Ok I just set a new benchmark for myself. Now that I have my own flat ( privacy- yay! Independence - meh) I now also have the opportunity to expand on my personal endevers. I purchased for myself a washing machine with a time delay function, and some Abri-form premium size large disposable diapers. I set the time delay on the washer and filled it up with laundry, making sure to add the keys to my padlock, which I left unlocked. I then put on one of my new diapers, my plastic pants and cover and locked myself in. I cannot take them off without the keys now. I almost chickened out, when I suddenly needed to go, and then the wash cycle started (3 hrs later).
So now here I am sitting in a very messy diaper waiting for a wash cycle that takes forever, and loving every moment :) I should have done this a long time ago. The only problem is that the whole experience has made little me as excited as ever, and I can't pee, which is a bit uncomfortable.
Next time I'm going to lock myself in and put on some adult clothes, then ride my bike at least an hour away, then use it before returning home, but I may try that marshmallow trick I just read about here, it sounds great.
So, any ideas to move on from there? I would love to know, thanks.