I have always been interested in occasionally crossdressing and then in 2002 when I had a surgery I had to temporarily wear diapers and found I loved how the felt on me.
I then began fantasizing what it would be like to be forcibly sissified and dominated with the incorporation of diaper wearing.
It is frustrating for me because I know this will probably never happen in reality because my wife is not a willing participant in my fantasy.
But it is good to be here with so many people like me and be able to read the great material I have.