When i was growing up my family moved around alot so i never stayed in the one school for more than a few years.So i never really had any long time friends and didn't ever fit in.I remember being a shy young boy that tried to go unnoticed most of the time.
My family had just settled into a new home just after my 8th birthday and i had been at a new school for about four months and i only had made one friend since i had started.My schoolwork was going pretty well but i wasn't doing very well in the social department.
There was a special assembly in the main hall and we were all sitting on the floor listening to whatever the teachers and staff were saying.While i was sitting there i started to feel the need to go to the toilet.After thirty minutes of trying to hold it in and being to scared and shy to ask to get up and go to the toilet i was busting.
And then i suddenly couldn't hold on anymore and wet my shorts right through.I tried to cover it up but my shorts were soaked.The boy that was sitting next to me looked at me then reached down and felt my wet shorts.I was so embarrassed and felt like crawling up into a little ball.
The boy yelled out to the teacher that i had wet myself and everyone looked at me.Now the teacher walked over and checked my shorts then stood me up and walked me out of the hall infront of everyone with my wet shorts on full display.
The teacher took me to the sick room and made me strip out of my wet shorts and underwear.She gave me a towel to clean myself up with while she went through what spare clothes that they had there for me to wear.They had a spare pair of shorts in my size but they didn't have any underwear that would fit me.I remember her smiling at me and saying "Sorry but i couldn't find any boys underpants for you but i found a pair of girls panties that will fit you so you will have to wear them.It's ok sweety no one will ever see or know."
I had already suffered the most embarrassing event of my young life and now i had to wear girls panties.Feeling defeated already i didn't even offer any resistance and i put on the panties and the shorts and was then allowed to go back for the end of the assembly.Up until then i had never considered wear any girls clothes but when i pulled on those panties they felt so,so good.The panties where white with lots of little yellow flowers all over them,and they had yellow lace around the legs and waist with a cute yellow ribbon at the front.
My teacher wrote my parents a note and told me that i should get the borrowed clothes washed and returned as soon as i could.Mum was understanding and tried to make me feel better but my dad wasn't happy at all.Dad teased me for a week because i had wet myself and then i had to wear girls panties.I put on a big show about how being teased and humiliated was upsetting me and that i wouldn't ever let it happen again but secretly i was actually enjoying it all.I was too young to understand why but for some reason being embarrassed and humiliated felt really good.
I kept the borrowed panties and shorts for two weeks before i made up the courage to return them.My teacher had been asking for the last week to return them and i kept saying that i forgot them again.When i finally did return them i gave them to her in class so everyone could see and i made sure that everyone could see the panties.It felt so good walking up to the teacher to give her the panties and shorts.
Chatper two: Getting older and more discoveries
As i kept growing and discovering new things i started to enjoy being humiliated more and more.The thought of wearing girls clothes and especially underwear began to appeal to me alot more and i started thinking about how to get myself some panties to wear.And the thought of getting forced to dress up in girls panties and girls clothes and then taken out in public really started to make me feel good in a way that was different to how i had ever felt before.
By the time i was sixteen i had worn seven of my bigger sisters dresses,i had worn most of her panties and tried on a few of her bras.Wearing her clothes was always really nice and i had managed to not get caught fully dressed up although mum had found a few pairs of panties in my drawers.Mum never said anything to me about them she would just put them in the was and then put them in my sisters pile of clean clothes.
Wetting myself hadn't appealed to me and i never thought about it like i had thought about wearing girls clothes.One afternoon i had beaten everyone else home so i quickly went to my sister's room and picked out a nice pair of light pink cotton panties.I raced to my room and removed my boys underwear and quickly put on the nice cotton panties and then pulled my jeans back on to wear for the rest of the evening.That night my parents had organised to have tea at a friends house and we had to tag along.I wasn't expecting that and because my parents were in a rush i didn't have time to change back into my boys underwear.
That was the first time that i had worn girls panties outside of my house since i had wet myself when i was eight.Wearing panties at someone elses house was awesome,even if they were hidden under my jeans.They had a four year old girl and she was really behaved until she was made to get ready for bed.Her mother had to chase her all around the house and she wasn't happy about it.She kept saying to the little girl "If you don't be good and stop misbehaving that she would make her say good night to everyone without her pj bottoms on"Hearing her say that and watching her chase the girl was making me feel really,really good.She eventually caught her and dragged her off to her room to get changed for bed.When they came out to say goodnight the little girl didn't have pj bottoms on and she was wearing a toddlers sized nappy that looked just as cute as the little babies nappies.
Suddenly i imagined myself being made to wear a cute girls nappy and then being taken out in public so everyone could see.I was sitting in the lounge room and i started imagining the lady grabbing me and taking my jeans off right there in front of everyone then taking me into her daughters room and putting a nappy on me before sending me back out for everyone to see me in my cute pink panties and a cute toddlers nappy.
It was then that i started to masturbate and when i did i always thought about wearing girls nappies and cute girls clothes.My fantasies started to get more and more wild,and i started to think of new ways to get humiliated and ways that i could get girls clothes and get put into girls clothes and nappies.
Chapter three: Getting my own place and beginning to see how far i could go.
After finishing high school i managed to get myself an apprenticeship straight away and within six months i had enough money to move into my own house.I was doing well for myself and i had settled into my own place nicely.When i left home i managed to score a few pairs of my sisters panties and i was wearing them most of the time and had even started to wear them most of the time that i went out to the shops or out on the town.I started to dare myself to wear panties and i started to think about daring myself to do other things that would embarrass myself and how i would go about doing that.
Not long after i turned eighteen i got my full drivers license and bought myself a good reliable car.I didn't really want to go shopping for girls clothes and nappies in my own town where people that i knew might see me or catch me out,but now that i had my own car i could travel to another town and didn't have to worry about how embarrassed or humiliated i was because i wouldn't know anyone.Over the next three months i made a list of dares to do and a list of things to buy and wear.
The list looked just like this:
I dare myself to (1) Go into a girls shop and get the assistant to help me get panties and bras to fit me.To get a dress and a skirt and top that fits me.I will wear the panties,bra and to top when i leave.
I dare myself to (2) Go into a babies are us shop and ask the assistant for help getting girls nappies that will fit me,I must ask the assistant how to put nappies on properly.
I dare myself to (3) Wear a nappy and go to a girls shop and get the assistant to help me get a cute nightie and some cute pajama's.I must make sure that the assistant sees my nappy.
