My name is Jasmine Darling Pinkgirl. It used to be Jackson David Blueman but has been changed as part of a punishment I shall go into later.
I am writing this letter to apologise for all the horrible and mean things I have done to sissies over the years. I am so ashamed of my past actions and am hoping confessing them here will allow you to both punish and forgive me.
When I was younger I used to be a jock and a bully. I would pick on those weaker and more effeminate than myself and would often laugh at and abuse those who did not have my sporting ability or size. I was also a chauvinist and would lift up girls skirts and pull their hair when in primary school and make sexiest and cruel remarks to them when I got older.
When I got older still I became an online domme and used to take great pleasure in getting sissies to perform humiliating tasks which I would verbally humiliate them about later. I would also make them act out characters and make them talk to me in that guise and say humiliating things about themselves. Other things I have done include being mean to my Mommy and Big Sister, laughing at effeminate people when on nights out and making sexist remarks to cross-dressers in my local nightclub. Doing these things made me feel like a big man and as powerful as a god with people doing my bidding. Of course this makes it much harder when I see how far I have now fallen.
I am so very sorry for these actions and am listing them because Miss Alyssa Dee requested I do so. My Master would also like me to list these so anyone reading this can see what nasty things I have done so they will not feel bad about giving me humiliating tasks to do as recompense. I feel as ashamed as a boy who has piddled himself in school.
My Master became my Master 4 weeks ago when she accessed my computer and found all the things I did online which included looking at sissies. She then thought I was very mean and got me to confess I secretly wanted to be a sissy. Therefore she had me post on here requesting help for my ˜dream to become a sissy in the most humiliating way possible.
So I Jasmine Darling Pinkgirl (formerly Jackson David Blueman) beg your forgiveness and admit I am so deeply sorry for all my past actions. I really am desperate for your acceptance and hope you will join in my punishment for all my horrible actions by giving me humiliating femmy and sissy tasks I can do to allow me to see life from the other side.
I confess I have been an awful person and so deserve this punishment and call upon all sissies who want to humiliate a former jock, domme and bully to do so and allow me to earn your forgiveness in time.
It is also worth noting I cannot do public tasks or be too obvious around the home but I am alone for long periods some days and will devote this time to doing what you ask. I have access to my Mommy and Big Sisters clothes and as I was mean to them too my master thinks it is fitting I use these.
Finally I would like to say I am so terribly sorry for what I have done and beg for your forgiveness and help in making me a sissy girl.
(Please also view my other thread on the Sissy and Femmy Tasks forum if you wish)
Pretty Please help to humiliate me
Kisses,
Jasmine Darling Pinkgirl