Bascially, I discovered I was different from the rest of the boys at a very young age (around 5), when I had a wetting accident at my cousins house (a girl, my age)so the only thing I could do to stay clean was wearing her underwear. I fussed a lot, I didn't want to do it, but mom insisted and at the end I had no choice. I actually loved it, I "woke up". Of course nothing new happened until I was around 15, but then I secretly started wearing my sisters clothing (saturday nights, nobody home) and as I grew older I moved out alone, I started buying my own clothes and crossdress feeling somehow evolved into Adult Babies :)
Probably "pantie incident" had to do with it, but I never had much friends at school, they all mocked me for wearing glasses I was with the girls all the time, sort of "one of them", so sort of a combination I guess. I recently started dressing up as girls my age I love it, but deep down inside I still feel like a cute lil baby :)
sissykiss means the world to me, just want to say that. It was the first (and the best) forum for people like us. I didn't post much, and "Steffanie Pink" had a long internet hiatus. But I recently came here with a new youtube friend, and it actually surprises me, is like taking a trip to the past!
I see picfab here, I remember your diaper pasties from abkingdom and a lil-vic page or something like that.. I see arphan86 who was a great contributor in my yahoo group back in the days, I see wannabe_baby from sissyschool, I never post there is too "sissy" and not much "baby" but when I see "script by wannabe_baby" I download immediately. (specially the sissy husband ones, I believe by Empress Vanessa?) Great ideas. Also Sissy Becky who had a great website, I even see Baby Alice here who is a good friend on Second Life... My god everyone is here :)
A lot of people I know and a lot of people I don't, but at the end both sides are very nice and I'm very happy to be here. Wish I hadn't lost 3 years without writing anything.
Growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional.