You can call me "Cherish." Why not?
I won't pretend to say that I in particular have always had an "inner baby girl" waiting to burst out like some bad case of precocious puberty. However, from a very early age, I do recall being both fascinated and "turned on" by girly things: dresses, crossdressing, feminity in general. For a while during my youth, I had this odd fascination with diapers. In hindsight, I think it's rather disgusting--as I don't like the bodily functions that typically come WITH diaper-wearing.
As I've become older (and spent godawful amounts of time on the Internet), I've grown more attracted to masculine qualities while not letting go of my affinity for the feminine image. I would describe myself as absolutely asexual in real life, but in fantasy I dream of bisexual, homosexual, and emasculating scenarios.
After spending a great deal of time on Second Life, I've reached a point where I envision myself in the submissive feminine sexual role. I'm intrigued by femmeboy art, turned on by transexuals, and have a supremely unhealthy obsession with Disney Princesses. I've cross dressed in real life, and I used to have an undeniably frilly assortment of undergarments.
Why am I laying all of this out here before you girls? Because, I suppose, I long for an outlet, as we all do. So, do forgive me for indulging in a little fantasy.
Okay...maybe a LOT of fantasy.