My parents are heavy controll freaks on my life it has never been a family that much. anyway when i started school i generally enjoyed playing with the girls and found it fun. at high school they split the gender up which was when i realized the difference life could be * oh the missery * i liked bieng supportive and giving hugs. I was bieng called gay nd fag and things thats when i understood clearly i was different. thats when i realized girls have much more fun and such a more enjoyable life the clothes expression how they feel without getting inults. when i was 18 i did what i thought i could nevewr do i told my family that i know deep in my heart i am a girl and that i wish to be what i am.
That was a really hard day for me because i dident have any known experience behind how to explain to your family properly about how you feel i told my mom first she cried all day long *ouch* my father and my brother was the worst my brother insulted me my dad thought i had mental issues so he sent me to the family doc and i was seeying a gender psychiatrist who did give the approval of my tg dysphoria. So my mom i feel is ashamed at me my dasd doesent talk about it easier that way i guess. i myself feel stronger and much happier since my coming out and i wont let nothin get me down.
I spent a good few years struggling and coping with my feelings and decision making i know i wont turn back or regret any of this at the end of the day you are who you are you have to realize who you are before you can be happy with yourself and be happy around others .
Thank you for reading i am looking foward to getting to know you all better i do use msn messanger as well so if you would like to add me feel free love *hugs* *kisses* Star
