Well he first week was amazing, I've never been that happy before. The second week however was absolute hell, I spent most of that week having anxiety attacks that left me in bed all day. So that was an interesting mix of emotions to go through in a short period of time.
Since then things have settled down a lot, I'm happier than I was before I started. I'm still having occasional bouts of dysphoria and depression but they're no where near as intense as the were before and probably something to do with the fact that I'm still in boy mode at work and in public (100% girl mode at home though). So I guess that confirms that I'm meant to run on estrogen!
Not had too many physical changes yet, just puffy nipples, boob pain and my skin is a little bit clearer. So things are starting to slowly change. Wait did I say boob pain, yes I did, I'm going to seriously need some sports bras for work soon, my boobs (40B for those who are interested) are so much more comfortable with proper support.
The other change I've seen is a bit more sexual in nature. Like many other trans women my libido has plummeted. I basically don't get random or morning erections anymore. It's such a huge relief to not have that thing downstairs doing things when I'm not in the mood. By the way at this point I think I'm definitely going to get surgery eventually I don't feel right having male bits, I'm a girl damn it!
So that's how my transition going. I'll try to post another update in a month or two.
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