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Despite having a girlish name, thats not what everyone called me. It was actually my mom who gave me the nickname Abby. You see, my mom and my sisters have tormented me my whole life. Mom got pregnant with me when she was 18 years old. Her high school sweetheart knocked her up at the prom and then started dating the prom queen instead of her the very next day. So I think moms unrelenting anger at the father I never knew is at the root of why she has been so mean to me. Two years later she married a rich guy named Steve, they had two kids together in less than two years and then he drowned when his sailboat was capsized by a freak wave. Unlike my dad, mom was never angry at Steve so she saw fit to spoil her daughters every which way she could.
I guess you could say I was spoiled too, but not in the way that I would have liked it. Aside from a general disgust at my short and scrawny stature, mom found great enjoyment embarrassing me. Since I was in first grade, about a year after Steve died, she started dressing me as a girl. She told everyone my name was Abby, not Aaron. When I started school all my classmates and even my teachers thought I was a girl. I would even use the girls restroom so nobody would know the truth. I would play with the other girls during recess and make colorful girly pictures during art class.
And nobody would have known the truth if it hadnt been for my sisters Nancy and Melissa. As soon as the older one, Nancy entered first grade, she made sure everyone knew I was a boy. At first nobody believed her, but then on the second day of school she walked right into my classroom and pulled down my pants. Everyone saw my little weenie! From that day on my life has been a pink, fluffy hell. After that day no other kid would even talk to me unless they were making fun of me. My teacher and the principal came to my moms house and asked her why I was dressed like a girl. Mom just said I have the right to dress my kids any way I want, and if you even try to stop me I will sue the school until both of you are in prison. She meant it too. Nobody ever wanted to cross her. She had gotten a lot of money when dad died and she had a lot of influence in the community.
She was the majority share holder of the lumber company that was the biggest employer in town. And even though she let the business run itself for the most part, everyone knew her and was afraid of her. And because everyone knew her, they knew who I was too. I couldnt even go to the grocery store without everyone stopping to stare at me, or laugh at me.
I wouldnt get beaten up by the other guys because they were afraid their parents would get fired from the mill. But they were perfectly happy calling me names like Sissyboy, Fruitcup and worst of all AB, instead of Abby. AB means adult baby, they didnt start calling me that until high school.
At home, you would think Im the girliest girl in the world too. And not a big girl, I mean a little girl. My bedroom looks more like a nursery than teenage girls. I still have My Little Pony paintings on all my walls. I have pink shag carpet and a pink desk with a purple and pink chair and a pink reading light to do my homework.
Other than my desk, which I needed for homework, everything else is meant for a little baby girl. And here lies the other reason mom started treating me so poorly. Ive never been potty trained. I used to be allowed to wear pull-ups, until I was 8 and my pull-up leaked when I was sitting on the couch and mom added a new punishment to my life.
That was the day she changed my bedroom from a girls room into a nursery. She determined that if I couldnt even control when I had to pee. Even in a diaper, than I shouldnt have any control in my life. She took my little girls bed out of the house and replaced it with the crib from the attic. It a pretty big crib and I was small at 8 years old, so still fit in it but I had to curl up a little bit.
She also put in a changing table. She said from now on she, one of my aunts, sisters or nanny would be in charge of changing me. I would never be allowed to use the toilet again, and I would never be allowed to change myself again. This meant I would have to do number twos in it too which to that point I had never done. Aside from the crib, my room also has a big changing table, a rocking horse and a playpen that I spent many hours a week grounded in and of course lots of dollies and girly toys.
You want to know my favorite time of the day? Aside from when Im asleep, it is when I am doing my homework, its the only time, aside from when Im getting a bath that they take the mittens off. Even when Im at school I have to wear mittens. Though my teachers just think I must like wear them, it should have been obvious to them that the straps securing them to my hands was on the outside and there was no way I could take them off myself.
When they put me in the crib, which was usually about 8pm, way before my little sisters would go to sleep, I wasnt allowed to get out of it. Mom would say the only reason I should ever get out of my crib was if it was on fire. But when I was nine years old, I was in bed and I felt really thirsty. So I got out of the crib and ran to my private bathroom for a drink of water. At that exact same moment my mom walked into the room. She was pissed! Two days later she had a custom built crib installed, the side went up and down for me to climb out, but it also had a top that mom would lock at night.
