.... I was so excited.... and when your mom told me you were actually 18 and not a child, I peed my diaper right then and there. I was so hoping that my gaydar had been right about you.... and it was."
"Gina, why are you wearing diapers too?"
"Well Alyssa, I was born with a malformed bladder, so I never was able to be potty trained. My parents just treated it like any other medical condition. I wear diapers because I need them."
"Were you ever babied like I am?"
"No Sweetheart. You know my sister Karen?" I nodded my head yes, "Well sometimes she would tease me for wearing diapers, and when she would get caught, mom or dad would put one of my diapers on her and treat her like a baby as a punishment, just like you. I would get to be her babysitter and sometimes play like I was her mommy. She hated it, I loved it... Not that I liked humiliating her, I just liked being a mommy."
"But you were one of the popular girls. Captain of the volleyball team. Didn't the other girls tease you about wearing diapers."
"It really has been no big deal for me. Some of the girls used to tease me, but I never let it get to me, so they soon stopped and accepted me as just a girl with a medical problem. When I had sleepovers, sometimes the other girls would try on my diapers to see what it was like. Nancy would love to change me when we were dating, and sometimes let me baby her."
"Thank you Gina. I feel so much better now."
"Anytime you need to talk I'll be here for you. Why don't we get changed. I could sure use a dry diaper, how about you?"
"Yes please."
"So do you want to be my baby-girl?" She asked, and I nodded my head yes. "Good. Because I want to be your Mommy more than I have ever wanted to be some one's Mommy before." She tickled my tummy till I was giggling and squirming. "You know your mom expects you to feel humiliated by having me baby you, that is why she called me. It will be our little secret that you like it." Gina pulled me in for another tight hug and kissed me some more, then told me, "Stand up baby." As I slid off her lap I picked up Heather the Hippo and stood there holding her. Gina moved the pillow and stood up. We looked at each other for a short time, then she bent over and picked me up and put me on her hip. She grabbed the juice bottle and the empty milk bottle and off we went into the kitchen where she dropped the empty bottle in the sink. "Mommy will get that later. Right now I have a wet baby that needs a dry bottom." She began tickling my ribs again while saying "Don't you,... Don't you..."
Through my giggling I put my arms around her neck, still holding Heather and between giggles managed to baby-talk, "Yeth Pwease." Just then the washer buzzed letting us know Gina's pants were clean and dry.
She carried me over to the washer and asked me, "Baby, can you hold your juice ba-ba while I get my pants." I reached for it, she said, "Good girl." She got them out and carried me back into the living room to grab her backpack and then off we went to my room.Setting me on my feet in front of the dresser she said, "Now can baby help Mommy by getting your changing mat and laying down on the bed?" I did as she asked while she folded her pants and put them and her backpack down on my desk.
As I laid on the mat, I watched her go over to the dresser and gather the necessary supplies thinking about how lovely she was. The idea occurred to me that my dream Mommy was going to be here to change and play with me for at least nine more hours... I should drink this juice bottle so Gina can change me more often. As quick as the idea sprang forth, the ba-ba was in my mouth and I was happily suckling down the wonderful juice, while cuddling my hippo. It felt so right to play with my toes too, soon I was lost in baby play, not even noticing Mommy Gina standing over me, watching, with a huge grin on her face, until she sat down next to me and lightly started rubbing my tummy. "Aw such a happy little baby. You're going to be even happier once Mommy gets you in a clean diaper..." Gina pulled up my bunny shirt and started blowing raspberries on my tummy, making me laugh, "Yes you are... yes you are..."
I did my best to lay still and concentrate on feeling what Mommy Gina was doing. Pulling down the sides of my baby panties, unpin the diapers and pull the panties with the diapers in them with one big whoosh, then tossing them into the pail. Out came the baby wipes as Mommy continued an endless stream of baby-talk to me. "I'm gonna wipe my baby clean ... we start at the tummy... where is your tummy baby? can you point it out for Mommy? Yes good girl... such a smart little baby... so we wipie wipie wipie till the tummies all clean... then we spread baby's legs real wide... That's my girl so mommy can clean inside of baby's legs and thighs.... Now take a deep breath.... Good baby... and mommy takes a clean wipe and cleans baby's little kitten... so softly huh?... baby likes that doesn't she?... Baby must like that cause mommy can almost hear it purr, saying rub me Mommy rub me.... Can you hear it?... I bet you can... Now roll over so we can get that cute little bottom of yours."
I didn't want to. I wanted to just lay there and let her rub and rub and rub me forever... This was heaven. I could feel her patting my thigh coaxing me to roll but I just couldn't, when suddenly I felt her blow more raspberries onto my tummy, snapping me out of a dream like state. So I rolled over. Mommy took such great care wiping my bottom like she had my front. Okay all done wipe the bottom. Now just lay there like that for a minute while I get you ready for the next part." Mommy took the changing mat away and tossed the used wipes in the trash, then folded two bunny soft cotton diapers next to me then put a third one, as a soaker in the center. "We don't want to have baby getting a rash do we?" she asked as she started to apply ointment on my butt and rub it in firmly and thoroughly. This was very pleasant and seemed to go on and on, when I felt her gently rolling me onto the clean diaper so she could begin doing the same to my front. i was back in heaven, but came back to earth when I heard my bottle empty out so that I was just sucking air. "Aw, is baby all done with her ba-ba? Well we will get you another one soon enough. For now, why don't we just use this." She found the pasci hanging around my neck and slipped it into my mouth. It was really nice just sucking away and letting Mommy Gina take charge.
"Guess what baby?... It's powder time!" All of a sudden I felt her grab my ankles with one hand and lift my legs up so high my bottom was off the diaper. She began to pour powder all over my backside then using one hand rubbed it in very well while holding my legs up with her other hand. Wow, was she ever strong. Soon she laid my legs down and had me spread wide so she could powder my front. Mommy took her sweet time making sure every inch of my diaper area was coated and well rubbed. "Look at my hands sweetie. So much powder left... OH what to do with it?... I know" and she put her hands on my tummy and began rubbing it then moving upwards she began rubbing the powder onto my small breasts, stroking my nipples and pinching them playfully, it felt so good, I thought I would loose my mind. As she rubbed and pinched my breasts, we kissed for a long time, tasting each other. I had long since dropped my bottle, so my hand was free to begin it's slow decent to my purring kitten. Mommy noticed and broke off the kiss and said "not yet baby" as she sat up and began to pull that thick fluffy diaper up between my legs and pinned it around my hips.
Quickly grabbing the clean pink baby pants with ruffles across the butt that she had picked out, they were soon snaking their way up my legs and over the diaper. Mommy Gina had me stand up so she could finish tucking the diaper in all around my waist and between my legs. Without a word she suddenly grabbed the bottom of my bunny shirt and pulled it off over my head, then pulled me into a tight hug. With me standing and her sitting, we were almost the same height. I put my arms around her neck and softly began kissing her, saying "Tank oo Mommy" in between kisses.
