December 05, 2025: Again I made it back after a 24 hr purge! Kram will never delete me for very long maybe a day or two, but thats it I am now and forever; he will have to get use to having me, SissyMmarsha around!
December 03, 2025: I am not suppose to be here today, but Kram flew to close to my sissy stuff; his plan was to delete it, but he has been captured and I am awaken again for today! I am SissyMmarsha over and over I keep repeating that in my head. OMG today again I am totally sissified and love feeling this way, can't help it as I fall into sissy bliss, so fucking sissified. There is no way back for Kram he is just going to have to accept my presence more and more every day! and then? more and more until he is completely gone and I SissyMmarsha remain in control of his body and mind. I am so sissified today, just gonzo anyway it is best not to fight it, just yield to the sissy wave until it is over, and it will end like all other sissy waves end in frustration.
December 02, 2025: Another Sissy day in the life of me, SissyMmarsha, a cum craving sissy! Today, I am probably, no definitely having, some of the most intense sissy feelings ever co mingled with jabs of straightness! I am constantly flipping back and forth between me, SissyMmarsha and my old self, back wards straight self Kram Nosredneh if I or you could look in the mirror what would I see looking back at you? Kram wants to purge me, delete my sissy stuff and I want out to be me the sissy I need to be to fulfill my sissy desires in every way! I have got to go, this is just so cra cra today! Kram opened my blog up and I come alive. He cannot keep me suppressed I am to strong and am triggered awake by the least tiny thing that triggers my sissy being.
December 01, 2025: Kram tried so hard today to keep me from posting, obviously he has failed. Perhaps he will purge me tomorrow, but not if I SissyMmarsha can stop him, I am a sissy for ever!?
November 29, 2025: looks like Kram, my straight side, is winning the war against me, SissyMmarsha, he has developed a new technique to control his emotions. Lets see where today ends and if I can make a come back or better yet take a load of cum on my back! ha ha love and miss being a sissy slut especially with my sissy friends Davina. OMG I am a sissy ! Chatted with FoxySissy today what a slut! Oh ya I forgot the most important thing about purging my sissy side, and that is that when you do come back the sissy rebound is so fucking strong!
November 23, 2025: Wow again a couple of days no Mmarsha; Kram is slowly purging me out, hid new feel, pause, think, appropriate act is working! Boohoo perhaps I may disappear for good, he has been trying to win control of his life from me for 8 years with no light in sight just further down the rabbit hole he goes and I love that. I am SissyMmarsha and I love being sissy!
November 20, 2025: Another sissy day begins, always in the same manner as the sissy day before with Kram awakening first, trying to take control and as usual yielding to me, SissyMmarsha, ; he always thinks before I awaken that he can change the days out come and keep me bottled up inside of himself, but that seems impossible these days as I become more indoctrinated, more comfortable and more in love with myself as a full fledged sissy. Basically I am on a sissy cycle which is where I go from being straight for a few days to sissy for about 15-30 days and back again to straight; I have no control and seem to be at the whim of the stars. It was a sissy day, I am so sissified and love it!
My sissy friend Davina
♂♂💖 𝕊𝕠𝕪 𝔻𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕕𝕒𝕤𝕚𝕤𝕤𝕪 𝕋𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕤𝕘𝕖𝕟𝕖𝕣𝕠 𝕗𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕚𝕟𝕠 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕦𝕣𝕠 𝕊𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 💖♂♂💖
Soy Davida Trans pasiva madura. Mi nombre es David, aunque todos me llaman en internet Davidasissy. Soy transgender from South of Spain. I love vestirme de mujer, las braguitas, las medias, la lencería provocativa y los tacones. Me gusta el maquillaje fuerte y los acessorios femeninos. Pero lo que más me gusta es la cama con un hombre, acostarme con hombres, chupar polla y que me follen duro los hombres. Estoy aquí para exponerme bien y que todos los que me conocen descubran mi homosexualidad, que soy gay (no bisexual). Me gusta que mi exposición sea muy permanente, por lo que espero vuestra ayuda… My name is David, although everyone calls me Davidasissy on the internet. I am male from South of Spain. I love dressing up as a woman, panties, stockings, provocative lingerie and heels. I like strong makeup and feminine accessories. But what I like the most is bed with a man, sleeping with men, sucking cock and being fucked hard by men. I am here to expose myself well and that everyone who knows me discovers my homosexuality, that I am gay (not bisexual). I like that my exhibition is very permanent, so I hope your help … **************PROUD SISSY
November 19, 2025: Again today I am full sissy; my sissy feeling are super strong and kram will have to yyield to my, SissyMmarshas, desires which are so strong and unwavering of their erotic sexual nature. I can't help being this way it is just who, what, I am. I love being a sissy, I love my sissy desires. I'd love if Daddy bought me this sexy g-string! I let the poison out about an hr ago, did not slow me down though as you can see below, I am a sissy slut for sure!
