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Hi to all of you sweet pretties..
I'm not actually sure I am in the right place, but as I haven't found anything better suited to me....I thought I would give it a try..at the very least, I feel I will meet some new, nice people..

I am a bit of a contradiction..I hope I can explain.
I come to belive I have two separate "aspect's", no I'm not MPD. it's not that I have two sepreat personality's( although I do speak of them as sepreat, just easier)...it's more a case of two somewhat polar sexuality's...that of a young girl and that of a "daddy" type of a dominate.

Not sure what I am looking for,but, here I am.
I am open,friendly and happy to answer any and all questions, kind of a result, I think of having to be secretive on the outside.

anyway hello and hugs all around.

"Brandi Nightshade" is the name I have given to my "little girl" persona..(just in case your wondering) *smile*
me?...I'm basically a 14 year old goth girl in the disguise of a middle aged man...but I'm also a warm loving "Daddy" how I can be both?...it hasn't been easy. I found by separating the two "aspect's" I could make sense of my conflicting emotions and desires, it is the biggest challenge and joy of my life....Becoming "me"
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Little sissy boy
hi I'm Little Sissy boy nice to meet you
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Brandi Nightshade
hi! little sissy boy
me?...I'm basically a 14 year old goth girl in the disguise of a middle aged man...but I'm also a warm loving "Daddy" how I can be both?...it hasn't been easy. I found by separating the two "aspect's" I could make sense of my conflicting emotions and desires, it is the biggest challenge and joy of my life....Becoming "me"
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LittleBabyHannah
*huggles*
Welcome to sissykiss, Brandi! You're gonna have tons of fun here!
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XPrincess_CissyX
Hi Brandi Nightshade, I can see where your coming from, I treat myself with two identities too, but unlike you I'm trying to bring both togeather and become more androgynous if you can understand what I mean.

Hope you can get some answers here either way best of luck Cissy. X
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sissyjj
Hi Brandi, I also have two opposing personalities. I think it is called being a 'Switch', being happy playing either a 'Sub' role or a 'Dom' role. As a transvestite these roles appear as opposing female characters. A frilly little young pink sissy satin girl on the one hand, or the strict cane wielding Victorian Governess/School mistress on the other hand. The costumes I wear are very specific, and I spend much time perfecting the look. I look at it as Yin and Yang, two sides of the same coin. Dynamic, theatrical, erotic, utterly dependant entities. They ebb and flow like the tides and phases of the moon. These feelings I can trace back well into my childhood for whatever reason. My COGIATI test returned 'androgyne'. I am bisexual, also.
 
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baby_anna
I personaly see myself as at lest 3 personalities ( Hi, by the way. ), my boy side (Alastair), my girl side(Annabell), and my darker self(Nameless to prevent strengthening). My boy side gets shown the most, with some hints of my girl side, my girl side comes out when I'm by myself, or feeling particularly safe. My darker self I keep locked away, except when I trully feel it neccessary to resort to violence. I have only let it out 2 times, I hope to never do so again.

Anyway, away from this gloomy, boring stuff!! Welcome to sissykiss  I wish you well on your path to discovery( is there such a thing as too many SSF stories, I'm starting to write like one ).
"our bodies don't matter; they're just a shell to house our souls. We are what we are inside. If you love me and I mean truly and passionately love me, then you love my soul." ---
Karen Page>"A New Style of Education"

If all I have is my pride, I will wear it, and show the world.
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Baby Butch
Welcome to Sissy Kiss from a big baby.
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Prissie
Brandi you're a fine girl, what a beautiful participant you will be!

(Anybody here remember a song about Brandy that was on the radio years ago?)

I look forward to your contributions to what we're about here in our beautiful land for those of us who have sissy feelings. I love the feel of hair-free legs and a cute short skirt or short-shorts to show them off to the world. And sometimes when I get the chance, I love the feel of a warm, wet nappy (diaper). Please, feel free to share what you like.

Sweetness and SissyGurlLuv,


Prissie
   Prissie
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Ayame
Hi I'm new to this so here goes...I have always envisioned myself as a 16yr old girl,just waiting to be set free. I'm hoping to find someone to help me be omens my true self. Peace & Love Girls
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Brandi Nightshade
....................................................WOW.........................................................
I AM in the right place.
I'm not alone in being like this.

I was going to say "you don't know how much this means to me"....but I think you all ,just might know exactly what it means to me.

I having difficulty with my Internet conection right now...soon to be fixed..
so as I am presently hunched over my lap top in a crowded Starbucks I am going to keep it short
When I saw the amazing and wonderful responses, I had to reply.

I feel like I am home, and every thing everyone said all makes perfect sense to me, and I understand completely.
I am a little sad I don't have time right now to respond individually to the lovely post's I got, but THANK you all!

*BIG group HUG*
me?...I'm basically a 14 year old goth girl in the disguise of a middle aged man...but I'm also a warm loving "Daddy" how I can be both?...it hasn't been easy. I found by separating the two "aspect's" I could make sense of my conflicting emotions and desires, it is the biggest challenge and joy of my life....Becoming "me"
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Sissy Jenni
Hi Brandi,   Welcome to SissyKiss!! ! !!   
**tah-dahh**
From a sissy sub of different ages .. ..      
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SissyMichele
I do the same thing my friend only with 4 hehe. My Adult Adam and Michele sides which is all me of coruse tho it is ezer to say im feeling Michele today and all would get it lol and my Cute side of me Baby Adam and Sissy Michele so ya I feel ya and the SP lol. You'll have a great time on this site trust me this is the 1st time i've posted on anything like this site and alrdy feel at home here. BIG HUGS!!!
Hugs And Kissess: SissyMichele. I'm a boy in body, but a wittle girl at heart!

~Cliques~


The flower pot of me:
Adam is the Pot. The outside shell but, nothing says you can put a ribbon around it hehe. Michele is the soil the center of which all my being is nurtured. Sissy Michele and Lil' Adam are the two flowers that blossems from them..

A song that helps me get through hard times:
Artist: Enigma / Album: The Cross of Changes / Song: Retun to Innocence, track 3. Very Powerful Message.
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