"Is my baby ready to help Mommy get on a clean diaper?"
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Chapter #5
"Yeth Mommy" I said.
She kissed my cheek, then had me get her backpack from the desk and a changing mat from my dresser. I really noticed the bulk of having three diapers on instead of two. They made me waddle like I had been when she first got here, and mom had me in my usual sleepy-time triple thick diaper. Handing her the backpack, she opened it carefully, and took out an adult sized diaper, a travel pack of baby wipes and some powder. Gina was very careful not to let me see what else was in her very full stuffed backpack.She zipped up her bag and then set it on the floor next to the bad. "Okay Baby-girl, are you ready to be in charge for a few minutes?"
"In charge?"
"When you change me, I want you to take charge. You know, tell me when to lay down, sit up, roll over...Just pretend your the babysitter....But only when changing my diaper. When you're finished, I'll be the Mommy again. Okay?"
This really felt weird. Me being a babysitter? Sure I have changed my dolly's diapers, but I never changed a person before. But the whole afternoon had been strange, so I did my best to play the role. It was only for just a little while, so I wanted to be the best at it that I could. Gina had been so wonderful to me, being the Mommy I have always wanted. I figured that I should return the favor, then, hope against hope, she might want to play with me again at some other time.
"I'm gonna put the changing pad down so you need to move over a bit Little Girl." Gina just nodded and did what I said. Patting the spread out changing mat, She moved onto it and was playing with the changing supplies. I was a little taken aback at how quickly she started regressing into a little girl, as she gurgled nonsense and began to chew on the package of baby wipes. I started to tell her "No-no angel, let me have those." When she handed me the diaper, wipes and the powder, I saw she was hiding something else in her hand. "What 'ya got there?" She put her other hand around her hand and pulled it close to her chest. "Come on, Little Girls don't hide things from their babysitters, Do they?" Gina shook her head no then handed me her hidden treasure. It was a pink pacifier with Hello Kitty on it. "Aww, How cute." I took it and put it in her mouth. She grinned at me and rolled over a bit to try and grab Heather the Hippo. I grabbed it first and put it in her arms.
She was being a very happy, active little girl, making Heather dance on her chest. Singing behind her paci, "La-la La-la-la La-la" as she made Heather fly from one breast to the other, then down to her tummy and back.
I untaped her diaper and was surprised to see she also shaved down there, just like my mom had me do. "You're all smoothie down here." She nodded, then I took a baby wipe and wiped her the way she wiped me, well, as best as I could. It took me four wipes, one for her front, one for her bottom, and one to very carefully go over her sticky kitten. The final wipe I used to go over all the other three areas again just to be sure she was clean. I know what it is like to get diaper rash, and I didn't want her to get a rash because of me. She looked like she had never had it before, her skin was so smooth and creamy. "Doesn't little Gina want some ointment?" She shook her head no. Then I thought about it. "Well, Angel, since I'm in charge, I think you should have some to keep your skin all nice."
Gina took out her paci and said, "Lissa, cweme berry gweasey. Diapy tape no stick wif cweam." Then she returned to sucking on her paci.
"Oh my! I'm sorry, I didn't know that. I have never used a disposable diaper before. If I had some baby panties that would fit you, I'd put you in some cloth diapies like mine." Gina smiled and looked kind of excited about trying cloth diapers. I asked, "Would Little Gina like that?" She nodded and clapped her hands like I had offered her some ice cream.
I wrapped the used wipes up in her wet diaper and tossed it in the trash. Then tapped her hips and said, "Lift up baby so I can slide this fresh diapy under you." After I had her butt centered, I took the powder and sprinkled it all over her, and rubbed it in with the tenderness she had given to me. She started to squirm as I rubbed it into her cleanly shaved kitten. I wanted to rub her and tickle her there, like she had done to me, but I wasn't sure how to do it. I have done it to myself, but didn't know how it would work on someone else, so I decided to just tape her up and hope that later she would show me how to pleasure her. Not having ever done this before, I was a little concerned that I might not do this right. I taped the top tapes first and then the bottom tapes. It was difficult getting the bottom tapes tight, so I asked, "Angel, I think I should have done the top tapes last, Huh?" Gina nodded her head, but kept playing with Heather. Finally I was satisfied with how it looked, and how it felt when I put my fingers under the diaper's leg and waist. "All done" I sing-songed to her, Patting her hip to pull out the changing mat. I could not resist patting her padded bottom a few times as well and squeezing the bulk of her diaper.
While Gina stood up and inspected my handy work, I folded the changing pad and put it back where it belonged. "You did a great job Baby. Thank you so much." She said as she put her Hello Kitty paci back into her bag. "Now come to Mommy" She held out her arms and bent down to embrace me. I was so surprised when she again picked me up and covered my face with kisses, her hair tickled and I began to giggle. "I want to get my Sweetie-pie dressed. She looks a little chilly," Gina said as she flicked my hard nipples. "What do we have in the closet?"
I pointed to the right side of the sliding doors and said, "Big girl cwothes." Then pointed to the left side and said, "Baby Lissa's cwothes".
Of course Gina opened up the left side of my closet and began running her had across all the silly babyish outfits my mom and aunt had had made for me over the years. I have not grown since I was 12, so there were a lot of them. Actually I have just as many baby clothes as regular clothes, because the summer that I was 13, I really did do something very bad. My aunt was staying with us for the summer. I found a cigarette and tried to smoke it in my room. My aunt smelled it right away and caught me coughing my lungs out. I really got a serious spanking for that and was given baby punishment for the whole rest of the summer. Auntie Kate, was quite the skilled seamstress and made me a whole wordrobe of baby clothes that still fit me today. She continued to make me baby clothes until she died last year.
Gina screamed in delight, "Oh my heavens." She put me down and began to go through everything, one by one. All the while making comments like "Wow", or "So cute'" and "Adorable." Then she squealed with joy, "I have a skirt that would match this, except it is made for a grown up." That is what she pulled out, it was a pinkish onesie with a tie-dyed skirt sewn onto it. It showed a little bit of the bottom of my diaper, but with a triple diaper on, it was going to show way more it than I would have liked.
"Alyssa, I have to show you something." She laid the outfit down on my bed then rifled through her back-pack and pulled out a tie-died skirt, very similar to mine, only it would ride just below her knees, hiding her diaper completely. "Look here Sweetie, we can wear matching outfits. Come here Baby." I waddled over and she had me put my arms up and she slid it down my body. I spread my legs and she reached under me to pull the back snaps up to join with the front snaps. Gina moved back a little on the bed and had me sit in front of her. Grabbing her hair brush and a few barrettes out of her back-pack, she started doing my hair like a little girl, with bangs, barrettes and pig tails. Soon Gina was satisfied.
