- I have to go on at least 3 long runs per week, outside (along the east river in NYC)
- Under my normal workout clothes, I need to be diapered with some form of panties covering
- I need some kind of toy in me (vibrator/plug/dildo)
I started with the easiest options I had, a single disposable under a discrete thong, and a little 4" jelly plug, and while it was virtually unnoticeable, I was so self-conscious, thrilled, humiliated, and loving it the entire time. I've since been pushing it a little more on each run, trying different combinations of clothes and toys, and forcing myself to do little embarrassing things along the way. Last night was probably the furthest I've taken it. I wore a double disposable diaper with pink tie-side bikini bottoms, and an 11" jelly vibrator in. Well mostly in. It doesn't fit all the way, so pokes out a few inches. This was under white running shorts, and then a regular shirt, but halfway through the run, I made myself pull the ties over the edge of the shorts, so I had two pink bows and dangly strings coming out at the hips. That was probably more than I ever thought I would do in public, but even so, I'm craving pushing this further.
So I'll keep posting updates on all the little things I try, but if anyone wants to make me do something as part of it, I'm totally at your will. I love manipulating games and punishments so can't wait to have some fun with everyone!
I don't have all that many sissy baby things, but there are the options:
Diapers:
Disposables (Always max absorbancy)
Panties:
2 lacey pink thongs

1 tie-side bikini bottom (and padded top I should add)

A medium vibrating plug

A very large vibrator thats just too big and uncomfortable to run with ive found

And an even longer jelly plug, but because its soft and flexible it isnt as painful. but still not great

So excited for the next one!






























