as to first question- i was curious if anyone knew of a way to REALLY shrink your sphincter muscle to the point that it cant hold tiny amounts of pressure even when you are thinking about it in a few weeks or less using chemical or physical means (without being irreversible or leaving me dependant on a chemical to wet). If you know of permanent techniques that arent threatening to my internal workings id love to know those too, so i could research ways to simulate that effect without causing irreversible harm. As to second question - all plastic pants i have seen are very rubbery looking and would feel uncomfortable against my skin. I am wondering if they make plastic pants with fun fabric on outside, but soft fleece on inside (and waterproof in middle). I am terrified of leaks happening in public. As to the cloth part of diaper, i dont realy care if it is fitted or flat, but soft and thick is important. I looked everywhere on internet to no avail. Last is not getting caught as well as dealing with the stress of being diapered in public - how do i go out in public and not have people see my secret?
if any of you have ideas for becoming more babyish, id love to know. thanks for any advice you have !
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