I came out bisexual about 2 years ago, and have lost several friends unfortunately, not so much because of the bisexuality, but because they thought I was hitting on them. One thing I have learned as a sissy is that woman can easily be as vain as men, and I am no acception at times.

I am having some really shitty health problems now, need surgery, and am putting it off until COVID starts its pandemic decline and we are back to a new normal, whatever the hell that is.

I am becoming more gay everyday, and think of cock all the time, not just shellacing tube steaks, but just being in love with a male and wanting to serve his every need. The thought of pleasing an alpha male makes my sissyclit want to go off like a firehose thats been kinked for awhile.

What I love about woman isnt just there smooth skin, famous glands and ability to fuck until the polar ice caps melt: its there beauty and grace with children, their bravery after rape and violation, there ability to salvage beauty from very ugly situations, and their flare for nurturing souls and hearts. The truth is I like being a man but now would like to be a woman for the rest of my life, but I dont have the bucks to make the total transformation and I want men to know thru my heart I will try to metamorphisize into the estrogen butterly only my dreams can currently conceive.

I want to be the girl that only a man wanting to be a girl can be. Yes, I am pretty much rejecting heterosexuality for now, but girls if you think you will ever meet love like the love of a man that doesnt want to fuck you--THAT WANTS TO BE YOU--I dont think you are right...