She also found a way to solve my thirst problem. From that day on, I had to drink out of a babys bottle. Just my bottles were a lot bigger than a babys and the little hole in the tip was bigger so I could drink faster. I even had to take it to school with me every day. Mom would pack it in my school lunch, usually along with a couple Gerber baby food jars. I always made a mess trying to eat the baby food in class because of the mittens. So mom always keeps a bib in my care bear backpack. A couple of times she would forget to pack it, probably on purpose, and then I would end up with baby food all over my shirt.
Chapter 2
Anyways, fast forward to this year. It happened on my 18th birthday. I had just started my senior year in high school. I still wore diapers all the time. But despite my small stature, I had still dreamt about being with girls. Though I had yet to discover what an orgasm was, I would end up getting mine in the most surprising way.
So there I was at my birthday party. Like all the ones before it, the same people were there. My mom, my Aunt Katherine, my sisters and two bullys from school that Mom enjoyed inviting to all my parties and one person I didnt yet know.
We just finished eating cake and I was opening up my presents. As usual they were all items intended for a toddler girl. My sister Nancy got me a rattle, for the sixth birthday in a row! Mom got me a new pair of mittens, yeah! Of course I had to thank each one of them and give them a kiss on the cheek.
Then the woman I didnt know walked up to me with a box. Mom introduced her to me as Mistress Susan. She was a voluptuous woman. She stood six feet tall and still wore stiletto high heels. She had at least DDD boobs that looked like they were trying to burst out of the bustier that pushed them up and hugged her hour glass waist. She wore all black and just towered over me. When she was handing her present to me I couldnt help but arch my neck to try and maintain eye contact as her bosoms got in the way.
I couldnt help but feel a new form of nervousness. This has to be a trick I thought to myself. I pulled the pink ribbon and the bow untied from the box (they always let me take the mittens off during my birthday party). When I lifted the lid off I was stunned by what was in it. There was a pink collar and a leash. On the collar it had the name Abby inscribed.
Everyone at the party burst into laughter by the expression on my face. Everyone knew what was happening but me. Like all of my birthdays, the joke was on me. Confused and terrified I looked at mom. Surprise she shouted and laughed! This is your new mommy Susan! She stated.
I believe you owe me the fee we agreed to, to by my little Abby from me. Mother inquired. Oh yes of course! Susan replied, trying not to laugh. She reached into her purse and you know what she pulled out!! Here you go, one dollar, just as we agreed! Susan managed to say between chuckles. I looked back at mom, and asked her Why mom? Why would you do this to me?
Well quite frankly my daughter, Im sick of living with you. You are a pathetic little sissy who shits her diapers. You are 18 now and I no longer want to be responsible for the mess you have become. Besides, despite your being dressed as a little girl all these years, you have yet to even have an orgasm! You are just a prissy little girl and thats all you will ever be! I have agreed to a contract with Susan to sell you to her for one dollar. At least she wont feel as disgusted as we have all been touching that pathetic little weenie of yours!
From this day on you are not my daughter, you are definitely not my son and most of all you are not part of my family. If you so much as step one foot in this town again, unless its under Susans leash, I will whip your ass until it bleeds! Now put on your collar this very instance!
I was dumbstruck. How did this happen? I thought to myself. I must have the worst family in the world!
Go on Abby girl put on your collar for Mommy Susan, Susan Cooed. With shaking hands I picked it up and looked at it. It must snap shut but there didnt appear to be a way to unsnap it. I could tell I would be wearing this indefinitely. With tears pouring down my face I snapped the collar shut around my neck.
Good baby! Susan praised. I was then told it was time for me to go with Mommy Susan and start my new life. My real mom told me that I was only allowed to take one of my dollies. I quickly chose my glowworm which I had slept with all my life.
My sister Nancy quickly stopped me though saying I WANT HIS GLOWWORM MOM! Mother agreed that Nancy could have it which just made me cry even more.
Why was everyone always so mean to me! I cried out loud. Mother was quick to slap me in the face. Just for that outburst you wont be allowed to take any dolls! She screamed back at me. Now go with Mommy Susan and get the hell out of our life!
At that moment leaving seemed like the best idea ever. There was no way I would ever come back to visit any of them, unless it was to write graffiti on their tombstones.
