Hello everyone. I'm Brenda. I'm very new to this site. Looking to make some girlfriends, find a mistress and get girly advice. I started cross dressing in August of last year. It brings me excitement knowing that I am doing something taboo and only I know about it. I currently have a nude and a black pair of pantyhose and a black nightie. I wear them to sleep and it makes me feel super comfortable and sexy. I want to start shaving my arms and legs but I am afraid I will be outted and friends and family will give me shit for it. The girl in me is trying to come out. I am going to paint my toenails for the first time, I'm sooo excited to paint them pink. I love looking online for sexy lingerie and womens clothing and I plan on buying several items online very soon along with some dildos and butt plugs. Within a week or two I am going to buy a few pairs of pantyhose, moisturizer and a bunch of pink venus razors at the store and see the reaction I get from the cashier.  I hope to one day expose myself to a girI and hear her honest thoughts on me and hopefully she is accepting and could help or encourage me in my sissification. I would love to find a mistress in my area to teach me a thing or two about being a girl and to peg me like the sissy slut I am.