For as long as I can remember, I've always been something of a sissy. I can't explain why, but the look and feel of childish, feminine clothing has always excited me. Maybe I was raised too fast but as I grew older, I developed a passion for wearing diapers and babyish clothing.
My wife is fairly vanilla but she's been very tolerant of my aberrations and we've gradually moved to a lifestyle that suits both our needs very well. We sleep in different rooms, she in the master bedroom, and I sleep in an adult sized crib in my nursery (see my pictures elsewhere in this forum). Over the years, I've accumulated a vast wardrobe of sissyish clothing appropriate for a little toddler girl.
We began experimenting in chastity a couple years ago and my wife has used it to punish me for normal infractions. However, when she found traces on our computer that I'd been surfing for porn, she decided to lock me up for a year. That was in October.
Now, a normal woman has sexual desires that need to be fulfilled, and sometimes, a sissy can't provide that. As the weeks went by, and she wasn't being made love to, she started thinking more and more about real men, men who don't wear diapers and sleep in baby's cribs. My wife is very forthright and honest with me and she's confessed that the idea of sleeping with another man while I'm locked up and deprived is very exciting to her. We both agreed that it was only reasonable that she should get satisfaction outside our marriage and she told me about a younger guy at work she's been flirting with.
She's developed a relationship with this man at work and the other day, as they walked out to her car, she let him kiss her in the parking lot.
This has really sparked her sexual fires and our lives are entering a whole new phase. I knew she was going to take it to the next level and that day, she'd assigned me some chores to do around the house and picked out a sissy outfit that I was required to wear. Even though I was excited about what was happening, I had to complete my chores or else risk a trip over her lap and a session with her paddle. In fact, when she came home, the first words out her mouth were, "those dishes better be done..."
My buns tingled involuntarily as I realized how narrowly I'd avoided that spanking.
After setting her keys down, she immediately made me get on my knees and begin orally worshiping her pussy. As I sucked and licked, she told me in great detail what her new boyfriend had done, about how he had french kissed her and brazenly stroked her big breasts (unlike myself, my wife is well endowed and her breasts are 36DDD).
After her first orgasm, she shoved me on the floor, on my back, and mounted my face for a second orgasm. She explained that she was going to be having him sex with him while I was to be kept locked up and deprived. She explained that at some point, she'll lock me in my nursery and invite him over so they can have sex in the master bedroom, while I'll be forced to listen. In fact, she's even asked the guy if he'd be okay with that and he's assured her that he is. I don't know if he's into the whole cuckold thing or if he just wants to shag my wife. Either way, I know I won't be getting any sleep that night. Listening to her moaning in the other room while I'm tucked into my crib dressed like a baby will be so utterly humiliating, not to mention I'll be in constant fear that her boyfriend may want to come in and see how I look. I would be so crushed with shame if that were to happen--I have no idea what I would do or say.
She's since learned that he has a nice, big cock (7") which is much bigger than mine, I know he will be able to satisfy her in bed like she deserves. He sent her a pic of his cock and today, I asked her if I could see it. I guess part of me didn't believe it was really happening but there it was, a picture on her phone of her boyfriend, his big thick cock in his hand.
We're moving in gradual stages right now and she doesn't anticipate having sex with him for a month or so, and the first time will be somewhere else, like a hotel, rather than at our home. But she wants to do it on a night when I'll be at home, so I can think about how she's being satisfied by a real man all night. She wants to take this gradually, because after 12 years of marriage, this sort of thing doesn't come natural for her.
On the other hand, she's already set up a date with him that will be all day next Tuesday--and she told me she doesn't know when she'll be home. I know I'll be on pins and needles all day, thinking about what she's doing. One thing she wants to do is suck his big cock, something she never did for me. I have to confess that the idea turns me on tremendously and it seems to only drive me further into my sissy world.
My wife told me her boyfriend likes satin bras, so tomorrow, we're going shopping to get her a new one. She wants me to pick out her outfit for her date on the night before and I'll do my best to put out her sexiest things.
She's really taking to this like a fish to water and we're both very excited. I know its weird but I love the idea of her being satisfied by a buff, younger man with a nice big cock. She's fond of telling me that I'm nothing but a big sissy who can't meet her needs which is why I'll be at home, dressed like a baby girl, working on her list of chores while she's out with a real man, having her sexual needs fulfilled.
I will keep you all posted, if you're interested, as to how things develop.