Come along baby girl, you will enjoy your new life with me much better. Susan assured me. We walked out the door and I was surprised to see Susan had a limousine waiting for us. We both got into the back of the car and Susan had me buckle into a large kids car seat. You see I'm so small that even if they treated me like a grown up, state law would still require me to be in a booster seat!
Susan sat next to me as I was balling. Where are we going Suwuwusan? I managed to stutter through my tears.
We are going to my house, were you will live for now on, and dont call me Susan OK sweetie? Call me Mommy.
3
I dont know why but I fell asleep in the car pretty fast after we left my old home. Birthdays had always been a really traumatic experience for me and I was always stressed out and afraid before and during them. In fact my favorite days of the year were the day after my birthday, the day after Halloween and the day after Easter.
You already know about my birthdays; I hated Halloween because mom would make me wear the worst most embarrassing costumes. One year I went as the tooth fairy, another year I was strawberry shortcake. She would start making me trickertreat at 2 in the afternoon, which was so I could go to as many houses as possible!
I dont know how she arranged it, but she managed to get most of the houses on our street to give me embarrassing babies stuff. I also hated Easter because she would dress me up as a little bunny and make me go to at least 2 Easter egg hunts during the weekend. In fact the only day we went to church was Easter. She would make me sit in the front row so everyone could get a good look and a great chuckle at my expense.
Anyways, so I slept in the car the whole five hour drive to my new mommys home. I had no idea where we were going. I had been too scared and tired to ask. Wake up baby girl. My new mommy sweetly called to me. We are home safe and sound.
When I looked around I could tell we were parked in a driveway. Mommy Susan unbuckled me and we got out of the car together hand in hand. This was where I got my second big shock of the day. Mommy Susans house was a real life mansion. My old mommys home was the biggest in our small town but was nothing compared to this place.
It was big and had huge double bay doors at the front the front. It must have had at least 20 rooms inside. There was also a big stone fence around the outside of the huge and well manicured front lawn. I was so shocked I dropped my pacifier from my mouth onto the ground.
I guess you like your new home dont you baby girl said Mommy. Uh huh was all I could muster in reply.
Just then the front door opened and two people walked out. They were both tall women like mommy. One was wearing a French maids outfit and introduced her as Ms Alessandra. She was quick to explain that she was the real maid in a strong Italian accent.
Like my new mommy she was stunning. Her breasts were huge and her top was at least one size too small for them. She has the coolest bright blue eyes Ive ever seen! She caught me off guard when she bent down and gave me a hug and a sweet kiss on the top of my head. Im going to have so much fun with you, she said. I couldnt help but blush and turn a little pink. I was starting to feel like this could be a good thing for me.
The other woman was not quite as boisterous as Ms Alessandra. At first she just gave me a smile and walked straight up to my mommy and gave her a sweet kiss on the lips. Mommy Susan was quick to make an introduction for her. My sweet girl this woman is my partner Athena. We are lovers and have been together for many years. You should call her Aunty Athena to be polite. Hi Aunty Athena, nice to meet you I said and gave her a little curtsy like I was used to doing for strangers.
Athena was a real beauty as well, but not in the same way as the other girls. Whereas Ms Alessandra had been bursting with sweet energy and where my new mommy was just so motherly, Athena came off to me as being more powerful. She just carried herself like a real leader and everywhere she went she must have commanded respect. Welcome home Abby, Athena stated. You are going to love being our daughter and we are going to love having you here.
4
It was about this time that I started to notice my diaper was a little wet. I must have taken a tinkle during the drive. For some reason I found it really difficult to tell these women that I needed a change. I had already spent the past ten years in my hometown being changed by every woman in my family and a few of my mothers friends.
She always loved the embarrassment of letting guests in our home change me. Sometimes she would make me sit on her friends laps and usually forced me to play with my dollies in my living room playpen.
Despite all of these experiences I felt so embarrassed right now. Obviously they expected me to use my diaper but these people were new to me and they intended to by my new family and take care of me.
Fortunately, the conversation quickly turned as my new mommy must have known I was wet. She said Now ladies, I heard our baby girl take a tinkle about an hour ago in the car. Now would be a good time for us to get acquainted. We will all be taking care of Abby we need you to get used to being with us in the most intimate of ways. Do you understand Abby?
I just smiled back and nodded in relief. I had been spared one embarrassment but at the same time it dawned on me that they all intended to take care of me not just Mommy. Without another word my new Mommy scooped me up and carried me on her hip into the house.
