Here I was again sitting in my dreaded baby swing. It was pouring of rain though I was nice and dry. My wife had just given me a bottle and changed me .
I had a thick cloth nappy on under my clear plastic pants. She had put on a pink and white cotton pants over the plastic pants. these had frilly elastic around the legs and two rows of white frills across the bottom. It had matching top with puffed sleeves and buttoned up down my back.
I had been dressed like this before to meet one of my sisters girl friends and I knew I looked like a overgrown baby girl.
Mummy had then put me in the bouncer put a pink dummy in my mouth and said enjoy I will be out later to check on you and you had better had that dummy still in your mouth.
I had plenty of time to reflect back. I had two sisters one older and one younger. We lived with my Auntie who was bringing us up as we had lost our parents in a car smash.
I could not really remember them and Auntie really became my mum.
She was a loving person that loved hippie clothes and had some way out ideas. Her lifestyle must have change dramatically as much as ours.
I was about eight and I seem to have a desire to put a nappy on and suck a dummy. I don't know why but it was eating me up inside.
I ended up climbing a fence to next door and I stole two white cotton nappies off the clothes line. I was early home from school and I had already found a couple of large safety pins in my Aunties sawing basket.
I can remember I had a few goes of putting the nappy on which only just fitted. Then I heard my sisters home so I stashed everything away in the wardrobe.
A couple of days later I got enough courage to walk into a baby shop and I brought a blue dummy the largest I could get. That night I went to bed with the nappy on and put the dummy under my pillow. Once Auntie had come in and kissed me goodnight and turned the light on I pulled the dummy out and sucked on it putting it back under my pillow before I fell asleep.
I did the same a couple of times more. Then on the Wednesday night I was doing the same I had both the nappies on as I had doubled them up. Auntie came and kissed me and I waited till she had turned the light off and went back down stairs.
I was just going to get the dummy from under my pillow when my Auntie and big sister burst into the room and turned the light on.
My Auntie came up to the bed and said is there anything you want to tell us. I said, no why.
At that my sister grabbed the blankets and sheets pulling them off the bed and there I was lying there with a nappy on.
Well of coarse I cried my hart out but Auntie sent my sister out of the room and the questions started. But she was wonderful really she did not get upset and said its not that bad and we can sort things out. Eventually she had me get out of bed and she said I had not done a bad job of nap pieing myself . Oh there's where my safety pins went.
She asked if I had anything else and I reached under the pillow and gave her the dummy which she put with the folded nappies.
I told her I had stolen the nappies of next doors clothes line and she seemed more upset about that than anything else.
She said its not my fault and we will get it sorted out . Then she asked me if I had taken some of my oldest sister panties , I said no way and looked puzzled.
Anyway I went to bed eventually . Next morning nothing was said though my eldest sister was very quite and was not in her school uniform. I walked to school with my youngest sister who did not know what was going on.
I didn't find out to a few years later that my Auntie and sister searched my room mainly because of the missing panties.
About a week later my sister found out that several houses where losing panties off the clothes line the police eventually found the guy.
After all that my sister became very close to me I suppose it was her way of saying sorry.
I went to see one of Aunties doctors she was nice and asked me a lot especially about what I remembered about my parents and my life before moving in with my Auntie.
When my two weeks holiday came around I was in for a big shock.
Chapter2.
When I got home from school with two weeks holiday in front of me I was called up to my bedroom by my Auntie.
She told me I was going to spend the next two weeks treated and dressed as a baby .
I was shocked and started crying but Auntie said its what the doctor had said do and that I was not being punished but hopefully I could get it out of my system.
She took me to the shower where she showered me and washed my hair then led me to her room where I could see baby clothes on the bed. I can remember she dried me and had me sit on the bed. She then showed me the nappies she had made and some outfits she also had made.
She folded a nappy put a liner on the inside then had me lie on it. Baby powder was shaken on me and she pinned the sides of the nappy with blue nappy pins. She asked me to stand up and she inspected her work.
I can remember her saying the nappy was a good fit and with that she pulled some blue plastic pants off her chair and pulled them up my legs. Then she had me sit on the bed.
She told me that my big sister was talking to my little sister explaining what was happening. She also said no one else apart from her doctor would ever know and that the toilet was off bounds and that I was to do as I was told otherwise I would be smacked and put early to bed.
Then she said if I behaved myself that as soon as the holiday was over the babying would be over but if I played up and complained I would have to wear nappies to school and everyone would know.
I can remember she had me stop crying giving me plenty of hugs and she settled me . Then she showed me the PJ,s she had made and put them on me. The top was normal but he pants just pulled up my legs and went over my plastic pants . the waist and legs had elastic on them. They were pale blue in colour.
She then had me stand up she looked at her handy work then brushed my hair before grabbing my hand and leading me out of the bedroom.
I took a few steps but the nappy made me woddle and I really did not want to go down stairs dressed like this.
My Auntie said nothing to worry about I'm sure your sisters are looking forward to having a baby to fuss over plus Auntie was letting me walk instead of crawling so don't make her change her mind.
With that I followed her out of the room and went down stairs to the kitchen where my sisters where.