I was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome when I was 5 years old. Asperger's, or AS, is a high functioning autism that eviscerates general social/motor skills and heightens intellectual and creative capabilities. It's like if you were the smartest person alive in your area, but couldn't get the appropriate recognition you deserve because you had a difficult time telling and displaying or sharing your advancements.
It also usually entails of possessing limited interests. These can consist of things from hobbies to kinky idiosyncracies. Being babied, feminized, or a furry are common forms of interest to us Aspies as we are called. They're more of a form of security and comfort than for sexual satisfaction and are usually used as a release or escape from the pressures and stress of the real world and all the strife that we face from it.
Another symptom is having difficulty communicating with your own age group and having maturity either drained or overendowed, usually leaning more towards a younger or older persona. If you don't know, i tend to be more the former with an elevated vocabulary.
If anyone has the same or a similar condition, or has love and support to give concerning this issue, please reply because if this obsession is causing my depression, this will help immensely. i'll appreciate all comments and responses ^_^
Hugs and kisses from Kawaii Pi! (Aura)