As we entered the home I remained amazed by its grandeur. We went straight down the hallway so quick I didnt have much time to take in the rooms we were passing. I barely got a glimpse into what must have been a sitting room near the front door. At the end of the hall towards the back of the house we turned and walked into a very large bedroom. My new mommy was talking all along the way.
Our bedroom and your nursery are both on the first floor. This will make it easier for us to take care of you and since baby girls shouldnt be going up and down the stairs it will be much safer for you too. This room is Mommy and Aunty Athenas bedroom. It has a crib, playpen and changing table in it too. Since sometimes its just easier for you to sleep in the same room as us we thought it would be smart to set the room up this way.
Aunty likes red, black and wood tones so she decorated the room this way. Though your room is more appropriately decorated for a little girl, Athena wanted our room to be more distinguished. We all think that it is great that baby girls like you love pink, but we dont need everything in our life to be pink just for you. That is why your crib, changing table and play pen in our bedroom is not decorated for a baby girl. But make no mistake from now on you are my daughter.
As Mommy finished explaining their bedroom, she set me down on the changing table. I started to get nervous because I knew what was about to happen but had no power nor want to stop it.
As she was about to set me down Athena picked up the base of my birthday dress. Reach for the sky baby, she said and I did so she could pull it up over my head. Mommy then laid me down to change the diaper.
She pulled off the tapes on my disposable and was about to open the front when I got nervous and put my hands over the front.
Its ok baby, we are your family now and we are going to treat you with the love and respect that a good baby deserves. There is no need to be afraid of us. You must learn to depend on us for everything and we will shower you with all the loving care that you need.
Nervously I moved my hands to my sides. Alessandra was quick to hold my hand and comfort me while mommy opened up the front of my diaper. To my surprise none of them seemed to be shocked to see the CB 3000 locked onto my little weenie.
Thats when Mommy said, The poor baby has been locked in this for six years. Not once was she allowed to touch herself or even get hard. On her 12th birthday her old mom, knowing that Abby must be starting to develop male urges, gave it to her for her birthday.
She even let her mean youngest sister lock it on to her. But dont you worry baby because your new Mommy has the key. I promise youre penie will never be locked up again!
Mommy then pulled the key out of her pocket, I hadnt seen it even once since my 12th birthday. She put the key in the hole and unlocked it. Then she took of the locking ring and removed the two halves of the chastity device. As she did so I burst into tears.
They were real monsters to you baby, Aunty Athena said. Dont you worry, for every mean thing they ever did to you we will be twice as loving to you in return. Your save now and can touch your penie whenever you want. We will teach you all the wonders of love and pleasures of the mind body and soul.
I still couldnt stop crying and Mommy scooped me up in her arms and held me tight to her breast. There there, I know what will make my baby feel better, she said as she walked over to a recliner and sat down letting me rest in her lap.
Mommy then surprised me, as my head was resting against her awesome bosom, I felt her reach behind her back and undo the snaps on her bustier. She pulled it free and pulled my head to rest on the soft comfort of her silky breast.
She then guided my mouth to her nipple and told me to have a good suckle. As I began to suckle I quickly began swallowing the tastiest milk in all my life. Athena and Alessandra both sat down on chairs next to Mommy and just admired the beauty of a mother and her child performing the purest of all acts.
After a few minutes I calmed down and stopped crying. Mommys milk was really yummy! I began kneading her breast with my small hands to help the milk flow. Alessandra then shocked me by saying, LOOK, her little penie is getting hard. Its such a cute little penie, Athena interjected.
I hadnt had a grownup hard on in my life and I stopped suckling to look down at myself. So that is what it looks like, I said to myself. Then Alessandra asked, should we help her have her first cummy?
Not yet, my Mommy said, a young girls first orgasm is a very important moment in life, lets make sure it is the perfect moment. I think our baby will need to get some rest before she will be ready for that. Then Athena replied, Just promise to let me know when you are going to do it; I want to be there!
5
The rest of my
first day at my new Mommys home was uneventful. Since they wanted my first cummy to be
special, Mommy left my mittens on and made me promise not to touch myself
without permission. I wasnt sure if I
could keep the promise, given I hadnt actually touched my penie in six
years!
But I really wanted to make my
new family proud of me. A wanted to be
the best baby girl ever! When I had
finished up Mommys milk she asked me if I was still hungry, I said no. Since I was never allowed to eat cake at my
birthday my mean sister made me eat too many Gerber baby food jars during
breakfast.