"Stand up Darling and twirl for me." Giggling, she said "Precious, just precious... Why don't you go look in the mirror while Mommy gets dressed." No one was going to see me except for Gina so I kind of skipped over to the mirror and had a look. I could not believe how young I looked. I'm not much bigger than a 5 year old anyway, but with the way Gina had done my hair and my paci hanging like a neckless, I could have passed for a tall 4 year old. I must have been looking at myself for quite a while, because soon Gina was behind me in the mirror wearing her white t-shirt and tie-dyed skirt. With her being so tall, it made me look even younger....like a three year old. "Look what else I found in you closet," she said as she pulled out from behind her back a pair of beach sandals. I looked at the reflection of her and noticed she wore a pair of beach sandals just like the ones she was holding out for me. "It must be Kismet," she whispered as she kissed my cheek.
Stepping into the sandals, I noticed how she had brushed out her hair . Gone was the pony tail, instead her hair flowed graceful down her shoulders and was held off her face by two barrettes like the ones I had in my hair. I stood up to as she held my hand and we faced the full length mirror together. Her diaper was hidden so well that i couldn't even tell that she had one on, but mine was very bulky, even a blind man could see it. Wow, we looked just like a Mommy and Baby ready for an outing. Just as I thought that, I began to wet again, fearing she might want to take me outside and show us off. Oh please no! I let go of her hand and wrapped both my arms around her leg, burring my face into her belly, I whimpered, "Mommy' please don't make me go out like this."
I suckled, as Gina rocked and hummed. After a few minutes, she reached her left hand and put it on my diaper. Slowly she rubbed it bunching it up between my legs, rhythmically pulling and stroking to the pace of my sucking. I heard Gina let out a "MMMMmmmm" as I felt her wet her diaper beneath me. I felt her begin to slightly open and close her legs squeezing her diaper to the rhythm of my sucking. Maybe it was the bottles or the feeling of Gina's wet diaper, but I knew I had to wet too, and let go. She whispered, "Mommy's good girl........ wet that diaper baby,... soak it."
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Chapter #4
As I laid there suckling on that heavenly breast, wetting my diaper, Gina felt the warm wetness and began squeezing it into my little kitten and rubbing it harder and deeper, saying "Yes, yes, my baby. your really know hot to suck mommy's titty." I sucked faster and she opened and closed her legs against her wet diaper to the rhythm of my sucking while rubbing my diaper faster and harder. I was breathing deeper now and feeling this wave of tingling and lightheadedness wash over me while she continued a stream of baby talk between her own deep breathing. Soon all she could manage was to moan "Mmmmm" and the occasional, "Oh yes baby". Soon, I could no longer hear or understand what she was saying, I just felt like I was leaving my body and a tidal wave of pleasure washed over me causing me to shake and quiver. I let out a humming like moan into Gina's titty and she was growing louder saying, "that's it yes baby, that's it...Baby Baby...OH,... Yessss... OOHH... YAAAahhhhhhhhhhh......Mmmmmm." At the same time I quaked in a mind bending feeling of love, pleasure, warmth and contentedness all rolled into one. Gina and I both began to breathe deeper but slower when she removed her hand from my diaper. Gina giggled and took her breast from my mouth saying, "You really must stop now. "trying to catch her breath, "It is starting to tickle."
As much as I loved sucking her, I really needed the break so I could breathe. "You are the sweetest baby girl I have ever had" Gina whispered to me, then began kissing my face slowly, starting with my forehead then my eyes then the nose. She gazed into my eyes and said "Thank you my dearest Ally." Then she tenderly began to kiss my lips, slowly licking first the top lip, then the bottom lip then kissed me again. The next kiss was a little deeper as she placed her tongue into my mouth and we began to taste each other while our tongues danced between my mouth into hers and back again. After what seemed like an eternity she pulled me into he lap so I could rest my head on her shoulder. Gina gently rubbed my back and rocked me slowly until we could both breathe normally again. "Did you like that as much as I did?"
"Oh Yes. I have never felt anything like that. Thank You so much Mommy." UhOh! did I just call her "Mommy?" What in the world is wrong with me? I call my mother "Mother", which is what she prefers, or "mom" if she is being friendly or I am talking about her to other people. I don't think I have ever used the such a childish term like "Mommy" to anyone ... EVER. But with Gina it seemed right.... but still.... What the heck is wrong with me? I started to tense up a little bit.
"Your very Welcome Angel.... hey, hey... Relax. What are you getting so tense for? You should be very relaxed after what we just shared."
Okay, yes I was very relaxed, but I had just called her "Mommy" and that was weird. Taking a very deep breath, I decided to tell her something that I thought I would never tell another living soul. Shoot Fire, after what we just did with each other, I think I can share anything and everything with Gina. So I let out the breath and took one more deep one to relax again before beginning to speak to this goddess about what was in my head and in my heart. I began when I let out the second deep breath, pulled myself off her shoulder and looked her in the eyes... those eyes... so deep... so soulful, "Gina, can I talk to you like a grown up for a little while?"
"This sounds serious. Of course you can. What's on your mind Alyssa?"
"Well, it's very embarrassing, I... I... God, Where do I start?." Then I laid my head back on her breast like it was a pillow and began to tear up, just a little... "What is wrong with me?"
"Alyssa, I am not so sure I understand the question." She put both arms around me and hugged, "The only thing I can see that might be wrong is that you need a diaper change, but so do I, so I'm not really sure that I know what you are trying to ask me."
"I mean, why is it that all the other girls ever want to talk about is boys, boys , boys? I don't even like boys, I mean I like some boys, as friends, but I don't like-like boys. I mean, when other girls are talking about making out with their boyfriends, I think about making out with....." I dare not look in her eyes, "well... I don't ever think I could ever do with a boy what we just did."
"So you think something is wrong with you because you would rather make out with girls than with boys?"
"Well yes, but no. It is also this whole baby thing. When I am being punished by Mom or my Aunt I feel nothing but shame and embarrassment, but when you treat me like a baby it's different... it's wonderful... it's better than how I imagined it could be..."
"Wait a minute. How you imagined it could be? Do you mean with other girls..." Gina took my chin in her hand and turned it so she could look into my eyes, "or... with me?"
Oh no. I should have thought this through before opening my mouth. As long as the door is opened, I may as well walk through it... "With you." I turned my face into her shoulder to try and hide from her gaze, but that was foolish. Gina hugged me tightly and kissed the top of my head. I thought heard her sniffle like she was crying, so I looked back up to see, her eyes were watering and she had the biggest smile on her face.
"So you've thought about me babying you before today? Okay... When did you first feel that you would like me to be your Mommy?"
