I was potty trained and clean from a very young age. I felt I missed out on wetting my underpants experiences in young life, but really wanted it to happen sometimes.
When someone had an accident in their pants at school, I really wished I was that wittle boy (or even better, the girlie who weed and pood her knickers!) but I would have faked it as an accident, just for the experience in front of the whole class! How naughty! But I knew I would have been punished for this when I got home, so always thought better of it (although I was tempted many times)
Did anyone have the humiliation of this happening to them at secondary school (or high school, if youre in the U.S.)?
Well I finally got to wet myself again when I was 14 and on my own one day. It took a while for it to happen, as I felt shame and guilt knowing what I was about to do was accidentally on purpose so to speak! Then it happened! At last! I still remember feeling that first little warm trickle of wee wee going into my underpants - what a feeling of mixed emotions! I kept peeing until I could go no more. I felt such a naughty little boy!
A year passed (as did many pairs of wet pants!) I started to discover my feminine side and wished I was a girl, and I still do now.
I found boys company boring, and being at an all boys school, well you can imagine.
But I still couldnt make myself poo in my pants, although I really wanted to. I must have been 18 when this happened, after many attempts!!
Now Im older and when Im alone, I can often have my accidents, but now I wear pink frilly knickers, along with my lovely girlie-girlie outfits. I just wished I had a mommy to clean me up afterwards and put me in a diaper)!
I really should have been a wittle girl, shouldnt I ?!
I think a psychologist would have a field day reading this, he-he!!