Despite sleeping so long during the car ride, I felt tired. But I was still excited about my new life. I was already beginning to feel I could trust them, which was a big deal, since I have never had anyone in my life who deserved even a little of my trust.
Mommy stood up
and gently carried me in her arms to the changing table. She laid me down and asked Alessandra if she
would like to diaper me. Alessandra
happily agreed. First she wiped me down
with a couple baby wipes. Im sure I
smelled like I needed a bath, but that could wait for another time.
Then she started massaging lotion into my
skin. She rubbed it all over my botty
and even slid her slimy finger over my button a few times. She next started to rub it into the front of
me. All over my little berries and my
penie.
I felt so excited I cant really describe it I was having a hard time focusing. Thats enough Alessandra, Mommy warned. Alessandra frowned, picked up a bottle of baby powder and started shaking it covering my no no area liberally with the powder.
Mommy then
lifted my legs up so my botty came off the table so Alessandra could slide the
new diaper under me. She then pushed my
penie down and pulled the front up, then taped up the sides. Everyone could see how excited I had become,
but Mommy still insisted that I should get some sleep. It was already 7 pm she said, time for babys
bedtime. Alessandra carried me to my
crib and laid me down in it like an infant.
As I looked up
I could see that my crib had a lid, like my old one; probably for if I was
naughty I thought. Mommy pulled my new
my little pony blanket over me. I was so
happy that my new crib was long enough that I could stretch out and not stick
my feet through the bars. My blanket was
bigger too. My old blanket never covered
my toes unless I scrunched up into a ball.
Athena then gave me a bottle of juice. It had some sleepy medicine and special vitamins in it. Drink it up baby, mommy cooed. It was really tasty. I dont think I finished it before I fell asleep. I just remember looking up at my beautiful new family before I drifted off to sleep.
6
I dont know what
time it was but I woke up when I felt Athena picking me up out of my crib. Athena held me in her arms like an infant and
asked if I was ok. Thats when I started
to remember the nightmare that I was having.
Without thinking I told Athena everything;
When my mom
would leave my sisters to babysit me they would sometimes lock me in the broom
closet. There wasnt a light in it and
there was barely enough room for me to sit down.
The first few times they did it to me I would
cry so much. They would only let me out
when moms car pulled into the driveway.
But after a while I got used to it and stopped crying. This just made them angry. So they started finding new places to lock me
into. They cut a little hole in my toy
chest so I could breath and would put me in there most times. They would also lock me under the sink in my
bathroom.
The worst time
that always gave me nightmares was the time when they pulled the lid of the
storm drain and made me spend a whole day in there. That was the one time that always gave me
nightmares. It was so gross in
there. Nancy even put a tool box on top
of the drain so I couldnt see anything.
But fortunately this time they got caught by my mean mom.
Because she pulled into the driveway they had
no way to sneak me out of my prison. Mom
yelled at them until they showed her where I was. Finally, I was freed. It was the only time I saw my mom really
angry at my sisters. But she didnt
spank them. She just said they wouldnt
get their babysitter money for today.
Afterwards, Mom made me strip down naked in the yard and she hosed me down. I remember I was so cold because it was November but mom insisted that I dont get the smell in the house. She then spanked me for getting dirty and for playing in the sewer and put me to bet without dinner.
Athena could
hardly believe what I said to her. Thats
the worst thing I have ever heard! I
promise some day we will get back at them for being so horrible, she said.
She then asked me if I wanted to sleep in the
bed with the grownups. I coyly mumbled yes
please. Great, maybe you wont have a
nightmare if you sleep between us protecting you. She started walking towards the bed when I
spoke up, glow worm. She half smiled walked back to my crib, picked up my
glow worm and carried it with me to the bed.
She slid me in under the comforter next to my sweet new mommy and then
handed me my glow worm. Then she
followed me in. That is when I noticed
she was naked. The only light in the
room was from the unicorn nightlight by my crib. As she slid toward me I squeezed my glow worm
and it lit up showing her heavenly body moving towards me.
She cuddled me up against her letting me use her arm as a pillow. She then guided my head to her ample breast. I readily accepted. As I started to nurse I was surprised to find that my Aunty had yummy milk too. I felt my penie get a little hard but chose to ignore it. Soon I drifted off to sleep, her right gently patting my back.
