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BabyAsh

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Posted on January 25th, 2012 ~ 6:59 am

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Hi, I'm new to being a member of this site... I've been reading this site's storytime section for months and a think i can talk like a little toddler girl. (Hewwo~. My name is Ashewely. I wear diaper because .. hehe.. uhm... *giggles* they awe comfy an make me fweel safe.) I do not actually wear diapers yet, because I'm embarresed about who I am... I am a guy, who wants to be a girl... This is commonly classed ass being a ***... and I really don't want to be one... I hate how I like all these girly and babyish things. I've worm pantys stockings tanktops blouses and heels all once or twice, but I don't like who I'm becoming, but I love it at the same time.... Please, help me. I am so confused about what i should do with myself....

BITCHES GET STITCHES! loll jk half the girls i know can beat me up.

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Prissie

Posted January 25th, 2012 ~ 11:15 am

Ashewely:

You're not the first to have conflicted feelings like you describe above. You're not the first to like wearing diapers but doesn't always like the fact that you like the feel of wearing a diaper. You're not the first guy to have girl feelings, who sometimes likes it and sometimes doesn't. A lot of us have been through, or are still working our way through, our conflicts regarding what we like and what we wish we liked or didn't like. Hopefully, when you participate in our group long enough, you'll come to accept who you are.

I have long ago accepted the fact that part of me is

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littlegirl_inside

Posted January 25th, 2012 ~ 7:24 pm

As Prissie said you are not the first to feel like this. Wanting to be a girl is very confusing, but over time your feelings will adjust themselves and you will see a clearer picture. Dont be too quick to label yourself, having feelings like you do doesn't automatically make you a one thing or the other and from my experience if you really wanted to be a girl then you prob wouldnt have the feelings of hating yourself over it.

Of course I dont know how you feel, only you can answer that, but it is common that when people are coming to terms with having girlie thoughts and desires that they can be overwhelming and make you only want those thoughts, but when they subside guilt over takes because you are feeling less girlie. If this is the case with you, it is albout the balance.

If you enjoy your time as a guy there is nothing wrong with enjoying the flip side too, it's just another part of you and accepting this will help because it wont go away and the more you hate yourself for it the more it will hurt you.

Wearing diapers, girly stockings isn't a bad thing to do, it isn't wrong, it's fun! You would not believe how many guys enjoy it. And this is the key, you hate that you love it so you need to look at why you hate that you love it. Is it because you are afraid what others would think? Do you think it's not natural to feel like this? Are you worried it will overtake your life and you will want to do it all the time?

There is no reason others will find out if you dont want them too. Whats natural about most of the things we do? Ok so you dont want to broadcast it, but peer through the windows of most peoples houses and there are loads of things they dont want their friends to see. And overtake your life, well it might but only if you want it to, youre in control.

Dont be embarresed by who you are, you are special, you are wonderful, you have an inner strength that seldom have because you are confronting who you are head on and it really isnt as bad as you think, you can enjoy this side of you as countless others do.

And remember you are not alone x x x

Samantha

~cliques~

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Baby Butch

Posted January 25th, 2012 ~ 9:36 pm

Welcome to Sissy Kiss.

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BabyAsh

Posted January 26th, 2012 ~ 1:26 am

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BITCHES GET STITCHES! loll jk half the girls i know can beat me up.

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BabyAsh

Posted January 26th, 2012 ~ 1:44 am

thank you for your reply. I will definitely stay in the sissykiss community, even though I'm having some trouble deciding who i want to be. This is not a fantasy I want to keep bottled up, so I am going to commit to be a girl, and a guy. Thanks for the comment, and maybe I'll see you around the Forum. <3

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BabyAsh

Posted January 26th, 2012 ~ 1:54 am

Hai, tank yu for the reply. I think im gonna be sticking around for awhile on the site. tanks again, prissie, and im happy yu found sissykiss to briing out da gurl in yu.

BITCHES GET STITCHES! loll jk half the girls i know can beat me up.

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Posted January 28th, 2012 ~ 11:08 am

Hello BabyAsh
My name is Kimmie, I am a three year old little toddler girl and I wear diapers too! In reality I am a 47 year old man, but deep inside I really am Kimmie. Sweetie I know what you are going through, most of the people on this site have been throgh it too, which is why sites like this are so important to people like us. When I was young I too was confused and had nobody who would understand, and no access to sites like this, ( they didn't exist in the 70's). I would hate myself for wanting, needing to wear pretty dresses, I lived in fear of being discovered and I would destroy every dress I ever got in an attempt to run away from who I really am. It was not untill I reached my early 30's that I finally accepted the fact that I am a little girl living in the body of a grown man, and I now embrace and LOVE myself.
It's not an easy road I know, but you are not alone, and I can say that once you become at peace with the little swetheart inside of you than neat new things become possible, let your inner girl teach you joy and love! Learn to love yourself darling, there is nothing wrong with you, be yourself and love yourself.
I posted pics of me on my profile, and they will show you how much fun you can have when you embrace this very special gift. I'm here if you need me sweetie, there are lots of people just like us here.
Hugs!
Kimmie
XOXO

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TiresiasRex

Posted January 28th, 2012 ~ 9:00 pm

BabyAsh:

I would agree with Prissie's note above. You are not the only one to have the feelings you describe. I believe this has been a topic explored in a few other threads (a digression: one thread, for example, involved questions concerning whether someone is gay...or if they just enjoy humiliating "sissy" experiences). I would also argue that you are on the way to exploring your new identity based on selecting that marvelous avatar pic! (Love it!). Walk in Beauty, TRex.

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