I have just found my new self. She has been hiding inside of me forever and been fighting to come out of her shell and show the world who she is. It all started when I was 14 years old and when people would call me ms or ma'am. I even recently found out when I was younger ppl thought I was a young girl, now I don't know if my parents hoping I was a girl help or not, but they did want me to be a girl. But anyway, since the time of me being 14 and the days growing I have felt more feminine. Starting with simple colors evolving into interest of shopping, dresses, makeup and shoes. Then the trope of it all began just last year when I started getting turned on by men and found myself attracted to them. Now my attraction to having sex with women has begun to decline. Only one thing came to my mind from all this and that my true self inside of me is fighting for control.