I'm not actually sure I am in the right place, but as I haven't found anything better suited to me....I thought I would give it a try..at the very least, I feel I will meet some new, nice people..
I am a bit of a contradiction..I hope I can explain.
I come to belive I have two separate "aspect's", no I'm not MPD. it's not that I have two sepreat personality's( although I do speak of them as sepreat, just easier)...it's more a case of two somewhat polar sexuality's...that of a young girl and that of a "daddy" type of a dominate.
Not sure what I am looking for,but, here I am.
I am open,friendly and happy to answer any and all questions, kind of a result, I think of having to be secretive on the outside.
anyway hello and hugs all around.
"Brandi Nightshade" is the name I have given to my "little girl" persona..(just in case your wondering) *smile*
me?...I'm basically a 14 year old goth girl in the disguise of a middle aged man...but I'm also a warm loving "Daddy" how I can be both?...it hasn't been easy. I found by separating the two "aspect's" I could make sense of my conflicting emotions and desires, it is the biggest challenge and joy of my life....Becoming "me"