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pinkflower

Posted yesterday at 1:32 pm

So they finally arrive and i went to pick up my new panties. so nervous, in the queue at the women's click and collect counter, the only man there. I was a little embarrassed, but no issues so now i am the proud owner of some lime green high legs and some white lacy knickers. Tried them on and they fit. So now I'm wearing the lime green pair under my jeans, FEELS SO GOOD.

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pinkflower

Posted December 7th, 2025 ~ 8:46 am

This is just my ramblings, as i return to becoming a sissy, even though this will be in secret so as not to upset the wife., i have the need to write something. i don't want to blog, not ready for that yet, but this space seems right and i am happy for people to read if they stumble across it.i knew what i was early on, effeminate, gentle and submissive. i remember trying on my mothers clothes in my early teens (in secret when parents were out) but it really started for me in the 1980s, i was dating trying to find the right girl, and i was lucky enough to find one, and i do consider myself lucky. she was dominant and into everything i was. we moved in together, that was difficult money was tight all those bill i wasn't aware of that needed paying but we managed. it developed behind closed doors into a mistress-sub relationship. then one day my sissy experience started. it started with pink knickers. i came home from work and there they are, she had brought them i was to wear them. from that point i wore them at home most of the time, home from work change into them, it became the norm. i liked it, the humiliation the look the feel. then it was wear the out with her, then it became wear them everywhere. that was tough to start with i work in the building trade and the fear that they would see them was immense, but i lived through it and liked it. it was me. then came my first dress, a delicate feminine white dress with pink flowers, hence my name sissy pinkflower, again she brought it and it was waiting for me when i got home. yes i had a hissy fit, i argued and complained but i wore it. deep down i knew it was me but i didn't want to admit it at the time. the dress felt right i wanted to be in it, it was short and swishy. we started shopping together, we couldn't afford much and shopped at M&S and Debenhams. Looking through the lingerie section and picking things out, always pink for me, that was easy knew the size. dress shopping was harder, no trying things on not knowing how they felt against the skin, how they looked on me, we brought some right mingers but we enjoyed it. My next pivotal moment was when we started to meet other couples with sissy's, Sissy Primrose and her girlfriend were regular visitors. She always wore yellow knickers and was the sissy that i had my first bisexual experience with. Bitch mode on i always wanted to look prettier than her and she had some beautiful dresses Bitch mode off. And then it ended, she had to go back home, sick mum, i couldn't go i could not afford the flat so i went home. dresses had to go and i returned to being a reluctant man. it was shit. Time passed and i met a girl i fell in love we married. i love her so much. now after 35+ years i have the urge to be sissy again, not to the same extent as wife is not into it and i will not upset her under any circumstance, but the little things i can do i will. i have ordered some knickers i should be able to sneak them on. I am hoping that this website allow me to express my true self in some little way. I am also here to chat with other sissys so please do drop me a message and if you are in the UK, I am in Nottingham, i would love to chat or meet, i cannot meet at mine but can travel.

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pinkflower

Posted December 6th, 2025 ~ 10:39 pm

A rant, having trouble with the website, unable to update profile in settings, friends invites just showing as error, notifications appearing and disappearing randomly. so frustrating

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pinkflower

Posted December 6th, 2025 ~ 8:14 pm

I am so excited i have ordered my first panties in 30+ years all ordered click and collect so i can pick them up discretely no need for the wife to know .........pick up Monday Lime Green High Leg Ultimate Comfort Lace Knickers and White High Rise High Leg Chloe Lace Knickers...........Pick up Friday Bright Pink thong lacecannot wait all aflutter and have butterflies in the tummy. already the anticipation is killing me. the wife may be out on Tuesday so cannot wait to try them on so anoid the pink thongs are not coming till Friday, Sissy Pinkflower without any pink pants

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pinkflower

Posted December 6th, 2025 ~ 6:09 pm

if you have stumbled across my ramblings, then i am sorry. As i begin my journey to returning to be Sissy Pinkflower i have found it useful to write down how i first started 35+ years ago. it has brought back memories of what it meant to me and how it shaped my life. my first dress was white with little pink flowers on it, hence my name. it was a beautiful dress, feminine delicate made my feel a true sissy, despite me having a hissy fit when forced to wear it for the first time. clothes shopping changed from being a chore to being interesting. in the lingerie department selecting knickers that i knew were for me (different size to hers and always pink) . it was all part of the buzz when you knew there was going to be a fashion show later on. buying dresses and female attire was also the same. at the beginning when we went shopping my choice was for dull long dresses and skirts that covered everything, she chose and they were short effeminate and exposing. by the end i wanted short effeminate and exposing. i wanted to be and dress like a sissy. i began to chose a lot of the clothes i wore all of which are girly that's one of the reasons i am returning, the feel of the material against the skin, the way the dress fits and feels free and the fact that i looked pretty (well i thought so)

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pinkflower

Posted December 6th, 2025 ~ 9:15 am

The first time i met sissy Jasmin i was so embarrassed, me and my girlfriend were at home me a normal in a dress and pink knickers, there's a knock at the door and my girlfriend lets them in. I am mortified a definite WTF moment the embarrassment and humiliation. then they remove their coats and he's also in a dress, its now a Oh fuck moment. we just looked at each other not knowing what to do, awkward. girlfriend said sissy pink meet sissy Jasmin and we stepped towards each other to shake hands, Mistake, a arse smack and "your embarrassing me sissy girls kiss when they meet" had us French kissing. the first time i had ever kissed a man. Sissy Jasmin always wore yellow knickers.i don't know if you would class us as travesties, crossdressers or sissy. my clothes were from M&S and C&A. no internet shopping back then just off the shelf clothes.

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pinkflower

Posted December 5th, 2025 ~ 11:25 pm

At the age of 60 i have the urge to once again be a sissy. I started my journey 40 years ago when I was around 20. I met a girl who became my girlfriend and thinks started as normal. But i knew i was submissive and her dominance is what attracted me, she took control becoming my mistress, we stopped having sex, instead she would milk me, she loved oral sex and rimming, it got to know her arse well, and i loved it. then she decided i was to be a sissy, i worn pink knickers everywhere, i became sissy pinkflower. the thrill of the thought of being court and the humiliation was exciting and a thrill. behind closed doors it was full dresses and skirts the full works. i got used to it, it became normal, arrive home from work and change. now this was the time before the internet, mobile phones and chat rooms, so meeting similar minded people was done in top shelf contact magazines and clubs. Well she found someone, we are sitting there and there's a knock at the door and in comes a couple. it was a femdom and sissy couple. we met up a lot, i got to know the sissy well, As we were sissy girls we did as we were told, we did sissy girl things we kissed, we sucked cock, we rimmed and we had sex. it was degrading, humiliating and embarrassing, but i was always erect. then it ended she had to go back to her mum who was ill and i couldn't go. I then had 30 years or so of a vanilla life but now the urge is back, it never really went away. So now I'm looking for a sissy, Dom of mistress to restart my journey. I am in the UK in Nottingham

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