Starting My Sissy 'Mones Tomorrow!

PG Starting My Sissy 'Mones Tomorrow!

Ellie Jean

Tomorrow I start a daily regimen of 2mg Estradiol and 50mg Spironolactone; both twice daily! In a matter of months I'll be beyond the point of no return; I'm never going to be a boy again!

Posted on February 1st, 2021 ~ 12:13 am

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ssk

Posted February 1st, 2021 ~ 3:13 am

That's quite the commitment. I saw your post in your intro thread and you have had quite the journey. You explain that you've been battling depression and see hormone therapy as a way of escaping from yourself now and getting closer towards living an ABDL lifestyle. I'm curious what led you to choose HRT? Could you live an ABDL lifestyle without it? I only ask because, from what I understand, HRT can lead to complications in the long term. I understand that this is a personal subject, and if you'd rather not answer, I understand completely. In any case, I wish you the happiness that you deserve!

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Ellie Jean

Posted February 1st, 2021 ~ 5:35 am

@ ssk

I think there must be some kind of misunderstanding lol; I've never seen HRT as a way of getting closer to living the ABDL lifestyle. I'm an adult baby BECAUSE I'm transgender; as a toddler my brain confused age with gender. All my life I've been searching for an answer as to why I'm an adult baby, but only a year ago did all the dots finally link up in my mind lol. (Babies look unisex, have more curves, larger bottoms, no body or facial hair, babies are seen as weaker/in need of protection etc. etc.) My little-boy-brain had just been taught by my macho father to see girls as "babyish" so I ended up developing an attraction towards babyish things when in reality I ACTUALLY wanted to be a girl; I just never had anyone in my life to talk to me about gender identity lol. Going on HRT isn't a way of escaping from myself; it's a way of embracing who I've always been. =-) I'll STILL be an adult baby though; I think that's just hardwired into my personality at this point lol.

And it's true that HRT like any medication comes with a few risks, but all of the risks associated with HRT can be easily mitigated with a healthy lifestyle, diet and exercise; all of things which I needed to start doing anyway lol.

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nylontoni

Posted February 1st, 2021 ~ 4:09 am

It's not easy. Never was but rewards can be joyous so long as we look at the bright side of life (Monty Python)

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Ellie Jean

Posted February 1st, 2021 ~ 5:43 am

@ nylontoni

That's where a lot of my doubts/fears and nervousness is coming from; I'm not afraid of BEING transitioned; but I'm afraid of the transition process, so I'm just kinda looking at it like ripping a band-aid off really fast to get it over with lol; kinda rushing things a bit. XD

I think maybe the next step after six months or so would be to consider getting an orchiectomy so that I can eliminate the need for a testosterone blocker. After six months my testes will be irreversibly sterile and useless anyway; might as well have them cut off and do my liver a favor lol.

In the meantime I'm focusing on diet and exercise and perfecting my girl voice; I may or may not need voice feminization surgery in the future; I was a soprano when I was a choir boy, so at least I got that working for me lol. =P

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