Sissy Slut
A sissy slut is a hypersexual submissive, often prioritizing the pleasure and satisfaction of their dominant partner. Sissy sluts wear provocative attire, such as lingerie, short skirts, and revealing outfits that accentuate their femininity and sexual availability. Common behaviors include engaging in explicit acts, using seductive language, and displaying overtly submissive gestures. The dynamics of their interactions with their dominant revolve around obedience, sexual servitude, and the fulfillment of fetishes and fantasies.
A sissy slut’s tasks include cock worship or cock sucking. Not only is it humiliating, but it also satisfies a slutty sissy’s deep desire to be objectified and used, finding pleasure and validation in their submission and the sexual dominance of their partner. A structured sissy whore training can help you with your transformation.
Main Attribute: Hypersexual and submissive.
You’ll enjoy it if you:
are sexually adventurous
seek to please your dominant
are comfortable with objectification
You won’t enjoy it if you:
are uncomfortable with explicit acts
seek non-sexual submission
dislike provocative attire
November 18, 2025: My goodness here I go again,, SissyMmarsha alive and well! Kram was so sure this morning he would be in control today, but that's not happening, oh no as I am in full sissy mode today!
November 17, 2025: Yes Kram seems to be gaining his life back ; I am only appearing every secod day and just for a few moments. Bye for now!
November 15, 2025: I have broken out of Krams sissy confinement of me; he is now constantly trying to eradicate my sissy side. Kram is bent on deleting me,SissyMmarsha, permanently and I think he will succeed in doing so. Lately he seems to curtail my sissy activity 2 days at a time, this will probably lead to 3-4 days as time goes on. My masculine side is developing more and more interest in life generally he wants to get back to being himself full time. He is finding more and more interest in the things he used to do and I find my sissy self fading away. I will one day stop writing in my sissy journal and be gone for good , I can feel it. Today though is not that day for I am sissy and I am loving it, the the thought of a hard cock makes me melt to my knees!
November 13, 2025: Kram stopped me, SissyMmarsha, from posting for the last 2 days, but I seem to have made a sissy break through and am back. My sissy episodes are usually very intense, they come up so quick and strong that poor Kram my old straight self can't stop them from happening. he is blind sided by my sissy desires which completely make my sissy body vibrate and succumb to my sissy desires and carnal lust, all of which makes me into a cock craving sissy slut! I can feel Kram wishing he had not let me out today, but fuck him, I love being sissy when I can! Looks like today though I am SissyMmarsha and loving it! he he!
Lately they don't last long , perhaps a day or two and then I, SissyMmarsha disappear while Kram deletes all my sissy stuff. We will see what today brings, but for now I am SissyMmarsha and loving it!
November 11, 2025: I am now in the sissy doldrums where day after day I purge my sissy stuff and rebuild them. Just have a look and click on where I was at last May 31, 2025 , I was really in the sissy zone then! Today has started like every other day this past month with Kram swearing he is going to delete me and with me resisting his efforts all the way; I am a sissy and love it so much; it makes me feel so safe and comfortable being inside my shell. We will see what today brings!
