A little about me:
I have been dressing since I was about five or six years old, kind of on and off due to having my things discovered. My first experience was with a girlfriend of mine, Susie, who lived across the street who was a year older than me. She would occasionally dress me up in some of her clothes, and we would play dolls or with her Easy-Bake Oven. It was so much fun. I have always had a very feminine side, which some of the adults in my life would try to beat out of me on a regular basis. :(
As I got older, I was able to occasionally aquire feminine clothing until a small wardrobe of a couple of outfits was built up, which I would wear late at night when everyone else in the house was asleep, or on rare occasions at my friend Michelle's house. When my Sweet Sixteen rolled around, a car and a little support from the few that knew about my closely guarded secret ensured that a trickle of garments came in to my wardrobe.
I had to take a break from being my femme self due to family obligations and military service, but when discharged, I went to college. This was the first opportunity for me to truly express myself as I was meant to be. THis was a wonderful time for me of exploration and personal growth.
Eventually, I met a woman who was supportive of me, and we got married. She is still very supportive of me today, and helps me with makeup tips, selecting outfits, and other femme activities such as shopping, even helping me select a purse I could use everyday.
My interest in diapers developed abut ten years ago, beginning as a curiosity thing. As I experimented with them and enjoyed the soft fluffiness and security I felt when wearing them, spending time as a toddler made more and more sense, until it became my preferred state of being. I love the feel of being cared for and loved in an environment where my needs are met and I can truly feel joy. I love being disciplined for behaving poorly, followd by the love that comes from my Mommy (Wife) after she disciplines me.
I am sorry this is so long winded, it's just a huge relief and joy to discover a community where I can express my true self. I realize I should have posted this intro several months ago, but some medical issues caused me to have large gaps in my ability to post.
I look forward to meeting all of you!
Hugs and Kisses!