I just became of member of this site, after lurking around for a year or so. I figured this would be the place I might find that "special someone" to talk about fantasies with, and share things I have kept secret my for a long time. When I was very young, I would occasionally entertain the idea of myself as a girl, but after the age of 12, all of that changed. I started to have fantasies about turning boys in my class into girls and I was always drawn to any boys who acted the least bit feminine, wondering if they had secret desires to be more like a girl. At the age of 17, I met a very sweet man online who had deeply sexual fantasies about being turned into a young girl. This man opened himself up to me completely and encouraged me to explore my secret fantasies with him. Something we talked about a lot was the idea of turning him into a daughter for his real life father, and what his father might think if he saw his own son dressed as a young girl, in a pretty dress, frilly socks and maryjane shoes etc. We started an online relationship which led to long chat sessions about many different scenarios in which this could happen to him. I lost touch with him years ago but I still think about this a lot. I have never shared this experience with anyone because in my real life, I am a straight married man from a pretty conservative family. Even though I am married, I cannot get these thoughts out of my mind. The idea of turning a man into a young girl is a big part of who I am. I love the idea of making a man feel extremely vulnerable and helping him to expose his secret sexual fantasy of becoming a girl to the world. Some of my fantasies also include mild to more extreme punishments for the man I have turned into a girl as well.
If anyone feels like my desires connect closely with yours, feel free to contact me. We could meet here or also talk via yahoo messenger. My yahoo ID is cutechef31.
Thanks again for such a great site!
Shane