She lost her baby girl during child birth and she was devastated. Things got even worse for her when she was told she could never have children again. She thought of all the cute baby outfits she bought for her expectant baby girl. As the weeks and months of grieving passed, she hung on to all the dresses, diapers, rubber pants. All of them were pink with ruffles bows & lace. She dreamed of raising her little girl to be the prettiest one of all.  The walls & furniture of the nursery were done very feminine with pink everywhere you looked. She prayed her dreams would be answered.  She promised she would never give up hope to have another baby girl. It became an obsession to make her dream a reality . She read about adoption, but all the agencies she visited only had boys, no girls. In one of her adoption searches, she was brought to a location where she found a baby boy. This baby was different. It stood out because it looked like a girl. It was the most frail and feminine of any of the boys she'd seen.  In her mind,  she was sure he should have been born a girl. She knew she could raise him as a girl. Her heart ached to have another baby girl, she couldn't take it anymore.  This was her opportunity. So dainty & delicate was he. She pictured him in one of the beautiful dresses she bought. She imagined his cute little rubber panties decorated with bows and lace peeking under the hem. It seemed like this adoption took an eternity. She was desperate to heal the wounds and the grieving. So many legal obstacles were faced but finally, it was made official, the boy was hers. Joy filled her sorrow & pain and a day never passed since when he wasn't smothered in Feminine love and attention. This little boy never developed any masculine traits. He had none. He was girlier than the most feminine girls in town. This was destiny. His mother saw to it.  He never showed any masculine traits because he had none. He loved his mother. The bond between this mother & daughter was solid. She loved him and did everything she could to make him happy and feminine. A medical condition caused him to remain in diapers his whole life. Mom didn't care, she loved him. She fully supported his need to wear frilly dresses along with diapers and little girl plastic panties, just like a baby. Today, eighteen years later, he developed into a beautiful boy that some would label "Sissy".  The cloth diapers, pins, plastic panties with cute ruffles on his bottom belonged on a baby girl. He certainly still dresses like one. He was limp wristed and had a waddle when he walked. His mother's heart supported seeing him wearing this assortment of pretty dresses, lingerie, frills & lace. He even wears high heels. With such a wonderful wardrobe, he always looked beautiful. He was so happy to get dressed like a girl, go out on a date and have mad passionate sex with men. The woman he loved completely was mom. Mom had allow him to venture out and date men and actually have sex with them. He was gay and his attachment to his mother became stronger with each passing day.  She didn't mind letting go because of her own experiences. She knew that her own father was a latent homosexual crossdresser. She got used to the idea of seeing her father parade around in lingerie, make up, high heels & dresses. As a young woman living with dad, she knew it wasn't her idea of normal. He loved it though and she accepted it. None of her friends or relatives knew about it. They kept it between them. Of course, his wife left him which was when he started going out on dates with strange men who also dressed like women. A few times when he brought dates home she inadvertently walked in on them. Her curiosity kept her secretly watching them as they made love orally & anally. She began to sneak a peek every so often to learn how men give each other blow jobs and have anal intercourse.  It became a turn on to watch them spray  their cum and please each other so completely.  She was helping her son wash his perfectly hairless body including his penis and scrotum. Bathing him with scented oils & soaps, he smelled like a girl. Ah!  it is the sweet smell of perfume that is so wonderfully female. Mom watched him run his hands over his silky smooth feminine skin. She shaved him completely. Every time she finished getting him completely dressed, she knew he would have an erection so large, she'd have milk him. The experience of all the nylon, satin ruffles, lace, elastic garters and delicate straps, fabric,  bows and ribbons next to his skin gives him an intolerable erection. So every time it became a ritual. He always begs her to give him relief.  Knowing so much about how to relieve his condition, she began by telling him to look at himself in the mirror. She hiked up his dress and stroked his rock hard cock with a lubricated hand. Faster & faster, squeezing the shaft in long strokes. He enjoyed her touch.She ran her hand up & down his nylons and all over the delicate fabrics on his body. She buried her fingers deep in his tight ass hole massaging his prostate gland. This drove him wild,as feelings of the slippery wet hand job produced an orgasm. Before long, she watched him convulsing and quivering as jet after jet of his milky cum squirted into the glass she's held under him. She caught every drop. She remembered her father & had the vision of him blowing another man. She reminded her pretty boy that he needed to smile at the men while their penis was is in his mouth. Handing him the glass, he knew what to do. He drank every last drop of his own cum. He told mom that he loves sucking big thick cocks most of all. His date tonight he tells her is huge. She puts an extra big coat of lipstick on his lips telling him this is a sign to your lover that you love to suck cock. She has a warm feeling inside her. Her sissy boy is leaving the apartment tonight in a diaper & dress. She is satisfied that she made him up totally as a beautiful girl. The dressing ritual she used  was always the same. After washing & shaving, she pinned his bulky cloth diaper tightly. Exactly the way he likes it. The diaper she put on him was covered by very tight ruffled pink plastic panties. They are buttery smooth and they rub against his inner thigh with each step he takes.  She imagined how terribly exciting it is for him being dressed this way. Looking at his nylon stockings, they shimmered & shined.  His beautiful shaved legs looked better than most women, even hers. Bright red nail polish on his fingers & toes before I rolled the stockings up his legs and attached his garters looked so good.  Every delicate fabric , feminine smell and silky fabric combined and had him quivering with excitement as he sat at the make up table and she put on his make up. His eyebrows were plucked when she brought him to the salon yesterday. She had his hair done in curls too. "He looks so much like a girl", she thought,"my baby girl!" She placed a pair of sparkling diamond earrings on him. They peeked out from behind his long curly blonde hair. He told her that he gets waves of pleasure from the feeling of standing there in a frilly pink dress with stockings on his feet inside his 6" pink stiletto heels (size 6).  His dressing was all finished.  His penis was drained of all the cum he had in him. He kissed his adoptive mom as she watched his dress sway from side to side. He was carrying a delicate purse as he left our door arm in arm with his date. My sissy girl is so sexy! I can't wait to hear what story she has to tell me when she returns home.