7
When I woke up
in the morning, I still had Aunty Athenas nipple securely in my mouth. Without my pacifier it must have been natural
for me to keep it secured between my lips.
Without even thinking I started nursing again.
As I sucked the yummy milk readily flowed
down my throat. I couldnt believe how
sweet it was. But then I started to feel
the urge to pee. I always wanted to pee
after I had a bottle, so I thought nothing of it. What I didnt realize was that I had already
peed too much for the diaper to handle. The
big pink diaper that I was wearing was not as absorbent as I was used to and
they hadnt put any plastic panties on to help hold the pee in.
Without warning
I felt the top of my leg start to get wet.
My eyes went wide with fear. Many
of the worst moments in my life was when my diaper leaked. It was part of my psyche. I was sure they would not want me anymore if
they thought I was going to pee in their bed!!!
I was trying to stay quiet as the tears started welling up. Trying to find a way out of this! But I couldnt control myself. I just started balling. It did not take long for Athena and Mommy to
wake up. Athenas breast was already wet
with my tears. Whats wrong baby Abby? They both couldnt understand why I was
crying and I was crying too hard to tell them.
When Mommy scooted over to hold me she felt that she was lying in my
pee.
Mommy said; Oh
no, dont worry baby. We arent mad at
you. This is our fault. One of us should have checked your diaper
before the grownups went to sleep. You
had so much to drink it was bound to happen.
Athena than added, And we should have gave you a panty and a night time
diaper. Please calm down baby we are not
angry at you, it is the familys responsibility to ensure that the baby stays
dry and comfortable!
We just lay
there for what seemed like half an hour.
Mommy didnt even seem bothered that she was now lying in my pee next to
me. They both comforted me and assured
me that they were not mad and I was still their good little girl.
After a while I started to suckle and cry on
Athenas breast. Mommy explained that
they had a mattress protector already.
Since sometimes they liked to lay in bed and watch movies, they wanted
to make sure that if they spilled a drink it wouldnt get to the mattress. Finally I was starting to feel reassured that
everything was going to be ok. Nobody
had ever been nice to me after I leaked before.
This was a
new, better life I thought to myself. It
felt so good nursing Athenas breasts while feeling Mommys yummy boobies
pressed up against my back. Soon I was
starting to feel really good. My tears
were drying as they held me.
Mommy and Athena continued to explain how wonderful my new life was going to be with them. I could feel my Mommy rubbing my stomach, but then it slowly came to a rest on the front of my diaper. Without even thinking my little penie got rock hard. Mommy rolled it between her fingers through the soaked diaper. I was feeling that strange and exciting sensation again. After about a minute Athena pulled Mommys hand back to my belly, reminding her that we had to wait for Alessandra like we all had promised.
8
Just
as Mommy was about to suggest that they get up and start the day, Alessandra,
without knocking, burst into the room and shouted Good morning everyone! She explained that she had barely slept at
all last night; she was so excited to play with the new baby today.
Seeing that it was only 7 in the morning,
Athena and Mommy tried to act like they were angry at Alessandra for coming
into the room shouting like that. That
is not exactly the best way to wake up a child, Mommy exclaimed.
Alessandra was
feeling real guilty, her usually chipper head hanging down as she
apologized. That just led Athena and
Mommy to burst into laughter.
Were
just kidding, we were already up, Aunty said between chuckles. And just as fast as Alessandra felt sad, she
joined in the laughter. Wow she sure is
full of energy, I thought to myself.
When they finally calmed down, Mommy and Aunty got out of bed and Mommy picked me up and put me on her hip. I dont think Im going to walk very much anymore, I thought to myself with a smile, its not so bad being me.
I think its
time my daughter got a bath, Mommy said.
All three of them then walked into the bathroom. The bathroom, like the rest of the house was
impressive.
As Aunty walked over and
turned on the water to fill the tub I was shocked by the sheer size of it. It was more like a hot tub than a
bathtub. Without even thinking
Alessandra pulled of her top and started to unsnap her bra when Mommy stopped
her. I think this would be a good
moment for Abby to bond with her Mother.
Alessandra and Athena reluctantly agreed, and after an awkward moment
agreed to go start making breakfast.
Its quite
normal for us to take our morning bath together, Mommy explained, but I think
we need to find moments to be together alone, just you and your new
Mommy. I readily agreed; everything had
been happening so fast, it would be nice to slow down and relax with
Mommy.
