As the bus stopped Michael jumped down the steps. Turn to look at the school bus and his life as he knew it. Quickly turning and walking down the road. As he turns in the long drive way, his pace sped up. For He knew that he was going to be home all alone, it was the last day of school for the summer, and a minimum day as well. His older sister was stayed in town with her friend. Mom was not going to be home until late because of shopping for Kim’s graduation party. Michael seemed to be just like any other boy in 1st grade which he was not in fact he was 8 years old and was going into the 3 grade. Everyone thought he was younger because of his size. He was quite small and under developed. He had a baby soft face slim body. His mom had taken him to the doctor many times looking for help. His soft blond shoulder length hair made people question was he a little boy or girl.
He took the key off from around his neck and opens the door. Once inside he locks the door as him mom had told him too. Soon he was in his room it was a very plain room white walls and small bed in the corner or the room that had flower bed spread on it. He put his books on the desk and started to take off his school clothes his little face all a glow knowing he was home all alone. Standing their next to a pile of clothes just in his underpants, open the door to his closet moving some boards in the back and pulling out a box. Opening the box and pulling out a rumbled up old dress of his sister’s. Laying one thing after another on his bed until the box was empty. Without a hesitation he slides his underpants off, then pulling out a pair of cotton pink with red flowered panties. Pulling them on like he would do every chance he could. Then a soft nylon slip over his head, letting it fall down over his small body. Twisting and smiling with a giggle he looks in the mirror. Turning to the dress he trying to get the wrinkles smoothed out. Giving up, Michael pulls the old party dress over his head and wiggles it down. Twisting and wiggling as he buttons the back of the dress, then ties the sash with a messy bow.
He glances down at his watch “1:30”; thinking mom won’t be home until after 5 so I have time to play in the play house. Setting his new watch to remind him he pulls his hair in to pigtail. One last twist I front of the mirror before going outside.
Michael heads out to his sister old play house it looked dirty and broke down. He undid the lock and opens the door behold a beautiful little room. Everything in its place, dolls sit up around a table with tea cups. Michael slips into himself play tea party with his dolls and changing their clothes tell them how pretty they are. He sits at the table with all his make believe friends, as the time passes by. As he keep played in his own world.
“Bang” as the back screen door closed and his mom steps out. “Michael where are you” as his mom walk down the steps. Michael looks down at his watch OH NO. He tried to be as quiet as he could, so his mom didn’t look in the play house. As he peek out the window he push over one of the chairs, just then as his mom walks over to the play house. She opens the door “who are you what are you doing here”. Then stopping and looking again “Michael what the hell! Why are you dressed like that?” She pulls him out by the arm come here you got some explaining to do young man.
Michael’s mom drags him over to the house pushing through the door. OK what do you have to say for yourself? He hangs his head down his pigtail fall forward.
Look at me, why? He shrugs his shoulders. His mom pushes him to the corner like she use to do. “Well you can stand there until you want to explain yourself” Michael eyes are all red and tears run down his face.
2 hours have gone by, he had heard his mom talk to his sister on the phone; she was staying at a friend’s house tonight. He wiggles as he felt the need to go potty. He turn to his mom can I go potty? Mom: I will think about it, are you going to tell me about all this? Michael cried out “mom I need to go bad!” 30 more minutes past and she came back: and? He screams out I like to girl’s stuff, Can I go now? She grabs him by his arm and pulls him down the hall as he turns into the bathroom he can hold it any longer and he pees himself. Mother: oh my god you are a baby aren’t you, can even make it to the bath room can you? I bet you think this is funny? She pulled his dress up showing his wet panties. Really are this you sister old ones too. She throws down a towel to clean up the pee. “What am I going to do with you?” Michael stood there ashamed looking down as the pee dribbled down his legs. His mother tells him, “What a baby he was”. She stops and looks at him “I know just the thing, you are to stand on that towel until I get back understand” he shakes his head up and down.
Chapter 2
The door to the bathroom opens, his mom now out of her work clothes and wearing an apron. “Ok let get that wet clothes off of you” she turned to bath tub, turning the water on. She picks him up and forces him in the water like he was a baby. Grabbing a wash cloth she starts washing him. He was embarrassed as she cleaned him like she did when he was younger. Pulling his arm up and washing every bit of his body. Soon she sat back on the toilet seat tired from washing Michael. “I'm done you can play in the water some, if you want baby”. Michael was not sure what to do or say, so he just sat there. After a while his mom reaches in and pulls him out, quickly wrapping a towel around him and picking him up. She took him pass his room and down the hall to the old nursery. Mom has never cleaned it out since her sister would use it when she came with her baby. Michael starts to say, “Mother”. Now now little one it will be just fine since you like playing dressup and you act like a baby.
