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Myself and my troubles
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I am a new sissy for this site. I am Sissymissmiss and I am an on/off sissy. I engage in this as a fetish I have dressed as a doll a princess, maid, hooker, bunny girl 2 times, sailor scout 3 times mistress and a trophy wife, my next goal is I decided to do is to become a Ballerina :). This fetish is very arousing for me

But lately I have been getting rid of all my stuff because I want to find a girlfriend who not only will accept me and this fetish but knows I am a man and will treat her like a lady and treat me like a man. I am scared of this because I dont think I will find a girlfriend irl and get married and have a son. I am very conflicted because I don't know what to do.
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Daisy Ditz
Well I used to have the same problem. I eventually accepted I was a sissy and gave up trying to be a man.

I met up with my ex and told her who I really was. Long story short, we got back together and she's helped transform me. ūüėä

She doesn't treat me like a man, because I'm not one. And we don't plan on having kids(have you ever met a kid? They're terrible). 

But I did find an accepting girlfriend and we've been together for over 4 years and counting.  Be honest about yourself to yourself and tell others you trust. You'll be surprised who will accept you.
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Sissymissmiss
@ Daisy Ditz
  well congrats to you and your girlfriend I hope you have a beautiful future together I'm just uncertain that I would find someone like that ever.
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Baby Butch
Many of us might share the same dilemma or feelings. Do what is most important to you in life. Perhaps you can do both like many have done. Some are full time sissies and babies while others fit this in with their regular life style. Best wishes Baby Butch
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Sissymissmiss
@ Baby Butch
  if I could I would but I just don't know what the future holds or if I would find a woman (soulmate) who would accept this
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cairo
many of us face this very problem.  I certainly did.  I have been a cross dresser as long as I can remember.  I used to love going through Mom's underwear drawer.  Later, I purchased lots of baby dolls, peignoirs, sheer nylon panties  You know the sort of things.  then I would meet a new girl friend, and go thru a purge dumping my assortment and be a REAL MAN for a time.  but eventually, usually when the relationship ended, I would fall back into it, buy new stuff and the cycle would repeat.  Over time, the styles I so loved, changed.  No longer could you find sheer double chiffon baby dolls. bustiers were no longer in fashion,  Bras? well, in big boy sizes a "training bra" in my size was impossible  (I never went in for falsies, I just liked the FEEL of a bra under my shirt).  
Anyway,  I ended up getting married, raised a son, when he grew older my wife and I split up.  I ended up living alone, rural, and retired. All the various relationships and my wife never understood or accepted this side of my life so, I resigned myself to a frustration in that regard.    life serves lemons, make lemon aid. I am now retired, I live alone, and I have a small but adequate income.  One thing I spend a LOT of my money on are pretty dresses.  The modern world of the inter webs provides a welt of places one can buy pretty things.  AND I DO.    What I am saying is:  you can go a lifetime suppressing it, but it is still there and one day, you will be able to be what you like.  I did.  
-Joan Marie Cairo 

PS:  I post here as "Cairo" and on Youtube and Bitchute (I think I am the ONLY tranny on that platform)
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Bitchute: https://www.bitchute.com/channel/OaS2S7joyiaW/ 
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Sissymissmiss
@ cairo
  it's sad because when good men are hurt it changes their perception on relationships I went through 4 relationships and all of them broke up with me ( being a loving man buying them gifts and showing support) but after my last relationship I don't feel like a real man and it hurts because I want to be a father and a loving husband I want a wife who accepts me for me and shows support and I would do it right back regardless but I'm scared of putting myself out there to find a woman, this sissy stuff for me is a fetish and I'm scared that no woman would accept it. 
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cairo
@ Sissymissmiss
  All I know is, to have a wife, raise a son, do all the normal stuff well I just had to suck it up and abstain from "dressing" for about 20 years.  Now I am no longer with a woman, live alone, and just don't give a damn any more.  Also, I like to share pics and vids of my interest.  
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Sissymissmiss
@ cairo
  well I'm glad your happy with who you are and what your doing that's all you can do is be happy to be yourself. Me I'm just so conflicted on what to do.
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cairo
@ Sissymissmiss
  "To Thine own self be true"
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Sissymissmiss
@ cairo
  I just need to love myself which is tough
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