There is that Mommy word again. Time for another deep breath....make that two.....Okay three... here goes... "First of all, I have always thought you were the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.... even in grade school, but it was four years ago. I was just a dumb freshman and you were a Junior. I was being punished for something, I cannot even remember what, but I had a diaper on under my skirt. I was praying that no one would find out. I saw you in the cafeteria with your boyfriend and you had one of those robot dolls that they give in health class to show you what it is like to take care of a baby. Most everyone was having trouble getting their doll to stop crying, but not you. You were playing with it rocking it, and talking such sweet baby-talk to yours. It didn't cry even when you set it down. Then you went around and were helping the other girls with their dolls. Every doll you picked up, you played with and talked to and every one of them stopped crying. I already had a giant crush on you, but that pushed me over the the edge... I wanted to be your baby so bad I wet myself to the point where I had to run to the nurses office and get changed. Ever since then, when I was being punished and mom or my aunt, and they were being mean when they treated me like a baby, I would think about you being so sweet and caring and gentle. When girls would talk about boys, I would think about you. I used to watch you in the cafeteria kissing your boyfriend and wish with all my heart that it could be me instead of him. Oh God! What was I thinking, you have a boyfriend, and I'm just a stupid little baby. You probably hate me now and think I'm crazy, don't you?"
"Alyssa, sweetheart, please look at me." I turned up from her shoulder to face what I was sure was going to be a heart-break. "How could I ever hate you? I have always thought you were so cute. You were so shy back then and still are, aren't you? And that was not really my boyfriend. I mean Blake was my good friend, still is, and he is a boy, but we were not boyfriend and girlfriend."
"But you two always went on dates with Nancy and that other guy and went to all the dances together. You were always holding hands and kissing. I don't understand."
"That right there is another reason to love you, your so genuinely innocent." Gina kissing me so tenderly on the lips again then pulled me into a tight hug, "And I am a great actress. You see, Blake was, and is gay, so is Nancy and Tom and, well, me too..."
"But... But... girls can't be gay... can they?"
" You know Alyssa, I have had girlfriends who would pretend to be a baby for me, just so I could get my Mommy on, but you are the real deal. Yes, girls can be gay too. Nancy was my girlfriend. We started going out our Sophomore year, that is when we discovered Blake and Tom were a couple. It was quite by accident, Nancy and me went to the waterfalls to make out where no one would see us. This is a small town and being gay is not really accepted here. Well when we hiked back, and we caught Blake and Tom making out. The four of us decided to pretend to to be each others romantic interest. It worked out very well, because if Tom or Blake's parents had found out, they would have been disowned. Nancy and I weren't ready to have anyone know we were gay then either.
" So.... I'm gay? I thought I didn't like boys because I'm such an immature baby."
"Well, have you ever looked at other girls and felt romantic thinking about them? And how about boys?"
"Yes, Some girls, when I see them, I just can't help to thinking about kissing them and cuddling," As long as I was being honest, I thought I better go all the way, "but it is been mostly you that I think about. I have never even considered kissing a boy....They are just so.... yucky."
I saw a little tear come from her eye as she bent over and kissed me again, then said "Aw Sweetie. You are just too cute for words. I noticed you back then too. I did not know about you being a baby-girl, but my gaydar was definitely going off about you. When I was going out with Nancy, we had talked a few times about how it might be nice to ask you to go out with us sometime. Nancy was sure you were gay and might want to hang out with us."
"I don't think mom would have let me go out with you guys. She never let me go out with anyone. Not that any one ever asked me. Well, you see how she treats me. It's always been this way."
"If I had known how you were being treated at home, I would have rushed over here to ask you mom if I could babysit you."
"Really?"
"Yes, Really. I get turned on by playing The Mommy, there is nothing sexier to me than a young woman in diapers, being a baby for me, cuddling, kissing, diapering and taking care her. When I was called by your mom this morning to take care of and older child in diapers, I thought it was going to just be another babysitting gig. Then I found out it was you when I got here and saw your pictures all over the place.... I was so excited.... and when your mom told me you were actually 18 and not a child, I peed my diaper right then and there. I was so hoping that my gaydar had been right about you.... and it was."
"Gina, why are you wearing diapers too?"
"Well Alyssa, I was born with a malformed bladder, so I never was able to be potty trained. My parents just treated it like any other medical condition. I wear diapers because I need them."
"Were you ever babied like I am?"
"No Sweetheart. You know my sister Karen?" I nodded my head yes, "Well sometimes she would tease me for wearing diapers, and when she would get caught, mom or dad would put one of my diapers on her and treat her like a baby as a punishment, just like you. I would get to be her babysitter and sometimes play like I was her mommy. She hated it, I loved it... Not that I liked humiliating her, I just liked being a mommy."
"But you were one of the popular girls. Captain of the volleyball team. Didn't the other girls tease you about wearing diapers."
"It really has been no big deal for me. Some of the girls used to tease me, but I never let it get to me, so they soon stopped and accepted me as just a girl with a medical problem. When I had sleepovers, sometimes the other girls would try on my diapers to see what it was like. Nancy would love to change me when we were dating, and sometimes let me baby her."
"Thank you Gina. I feel so much better now."
"Anytime you need to talk I'll be here for you. Why don't we get changed. I could sure use a dry diaper, how about you?"
"Yes please."
"So do you want to be my baby-girl?" She asked, and I nodded my head yes. "Good. Because I want to be your Mommy more than I have ever wanted to be some one's Mommy before." She tickled my tummy till I was giggling and squirming. "You know your mom expects you to feel humiliated by having me baby you, that is why she called me. It will be our little secret that you like it." Gina pulled me in for another tight hug and kissed me some more, then told me, "Stand up baby." As I slid off her lap I picked up Heather the Hippo and stood there holding her. Gina moved the pillow and stood up. We looked at each other for a short time, then she bent over and picked me up and put me on her hip. She grabbed the juice bottle and the empty milk bottle and off we went into the kitchen where she dropped the empty bottle in the sink. "Mommy will get that later. Right now I have a wet baby that needs a dry bottom." She began tickling my ribs again while saying "Don't you,... Don't you..."
Through my giggling I put my arms around her neck, still holding Heather and between giggles managed to baby-talk, "Yeth Pwease." Just then the washer buzzed letting us know Gina's pants were clean and dry.
She carried me over to the washer and asked me, "Baby, can you hold your juice ba-ba while I get my pants." I reached for it, she said, "Good girl." She got them out and carried me back into the living room to grab her backpack and then off we went to my room.Setting me on my feet in front of the dresser she said, "Now can baby help Mommy by getting your changing mat and laying down on the bed?" I did as she asked while she folded her pants and put them and her backpack down on my desk.
