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 I keep thinking back to my life. Back in January 1 of 2005 a car ran a red light and change my life forever. Did some serious spinal cord damage. But I had almost no control over my bladder. I met a wonderful daddy online. We live together is when he wasn’t out at work doing his job is an over the road trucker. And I was 24/7, but you still got to do real life stuff too. But after that accident I was then I had all kinds of problems and all that but my body. Only reason I’m not with my daddy anymore is because when we lost everything we were moved in with his sister. And we live down the hall from his sister and I was creeped out from being intimate because of it. Eventually It drove a wedge between us. He ended up dumping me on Valentine’s Day in 2011. Took me many years from my heart to heal. Now I find my anxiety problems that I had long time ago are getting worse. And he had come up with a clever solution. Basically I had a pacifier that I’d suck on when I got nervous or sometimes if I was shaking and I didn’t even realize it He just slip the pacifier my mouth. I know it’s kind of odd to be thinking about all this now. But I was happier back then and I have been thinking a lot since last night. In 2012 I fell and paralyzed myself. And then I did it again in 2017. On top of everything else I fell last night and I ended up waiting myself when I fell in the and again my bed twice by accident. So I put on some disposables I am back from the day. I noticed that there wet now & I didn’t realize it. I’m beginning to wonder if I injured the nerve that was injured in the original car wreck again. Yes all means I’m going to have to start wearing diapers again. And I have debated if I should just go back into my dream life again. I seriously doubt I will ever have a mommy or a daddy though. I have I have a hard time getting close to people after my experience, even though I want to. Also living in north eastern Oklahoma doesn’t help the matter when you’re a adult baby as well as a Futanari/Intersexed/Hermaphrodite.
 With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility & Treat Others How You Wish to Be Treated.
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Baby Puss
I understand you may not be in such a happy place. And trying to find a way to that is very difficult, to say the least. But, if you give up on trying, your odds of ever getting to a better place, and situation, will go to 0 .  All any of us can do is, your best. Keep doing that, and you keep moving forward, keep moving forward, and you keep up on your chances of an improved situation and finding a happier place. 
In the meantime, you have Sissy Kiss to come to. 
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FutaGrlAlicePA
Yeah I know how that goes. But I have excepted that I am body wise I can’t do anything about the auto accident. I just remember the doctor saying that that nerve ever got tweets again I probably never regain control. It’s not a big issue to me I’d rather have this as a problem if you can call it a problem for baby. I may not be the best area to be living for somebody like me in Oklahoma. But I do hope to one day maybe find someone and he has a caregiver or more maybe. 
 With Great Power Comes Great Responsibility & Treat Others How You Wish to Be Treated.
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Sissybeckyfunstuff
Life is a Journey of Challenges, some easy, and some hard. I really Hope things start looking better for you but it takes work, a lot of work. I hope for the best for you in your situation. -hugs-  
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sissy Aria

 Never give up!

You will recover . Do not freakout!
OK.....Text me if you need a mommy or a daddy.
I' m not saying that" i am that someone", BUT  we can be friend!

we have a lot to talk about!
love u


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FutaGrlAlicePA
Yes for an update and for everyone. I had my doctor told me to go to the ER to get checked out from that fall with a bladder problem. And they had me sitting in the lobby so long in my wheelchair that I had to go to the bathroom to take care of things. And when I transferred back to the chair I fell and hit the floor hard, I paralyzed myself again. I had an emergency surgery on Saint Paddy’s day. The funny thing is is when I was talking to the anesthesiologist in the OR they said they were going to give me a spicy cocktail for the surgery and the holiday. And boy was it spicy it burn go on in. I remember talking to my doctor for about a minute and all that and then next thing I know I’m being wheeled back to my room and when I’m in my room I look at the clock, and it had been seven hours down in the OR. I had an emergency surgery on Saint patties day. The funny thing is is when I was talking to the anesthesiologist in the OR they said they were going to give me a spicy cocktail or the Surgery in the holiday. And boy was it spicy and burn the one in. I remember talking to my doctor for about a minute all that and then next thing I know I’m being wheeled back to my room and I’m in my room I looked at the clock, and it had been seven hours down in the OR. I’ve been in a rehab facility getting better each day. And I was working on my legs even when I was recovering in the hospital. But I’ve already started to be able to walk just a tad it and they said roughly I got 90% of my bladder control back. So I think to be safe when I’m at home I’m gonna wear a diaper when I go to bed just to be safe. But today in PT I was walking and I also was climbing stairs which is new today. And then walk in for a couple days now with a walker. If I didn’t have a walker they say I have a bout a 25 to 35 foot range. Which is far better than I ever expected to be honest. I saw my doctor today because they were going to skip me to see my surgeon does it look like I have an inflamed area around my incision and it’s healing slowly. But I got canceled at the last minute due to him having a surgery. But that’s rescheduled for tomorrow. Also my doctor hair rehab was talking to me about looking into a possible go home date. Be honest that made me really happy because I miss everyone and because of all this virus going around what’s the facilities are locked down to where you can’t have visitors, including this one. But I thought everyone would like that update on how everything’s going now. Things got worse but I am not giving up. I work hard every day to get better. 
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Baby Butch
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 Be as careful as possible to avoid reinjury again. Sounds like you are making some progress. Keep up the hard work toward going back home and stay safe.
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sissy Aria
@ FutaGrlAlicePA

  Take care of you sister! I'm praying for you to get

in top shape

 I know you will! love u
 
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Baby Butch
Life is full of bad things that happen out of nowhere. It sounds like you have had more than your share of hard times. I see some time has passed and wish you the best in adjusting to your new situation. Hang in there and be strong with hope for a better future. Enjoy Sissy Kiss with the rest of us! God's blessings to you and best wishes. LOL Baby Butch : )
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