As we began chatting, we figured out that we had alot in common, as far as interests, fetishes, etc. We agreed on nearly everything we talked about. At the end of the chat, he told me to imagine myself in whatever outfit I wanted. I agreed, and he asked if I would be willing to experiment, just to make sure. I agreed, thinking, what could it hurt?
He played it so well, I just melted in his arms. Everything he said hit me so hard. He was in control, and I could not stop it. I gave in to everything he said. I pleasured myself, just as he commanded me to...and then I went to bed.
I didn't think much of it at first, but now I am wondering what it means exactly? I know I am not attracted to men. I just wonder why I can't stop thinking about that night...I have tried numerous times to catch him in chatting once again, but I have failed.
Can anyone offer insight?