Starting out as a baby boy in the BDSM community I found that I was soon taken in by a group of loving and caring people. They understand my wants and needs, although they do not fulfill all of them they help me to learn and express myself so that one day I may find someone who will have everything that I want and need as well as me being everything that they are looking for. From what I have seen in my community I do not think that a sissy would be looked on with a very kind and understanding light. I fear that my friends will soon walk away because they will think of me as something they do not want to associate themselves with.
The reason I chose the name Lil_Zac is because it is the name that I go by in other communities across the web. I also feel that I have not come to a conclusion with myself that I know exactly what I want from this and until then do not wish to create something that is fake.
I am looking for someone that can show me that being a sissy isn't bad. That I can be happy, and how to have the confidence to tell the ones I love about my feelings in this matter. I want to learn and grow in this side of me but I need someone to help me do that. Have it be a fellow sissy or a Mistress who will take me in and show me love and kindness and make me the sissy baby girl that lives in my heart.