As I laid on the mat, I watched her go over to the dresser and gather the necessary supplies thinking about how lovely she was. The idea occurred to me that my dream Mommy was going to be here to change and play with me for at least nine more hours... I should drink this juice bottle so Gina can change me more often. As quick as the idea sprang forth, the ba-ba was in my mouth and I was happily suckling down the wonderful juice, while cuddling my hippo. It felt so right to play with my toes too, soon I was lost in baby play, not even noticing Mommy Gina standing over me, watching, with a huge grin on her face, until she sat down next to me and lightly started rubbing my tummy. "Aw such a happy little baby. You're going to be even happier once Mommy gets you in a clean diaper..." Gina pulled up my bunny shirt and started blowing raspberries on my tummy, making me laugh, "Yes you are... yes you are..."
I did my best to lay still and concentrate on feeling what Mommy Gina was doing. Pulling down the sides of my baby panties, unpin the diapers and pull the panties with the diapers in them with one big whoosh, then tossing them into the pail. Out came the baby wipes as Mommy continued an endless stream of baby-talk to me. "I'm gonna wipe my baby clean ... we start at the tummy... where is your tummy baby? can you point it out for Mommy? Yes good girl... such a smart little baby... so we wipie wipie wipie till the tummies all clean... then we spread baby's legs real wide... That's my girl so mommy can clean inside of baby's legs and thighs.... Now take a deep breath.... Good baby... and mommy takes a clean wipe and cleans baby's little kitten... so softly huh?... baby likes that doesn't she?... Baby must like that cause mommy can almost hear it purr, saying rub me Mommy rub me.... Can you hear it?... I bet you can... Now roll over so we can get that cute little bottom of yours."
I didn't want to. I wanted to just lay there and let her rub and rub and rub me forever... This was heaven. I could feel her patting my thigh coaxing me to roll but I just couldn't, when suddenly I felt her blow more raspberries onto my tummy, snapping me out of a dream like state. So I rolled over. Mommy took such great care wiping my bottom like she had my front. Okay all done wipe the bottom. Now just lay there like that for a minute while I get you ready for the next part." Mommy took the changing mat away and tossed the used wipes in the trash, then folded two bunny soft cotton diapers next to me then put a third one, as a soaker in the center. "We don't want to have baby getting a rash do we?" she asked as she started to apply ointment on my butt and rub it in firmly and thoroughly. This was very pleasant and seemed to go on and on, when I felt her gently rolling me onto the clean diaper so she could begin doing the same to my front. i was back in heaven, but came back to earth when I heard my bottle empty out so that I was just sucking air. "Aw, is baby all done with her ba-ba? Well we will get you another one soon enough. For now, why don't we just use this." She found the pasci hanging around my neck and slipped it into my mouth. It was really nice just sucking away and letting Mommy Gina take charge.
"Guess what baby?... It's powder time!" All of a sudden I felt her grab my ankles with one hand and lift my legs up so high my bottom was off the diaper. She began to pour powder all over my backside then using one hand rubbed it in very well while holding my legs up with her other hand. Wow, was she ever strong. Soon she laid my legs down and had me spread wide so she could powder my front. Mommy took her sweet time making sure every inch of my diaper area was coated and well rubbed. "Look at my hands sweetie. So much powder left... OH what to do with it?... I know" and she put her hands on my tummy and began rubbing it then moving upwards she began rubbing the powder onto my small breasts, stroking my nipples and pinching them playfully, it felt so good, I thought I would loose my mind. As she rubbed and pinched my breasts, we kissed for a long time, tasting each other. I had long since dropped my bottle, so my hand was free to begin it's slow decent to my purring kitten. Mommy noticed and broke off the kiss and said "not yet baby" as she sat up and began to pull that thick fluffy diaper up between my legs and pinned it around my hips.
Quickly grabbing the clean pink baby pants with ruffles across the butt that she had picked out, they were soon snaking their way up my legs and over the diaper. Mommy Gina had me stand up so she could finish tucking the diaper in all around my waist and between my legs. Without a word she suddenly grabbed the bottom of my bunny shirt and pulled it off over my head, then pulled me into a tight hug. With me standing and her sitting, we were almost the same height. I put my arms around her neck and softly began kissing her, saying "Tank oo Mommy" in between kisses.
"Is my baby ready to help Mommy get on a clean diaper?"
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Chapter #5
"Yeth Mommy" I said.
She kissed my cheek, then had me get her backpack from the desk and a changing mat from my dresser. I really noticed the bulk of having three diapers on instead of two. They made me waddle like I had been when she first got here, and mom had me in my usual sleepy-time triple thick diaper. Handing her the backpack, she opened it carefully, and took out an adult sized diaper, a travel pack of baby wipes and some powder. Gina was very careful not to let me see what else was in her very full stuffed backpack.She zipped up her bag and then set it on the floor next to the bad. "Okay Baby-girl, are you ready to be in charge for a few minutes?"
"In charge?"
"When you change me, I want you to take charge. You know, tell me when to lay down, sit up, roll over...Just pretend your the babysitter....But only when changing my diaper. When you're finished, I'll be the Mommy again. Okay?"
This really felt weird. Me being a babysitter? Sure I have changed my dolly's diapers, but I never changed a person before. But the whole afternoon had been strange, so I did my best to play the role. It was only for just a little while, so I wanted to be the best at it that I could. Gina had been so wonderful to me, being the Mommy I have always wanted. I figured that I should return the favor, then, hope against hope, she might want to play with me again at some other time.
"I'm gonna put the changing pad down so you need to move over a bit Little Girl." Gina just nodded and did what I said. Patting the spread out changing mat, She moved onto it and was playing with the changing supplies. I was a little taken aback at how quickly she started regressing into a little girl, as she gurgled nonsense and began to chew on the package of baby wipes. I started to tell her "No-no angel, let me have those." When she handed me the diaper, wipes and the powder, I saw she was hiding something else in her hand. "What 'ya got there?" She put her other hand around her hand and pulled it close to her chest. "Come on, Little Girls don't hide things from their babysitters, Do they?" Gina shook her head no then handed me her hidden treasure. It was a pink pacifier with Hello Kitty on it. "Aww, How cute." I took it and put it in her mouth. She grinned at me and rolled over a bit to try and grab Heather the Hippo. I grabbed it first and put it in her arms.
She was being a very happy, active little girl, making Heather dance on her chest. Singing behind her paci, "La-la La-la-la La-la" as she made Heather fly from one breast to the other, then down to her tummy and back.
I untaped her diaper and was surprised to see she also shaved down there, just like my mom had me do. "You're all smoothie down here." She nodded, then I took a baby wipe and wiped her the way she wiped me, well, as best as I could. It took me four wipes, one for her front, one for her bottom, and one to very carefully go over her sticky kitten. The final wipe I used to go over all the other three areas again just to be sure she was clean. I know what it is like to get diaper rash, and I didn't want her to get a rash because of me. She looked like she had never had it before, her skin was so smooth and creamy. "Doesn't little Gina want some ointment?" She shook her head no. Then I thought about it. "Well, Angel, since I'm in charge, I think you should have some to keep your skin all nice."