This will do just fine. Laying him down on the changing table his feet hung over the end. She opens the drawer below and pulls out an old yellowed cloth diaper and pair of cartoon plastic pants. She uncovers him and lifts his bottom up so to slide the diaper under Michael starts to say something; she slaps his face “no I don’t want to hear anything from you”. Pinning the sides, she reached for the plastic pants. They were a little small but she got them on him. She lifted him up and placed him in the crib, pulling the sides up. “Just a second I will find you a top” she looked through the entire dresser drawers nothing that would fit him. She left the room and came back with an old cotton tee. Pulling it over his head and then she gathers it between his legs and pinning it. “Now let see don’t you look pretty” as she started to tease him. “I will get you a bottle so you can go nite nite like a good baby” she says all this with a straight face. Michael just curled up on his side looking out the bars of his new bed.
His mother came back with a bottle. She rolls Michael on his back and pushes the nipple up to his mouth. He would not let her put it his mouth. She then pinched his nose making him opens to speak she pushes it in. “ok baby drink it all” Michael soon was sucking on the bottle as his mother held it “that my baby girl” he eye open wide thinking she say baby girl? Before long he had drank it all down she pulls it away you could hear the air sucking back into the bottle. She then slide socks over his hand and pulled them up. With yarn and needle she threaded the yarn through the socks one by one. She set Michael up and slides the socks over his hands, feeding the yarn through the sleeves of the tee shirt tying the yarn together. “There we are now baby can’t scratch herself”. She then turns to a pacifier, she push it to Michael’s mouth. He refuses to open his mouth and shakes his head no. his mom grabs his nose and pinches. Michael held his breath as soon as he couldn’t any more his mouth open and his mom push the pacifier in. she then pull the ribbon around the back of his head and hooks it back to the pacifier. Michael sat there total humiliated as his mom moved a full length mirror next to his crib. “Look we have a newborn baby girl” she went on how her son was now a newborn baby girl. He sat and looked in the mirror part of him ashamed that he was in a crib and wearing a diaper and part loving every minute. He rolled onto his back and lay their looking at the Winnie the pooh mobile, as his mom wound it up. As she closed the door she could her Michael sucking hard oh his pacifier. He thought how cool it was that mom treated him this way but he was sure tomorrow would bring back the old him.
Newborn Baby girl’s new morning
The sun beamed into the nursery, Michael rolled over and realized it wasn’t a dream. He rubbed his eyes with his sock cover hands and started to suck on his binky once again. He felt the pressure of needing to go the bathroom BAD. He tried to talk but with the binky in his mouth it just came out garbled. The pressure keep pushing he want his mommy. So he started to climb out of the crib, as he hit the ground. Michael’s mother walks in; hold on little one who said you could get out.
She drop the side and put him back in. she then loosen his binky “here you are I have a warm bottle for my baby girl” Michael cries; no no I need to pee mommy. She looks at him “well baby then pee you have a diaper on, no need for my baby girl to get up yet it a weekend and you know how you like to sleep in” she pushes the nipple in his mouth. Warm stuff tasted funny kind of sweet. As he sucks some the warm formula hit his belly and he quiver as some as he pee slips out of him. He tries hard to stop but he can’t as he floods his diaper. not even this stop him from his bottle he was so hungry not having anything but a bottle last night he sucks his morning one down. Once it was go he cried out for his mommy. Before long she came “what’s wrong baby girl you still hungry”? she reach over the side of the crib you could tell that he had a wet diaper. Michael started to talk; mom I'm wet” about then she slapped his face “you know babies can’t talk that way. So I don’t want you too, for now on you will only say one word at a time or I will spank you bare bottom for every extra word. Understand”. He shakes his head. She leaves the room Michael squirms around his wet diaper sticking to him. he so wanting his mommy to change him as he lay looking out of the crib. Before long his belly hurt and rumbled. He felt pressure on is bottom. Thinking it was just gas he farted but it wasn’t a fart that came out his bottom. Horrified that he just pooped his diaper but not able to stop he rolls over on his belly and finishes pooping. Now he lays there with a wet smelly poop between his legs. He roll back over and lay on his back looking at his Winnie the pooh mobile just above his head. Thinking how it felt to be a baby that he didn’t have anything to do but play eat , sleep, mess and mommy has to clean that up too.