November 7, 2025: My sissy intensity has really been fluctuating these past few months; Kram constantly daily and weekly purges my sissy stuff and so does Google. Daddy will be here on the 8th, I am becoming so ready to please him, I can't help myself I need him in me! This week end is it I am so sure now as Kram is so fucking weak and gonezo!November 6, 2025: Well, well here I go again from Kram to SissyMmarsha in about six seconds and once again I am totally sissified!
November 2 , 2025: I love being me, SissyMmarsha!
October 30, 2025: I was so sure that when Kram opened my Journal he would delete it, but perhaps he is actually really loving it as much as U, SissyMmarsha love it; maybe he wants me to have what I desire. Today has become a very sissy day.
October 29, 2025: Kram is trying to edge me out; I struggle to maintain my sissy being and purpose. I, SissyMmarsha, will try to keep my sissy alive and enjoying my sissy life. If I could stop the purges by Kram, my other half, that's the worst, the sissy purges.
He just keeps erasing my stuff with out notice.
October 28, 2025: Good morning sissy gurl friends; I hope you have a safe sissy day! Kram wants me gone, but I keep returning no matter how much he purges me. I am so sissified today and love it, but Kram has to go get some work done! I am so smitten with being a sissy kitten; I can't stop today no matter how kram tries
October 27, 2025: I SissyMmarsha am back; Kram erased me about 3 hrs ago. Lately this is a daily routine him purging his sissy side over and over again. He can't stop me from being a sissy, I don't want to stop, I love this sissy feeling , I love the idea of being on my knees and taking my daddy friends on squirt deep into my mouth.
October 26, 2025: I can't believe I am back; Kram did another major purge the other day, but when I awoke this morning I awoke cock hungry. I feel so sissified at this moment; it is so hard to explain. My sissy being comes and goes with out notice, flips like an iceberg, bam I am here , and bam I am gone.
Oct 10, 2025: Again I return after a brief purge of my sissy being, by Kram, a man who is quickly fading away, with each new breath of my sissy being; I am SissyMmarsha and love it, I am a sissy for ever! A sissy addiction is not easy to break it is so ingrained into your being that it cannot be separated from your original self at least that is what I have found so far. Kram my old self tries each week to remove me from existence, but I have always returned whether its a day, week, month or even a couple of months latter.
Sept 30, 2025: I am back again, my Choya article is out My sissy journey began a while ago when a friend introduced me to his huge succulent hard cock, which when placed beside mine made his look enormous! He coated it with a sweet banana lubricating mixture. His hand expertly slid up and down his slippery shaft, which the friction caused the aromatic banana oils to fill the air, the skin of the tip of his cock becoming taut and glistening. I automatically slipped to my knees the head of his cock so close to my lips with my nerve rising I darted my tongue out and made a quick lick of his cock. He quickly said ," look at me sissy when you lick my cock." Now do it again. Sitting on my ass, legs to the side and looking up into Daddies eyes, I grabbed his cock and slowly started to stroke it, with my other hand I cupped his right nut and again stuck my tongue out and slowly wetly while looking into his eyes licked the drop of precum off of it. He moaned and this made me eager to please him, so I licked it again and again, all the while stroking his cock and gently loving his shaved balls and scrotum with my pink painted finger nail tipped fingers. The more I stroked and licked the more he moaned and the more I kept up my vigil of pleasing my man, the more I wanted too and the more I needed too. I now understood how a man could want to please another man and how good and secure it made a sissy feel to please his man. The sissy inside of me really has started to take control of my body. The need to be fucked and to suck is now and will be with me for ever. The few excerpts from my blog reveal my status to the sissy world SissyMmarsha 2nd chapter My second fantasy is about Daddy I met here on squirt who drives a car carrier transport up to northern locations where he has to wait while his shipment is unloaded; that's where my fantasy begins, well perhaps a half an hour earlier with me standing on the side of the highway wearing: a short exotic pink fuck me dress, pink fishnets, pink panties-see through silk crotch sac, pink fishnet stockings and high heeled knee boots, oh ya and pink nails with neon blue hair. I am standing on the west side of a hill and can hear the big rigs as they approach