Gina took out her paci and said, "Lissa, cweme berry gweasey. Diapy tape no stick wif cweam." Then she returned to sucking on her paci.
"Oh my! I'm sorry, I didn't know that. I have never used a disposable diaper before. If I had some baby panties that would fit you, I'd put you in some cloth diapies like mine." Gina smiled and looked kind of excited about trying cloth diapers. I asked, "Would Little Gina like that?" She nodded and clapped her hands like I had offered her some ice cream.
I wrapped the used wipes up in her wet diaper and tossed it in the trash. Then tapped her hips and said, "Lift up baby so I can slide this fresh diapy under you." After I had her butt centered, I took the powder and sprinkled it all over her, and rubbed it in with the tenderness she had given to me. She started to squirm as I rubbed it into her cleanly shaved kitten. I wanted to rub her and tickle her there, like she had done to me, but I wasn't sure how to do it. I have done it to myself, but didn't know how it would work on someone else, so I decided to just tape her up and hope that later she would show me how to pleasure her. Not having ever done this before, I was a little concerned that I might not do this right. I taped the top tapes first and then the bottom tapes. It was difficult getting the bottom tapes tight, so I asked, "Angel, I think I should have done the top tapes last, Huh?" Gina nodded her head, but kept playing with Heather. Finally I was satisfied with how it looked, and how it felt when I put my fingers under the diaper's leg and waist. "All done" I sing-songed to her, Patting her hip to pull out the changing mat. I could not resist patting her padded bottom a few times as well and squeezing the bulk of her diaper.
While Gina stood up and inspected my handy work, I folded the changing pad and put it back where it belonged. "You did a great job Baby. Thank you so much." She said as she put her Hello Kitty paci back into her bag. "Now come to Mommy" She held out her arms and bent down to embrace me. I was so surprised when she again picked me up and covered my face with kisses, her hair tickled and I began to giggle. "I want to get my Sweetie-pie dressed. She looks a little chilly," Gina said as she flicked my hard nipples. "What do we have in the closet?"
I pointed to the right side of the sliding doors and said, "Big girl cwothes." Then pointed to the left side and said, "Baby Lissa's cwothes".
Of course Gina opened up the left side of my closet and began running her had across all the silly babyish outfits my mom and aunt had had made for me over the years. I have not grown since I was 12, so there were a lot of them. Actually I have just as many baby clothes as regular clothes, because the summer that I was 13, I really did do something very bad. My aunt was staying with us for the summer. I found a cigarette and tried to smoke it in my room. My aunt smelled it right away and caught me coughing my lungs out. I really got a serious spanking for that and was given baby punishment for the whole rest of the summer. Auntie Kate, was quite the skilled seamstress and made me a whole wordrobe of baby clothes that still fit me today. She continued to make me baby clothes until she died last year.
Gina screamed in delight, "Oh my heavens." She put me down and began to go through everything, one by one. All the while making comments like "Wow", or "So cute'" and "Adorable." Then she squealed with joy, "I have a skirt that would match this, except it is made for a grown up." That is what she pulled out, it was a pinkish onesie with a tie-dyed skirt sewn onto it. It showed a little bit of the bottom of my diaper, but with a triple diaper on, it was going to show way more it than I would have liked.
"Alyssa, I have to show you something." She laid the outfit down on my bed then rifled through her back-pack and pulled out a tie-died skirt, very similar to mine, only it would ride just below her knees, hiding her diaper completely. "Look here Sweetie, we can wear matching outfits. Come here Baby." I waddled over and she had me put my arms up and she slid it down my body. I spread my legs and she reached under me to pull the back snaps up to join with the front snaps. Gina moved back a little on the bed and had me sit in front of her. Grabbing her hair brush and a few barrettes out of her back-pack, she started doing my hair like a little girl, with bangs, barrettes and pig tails. Soon Gina was satisfied.
"Stand up Darling and twirl for me." Giggling, she said "Precious, just precious... Why don't you go look in the mirror while Mommy gets dressed." No one was going to see me except for Gina so I kind of skipped over to the mirror and had a look. I could not believe how young I looked. I'm not much bigger than a 5 year old anyway, but with the way Gina had done my hair and my paci hanging like a neckless, I could have passed for a tall 4 year old. I must have been looking at myself for quite a while, because soon Gina was behind me in the mirror wearing her white t-shirt and tie-dyed skirt. With her being so tall, it made me look even younger....like a three year old. "Look what else I found in you closet," she said as she pulled out from behind her back a pair of beach sandals. I looked at the reflection of her and noticed she wore a pair of beach sandals just like the ones she was holding out for me. "It must be Kismet," she whispered as she kissed my cheek.
Stepping into the sandals, I noticed how she had brushed out her hair . Gone was the pony tail, instead her hair flowed graceful down her shoulders and was held off her face by two barrettes like the ones I had in my hair. I stood up to as she held my hand and we faced the full length mirror together. Her diaper was hidden so well that i couldn't even tell that she had one on, but mine was very bulky, even a blind man could see it. Wow, we looked just like a Mommy and Baby ready for an outing. Just as I thought that, I began to wet again, fearing she might want to take me outside and show us off. Oh please no! I let go of her hand and wrapped both my arms around her leg, burring my face into her belly, I whimpered, "Mommy' please don't make me go out like this."
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Chapter #6
"How could you think such a thing?" Gina asked.
"Sowwy Mommy"
"We need to work on your trust issues." She knelt down to look me in the eyes. "I just saw your out fit hanging there and I knew I had this spare skirt with me. I just thought we would look cute dressed like this. I'm not planning on taking you anywhere." Then she sighed and said,"Well, that is not entirely true... I am going to take you into the backyard. Your mother asked me to water the plants and flowers back there. With that tall fence, no one will see you. I'm sure of it."
I knew she was right, that fence is very tall. Besides we live in the middle of nowhere, I have spent a lot of time out there diapered and dressed like a baby and I've never been seen. "Okay Mommy. Can I bwing my cowour books wif us?"
"Of course you can. And you can bring Heather and Jeffie to keep you company while I work."
"I'll bwing Hever but not Jeffie"
"Why don't you want Jeffie to play with you too?"
"Cause he's a boy, and this is girl's day"
"Fine. But you can't just leave him laying in the living room. Why don't you go and get him and have him take a nap in your bed, while I find your crayons and books."
"Day are in de desk. I go get Jeffie." and off I ran. When I came back, Gina was picking out a few colouring books for me. I tucked Jeffie in and gave him a kiss. "Weddy Mommy".