This was going to be my first
bath with a grownup woman. I had been
hosed off in the yard lots of times by my old mean Mom, but for the most part I
was allowed to take showers by myself growing up.
Mommy stepped
into the Jacuzzi tub with me still on her hip and sat down. When my feet touched the water I half shouted
ouchy! I wasnt used to taking so hot
baths.
Oh Im sorry baby, Mommy is used
to taking hot grownup baths; I forgot that babies dont like the water so
hot. Mommy sat down in the water and
held me up above the waterline while we waited for enough cold water to make
the water cool enough for me.
Mommy
asked, and I stuck my big toe in the water and told her it was perfect. Pleased, Mommy let me settle on her lap, my
head resting against her awesome bosom.
She asked me
if I wanted her to take of my mittens and I told her I usually didnt wear them
when I bathed. She undid wrist straps
pulled them off and lay them on the side of the tub.
I wriggled and stretched my fingers and Mommy held them both in her right hand and admired at how pretty they were. You could be a hand model Abby, she said. As the water came higher up to my neck I could feel her breasts start to float. She turned off the water and just held me for what felt like a lifetime.
As if by
instinct I lifted her right breast barely out of the water and latched on to
the nipple. I could feel my Mommy tense
up and moan a little when I did and her face lit up with a big happy smile. Such a good baby girl you are, she cooed.
As I continued to nurse I felt her right hand
slide under me towards her no no parts.
At first she just rested her hand there, then I started to feel it move
a little, back and forth under my botty.
As continued to suckle, Mommy stared down at me and I could see the most
amazing expression in her face. Her eyes
were glassy eyed and she was lightly biting her lower lip.
Soon she was
beginning to pick up speed, moving her hand back and forth under me. I wasnt sure exactly what she was doing but I
have never seen someone look so satisfied in my life. She paused for one second when the milk
slowed down from her right breast and told me to drink from the left one.
Without hesitation I shifted my weight and pulled the left nipple from the water. I then tried to switch from her right breast to her left as fast as possible. As I latched on and started to suck she let out a loud moan. Not like in pain, but definitely in pleasure. It must feel really good when I kiss her, I thought to myself.
I dont know
why but my penie got really hard again.
I wanted Mommy to touch it again but I was too shy to say anything and
my mouth was full anyways.
As Mommy
continued to move faster, she got louder and louder. She reached her other arm around the back of my
head and pulled my head tight against her breast. She started saying over and over again that I
was a good baby girl and she would take good care of me forever.
Then I felt the weirdest thing. Mommys whole body tensed up at the same time and she let this sort of half cry half squeal escape her breath. She just held me so tight for what felt like a minute and then she relaxed a little. Every time I took a drink her body would shake a little. I couldnt help but smile at the power my little mouth seemed to have over her. She smiled back at me like I had tricked her somehow. Finally, after what felt like an hour, her milk ran dry.
As I laid my
head against Mommys chest, I felt like I might drift back off to sleep. I dont think I had ever felt so happy and
safe in my entire life. It sure as all
hell was better than my birthdays, I half laughed to myself.
Then I heard Mommy shout Alessandra come in
here. The bathroom door slowly swung
open and there she stood. She hadnt
even put her top back on. Her expression
was priceless; she looked like a kid who got caught with their hand in the
cookie jar. But Mistress Susan, how did
you know I was here, she asked.
Mommy just
pointed at the baby monitor and said, Dont you think I noticed you turning it
on right before you walked out of the room?
Im sorry mistress, I'm just so curious and excited to have baby Abby
come into our life. Please dont be
angry.
At that moment it kind of felt like Alessandra was more like Mommy and Athenas daughter. First she had pretended to be the maid when I arrived, and now she was acting like a kid I thought to myself. She is definitely going to be my new best friend.
Though Mommy was using a stern voice, it was obvious to both
Alessandra and me that she wasnt really angry and couldnt blame her for being
curious. Well Athena must have given
you permission anyways, or you would have been helping her cook breakfast like
you were supposed to do.
Alessandra was about to run to the kitchen to help Athena when Mommy stopped her and said, We are both wrinkled up like prunes already anyways. Why dont you get Abby dried, diapered and dressed while I go fix myself up?
