I don’t know who here remembers me. It’s been years. But I guess I needed somewhere to come to. If there is any females here who want someone like me then I’d appreciate it but I doubt I’m finding anyone here.
But the main thing I want to talk about is that I’m a months time I will be starting hrt and making the transition to become a woman for real... well almost as close as at least. I’m so excited about it, super impatient but also have some nervousness. Like someone I known for 26 years of my life is now no longer gonna be the face I remember. It’s like I’m laying someone to rest.
It’s just so weird also that I started off a sissy, feeling embarrassed, humiliated and shy to wear female clothes. Now I just feel excited to buy more clothes, go out, do girly things etc.
But it’s weird because I want to transition and be seen as female, I still want to be a sissy too wearing over the top girl clothes, diapers, being trained to be a slave, maid, baby, doll, whore etc. I almost feel like I’ve been brainwashed or I just learned more about myself to realise I want to be a woman/ and or a whore. It may be that as I transition I won’t want to be so demeaned but so far, I do.
Does anyone have similar feelings?
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