He stopped playing when he heard his sister. Kim and his mom where talking. Then the door open up and Kim walked in took one look and laugh at Michael. “Oh My GOD look at you Michael mom was right you make a far better baby girl than you ever make ad a boy”. Just them mom walked in the room. Kim; mom I think the baby needs changing. She doesn’t smell very nice” with a snicker in her voice. Mom walks over to Michael “oh did my baby girl have a stinky one”? She dropped the side and pull Michael up lifting him onto the changing table. Kim; oh my mom really are you going to change him? Mom; yes dear for now on Michelle will need full time care. Michael eye open wide as he hear Michelle. His mom undid the pins at the crotch, then pulled the plastic pants off. Mom; oh my you had a very poopy wet one didn’t you dear. As she undid the last pin and opens the sticky diaper. Mom; Kim can you get me some hot water and a wash cloth please. Kim ran to the bath room and was back in a flash. Mom proceeded to wipe all the poo from Michelle bottom and private areas. “Oh look like me may have a start of a rash” as Michelle’s mom wipe some white stuff all over Michelle’s bottom. Kim walks back in with a bag she got before coming home “I hope I got the right ones”. She pulled out a bag of disposable diaper. Tearing open the bag and pulling out a pink flower diaper. “Here we go, look how pretty and girly the diaper is” Kim laughing as she handed it over to her mom. Michelle’s mom slipped it under the baby’s bottom, pulls the big tapes and fastened it on. Kim handed over ruffle diaper cover, mom pull Michelle legs up and slides it over then up over the diaper. Kim handed a jumper with Winnie the pooh on the front of the bib. Before long the new baby girl was born. Kim turns to her mom; how long are you going to make him wear all this? Michelle’s mom turns to Kim; well you little brother wants to be a girl so I'm just helping her become one. She needs to start for the beginning. To understand all there is to being a girl. She pulls Michelle off the table and stood her on the floor. With the extra thick diaper push her legs apart. Mom takes her by the hand and leads her out of the nursery; she sucking on her binky. Kim follows them both out, giggling as she sees Michelle waddle.
They all go into the kitchen were an old steel high chair stood at the counter. Mom lifts Michelle up and put her in chair hooking the straps around her waist, and then pushing her up. She places a bowl with a suction bottom down on the counter filled with cheerios, and bottle of formula. Michelle hand quickly grabs some cheerios and ate them one after another. She then took the bottle and started sucking on it holding it in one hand and twisting her hair with the other. Michelle eyes looked around the kitchen see mom opening a baby food jar. Mother hand it to Kim; can you feed your baby sister please. Kim walks over and pulls the bottle out, spank sound as the nipple pull away from Michelle lips. Kim took a rubber coated spoon and took some prunes and pushes it in Michelle’s lips “here we go sissy eat it all up yummy”
Mother came over after Kim was done feeding Michelle. She lifted her out of the chair and walked her into the family room, where she had set up some old crib sides up to make a playpen. “Here we go Michelle your new play area” as she lift Michelle over the side. “For now on you this will be your life since you want to play girl and you wet yourself like a baby you should find this just fine. Understand? She bent over and handed Michelle her pacifier. As she played with Betties one of her doll from the play house she feel the need to pee think no big deal mom will change me she stood still and then a quiver came over her as she peed her diaper. Michelle mommy looked over and saw this,” I see my baby girl understands. Did you wet your diaper Michelle? Michelle shook her head to yes. “Well I will change you in a bit Hun” her mom walked out of the room leaving Michelle to play with Betties. Michelle didn’t mind the wet diaper she just keeps on playing. Before long she was tried so she lay down and sucked on her pacifier, falling asleep.
She felt someone hand on her “come on sleep head, time change that wet diaper” mom reach in and pull Michelle up into her arms. “Oh my I think we had another poopy one too” letting her down, Michelle waddle down the hall because of the heavy wet, poopy diaper. After mom got her baby changed she put her in her crib. “Here you go” as she handed a bottle to her and open the shades so she could look out. Michelle looked outside seeing a van pull up in front of the house. Beep Beep as the van blows his horn. Michelle’s mom “baby your stroller is here”. She left the nursery and headed to the front door. The truck driver opens the van door, pulling the funny looking wheelchair to the lift, lowering it down. There it was like a big stroller. It was the biggest stroller Michelle had ever seen. Mom sign the man’s papers and she push it to the house. Michelle looked out the window (oh was mom going to taking me out as a baby girl too) think some people would talk. Then look around, it would be ok mommy love me. Laid back down and drank her bottle looking up at the pooh mobile as she twist her hair.