Alessandras amazing smile lit up the room as she ran over to the tub and pulled me up out of the water into her arms. She didnt even seem to mind, or maybe didnt realize yet, that she had just got her bra white sports bra all wet.
9
Before Mommy
could stop her, Alessandra foolishly carried me through the other door to the
bathroom into my nursery. Mommy was
saving it as a surprise to give me at nap time but either way it was going to be
a shock for me.
As she flipped on the
light I could barely believe the sight before my eyes. No sissy has ever seen a bedroom like this
before. It was absolutely beautiful. The walls must have been painted by some
master artist. It looked like a panorama
picture of a beautiful highland meadow.
At the base was the most amazing flowers. Then as it went up it captured a gorgeous
forest setting. There were cute little
chipmunks painted into the trees. There
were deer grazing the grass, there were birds of all colors.
The sky was an amazing blue and the sun was
painted to have the jagged rays match the 12 hours of a clock. The sun had a happy face and a little shinny
arm for a nose that told the time. The
texture of the paint made it the scene come to life; it felt like I was in the
most beautiful place. The carpet was
shaggy and looked like Kentucky blue grass with wild flowers.
In one corner
of the room was a toy house that was built into the wall to match the
scene. I could see my new dolls looking
out the windows. My crib was pink and
white and it was custom built to look like a pioneer wagon. My changing table looked like a unicorn but
with flat back in the middle for me to lie on.
There
was a playpen full of toys and to my surprise there was Legos. I had always wanted Legos but never got to
play with them. There was a branch, that
seemed to come from a tree into the room and it held up a porch style swing set
that could easily sit three people.
There was only
one window and a blue shade was drawn over it to match the sky. Alessandra was feeling bad again for messing
up Mommys surprise. Mommy said, Oh
well, you should apologize to Athena for giving up the surprise when she wasnt
with us. Yes Maam, Alessandra
replied.
Mommy walked across the room
and opened the blue double doors on the other side of the room. This was my wardrobe closet. But it could hardly be called a closet. It was almost as big as Mommy and Athenas
room. Mommy walked in and Alessandra
followed her with me on her hip.
The rooms
motif was split in two. The right side
of the room was painted pink and white.
There were rows of shelves. It
was filled with every outfit a little girl would ever dream of.
The bottom two shelves must have had close to one hundred pairs of shoes. They ranged from Mary Janes, to boots, to high heels to flip flops. Most of the shelves were filled with clothes. The majority of them were pink but there were also purple, white, yellow and a few red outfits. The top shelf had lots of hats and even some wigs. In the right corner closest to the door were jackets and formal dresses all hanging up.
The left side of the room was painted blue and white. It was essentially the opposite of the right side of the room. It had all the clothes a small boy would want to wear. There were lots of overalls and so many fire truck and different job related outfits. The top shelf had hats and wigs too.
I couldnt believe it. I had never had a choice before to be a boy or girl. My mean old mom had made me a girl and tortured me for so long. I was such an outcast in my hometown. My new awesome Mommy looked at me and said, Abby, I am so happy to have you as my new daughter. We will all always shower you with love. Whether you choose to be a boy or a girl, or if you someday want to grow up and be a yucky adult, we will accept you for who you are. Athena and I built this room so you could choose for yourself. And if you want, one day you could be a boy, and the next day you can be a girl. It is your right to choose, god made you the way you are and we will always have open arms for you.
I couldnt believe what she just said. Ive never in my life had a choice before. Ive never been accepted by anyone. Ive always been the outcast. I have always been relentlessly tormented by my family, my classmates, and everyone else in town. Now here I stood before my new Mommy and she was giving me the choice to choose my path¦..my way.
Mommy told
Alessandra to set me on the ground. It
was the first time in 18 hours me feet had touched the ground since Mommy
carried me out of my old life and into hers.
They were both waiting and telling me to choose the outfit that best fit
me. Though Mommy said I could always choose, I felt like it was a test.
After looking over the clothes and looking to
Mommy and Alessandra for assurance for what felt like forever, I slowly started
walking towards the pink side of the room.
I reached up to the fourth shelf and pulled a bright yellow sun dress off the shelf. To my delight it had a pink flower embroidered on the front. Then I took a pair of Mary Janes off the second shelf and a pair of cute white socks with pink fuzzy balls attached to them. I held them in my hands, looked up at my Mommy with the most serious look in my life and told her, Im a girl!