my location from the east, each time a new rig approaches my legs and dick go limp and inside my sissy body I get a wee bit nervous, scared, and excited all mixed together, but the trucks just roll on by with me looking like a french whore all dressed up on a Friday night on a pay day weekend at a Hog Town brothel. Finally my sissy chariot arrives I am so excited as it pulls over , I struggle in my boots to get across the busy highway almost getting clipped in my rush to finally get my lips around some dick! The passenger door opens and much to my surprise there is somebody occupying the passenger seat; daddy has brought a friend it appears, an extra to make my fantasy a little more richer. I grasp the large hand extended down to me and am whisked up on to the lap of this giant passenger settling into his lap. I feel his hardening dick take shape. OMG his cock feels so big beneath his pants and I feel so tiny sitting on his lap as introductions are made between the driver, passenger and I; well it's obvious who I am, but when I finish saying my name two voices from the on suite pipe in their names yep all three of them. Once we reach the drop off point in Garden River I and the passenger slip into the back suite and I am immediately thrown down on my back my panties pulled down my legs flipped back and a huge dick shoved in either end. My sissy integration begins , they no what they are doing and skillfully ensure that each load is spurted into my mouth and onto my lips.Before the last one finishes the driver returns to the cab as another starts up the rig for the return drive home as the driver forces his cock down my throat the first of the other four to cum starts on my ass again I am actually unaware of how quick the time is going by nor how far past my stop we have gone. When I get back to my seat I can already see far I am from home, the driver sees and the look on my face says don't worry one of our trucking buddies will take you back up North when we are done with you! OMG what next a brothel for run away sissies,"yep something like that"
SissyMmarsha says:September 27, 2025 at 10:43 am
My sissy journey began a while ago when a friend introduced me to his huge succulent hard cock, which when placed beside mine made his look enormous! He coated it with a sweet banana lubricating mixture. His hand expertly slid up and down his slippery shaft, which the friction caused the aromatic banana oils to fill the air, the skin of the tip of his cock becoming taunt and glistening. I automatically slipped to my knees the head of his cock so close to my lips with my nerve rising I darted my tongue out and made a quick lick of his cock.
He quickly said ,” look at me sissy when you lick my cock.” Now do it again. Sitting on my ass, legs to the side and looking up into Daddies eyes, I grabbed his cock and slowly started to stroke it, my other hand I cupped his right nut and again stuck my tongue out and slowly wetly while looking into his eyes licked the drop of precum off of it.
He moaned and this made me eager to please him, so I licked it again and again, all the while stroking his cock and gently loving his shaved balls and scrotum with my pink painted finger nail tipped fingers.
The more I stroked and licked the more he moaned and the more I kept up my vigil of pleasing my man, the more I wanted too and the more I needed too. I now understood how a man could want to please another man and how good and secure it made a sissy feel to please his man. The sissy inside of me really has started to take control of my body. The need to be fucked and to suck is now and will be with me for ever. The few excerpts from my blog reveal my status to the sissy world
June 13, 2025, Day 45 of Sissy Wave Forever: Morning sissy slutz! I am SissyMmarsha a sissy ***** for life! I am now and for ever a sissy ***** and love it!
June 12, 2025, Day 44 of Sissy Wave Forever: Morning sissy gurl friends; hope all is well with you! Just another Sissy day for me, where I start out Kram, then abruptly switch to Mmarsha and have a regular crazy sissy day!
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June 11, 2025, Day 43 of Sissy Wave Forever: Today is starting out like a reg kram/sissy day, with kram awake first thiking out loud that he will take control of his old body, but as soon as I awake he fades so quickly. I am SissyMmarsha and I love cock.
June 10, 2025, Day 42 of Sissy Wave Forever: OMG I am so sissified right now! This is going to be a very sissy day, I can feel it deep in my sissy body and I love being a sissy so much, I can't stop and now I know that now and forever.
June 9, 2025, Day 41 of Sissy Wave Forever: I am sissy! I love being sissy! When my sissy side, SissyMmarsha, manifest I can't stop my self from coming out.