Mom pushed the new stroller into the nursery. “Well what does baby think; I got my aunt Jane to write an Rx for a special need wheel chair. I told her about you and how you have regressed back to being a baby she can wait to visit with her baby girl so you two can play”. She when on “i picked the one that look the most like a baby stroller. Now I can take you out and show of what a big baby girl I have now”. Michelle looked at her with horror thought the bars of her new life. Mom goes on to say “its ok I'm going to tell everyone that you are mentally retarted, Which is not far from the truth is it” she continues to pat Michelle diapered bottom. Michelle’s mom pushed the stroller over in the corner and walked out. Michelle sat up in her crib and look through the bars at the stroller. It was biggest one she ever seen it had four wheels in the front and two in back, a cover over the top. The seat tilted back so you laid in more than you would sit up, their where straps that buckle you in.
Michelle laid her head against the bars of the crib her mind raced as it all seems to be a dream. Would she wake up or would this be her new life. Without knowing she quivered a little as she wet her diaper one more time. She just realized that she wet it without even trying. Maybe it is better since I can’t be a big girl at least I can be a baby girl that mommy loves. She reaches over and grabbing her teddy and hugs it and roll over and puts her binky in her mouth and twist her and hair, drifting off to sleep.
“Michelle” Kim yelled. “come on. mother said it time for dinner and you are like sleeping the whole day”. She reaches over and touched Michelle “yuck MOM Michelle WET THE BED”. Michelle rolled over and sat up her diaper squished as she did the fount or her nightie was wet from the belly down. She look up at her sister in shame not sure what to say and surprised that she did it without knowing. Mother walk in the room “Kim it’s no big deal she is a baby and all babies do that just clean her up and dress her for dinner”. Kim looks at her Quote sister “you think I'm here just to be your maid wait until I tell everyone about you be a baby girl”. Michelle teared up and started to whimper. Kim drops the sides of the crib and pulled Michelle out with a jerk. She stood her on the floor then pull the nighty over her head. The wet diaper hung low Michelle spread he legs so not to have them fall off. Kim undid the tapes as it fell to the floor, “yuck as she picks it up and put it in the trash pail. Michelle stood there naked Kim when on about what a baby she was and everyone would know. Mother yelled back to the room “why it Michelle crying”? Kim yelled back no reason just that she is a baby!” Kim helped Michelle up on the changing table and then looked for a diaper, she pulls one out. She pushed the back of the diaper under Michelle then pulling the tapes to the front fixing them tight. Turning to see what else was in there. Oh my look what I found. Michelle looks over to see her pull out a baby dress and matching diaper cover. Let see I bet I can make it fit you laughing. Pulling the cover over the pink diaper she helps Michelle off the table. Pulling the dress over the time it was tight but she got it on her. She then walks her over to the chair SIT while I get you socks and shoes. After she put on some little girl socks she looks for some shoes. “Will I guess we don’t have any, let me do you hair and we can go eat”
Kim held Michelle hand as they walked down the hall. Michelle looks down at the ground in shame. Kim annoyed with having to do take care of Michelle push her at her mom. “Here she is” mom picked up Michelle and set her in the high chair mom had repainted pink this the morning and re did the buckles. Mom quickly hooks the buckles, and then push her up to the counter. She then she sets some yucky looking food in front of her and a tippy cup. “Now don’t spill it or else” mom and Kim sat at the table and talked about Kim going off to college. Michelle looked at the yuck and pick up the baby spoon it was hard to use because it curved back on to itself. She tried. Putting the first spoon full in her mouth she spit it back and made a face. It drop off he chin and on to her dress she grab her tippy cup and take a drink it dribbled down her chin too. Mom and her sister keep on eating and talking. Michelle was so hungry she tried the food again. She gaged as it got in her mouth but she tried any way to eat it. Mom looks over at her and sees she had made a mess on her dress and counter. OH MY GOD you can’t even feed yourself. She gets up and gets a dish cloth and wipes her face and counter. Ok I guess I will have to feed you myself it must be way too much for you to act a little over then a 1 year old. Kim got up and put the dishes in the dish washer. “Mom I'm going out ok?” “OK don’t be too late” mom turned the high chair and took another spoon and loaded up “here we go yummy” as she bussed it to Michelle mouth. Michelle opens like a hungry a baby bird not think how bad it was. She gaged and spit it back, her mom using the spoon scooped it off the chin and feed it back to her. Her mom keeps on feeding her until it was gone. Mom goes “I see we need to get some big bibs don’t we” as she cleans up Michelle and her place where she ate. “Will tomorrow is going to be a big day for my baby” as she smiled at her baby, lifts her out of the high chair and setting her on the floor.
more to come