"Your such a good mama to your stuffies. I think Jeffie is already asleep." Gina came over to me, took my hand and we walked out to the kitchen. "Would you like a bottle of juice, water or milk while you colour?"
"More juice pwease Mommy." She handed me my colouring stuff and proceeded to wash all the bottles that needed it. Then she filled two with juice and one with milk, putting one milk and one juice bottle in the refrigerator for later.
When we got outside, Gina helped me get set up on the deck table. She even pulled out her cell phone and put it on the table too. "I don't want to risk getting this wet. If you have everything you need, I'm off to water the flowers." I nodded to her, and with a kiss on the cheek, she was off to get the hose on the side of the deck. I picked out a lovely picture of a whole bunch of butterflies on a tree to colour for her.
In the late afternoon sun, I worked on my picture for Gina, but I was also daydreaming... a lot. I thought about how lucky I was that she liked me... I daydreamed about how I could live with her and be her baby-girl. I would do everything I could to make our life together a happy one. I dreamed about always obeying Mommy and she would never have reason to spank me. I dreamed about endless days of cuddling, kissing, and just loving each other... Mommy and baby happy together forever and ever.
It's a funny thing about daydreaming, you never really know how much time has passed while your doing it. I also didn't realize that I had my hand "down there" over my eand diaper rubbing myself as I was lost in thoughts of what could be, when I was startled back to reality by Mommy putting her arms around me and kissing the top of my head and then she spoke sweetly, "That is a really pretty picture your colouring baby." I quickly pulled my hand from it's naughty doings and put it on the table. She looked down at my lap and then reached her fingers under the leg band of my diaper and said, "a little bit wet, but not enough to change yet. Are you getting a rash? Because you looked like you were trying to scratch an itch you couldn't reach."
I must have turned five shades of red when she said that. I just looked down at my book and said "No Mommy, I was just... I mean I... I had wet myself and .... Ummm..." I hemmed and hawed for a few, not knowing what to say, being so embarrassed at having been caught playing with myself.
"Alyssa. Look at me." I turned to face her. "Alyssa, I need for you to tell me what you were doing. Babies do not know how to lie. If you want me to be your Mommy, you must always tell me the truth...no matter what. Okay?"
"I was daydreaming, and when you put your arms around me, I realized I was... I was..." Suddenly feeling my diaper getting wetter, I just blurted out, "I was masturbating." I tried to look away, but couldn't, her beautiful eyes shining at me, full of love, had me caught in their gaze, like a dear caught in the headlights.
"I thought so. There is a time and place for that Alyssa. The time is when Mommy says it is. The place, is where Mommy says it is. Do you understand?" She was almost scolding me, but I had the feeling she was not really mad. So once again I just nodded my head to let her know that I understood. "Good girl. Now tell Mommy what you were daydreaming about that has you so worked up."
"I was dreaming about what life would be like if I were able to live with you..." I was blushing, but watching her face begin to light up, I felt emboldened and continued, "About how happy we were. I thought about how I would do anything to make you happy, I would wash the dishes, clean the house, change your diapers and Obey you without question... About being such a good girl you would never want to leave me." I was saying this like I was making a pledge to her or swearing an oath of loyalty. There was a surprised, happy look on her face. Sensing that being honest was the key to bringing us closer together, I proudly admitted, "But it was thinking about cuddling, kissing, touching and loving you that was really making me tingle. I didn't realize where my hand was or what I had been doing with it until you were behind me, hugging me."
Gina was now the one blushing feverishly. The redness of her face contrasted and highlighted her eyes, making them sparkle. She got on her knees in front of me and we started kissing the way lovers do. It was different from all the other kisses we shared, as I was in a chair where my feet did not touch the deck, so I was a few inches taller than her. When we broke off the kiss, Gina put her head on my chest tightening her arms around my waist and shocked me by what she spoke next. "Wow! You get turned on thinking about making me happy? I have never heard anyone say that before. My ex-girlfriends were usually all about what I could do for them. I have never felt so truly wanted... and loved." I could feel her happily crying. At that moment, I did not feel like a weak little baby anymore, instead, I felt strong, powerful, like a new kind of super hero... 'Superbabygirl'. So I stroked her hair, occasionally bending down to kiss her head, gently. Soon my cheek was resting on top of her head with my arms holding her firmly in place, and we began to rock a little from side to side.
This whole day had been one of new experiences for me, but holding Gina like this was beyond just new or different. This was a transformation of souls by something other-worldly, mystical, or magical. Yes, Magical. That is the definitely the right word. What else but Magic could explain it? I had opened myself up, but it was her heart that became exposed, vulnerable, and needed protecting, not mine. For the first time in my life, I was needed to be a protector. As if by Magic, I knew that I could be that protector. It could have only been Magic that would have chosen to trust a baby like me, to protect the most valuable treasure in the universe... Gina's heart.
"It's okay Gina, I will make you happy." Then I jokingly added, "Weather you like it or not." Gina giggled at that. "I'm not letting my Mommy go." I squeezed her tighter, kissing the top of her head, over and over, until she tilted her face up to kiss me on the lips.
"Alyssa, I want to make you happy too." Gina let go of me and went to sit in the chair next to me. "There is one little problem." My heart sank, but I tried not to show it as she sadly continued, "I go back to school next week... I go to Cal-Poly. You do realize it's like more than 35 miles from here?"
I was relieved. I guess she did not know what I knew... "Then we will be going to the same University Gina. I thought you knew that I start there next week too. Problem solved." She was close to jumping out of her skin with joy, so I continued. "I'm sure mom will be happy to have you ride with us to school everyday."
Gina looked sad again,"Alyssa, sweetheart, I live there during the school year. It's like a sorority house, but not exactly a sorority. I share a house with three other girls. There were two more, but they graduated last June." Then her smile returned,"You should join us and move in. We could be room-mates."
Now it was my turn to be sad. "My mom has made it clear to me already that there is no way she is letting me live on a campus without adult supervision. She thinks I might start doing drugs or something, plus, she wants to make sure that if my grades drop I get properly punished." My lip started to curl, then I picked up Heather and threw her against the house. " It's so unfair" I pouted.
"Alyssa! Bad-Girl! We don't throw our toys. Do we?"
I was jolted back into toddler-hood by Gina's remark, "No Mommy". I sowwy." I got up and quickly picked heather up, looking her over closely, then kissed her on the nose, "Sowwy Hever." With my head hanging down, I was walking back to my chair, when Gina took hold of my arm and pulled me in front of her.
"Mommy knows you are upset, but that is no reason to take it out on your stuffie. Perhaps your mom does have a point when she says you need adult supervision."
"W... Wh... What?"
