The reality of understanding is what that next level might be in terms of living of happy life. I am a sissy, but more than that I am an adult little girl & an adult baby girl, both equally as relevant as the other.
For many years now my only real need has been to exist as a little girl on a full time basis, live it utterly 24/7 or at least as much as society will allow. I have had the chance of it, to live as a baby girl 24/7, lots of nappies, dresses, dollies etc, let go of the adult world completely and spend my life as a 2 year old girl. I wanted it, I needed it, but alas that life was just too far away being over shadowed by that dreaded real life and all it's commitments.
And whilst that chance has gone, at least for now (I hope one day it will still happen), my thoughts and energy have been fuelled by other chances and what it would really mean to live as a little girl.
I know there are some who do live it, some who have taken that step into a world they have wanted to live in for as a long as they can remember and that gives me hope because I it's the life I need.
So for now I am working towards that dream, have my own little girl bedroom with all the trappings and spend every day as the little girl I inside.
Does anyone else live the dream or want to live the dream?