June 8, 2025, Day 40 of Sissy Wave Forever: Morning gurlz. I am SissyMmarsha and I love being a sissy!
June 7, 2025, Day 39 of Sissy Wave Forever: I have been away, but now am back and ready to continue my sissy journey. I love cock! Today is sissy extreme day. I am a sissy ***** for life and love it so much.
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SissyMmarshas Daily Sissy Journal - March 11, 2022 SissyMmarshas Daily Sissy Journal Where I blab on each day about my Sissy experiences mostly boring shit about my sissy cock sucking fantasies.
March 13 2022, 12:00 AM, Day 2, Sissy Cycle 101, Sissy Intensity 285 and rising: Good morning Sissy. 8:00 am looks like another sissy day. Grab her reins and ride the pony SissyMmarsha live SissyMmarsha favorite Sissy Videos
SissyMmarsha says:October 17, 2021 at 4:18 pm 1:27 A.M, Oct 17 2021 Day 31 of Sissy cycle 62, Sissy Intensity 245 and out of control. This sissy wave could really go on indefinite, oh ya, just saying the intensity of these intermittent and unknown intensity's are so overwhelming and that why I passed down and into the rabbit lair a long ways back. I am past that point of no return and delude my former self into thinking it has a chance of making any noticeable cum back. His worthless little dick barley gets erect and then maybe 4â€. Kram is kept around to work. No leisure time for it as Sissy time is become so meaningful to me Mmarsha hmm seems so fulfilling not dreaming anymore. That's where I am at! REPLY SissyMmarsha says:January 2, 2022 at 4:34 pm Jan 2 2021, Day 4, Sissy Cycle 71, SI 275: Yes very intense Jan 1 2021, Day 3, Sissy Cycle 71, SI 275: OK so way we go again the sissy intensity is so fucking high!This sissy wave will go on and on, I am so sure this time! Its now three years almost since I slipped down the rabbit hole. I have purged/quit being a sissy at least 71 times probably more in the past 2 plus years. If I do finally leave the sissy world it will take a miracle. REPLY You need a big cock in your mouth.
Reply. Steve says: July 19, 2020 at 4:52 pm. my cock needs to be in your mouth gurl. Reply . SissyMmarsha says: November 21, 2021 at 7:23 pm. You can put your cock in mine Daddy~ Reply. SissyMmarsha says: December 7, 2020 at 9:45 pm. love the pink! Reply. SissyMmarsha says: November 7, 2021 at 7:21 pm. Very yummy. Reply.
March 12 2022, 7:30 AM, Day 2, Sissy Cycle 101, Sissy Intensity 285 and rising: There is no way to stop this ever ongoing flip flopping back into Sissy and back out, it is intermittent and fluctuates both in duration and intensity. Once I SissyMmarsha is out Kram dissolves into the distant path barely a thought about his life for the next while. Chasity prolongs my Sissy Cycle. Lets see where this goes. have to go check in later xoxox Mmarsha! Today is my sissy desires re so out of control by expressing this i hope to tame them,but that will be Daddys job or Daddies job see "ball drainer link below>>>>>. All I know right now is that I am on a one way trip down a sissy rabbit hole no chance of ever escaping!!!!! Just have to try and get through today. It really all started innocently enough my friend showed me how his new kitten like to lick his bigger that oversize cock, then asked if I could do better at it and become his new boi pussy. I loved the taste of his cock right from the beginning so he had no trouble in training me to master his huge succulent cock! My spare time was filled like my ass with his huge member and then another friend found out and for a while there was two of them. The summer of 71 was cock filled! I kept it on the hush hush side,but one day my cousins must of sensed my new sissy beginnings they started to dress and put makeup on me they spent a lot of time apply a generous potion of pink liptic to my feminine lips making them look fuller the bee stung look. One they had completed their Sissification of me, I looked in the mirror and did not recognize the sexy beautiful sissy slut looking back at me. OK so my cock sucking training continued sometimes two of them and then one day eight of them! yes eight! Decided to pile on top of me seeling my fate as a sissy cock sleeve. 1:00 PM this day is like a tidal wave That it think Pink!