Gina had a sly smile creep across her face. "After all, that is one of the reasons she called me to babysit you. Maybe that can work to our advantage. "Her evil grin juxtaposed on that beautiful face was freaking me out a little bit, not to mention the fact that she agreed with mom about, well... anything, but especially about me needing adult supervision.
"I don't understand. What do you mean 'our advantage'?"
"Well baby, Why can't we get your mom to see me as all the 'adult supervision' that you need at school. She already trusts me enough to watch you here, so why not at school. She just needs to see that I have complete control over you, that you obey me just like you obey her. See needs to think that when I am in charge, you feel and act the same way as when you are being punished by her or your aunt. You need to plead with her NOT to put me in charge of you. You need to tell her that having some one that is so close to you in age, treating you like a baby is way too embarrassing. Make her think I watch you like a hawk and never give you any time alone. Tell her you were too afraid to disobey me. If I know your mom, she will insist that you move in with me for the school year.
"Come here sweetheart." Gina lifted me up under the arms and sat me on her lap. "I have seen a few women like your mother before. They need to think that the punishment they give out is effective. For your mom, that means she wants to know that you feel so embarrassed by the punishment, that you will never do whatever it is you did again. We need to make her think that having me watch you is the most embarrassing thing she has ever done to you."
"BUT IT WAS!" I interrupted. "I mean at first... When I first saw you, I was so embarrassed at having you see me dressed like a baby, that I wet myself after waking up dry. But now that I know you, there is nothing I want more."
"And you can have that... We both can have that. You and me living together as Mommy and Baby, from the time we wake up, until the time I put you to bed. all we have to do is convince your mother that you would hate that more than anything."
"How do we do that?"
"I'm not sure yet. But we have plenty of time to think of something. We have until school starts in a little over a week." We rocked back and forth for a few minutes, then Gina said," We don't need to find the answer now. What we need to do is have some play-time. I think my baby has had too much grown up time for today. You go back to your chair and finish colouring the butterflies and I'll find a picture to colour too."
"K Mommy" I kissed her cheek and went back to work in my own chair, while Gina found a picture of a kitty-cat playing with a ball of yarn. We coloured for about a half-hour, giggling when we would grab for the same crayon and showing each other our pictures when we finished a small item on the page. I have spent a lot of my life colouring. Mom always let me do it when being punished, but I would use my colour pencils when I was a being a big girl, I really like to make pictures, plus I am good at it. But to see Gina's pictures, it was like looking at a master painting. She was an artist! My pictures looked like a baby did them when compared to hers. She had a way of putting a few crayon lines next to each other then blending them together with a napkin to make a smooth transition of colour, like a pastel or paint, but with crayon. I had never seen anything like it before.
Suddenly Gina's phone rang and startled both of us. Gina looked at it before answering and told me, "It's my mom. She never calls when I'm with a baby." She winked at me then answered her phone. "Hey Mom, What's up?" I hate it when other people are on the phone and I'm sitting right next to them. I only hear half of the conversation, and it really bugs me not knowing what is being said on the other side... not that I'm nosy or anything... just curious. "Mom calm down, I don't understand... She did WHAT?... So where is she?... No Way!... Of course mom... Right away... I need to call Ms. Dee and let her know. Can I give her your number so you can give her the details... Look, I need to pack a diaper bag and get the baby some jammies, it will be best if she stays the night at our house. That way Ms.Dee won't have to cut her trip short... Give me say twenty minutes to get there... Okay Great... I'll have her call you right away. Love you mom, Bye."
My mouth was hanging open as I looked at Gina's face. She had a serious look about her, but she was not panicked. She grabbed my hand and squeezed saying "Everything is going to be fine, Let me call your mother and then I'll explain it to you. OKAY? Just relax baby, Mommy has everything under control. Right now, I need you to help me. Please pick up all the colouring things and put them away, then pick out two pair of jammies that you would like to wear. I will meet you in your room as soon as I finish talking to your mom." I was a little bit in a panic. I figured out that I would be going to Gina's house, but would Karen be there? I doubt that Gina would let Karen tease me, but she might still see me. Whatever was going on, Gina needed me to just be obedient and not give her any trouble because this seemed like a real emergency. The best way for me to help was to trust that Gina will not let anything too embarrassing happen to me. I needed to be grown up enough to put aside my petty little fears and just be like a toddler for her and do what ever she says... Did I really just think that?... To be a grown up I needed to be a toddler?
Gina called my mom while I picked up the crayons and books. "Hello Ms. Dee it's Gina White, the babysitter... OH no, no Alyssa is being a perfect little angel... I called because my sister wrecked Mom's car and she needs me to come home so she can use my van to get my sister... Yes, that is why I wanted to call you... Is it alright with you if Alyssa just stays the night at my house?... No really, it is quite alright. You just stay and have fun. I have had many babies sleep the night at our house... Of course I can... I'll just put one of the playpens in my room for her to sleep in... There is? Left side of closet floor, and it's already packed? Terrific. My mom wants me to give you her number so she can let you know what's going on and assure you that Alyssa will be fine there.... Yes mam... She uses baby punishment on my sister so we have everything... It's 555-2891... she is waiting for your call... Yes mam, I have a baby's car-seat in my van that will fit her just fine... Do you want to talk to Alyssa?... Alyssa , come here, your Mother wishes to talk to you."
I had finished picking up my stuff and was putting it on the kitchen counter, getting ready to go to my room and pick out some jammies when I heard Gina call. I went outside in a flash. She handed me her phone. Gina whispered to me that it was my mom and to remember what we talked about. "Hello... Yes mother... I will... No I'm not having fun. It is so embarrassing having Gina, of all people, treating me like this... Please I've learned my lesson, I've never been so humiliated in all my life... She makes me crawl every where or else she carries me on her hip... Yes she is very strong... She won't let me hold my own bottle, she insists on feeding me like a baby... No Please don't let her take me out like this. She is worse than Aunt Kate ever was... Okay, I understand... Yes Mother... Bye-Bye". I had tried to sound miserable while I had talked to her.
I handed the phone back to Gina, with a big smile on my face. "Ms. Dee?... Thank you so much. I'm just following your instructions... No she is not very happy at all, but she hasn't given me one bit of trouble... I wish my sister was this obedient... Okay. I'd be happy too, anytime... I'll see you in the morning... Bye-Bye."
Gina hung up the phone and smiled at me with an ear to ear grin. "You did so good sweetie. Your Mom says she wants me to babysit you the rest of the week. Now let's get a move on it." Gina then bent down and put me on her hip, "Since you hate this so much." We both giggled as she carried me into the kitchen and set me on the counter top and busied herself refilling my juice bottle, another bottle of milk and a bottle of water. Then took the milk and juice bottles she had filled earlier from the refrigerator and set them all next to me. She handed me my crayons and books, scooped me up again and off we went to my bedroom.
I asked her, "Is Karen going to see me like this?"
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