It's been quite some time since I last posted here. I am now rapidly approaching the 6 month mark in the medical side of my transition (this Sunday will be 6 months exactly).
Now that I'm at 6 months I'm really starting to notice the physical effects of the hormones. I'm getting some breast growth and they are incredibly sensitive now. So that's a nice change. I think I've also had some slight butt growth because my panties are noticeably tighter than they were when I first bought them. Yes I wear female underwear even when in boy mode, I cannot stress how much even a little bit of femininity helps fend off my gender dysphoria.
That's the good medical stuff out of the way on the the slightly bad, my metabolism has definitely got slower. I had been losing weight consistently earlier this year but this has now completely stalled. So at some point I need to sit down and work out a new diet.
Now onto other stuff, when I first started taking hormones I found that my libido almost disappeared. Though I did keep masturbating simply to ensure I don't lose any size down there. I know the sissy thing is to shrink it but for SRS bigger is better, more material for the surgeon to work with. So you've gotta keep it fairly active. That was pretty difficult at times simply because I didn't want to do anything with it (and still don't to an extent).
However in the past few weeks my libido has started to come back but it's a more feminine libido. I don't just crave sex or sexual release but intimacy. Sure there's some wild sex cravings too which are usually set off when I accidentally brush something against my boobs. This is definitely a nice side effect of the hormones.
With the return of my libido I've also started to get a resurgence of some of my fetishes. I actually had a diaper based dream in the past few days and was very lucky not to wet the bed as when I woke up (having filled the diaper in the dream) I practically had to run to the toilet. Since then I've been thinking about my previous adult baby experiences and I think it might be worth trying again. Sure I'm not a sissy baby any more but there's nothing saying I can't be a trans baby right?
I'll report back with my experiences if I do go ahead with trying to be a baby again. Of course I will also keep you girls in touch with how my transition is going. Sorry for leaving it so long between this update and the last one.
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