Background: I was looking for something creative to share in terms of a New Year's Eve Countdown for sissybabies. An idea came to mind: the five-step diapered hypnosis scene found in DeeWet's classic story, "Becoming Their Diaper Slave." After re-reading the scene (excerpted below), I realized that Sandy's words would best be used as a sort of Daily Meditation (or Affirmation) for the New Year. More on how to do this in a minute. First, the scene as described by Deewet. Our sissybaby hero is being hypnotized by his mommy, Sandy:
She sat down and had me lay my head into her lap as she fed me my bottle. As she softly rubbed my plastic pants front with her other hand, she began to speak in a soothing voice.
"Relax," she said. "Close your eyes and listen to my voice, and slowly drink the warm milk. Let everything relax as you listen to me. Your pretty-shoed feet are growing heavy. They are growing so relaxed in your shoes. Listen to my voice only, as your smooth legs start to feel heavy."
I sucked slowly on my bottle, falling into a weird state as she continued telling me to relax.
"Now you are losing feelings under your wet, safe diaper. You are safe and relaxed right now because I am going to take care of all your needs."
She continued talking in her soft, seductive voice until I was in such a point of relaxation that nothing else worried me in the world. Sandy would take care of me.
"Time to let yourself go. You are no longer a boy, but Amanda, my little girl. It feels so right to you to be Amanda. It makes you feel safe and content. No longer do you need to worry about going to the bathroom. You know that Amanda is protected by a warm, soft, diaper. Whenever you feel the slightest pressure to pee, you will not be able to stop yourself. It will be natural and right to let the pee flow out no matter where you are, because it feels so good to go in your diaper. When asleep, you will not be able to stop the flow of pee from escaping. It is right. It makes you feel good. It makes you feel safe. Whenever you are out of diapers, you will feel afraid."
My whole world was focused on her voice. My body felt as if it were floating on air.
"You are Amanda and you enjoy being helpless in diapers. Because you are so helpless, you will obey all adults. They know what is best for you. Only they can change your diapers. Your little penis will even seem smaller to you and of no use except to pee into your diaper. You will feel as if you have lost all muscle control to stop from peeing. It is the right thing to do."
"You will feel an uncontrollable need to have your mouth filled. Without something in your mouth, you will feel sad and anxious. Whenever you see a man, you will wish that he was filling your mouth with his hot penis. Having a penis in your mouth is the right thing for you to do. Sucking on a penis will make you feel very safe and happy. Wearing a diaper and sucking on a penis will fill you with extreme happiness. Only when you make a penis empty its sperm into your mouth will you be able to have sexual release of your own, tiny, useless penis."
"You are Amanda, and you will only wear girl's clothes and be protected in a diaper, because, Amanda, you cannot control your bladder. The slightest pressure and it will empty into your diaper. You are totally dependent on your diapers. You are totally dependent on Sally. Without Sandy, you will be alone and lost."
"I'm going to count to five, and you are going to take a nap.
"One - you're so relaxed. So dependent on diapers. So wanting to have your mouth filled with something to suck on.
"Two - you are barely awake. You feel all muscle control of your bladder leaving you. You have no control over your bladder. To wet your diaper makes you feel good. It is right.
"Three - you are almost there. You have no more worries. You can pee in your diapers and know that Sandy will change them. You know that having a penis in your mouth is good.
"Four - the last step. Your bladder is draining any remaining pee into your diaper. You can't stop. You are totally dependent on diapers and Sandy..."
I never heard five.
Nice, huh? Imagine that five-part hypnosis as a countdown ("Five - you are safe in your diapers; four - you must suck on something, you must have your mouth filled;" etc, etc) and you get the idea of what I'm up to. To be continued...
PART TWO
Okay, full disclosure: This story by Deewet was one of the first sissybaby tales I ever read and it started me on the ABDL path (along with other stories over at Betty Pearl's site and even 'ole Deeker's Diaper Page). To say that it inspired me is an understatement. I continue to pay homage to DeeWet any way I can. And I use this scene frequently to get "in the mood" with my own diapers. If only someone could record it for me...ahhhh...
The full story, "Becoming Their Diaper Slave" can be found over in the Archives section of Betty Pearl's 5.40 Storysite (formerly "buffalobettie's"). And DeeWet now goes by deewet69.
Now, here's my idea for using the scene as we go through these first five days of January 2012:
Go back and re-read Sandy's words. And now try them out as a Daily Affirmation:
January 1 (or Day 1) - I am relaxed. I am dependent on diapers. I need to have my mouth filled with something to suck on.
January 2 (Day 2) - I am a baby. I have no muscle control. I have no control over my bladder. Wetting my diaper feels good. It is right.
January 3 (Day 3) - I have no worries. I can pee in my diapers anywhere, and anytime. My mommy (or daddy) will change them. I know that having a penis in my mouth is good and right.
January 4 (Day 4) - I can feel my bladder releasing all of my pee into my diaper. I cannot stop it. I am totally dependent on diapers and my mommy (or daddy)...
January 5 (Day 5) - It feels good to suck on a man's penis. Sucking on a penis brings me joy. When the penis empties its sperm into my mouth, I can cum into my diapers...
Okay, you get the idea. Feel free to add your own Daily Affirmations...and/or let me know some of your ideas and I'll get a 365-day book going!
In the meantime, check out the works of DeeWet, one of the masters. Thanks for reading, sissybabies!
