My Confession and My Sissy Start

PG 13 My Confession and My Sissy Start

Joan Sells

My Confession to Purging and My Story of How I Became a Sissy

Posted on October 19th, 2024 ~ 1:13 am

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I have to be honest, for myself. In July, I believe, I purged some of things. I should have known better. I got rid of all my abdl things, nappies, diaper covers, onesies, bottles, pacis, everything. At the time, it felt right and I thoight I was doing myself a favor. I then got rid of a lot of my sissy things, some clothes and all my toys. And for awhile I thought it was good too and helping me. But I was wrong. I regret it so much now and wish I didn't. I feel like I betrayed a part of me that was more important than I had realized. I slowly will be getting them back, buying replacements and getting more, but I felt I had to say this here.The reason I finally came to my senses funnily, was the same way I found out I like dressing and being a sissy. At a Halloween store. I used to work at one and one day when I was working close, my friends and I thought it'd be fun to wear costumes on shift. I was the only guy working that night and said they could pick any costume, as long as it was the right size. They picked a Little Red Riding Hood costume. I jokingly decided, alright I'll wear it for a little and then change out of it. They'll laugh for a bit, I'll make a customer laugh because of the 6'2" guy in a little dress and stockings. All good. But that costume awakened something in me. I remember feeling so exposed, but not in a scary or nervous way. When I stepped out after changing, they barely laughed because of it being funny. But because I looked like a girl. I had long hair and the way my fat is stored gave me a bit of a chest and a waist that could be cinched. I didn't have much body hair at the time and barely a mustache. I got mistaken for a girl by a customer tryong on a customer. And I felt something I had never felt before. From there, I bought that costume on another shift and the rest is history.Flash forward to last weekend. I may not live in the same state or work in the same store, but I was back home visiting my friends, and they still worked at the store. And they thought it'd be fun to dress up again like that one night. I, in my mind thinking I was not a sissy anymore and having purged things from my life, said I would pick my own costume if we did. But while looking at the mens costumes, there was a women's costume in the wrong place. A mermaid costume, of a skirt and bra, hung up where the prisoner costumes were. So, as an ex employee there, I was going to put it back. Right when I picked it up, my friends found me and said ,you ready?They saw I had a costume in hand, not where it was supposed to be, and all were excited to see me in it so I lied and said yeah. I went and changed and that same feeling from before came back to me. I barely wanted to leave the changing room, I was in shock and warm all over. But my friends eanted to see it so I stepped out. I again, got complimented by them, especially since I had worked out the past 3 years getting a more feminine body and was clean shaven. So I stayed until they closed, help out around the store, got mistaken as a girl from behind by a few customers. I bought the costume that night and wore it again and again this past week.I love being a sissy, I hope I never think to purge again. And I love this community for letting me say all this.

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sarahbliss

Posted October 19th, 2024 ~ 11:50 am

Purging is such an emotional roller coaster. The intense shame, and then the intense regret. Not to mention the replacement cost! But for me, the urge comes much less frequently now that I'm older. Don't know if it'll ever hit zero, but I can at least say it's been many years since I did it.

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RachelLeigh

Posted October 19th, 2024 ~ 1:13 pm

Yes we are who we are it took me many years to understand I was trans gender fluid but once I did it made sense finally

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