Anyway, today was my first day on hormones and it was great. I feel SOOOOOOOOOOOOO relieved and relaxed right now. It's probably because I no longer have to worry about growing into a man, which is something I have been struggling with for a long long time. My future finally seems clear to me and I'm really excited.
I know I have a long road ahead of me and that there will most definitely be bumps along the way but I'm not scared.