i play lullabies with my band UP, which i may share eventually if this is an ok place to hang out.
i don't really have any hope for becoming a woman because i'm built like superman.
i run and stretch and diet to try to lose weight and be skinny but when i'm successful i just end up
looking all strong and manly and bulky. it makes me sad all the time.
things that make me happy are music, the outdoors, iced lemonade, and vintage ladies' wear; none of which i own. i don't have any panties, bras, skirts, dresses, corsets, or any of the other trappings of.. well, a trap. i'm 19 and i'm just on the verge of moving out of my parent's home, so i can't really get away with owning those kinds of things.
i came to SK because it's the only place i've found on the internet that has a focus besides boys wanting to have cybersex with me. i'm open to dating and things like that, but i'm not gonna hang out in some internet sex dungeon all day, i want to make friends.
since sex has to come up, i'm not an infant, but i don't think there's anything wrong or offensive about that lifestyle. i'm a bit of a submissive and i like to be held. in terms of actual relations, i would call myself a bottom, and since i became widowed earlier on in my life, i've ceased to really care much about gender in a partner. if i like you, i may go out with you, that's got nothing to do with who you are externally or sexually. you can be a furry infant who wants to pee on animals at the zoo, as long as i like you enough to be with you.
so that's mee.