I was browsing several areas of this forum a few nights ago while bored and playing Civony. I have not been to this site in over half a year and only occasionally have come here from time to time in the past. Anyways, the main reason I have not signed up here is that I am not a sissy but I am a transgender individual (been out and living full time for about 9 years now). I get nothing sexually from wearing clothing or some of the other stuff ya'll are in to, but I can relate to some of the submissive things you talk about and I am willing to share my inner freak with you. When I was young, I felt older than my age, adults noticed it and treated me as though I were older. However as I have aged, for my whole life, my mental age has never really changed much. I have had a lot of trouble pinning down how old I am, but my best guess is somewhere between 10 and 12. When I was 5 I felt this way, when I was 10 I did and now at 29 I still really percieve myself as a child of that age range. When I transitioned my psychologist that I had to have and didn't need for any trans issues (he himself said this multiple times) he did uncover one of my secrets, only after evaluating a lot of extensive tests, as he put it, "I seemed very innocent and niave." I was able to play it down to my kindness since I was deathly afraid of him uncovering this fact since I had to depend on him for some letters. I didn't really want to talk to HIM about it either. I do wish that he had been the kind of person I could have spoken to about it though. I have really, really tried to grow up. I have tried to see the world through the eyes of an adult. But I cannot. It is impossible.
I have only really truely accepted this fact in the last few months.
Well take care all my beautiful darlings.
A young girl's greatest fear isn't monsters, or magical threats from beyond time and space.
No, a young girl's greatest fear overshadows all of those things.
Her greatest fear is to be alone.
(Still your little Guardian Shadow, now just with wings!)
No, a young girl's greatest fear overshadows all of those things.
Her greatest fear is to be alone.
(Still your little Guardian Shadow, now just with wings!)
May the Fun never END . giggles , Summer,s Hot How About You ,
