I am so, so sorry to say that I am unwell and have been for a long time now, I have been battling against mostly depression which has been the main cause of my becoming ill.
Other things have added to my illness, a very swollen tendon above my left knee cap to the left side of my knee has been causing me very agonizing pain in both sitting and standing for long lengths of time.
Small good news on the condition of my knee, I am on better and stronger pain killers that have been bringing the pain down in my knee, its about the only best news I can give to you.
Over the past few months I have been feeling tired and weak to the point I can not hardly do anything and I need to rest, there is like a loss of energy no matter what I do to put some energy back into my bodily systems.
And now only very recently I have found out I have bowel problems and though this is not as yet serious, it could get serious. I am as I type this message to you all, in the process of making appointments to see my Dr see a nurse get as much of a full medical as possible to find out what is wrong with me and hope something can be done to help me get better again.
I sure as much miss being here, in part my illness has effected me creatively, hence the lack of any stories from me now in a while, I would like and I really could do with please, please so much get well wishes and support for my efforts to ensure a full recovery.
I may not be here at sissykiss for a long time, I am not leaving, I will never do that. Right now though, I can not post stories or anything else here, I am just not in all sincerity well enough to do so.
I am lucky to be at this very moment, be well and have the energy to pass this message onto you all. I miss you so, so much and I am going to sincerely with all of my baby heart and soul, miss you all that much more.
I need to get well, I need to get back some of my strength and I seriously do not know how long that is going to take me, it could be months. Your support and get well messages for me here will really and truly help me, so please leave them here for me.
For those that do not even know me here, please send me a get well message all the same, it not need be long, I am not asking you to take up too much of your time.
If my conditions do not improve, it will mean I will have to go into hospital, as much as I do not like or wish that aspect, I will go into hospital as I know my health is important to me, I hope you all agree too?
Much love, hugs and kisses to you all and thank you.
PS. I am so, so truly sorry that I am so unwell, I have other problems too, but right now my very health issues are of more concern, I am so sorry I had to tell you all, I love you all so much I needed to let you all know and I know that no likes to hear any kind of bad or sad news.