I love the way I look and wouldn't change a thing. However, my parents had the choice of me growing up as a boy or girl. I had been given plenty of "vitamins" as a kid. I had a small penis or a enlarged clitoris. My parents decided that i would be a boy. I still have a small penis, but I wish my parents didn't give me all the drugs and I could have stayed a girl.
I found this site when I was a freshman in high school and my cousins wanted to play house. I had all girl cousins. We played house and I always played the baby or the mommy. My cousins had seen me naked before, and always laughed at how small I was. They were older than me, and still are, haha. However, they showed me people in diapers and said that I could wear diapers anywhere.
I spent many nights staying at my cousins houses and I always ran to their room to say hi, and they always powdered me and put me straight into diapers. We went out to the stores while I was still in diapers, and we walked around the stores and shopped in girly places like Icing and other places.
I never wet or messed myself in public, but they would not let me use the bathrooms in the mall and I always ended up wetting when I got in their car. One time I soaked through a diaper, when we got home the diaper was taken off of me and they told their mom on me. So she got in on the act for a day or two just to show me a lesson. She actually went out and bought a whole new pack of diapers so my cousins had more for me to play baby in.
One day my cousins decided that I never messed myself as a baby and made some ex-lax cookies. I should have been suspicious, but they always baked for me and I didn't think twice. Later that day I had massive stomach cramps and ended up messing myself when we were at a Rite Aid. They took me out on purpose so I would have to walk around and couldn't use a bathroom. Especially cuz I hated public bathrooms too.
So, one day we were on their computer and we came across this site and other sites as well that showed adults in diapers for one reason or another. I saw trannies, men, women, and everything inbetween all wetting, messing, and again everything inbetween all in diapers. So I thought what my cousins were doing to me was somewhat normal. Especially because they were older and new better. So, after all these years of wearing diapers and doing my duty in them. I started to get excited and started touching myself at the point of climax.
So, now I started to go to class in diapers which were unnoticed in my baggy pants. Then college came. When I went into college I stopped wearing diapers and actually had bed wetting problems due to stress and other problems. After this happened I went back to wearing diapers just at night to not let my parents see. Then I subscribed to this site.
At first, just trying to find some night time fixers and how to stop. Now I have been able to come to grips with my problem and gladly wet myself. However, lets get back to the main reason I'm doing this. My real name is not Jessy, since I was raised as a boy. However, I don't want to mention my real name. I like to believe that I should have been a girl. Thus, I have been doing things girls would do lately. I have been running around lately with tampons in, and starting anal play. I guess I have become a sissy since I am not a girl. :.( This makes me sad. I love all the captions and stories on here.
So, lets talk about the latest things I have done. I spend all my nights in diapers and still have bed wetting problems. Today I woke up in diapers, went to work, then class in my diapers. After work, I came home and put a toy in my "sissy clit" and went to class. After class I had to pick up a friend and drop him off at his house. This was after we ate mexican food. Mexican always ruins my system. After a few margaritas I took him home.
I was still wearing my diapers and toy. He doesn't know that I was. So, I wanted to come home and discuss my day and how I wish I was a girl. There are so many cute guys out there that I would love to be with, even just for a few minutes. I am here to stay on sissykiss and I don't plan on leaving anytime soon. All the people here are lovely and nice, that makes me stay. I also wish that I could find a girl or mommy who could treat me like a sissy baby like my cousins did, or like a baby girl like I wish I should have been.
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