my name is Josh King, but my preferred persona is a 1 and 1/2 year old sissy girl named Jessica Pi Kawaiuke. i still live with my parents `cause every 2 years since i was 3, my glasses prescription changes making vision thru them very difficult if not impossible until the insurance can cover the cost for my lenses, and since the insurance doesn't start covering until late May, i'm stuck with my useless glasses until that time comes, causing me to fall behind in school every 2 years. i already started school late and i ended up failing the 9th grade 2 years ago and my vision is getting worse everyday until i can get them replaced. Also, i'm in an advanced Japanese Language and Culture course for my current Junior year, and with my eyesight failing more and more as time progresses, i've missed and bombed two projects too many. i'm actually having to use my Nintendo DSi to use the internet because my mom took my computer and phone for falling behind; i'm the only one in the house who has to wear glasses so they have no way to empathize or level with me on the subject.
As i said, i'm a high school Junior, i'm 18 years old, and i'm a local pariah in my school for who i am. about a year ago, i got into a fight with my former BFF and he, being the only one who knew at the time about my secret kinks and desires, spread the word and it sped through the halls of my school like hot gossip. now i have nothing to hide from my classmates anymore because they all know it against will.
i've been a member for a while now, but i was too nervous to be truly active. i've also been very depressed for about a week now, and am hoping that some positive feedback could help to pacify my mood.
i also have a high functioning autism called Asperger's Syndrome so i may tend to act slightly awkward, but know that i am trying. let me know if u wanna know any more ^^
Hugs and kisses from Kawaii Pi! (Aura)
